How can you receive love?
INTUITIVE TAROT READING BY JENOKOI
A short tarot reading I did with my new deck. We’ll go a little bit at how you react to love and how it’s affecting your journey in this life.
Please take a deep breath and get comfortable. Let your intuition guide you to the answer you seek in the pictures below. Take as much time as you need.
PILE ONE > PILE TWO > PILE THREE
My tarot readings are guided by the current energy of my subject in question and my own spirit guides. Energies are prone to change based on our actions, and thus nothing is truly set on stone. Please take only what resonates, this is a general reading. It’s okay to not feel drawn to any of the images. If you have to force it into the narrative of your life, then it might not be for you. These readings are for entertainment purposes only.
My dear pile one, love is all around you. You are holding onto a fantasy, an idea. You ignore the signs leading you to a new path, like a fool you deny the chance to receive what you seek in what you already have. You believe if you keep on doing the same what you get will change. You force meaning into signs that ask you to open your eyes. You are tired, don’t realize you are drowning. Those beautiful feelings of yours are slowly turning into dead weight. Adventure is calling for you, but you have intoxicated your body and mind with a goal you no longer seem to want. But you have given too much to not see it through, even when the final line is out of view. Some of you might have a gambling addiction of sorts.
You are seeking a connection, be it to someone or a craft. But it seems your efforts are not being reciprocated or allowing you to advance. You are ignoring your calling for a purpose given to you rather than desired. It seems what was promised it’s not fulfilling you. You feel alone in a room so crowded. For some, family expects you to follow through with their wishes, not yours. You have made this path your destiny by force, and it has drained you of your will to continue.
Despite it all, deep down there’s is something you truly want and don’t believe you need. “It is not necessary, and thus I will ignore it.” You are being call to follow your dreams, to allow yourself to receive this gift. There might be someone in your life who brings you stability but not love. Your zone of comfort is making you miserable, but you are afraid of losing the safety it brings. For some, you might be ignoring a person who wants to give you the world, but you are afraid of the unknown. They represent clean, warm water, a new beginning. However, they are slowly growing tired of waiting for you.
This is very specific to some, take it or don’t, but do not force it; you might be in a dead end relationship and someone new has appeared who has bewitched you body and soul (they might be younger or older than you).
Be gentle to yourself and the world.
Cheetos, red hair, white snakes, ocean, bad eating habits, established relationships, period films, studying a major you have no affection for, age gap, Asian hereditary.
Advice from spirits: The Fool and The Emperor.
My sweet pile two, you are afraid of people. You think of love much but believe it will destroy you. Your emotions are yours and yours only, too honest, too fragile, and fear people will take advantage of your heart. Every offer you deny out of fear it is not what you want. “No one can return the love I give.” There’s so much passion in you, but you are careful with it, forbid it from growing on someone else’s garden. You think you will lose yourself in loving. Some of you might be insecure in your body through a lover’s gaze.
However, you seem to attract a lot of romantic prospects. People are willing to give themselves to you were you to give them the chance. In your eyes, none of them seek a true connection, which is what you desire. You are beautiful, pile two, and that makes you suspicious of everyone. Nonetheless, you enjoy the attention, the occasional playful banter, never too serious and never too real. You have made of love a dangerous threat. You have put all that love into yourself, and now no one could ever measure to it. But just as you nurtured your self-love, relationships take time and patience to evolve.
Your garden is filled with roses that no one can touch. You might have been betrayed before, not necessarily through a committed relationship. My sweet pile two, you don’t need to cut the roots of yourself to let them bloom somewhere else. Little by little, one seed at a time, you can expand all that love and passion on the ground you walk without losing yourself in the act. You have waited far too long for a miracle, but it won’t reach you unless you let it inside your home. Allow the world to know you, in all your beauty and glory, and it will worship the very ground you stand on.
Flowers, red dress, fatherless behavior, moon phases, birds, roses, night sky, hermit, feeling warm in cold weather, masculine energy, big breasts.
Advice from spirits: Ace of Cups and The Hanged Man.
Love passes you by as you wait for it to be perfect. Your heart is a privilege no one seems to be worth of. You are a strong-headed individual, resistant to the love you are being offered, despite your desire for it. You are a perfectionist. You might have been betrayed in the past, be it by someone or your own thoughts. You have been alone for quite some time, emotionally or physically, that you don’t find it necessary to have a partner to feel whole. This might be a good mindset had you not made it your biggest enemy. You are at peace in your loneliness, but often wonder how it would be like to share a life with a partner. Slowly but surely, you are walking a path of no return with a heart meant to not share a half.
You are held captive by the idea that one must be perfect to be your equal. You hold your prospects to the same standards as yourself. But darling, your own expectations of you drain you immensely. You have no time to nurture yourself, much less allow someone else the same. Even those you desire you forbid of your attention.
Be more kind to your own heart. Do not allow your past to consume your future. Your mind is beautiful, if a prison. Let yourself be wrong every once in a while, just as you learnt who you are by trying new things, let your heart find peace by listening to it. You are draining your soul in the physical world by not taking a break every once in a while. You overthink love too much, let it wither in your doubts. Your thoughts are all over the place, your head a home with no windows to filter the negative of them. Don’t hide from the world, it has been trying to help you for so long.
Gold jewelry, beautiful eyes, clouds, leaves, intrusive thoughts, past baggage, the color blue, long hair, dungeons and dragons.
Advice from spirits: Strength and the Devil.
Feedback is much appreciated. Remember the universe loves you.
