SirJekardi

Dafuq, Tumblr?

[remanence-of-love]

[jekardi]

Hey Tumblr. I just wanted to pop in & express myself. I'm proud of my progress!

I've lost 20lbs,

I started eating and cooking better,

Been working out again.. slowly & inconsistently but every week & I feel better.. but

I miss intimacy. Romance, being wanted, reciprocal lust.. I want to absolutely worship, punish & explore someone who wants exactly the same.. chemistry is so hard to come by anymore.

The gratification of giving another human being so much pleasure & comfort that you can literally taste their euphoria.. to be on the same wavelength of desire..

I just want to show affection & make someone feel safe. Make them feel seen. Give another human being an the attention they can handle because I'm so full of love that I need to give it to someone, even casually at this point.

I daydream about being confided in and trusted with fantasies that I want to make come true. I can't stop thinking about how liberating it is to feel someone let go of their whole facade

I don't know if I crave the touch or just being wanted anymore. Someone save me from myself and come cuddle.

K? K.

[dimension20official]

If you know someone who speaks dismissively of people working service or retail jobs, please remind them that they are bad.

[lynati]

“I want this service to exist because I love it and use it all the time, but I think the people providing me with this service should suffer and struggle.” <–  If that’s been your opinion, please reflect on what kind of person that makes you, and perhaps change said opinion.

[artgirllullaby]

Also a friendly reminder that someone simply love what they do no matter what. Some people love delivering pizza, making coffee, attending others, but they can’t make a living or career out of it.

Always be kind and understanding of the work of others and remember that sometimes they are just working there, they can’t change rules nor have a say in it.

[secondlina]

Check out my ongoing comic Crow Time. It has crows, and also neat pantheons of epic beasties.

[jekardi]

Fuck I love these comics

[puyopuyo]

[jekardi]

Classic 😅

[clubclitoris]

[jekardi]

What a great throat tat this would be

[catasters]

[joycew-art]

Rickbot deserved better...

[escuerzoresucitado]

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

this could be the world if we try a little harder

[jekardi]

So I guess this is ok again.. Neat

[jekardi]

It really dawned on me today, looking around my once pristine apartment that I've really given up. I've caved to the entropy of existence & taken a back seat to my own life.

Just wallowing through the last 6 months of failures & obstacles I couldn't overcome, nesting into the debris of what once were goals & leaning into a learned hopelessness state of acceptance.

I got shoved back down so many times by shit luck, bad timing only to be presented nothing but less than ideal choices which left me detached from my grounding perspective, my bleak take on existence that keeps me in check.

The universe is chaos. It takes without consideration or remorse just as it provides without plan or promise. We simply are until we aren't. There are no guarantees & it's pure hubris to fight the ever flowing continuum so either take what you need as it's presented or rot in the moment as time reclaims you.

Don't give up, fight complacency. The reality of being is that it's just that. We're all born stagnant with the birthright of chaos.

Magic doesn't just happen, you gotta perform it

Back to reality 🤷

[vampyric-blood666]

[jekardi]

[gulistan-blog]

㋡🥀

[jekardi]

Yes please

[chrryghxst]

[ikemoths]

Royal walnut moths!! They look so much like plushies, their fluff has a very fuzzy texture to them and that coupled with their adorable eyes makes them the sweetest boys on earth i swear 🥺🥺the scrunmlkly,,, the cute,,,

this amazing video by entomology_1 on youtube (check them out!! amazing bug content :3) shows their absolute beauty in full. i NEED to hold one of these someday!!

[jekardi]

Big soft

[itsoofluffy]

Lilo stole the hat