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Midsomer Murders. The Axeman Cometh.

thinspo just for you my loves

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guys as the new years is coming up I have planned to be more active here and post some more photos and share with u my ana diet journey!!

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Is smile really worth it?

I met her in high school. I think we could call each other friends, but I'm not sure.. We'd spend our time walking around the city, talking and drinking beer or smoking cigarettes on the balcony and promising to quit, knowing we'd never do. We just got used to each other's presence. Through then I started noticing her nasty habits or things no one else was paying attention to. I realized she never smiled, instead her eyes shone with happiness. Over time, everything began to fall apart. She would knock on my door at night all soaked and crying, only to fall into my arms, searching for some remnants of safety and understanding. I would visit her in the hospital while the doctors pumped her with various chemicals to keep her alive. She would wake me up at 4am calling to pick her up, only to be met seeing her lying there, completely drugged and talking nonsense. Yet no matter how difficult the situation was, she always gave me the biggest smile. It didn't matter to me how radiant she looked at me, because her eyes were absolutely dead with no trace of joy.

Song: heavenly by cas

18.08.2023