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*watches Glitch's new merch ad about Caine having nightmares about everyone abstracting*

....THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN AN EPISODE WHAT THE FUCK-

Maturing is realizing you’re a curse on society and should kill yourself.

I think people are right. I’m not going to make it in the world. I’m too dumb, too weak, too selfish, too mean, too nice… the list goes on.

If there’s no hope for me in the future, then maybe I should just end it.

After all, what hope is there for me to be successful if I can’t even do the dishes well and quickly?

I can’t keep my room clean for more than a day.

I can’t be good enough at art to make money

I’m an idiot

The world would be better off without me.

#tw sui ideation #tw vent #its so over #i wish i was dead #i wish i was normal

I love realized that I seriously dodged a bullet, because my best friend has an eating disorder, my mom, stepdad, and stepbrother all have eating disorders, my dad and stepmom are always trying to lose weight in a healthy way, my generation is known for having the most eating disorders, everyone is being encouraged to starve bc thin is in, and I have had eating problems where I’d eat too much because I thought I was too skinny. Still am I think, but I just keep moving.

#disordered eating mention #anoerxia #tw eating issues #journal

I think there’s a special kind of feeling of not being your own person when your parents name you after themselves, like, I’m never really my own person, just an extension of you.

#names #my parents

trashy-goblin

how I look searching for polnareff x reader fanfiction:

I’m literally so goated I tell you

I might be goated

Princess Cadence 💎

i feel so frustrated i just want to be a horse running in a field

I’m so unemployed it’s terminal I think

#$250 in debt core #unemployed #suffering #its so over #college is NOT coming my way

I hate being passively suicidal. I work so hard to be alive, and yet I’m so far behind everyone else that it wouldn’t matter if I just… stopped. But stopping would mean I’d have to do something about it, instead of just… being over. I’d rather it be a “I’m tired of playing this game, I don’t care that’s it’s not finished, I’m bored and I don’t think I’ll finish it anyway. So I’m deleting it” instead of “This battle was so hard that I’m deleting the whole game!” It’s just not pleasant to be alive, even if I know that people care and that there are incredible things to live for. I just want it to be over without doing anything about it.

#tw vent #tw sui ideation #passive suicidality #suicideawareness