hi everyone !! i can’t lie this announcement has been a long time coming bcos i fear my time on tumblr has come to an end :,) i used to love n enjoy writing in my free time for the interests i loved but i dont really find the same enjoyment anymore n i never have the time 🥹 so for now i wanna say thank you (!!) for over a thousand followers on this acc n for helping me create a space where i feel the work i put out is really well received and i loved seeing everyone’s reactions to my posts it would make my day. truthfully i’ve always struggled w connecting w people (properly and deeply) on this app specifically and it’s definitely hindered my use of it as on other platforms i tend not to struggle as much. writing in general will always have a place in my heart but i’m not sure this is the app for me anymore, the type of content that receives praise and does well here is not the type i enjoy creating anymore (not that notes and reblogs are everything but they definitely help!) text imagines are such a fun way to enjoy short form content that is super easy to read, but it’s not the type of content i can continue to create n i think unfortunately it had started to become the main type of content i was outputting.
this isn’t to say that at some point in the future i won’t log back in and write something but that future is not near, this is a really pivotal time in my life and i have pretty big decisions to make this year as well as focus on my studies and future career etc. to make a looong story short, i think that despite being 20 i have outgrown tumblr :( i’ve been on this app for so many years and i have always found myself writing for whatever interest i have had n i did enjoy it !!! a part of me doesn’t want to make this n post it bcos honestly it feels very cringe but i think i have some rlly cool followers and readers who should know where i’ve gotten to, i will be staying logged in as i still enjoy consuming content but i will very rarely be interacting with people + their posts. if any mutuals would for some reason like to stay in touch do let me know as i use twitter n am fairly active there too !! as always i wish you all the best in everything you do, i hope everyone stays happy n healthy n most importantly i hope i’m still the most delusional triple j stan you know, thank you for everything <33
hi everyone !! so i was right I can’t let tumblr go but im going to be writing for different things now! my new account is @mclarns where i’ll be writing for some youtubers n f1 drivers !! i still love to read kpop writings though so if any friends wanna follow me i’ll continue to be ur biggest fan over on that acc :) i’ll be logging out now i hope to see u there <3
hi everyone !! i can’t lie this announcement has been a long time coming bcos i fear my time on tumblr has come to an end :,) i used to love n enjoy writing in my free time for the interests i loved but i dont really find the same enjoyment anymore n i never have the time 🥹 so for now i wanna say thank you (!!) for over a thousand followers on this acc n for helping me create a space where i feel the work i put out is really well received and i loved seeing everyone’s reactions to my posts it would make my day. truthfully i’ve always struggled w connecting w people (properly and deeply) on this app specifically and it’s definitely hindered my use of it as on other platforms i tend not to struggle as much. writing in general will always have a place in my heart but i’m not sure this is the app for me anymore, the type of content that receives praise and does well here is not the type i enjoy creating anymore (not that notes and reblogs are everything but they definitely help!) text imagines are such a fun way to enjoy short form content that is super easy to read, but it’s not the type of content i can continue to create n i think unfortunately it had started to become the main type of content i was outputting.
this isn’t to say that at some point in the future i won’t log back in and write something but that future is not near, this is a really pivotal time in my life and i have pretty big decisions to make this year as well as focus on my studies and future career etc. to make a looong story short, i think that despite being 20 i have outgrown tumblr :( i’ve been on this app for so many years and i have always found myself writing for whatever interest i have had n i did enjoy it !!! a part of me doesn’t want to make this n post it bcos honestly it feels very cringe but i think i have some rlly cool followers and readers who should know where i’ve gotten to, i will be staying logged in as i still enjoy consuming content but i will very rarely be interacting with people + their posts. if any mutuals would for some reason like to stay in touch do let me know as i use twitter n am fairly active there too !! as always i wish you all the best in everything you do, i hope everyone stays happy n healthy n most importantly i hope i’m still the most delusional triple j stan you know, thank you for everything <33
hi all. !! sorry for my inactivity i have lots going on atm n life just seems very overwhelming all of the time LOL will be back when i feel better <3 ps yes shirtless jeno almost killed me off :,)
not to be rude but is your name actually vada? it’s very pretty!
hiii !! it’s not, vada is a pen name bcos i agree it is pretty :,) i get scared of people finding me bcos my names a little unique so on social media’s i usually use different variations of it ! :D
"oooooh baby baby baby it's our song, c'mere" you giggled at your boyfriend, mark's, current state. four homemade cocktails and 2 playlists later, mark was in a fuzzy mood, dancing to every song that came up. you got up to join his swaying figure, "since when is this our song markie?" roy orbison's pretty woman played softly in the background. mark grabbed your hand slowly spinning you before you stopped to face him, his hands landing on your hips, "hmm, maybe not our song but definitely your song baby, cause you're my pretty woman." mark wrapped his arms around your waist, leaning down to snuggle his face into your neck, he sang softly to the song, his breath tickling you. "pretty woman, yeah, yeah, yeah, pretty woman, look my way, pretty woman, say you'll stay with meeee" you chuckled at his singing, knowing that he was dedicating it to you, "mark lee, you are such a lover boy." he lifted his head from your neck, letting go of your waist, using his hands instead to move all of your hair from your face to plant a soft kiss onto your lips, "for you baby, of course i am, you're made for me."
