Girl Lost In Stereo

Feel free to unfollow me for this blog will be full of venting out about life problems. This blog is an escape from the toxic reality world I'm currently living at

[jenefur]

[jenefur]

Emotional Disorder

Two famous personality recently committed suicide. Both of them suffered depression. Their misfortunate deaths are all over social medias. Reading this different kinds of opinions and sentiments are making me.......depress as well. If I've been honest for two years now, I feel like my life is a routine. Nothing excites me. I don't feel motivated. I don't find any inspiration. I'm just a breathing living creature whose life is like a robot. (Don't worry, I never had any suicidal thoughts.) Some say it's hormonal. Once your nearing 30's these kinds of emotion is normal. But I often question myself, is it really indeed normal? Or is there something lacking that makes me feel empty?

I do talk to God. I always pray for happiness, peace of mind and a calm heart. I keep telling myself that this shall pass and at the end is a great reward I will be thankful forever.

Today, tomorrow or the following days will be the same but what's important is you still keep breathing. I'm still hopeful that there will come a day where I will feel motivated and inspired again.

[jenefur]

Today is my birthday. I didn't let anyone know especially in fb that today is the day I was born. It's nice to know who are those people that actually remembered my birthday. I super appreciate their simple greetings

[jenefur]

[jenefur]

Image via We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/210926168

[jenefur]

Image via We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/133640969 #girly #outfit #cutepictures #frasesenespañol #quotesabout

[jenefur]

Image via We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/210326712 #black #fear #quotes #sayings #love

[jenefur]

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[nevver]

Fortune cookie

[jenefur]

It's getting hot....whew!!! 😓😝 #summer #vsco #vscocam

[lagunabay]

lagunabay /// twitter / music

[istillloveparamore]

THERE IS A PARAMORE DOOR

[wintershieldshock]

The Infernal Devices starts with a lost girl and a necklace.

                          It ends with an enduring woman and a story worth telling. [x]

[cassandraclare]

Noir!

[jenefur]

Don't stop turning the pages, thank God for another year! 💙❤️😘 #happynewyear #hello2015

[robrtpattinson]

Clace + ’thinking out loud’ by ed sheeran

requested by queengilbert

[cassandraclare]

hi Cassie! idk if you’ve noticed, but I think you’ve invoked a small (and quite entertaining) url revolution. — hornyjem

I did. I am very proud. :)

This is the full story of After the Bridge, a tale for those who might have wondered what Tessa and Jem did after they met on...

[paraitsokay-blog]

[jenefur]

Q: Is it weird or cool for after all this years to still have girls come up to you and say that you’re their idol? HW: It’s both. It’s so cool, but I just don’t see myself that way. But I definitely remember being a young girl and having books that had like Gwen Stefani and how she did her hair and makeup and TLC and Aaliyah, and even Missy Elliot. I really looked up to a lot of women in music who were doing things that were a little different. (x)

[emboars]

[alicesadventuresintherye]

It’s one of the greatest things you’ll ever do for yourself.