It took me over a year to figure out why I started this blog. Now I have found a reason why, I need to start living without proving to anybody that I am good, I can't live up with something that will eventually put in debt and give me nothing (expect 5 minutes happiness). I admit it: My spending habits are above the lines, I am not a princess I just have too many clothes in my closet and I still have those days where I am spreading half of my closet around the floor and halfly crying: "There isn't anything to wear". I buy a lot of clothes and shoes for a reason, which is none. Still I get frustrated since there is "nothing I can wear" As I said in my last text that "I am a perfect victim of advertisment" now I am trying to prove myself wrong. So I set up myself a challenge, I shall not buy new clothes or shoes for one (1) year. Starting from this day. I have couple rights for thing that unfortunately are in my life compelling necessities. Those are: 1.Socks, they usually tend to break all at the same though, I am not allowed to buy more than 4 pair of socks in whole period of time 2. Bra, IF only if, my lovely breast-size starts to magically grow(which I doubt) and only 3 pairs of new bra if this happens. 3. Underwear, it also tends to fall apart time to time, usually all at the same time so there is also a need for that, though I am again only allowed to buy 4 pair of new underwear if this happens. 4. I have right to buy 1 pair of sneakers for summer, since my shoe collection is mostly high heels (you don't sail in high heels) 5. If necessary clothing for sailing, for example waterproof clothes/undergarment, since I have none it will be probably soon necessary, but I try to survive as long as possible with what I have. So in one year, I am allowed to buy 4 pair of new socks, 3 bras if my boobs grow up, 4 pair of underwear if they all fall apart which I doubt, 1 pair of sneakers and if necessary waterproof clothing for sailing. Also I will raport you later what I own, everything else that I bought (expect groceries) and my feelings about this, cause it will be torture for me especially at the begginning, also I try to post some videodiary sort of about days. For some this project probably seems shallow especially with my amount of clothes it seems to be easy for survive, I am not trying survive, I am trying to proof myself I don't need to buy new clothes because they seems nice or "I have nothing to wear"-excuse. That I don't need to fill my closet up with new trends what trendsetters, bloggers or advertisment is trying to sell. This project is officially starting, 1 year without (new) clothes. Wish me luck
