jennyholzerfanclub2

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

blegh complaining about something id never thought id be able to do (braces) is so dumb but i cant wait for it to be over

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

i was quoted 15-18 months on invisalign which is crazy considering i’m going to be done my first round in 2 months. that’ll be month 7. im tireddd

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

5 months into invisalign and i am a bit over ittt lmao how do people have braces for years! i just wanna be able to snack and not do dental hygiene routine vs eating math. im hungry

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

spent nearly $500 at lululemon (sickening!) but may not keep all of it. ive been so burnt out by saving etc so while i’m not trying to spend my entire income, i’m also saying yes to nearly everything and the cards will fall how they must rn

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

i rolled my ankle TWICE on a hike today rip have to push my entire running plan again smh

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

P’s surgery to remove her mass is today so naturally i slept like total shitttt i should not get off my phone last night i aas so anxious lol

[driflloon]

denia al anim by katrina twiss

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

ive had too many runs w/ a sub 7 min/km pace that i’ve now come to expect it. if my pace isnt 6:xx min/km i’m disappointed and feel slow. i ran 7:08min/km on my first run without walking breaks in full sun and 25 degree heat !! which is way faster than when i did this last year. i should feel super proud and accomplished (but i dont xx)

[butterflypeaflowertea]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever

[obscurecurse]

Seasonal Variation of Polyphenols and Pigments in Ginkgo (Ginkgo biloba L.) Leaves [x]

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

made it thru week 5 runs. now onto week 6. very sad to only have 2 more runs with walking breaks. managed 2.8km in 20mins today so once the run/walk is done ill probably just do 3.5km to 4km to 4.5km to 5km? something like that

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

took like 4 weeks off running was SO scared id lost all my fitness. my run was supposed to be w5d3 but i wanted to ease into it, thought lets try w5d1 and i smashedddd it!!!! 12 degree weather, amazing sunset, lilac in the air, birds in the trees, stunning

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

i finally got around to reading my friends and it’s so heartbreaking. i’m crying 75% of the time. reading about children wanting to die is brutal when you are/were one of them

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

A’s mom got diagnosed w stage 1 breast cancer today. trying to be optimistic but i’m tired grandpa

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

im so emotionally and physically drained from crying all morning lmao we just got to ikea and i am a shell of myself im so tired

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

ive worked my entire life with the idea that if i could get my degree, something that felt fucking impossible when i was homeless in high school with no parental help, i would have made it and my life will be okay. and it’s really not lol

[jennyholzerfnclb2]

i just feel like i have had such an unlucky fucking life and i just need it to turn around so goddamn desperately