Hello <3 i see reqs are closed, but if you ever get the chance/want to, then could you pls do texts about dream at a party with socially drained s/o who wants to go home? tyty
hi!! i think text requests are fine rn, so thank you for requesting 💗 definitely a fun one as someone who both loves partying and gets socially drained really often :’) enjoy!
texts: socially drained w/ bf!dream ˖𖥔 ݁.𖧧
cw: fluff, tiny angst, some cursing & mentions of smoking (ofc), petnames: baby, angel, pretty, my love
a/n: thanks for all the love on my first post!! ❤️ i hope you enjoy this jaemin blurb :)
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it had been such a long day - you had woken up extra early to deliver a gift to a client, had back to back meetings all day, and had started to feel sad that you hadn't seen your friends in months. it didn't help that you were checking the clock every 5 minutes, just waiting to go home to your jaemin.
when you got home, you could smell your boyfriend cooking up your favorite dish. you rounded a corner to see jaemin in a loose t-shirt and sweats cooking in the kitchen.
"oh babe you're home?" he turns and smiles at you before leaning down to give you a peck on the lips.
you only hum in response. jaemin grabs your face and tilts it up so he can get a better look at you. and since he can read you like a book, he could tell you were so tired and having a bad day. he kissed you again, deeper this time, before ushering you to sit at the dining table.
he brings the food over and you eat in silence. you enjoyed the silent company with your boyfriend, and you liked that you both didn't feel the need to fill the silence.
as you finish up, jaemin grabs your plates and starts to load the dishwasher. you get up and try to clean up with him but he hogs the sink, preventing you from doing any work. instead, you stand behind him and wrap your arms around his torso. you nuzzle your face into the warmth of his body and try to relax from the chaotic day.
however, with the rush of thoughts and emotions from the day, you can feel yourself starting to get emotional. jaemin finishes the dishes as he turns around in your arms and looks you in the eyes. he thinks you're so cute when you get sulky, but he also felt horrible seeing you so distressed from work and life.
he pulled you into a hug and rubbed your back, "it's okay, you can cry."
you started to cry then, shocked (but also not) at how well jaemin knew you and understood you. he continued you comfort you by kissing you on your forehead, rubbing your back, and whispering words of encouragement and comfort in your ear. things like "you're doing amazing", "you work so hard, you're allowed to take breaks", "i'm so proud of you", “i love you”.
in moments like these, your heart swelled at how you could feel jaemin's love for you. with all your past relationships, you felt like a burden and always questioned whether or not they really loved you like they said they do. but with jaemin, you never doubted whether or not he truly loved you. you could feel it everyday from all the little things he did for you - cooking for you when you got home late, cleaning the apartment when it was a mess but you were too busy, making sure you took time for yourself everyday.
as your tears started to subside, you finally felt yourself relaxing and starting grow tired. you get ready to go to bed then, showering off the day and running cold water over your face to rid your puffy red eyes.
it was only 8pm, but as you laid in bed in jaemin's arms, you completely knocked out. jaemin didn't want to wake you because he knew you were exhausted from the week, so he tried his best not to move as you slept on his chest. he was still pretty awake so he turns on the tv in your shared bedroom and watches his show on silent with captions as he continues to rub your back and brush your hair out of your face so he could see your sleeping and relaxed face.
in moments like this, his heart hurt from how much he cares for and loves you. he couldn't help but think he had to be a better boyfriend and support system for you. little did he know, you thought he was already perfect and him being there for you day in and day out was more than anything you could've asked for.
Hiiii would you be able to do jaemin bf text? But like sfw soft dom jaemin who lives to like do everything for his SO? Like “did you eat?” “Have you had water?” “Coffee isn’t water. Neither is red bull neither if juice”
I’m not projecting as an only daughter who had to grow up quick, with a lot of responsibilities, and wants to not think for once 🧍🏾♀️
sfw!boyfriend jaem texts
this request coming as i’m in my jaemin era omg… you get me. here’s my masterlist !!!! requests r open <3 tw: s*icide joke last slide!
Hiiii would you be able to do jaemin bf text? But like sfw soft dom jaemin who lives to like do everything for his SO? Like “did you eat?” “Have you had water?” “Coffee isn’t water. Neither is red bull neither if juice”
I’m not projecting as an only daughter who had to grow up quick, with a lot of responsibilities, and wants to not think for once 🧍🏾♀️
sfw!boyfriend jaem texts
this request coming as i’m in my jaemin era omg… you get me. here’s my masterlist !!!! requests r open <3 tw: s*icide joke last slide!
“My god, I’ve liked you for soooo long…” You mumble, words barely coherent. You were drunk. Really drunk.
To be fair, you didn’t plan to get this drunk. After being dragged to a party you did not want to go, the fruity cocktails became your bestfriends, too delicious and barely tasting like they had any signifiant amounts of alcohol, so you just kept drinking and drinking until you found yourself in this situation; rambling about how much you liked your long time friend and crush… to your crush, himself.
“A-and like, you never look- looked my way?? I know you’re h-hot and all, but- Damn, I’m decent myself, aren't I-” Words spilled out of your lips, the alcohol in your brain making you throw all inhibitions out of the window.
Jeno on the other hand was… stunned, to say the least. In all of his time knowing you, he never expected you to be this drunk, or to be eloquently confessing your love for him. Not that he was annoyed or anything, in fact, he was quite flustered himself, having shared the same feelings for the past few months.
It was hard to pinpoint when the platonic feelings turned into romantic feelings for you, but one day it all clicked when Donghyuck pointed it out. He’d never admit that in Donghyuck’s face though, he’d rather die than give him the satisfaction of being right.
So for the longest time he kept it in, thinking about it over and over again, and- Wait… Were you crying?
“What- Wait- Hey- Don’t cry…!” He tried to soothe your cries desperately, hesitant hands reaching to wipe away the tears that ran down your cheeks.
"I just like you so muuuch... I wanted you to like me back soooo bad." A sob ripped through your lips. Your hands flew to cover your face, whining about how embarassing all of this was.
Jeno chuckled quietly, a sigh leaving his lips. Your hangover the next day will be horrible.
But it's okay, he'll be there to help you out, scold you for drinking so much and maybe get you to confess again. This time sober, so he can say he likes you back.
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