out of curiosity, is it possible that the instense negativity around heeseung's departure that has now unfortunately spilled over into enhypen seeing it in real time at concerts, created bad blood between them? as in there wasn't any before but now because of how bad it's gotten, there's resentment there?
ENHYPEN & HEESEUNG ˚₊ ࿔₊• — is there any resentment between them due to recent events, reading!
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He definitely isn't as reactive as he was a couple of months ago when i did a reading, it seems like he just wants to move past all the drama & confusion. Right now he's all about responsibility & structure, so I'm not getting any petty resentment, he's focusing on work it's like we've got work to do, just keep moving
Sure there might be frustration but i don't really see it directed towards heeseung anymore, more so at the situation. I wonder if he's just calmed down or if they've talked it out like adults because he's much more composed now surprisingly. It's like whatever emotions he had initially, he’s reached a point now where he just wants to focus on the now instead of dwelling on what went wrong with heeseungs departure. He's cleared his mind and knows where he stands now.
In fact now in regards to heeseung I'm getting respect, for him as an individual, for the bond they had, for all the years they worked together & were friends, i feel like he's come to the realization that some decisions are simply part of life, you can't change it & heeseung had the right to make a decision for his life. Like even though hs might not necessarily agree with heeseung or at the very least every outcome that's come from his decision, I'm not getting any hatred or massive bitterness towards heeseung
His more negative feelings are directed towards other people, like certain parts of the fandom, the company & just the situation in itself Although i do feel like their relationship has become more formal even if they've patched things up, which makes sense because even if they’re good now, it’s pretty difficult to come back from something like that especially now that they probably don’t have enough time together. Anyways he's choosing to follow the rules, to focus entirely on enhypen & he's just very professional now.
He's just trying to avoid & move past his anxiety & to avoid any conflict or wanting conflict to end. Everything that's been happening has become mentally exhausting for him. He feels like the situation has been dragging on for way too long or/and it's become really difficult to deal with it on top of everything else. He just wants & wishes for things to calm down. He's trying not to focus on his worries. Honestly everything has been difficult for him emotionally & very overwhelming.
As i already said though he wants conflict to end. So even if there's any possible resentment from jake to heeseung, he wants it to go sway & wants to try to rsolving it. Honestly i wouldn't be surprised if they've already resolved it? But I'm hesitating saying that because it seems like a work in progress. So maybe they've talked but not enough
I think it's a bit of a struggle for him to be able to balance his personal affection that he truly has for heeseung deep down regardless of everything with the absolute disaster that is everything else
Any resentment from him is towards he situation, like he's really resenting the entire topic & by a bit of an extension heeseungs association with it?? It's like regardless of his affection for heeseung there's still apart of him that does resent him from causing him & everyone else this exhaustion
It's actually more positive than expected, but from previous readings he's always seemed a bit warmer & more understanding than most of the others. Anyways as i said it's more positive, there's a lot of memories in his head, there's friendship too & appreciation for heeseung and everything else he's given. I think sunghoon in general wishes him well & is hopeful that these difficult circumstances for both the group & heeseung will go away.
He's acknowledged that life has changed for all of them and he does that while still holding his positive feelings for heeseung. I can see him thinking vividly that he hopes everything goes well in the end for them despite not walking on the same path as a group with him
He's walking away from all the negativity & to a degree the past. He's accepting that life has moved on and they're moving into different chapters now.
I can interpret it as a bit sad too because it can be viewed as this love that was taken from him in a way, i think that's the not so mature & grown way of him speaking. He definitely sees the more toxic part & atmosphere of the fandom that's made everything a bit more difficult for them & heeseung. There might be moments where his friendship with heeseung makes him feel a bit hurt because with everything happening it does bring a sorta sadness/dampness into his life but that's just how it's like when he's at his worst. Overall they've still got a friendship, regardless if they talk more or less, I'd say they're good and there's no resentment from sunghoon at all
I feel like his excitement/enthusiasm for everything they've got planned has been dampened in a way. There's also disappointment regarding the circumstances & how everything has been going.
But there's still a sort of established bond he's got with heeseung & of course mutual respect. So even if the situation & the fans have been affecting the group & it's activities, i don't think it's really affected the relationship at least not for example the core of it, speaking currently.
There's disappointment & plans that didn’t go the way they were expected to, which does kinda annoy him so i don't think it's crazy to assume there's emotions surrounding that & all. But just because he's disappointed i don't think that automatically means resentment, it’s like he can still be disappointed in the situation & in heeseungs involvement while still appreciating what he has with him on a personal level
I feel like he used to find so much joy in their group & it's dynamics but the toxicity that's been going around has really drained him but still the group is kinda like a sanctuary for him & a sorta safe place so he's good. I guess that's why the fandoms behavior towards the group affects him because that is quite literally in his head invading his safe space so there's definitely a building resentment. I don't know why i keep getting this image of him seeing heeseung as a sorta ghost that's been haunting them
Lowkey the theories might not be so off because he's definitely got a more negative spread than the others i just did.
Anyways communication between them has becomes much more difficult with them, i think this especially happens when something else happens. Like one bad situation and their almost invisible progress goes in the negatives. Jungwon & heeseung as well are sorta protecting themselves from each other after everything. Like being around each other would cause them some hurt & stress. so I don’t think their relationship has really improved, for example jay & heeseung as far as I know in a reading I did a couple of months ago, their relationship wasn’t really doing well especially not from jays side who almost seemed pissed, but now they’re definitely a better place. I’m just not seeing that with these two, jungwon & heeseung i mean
Jungwon is still mature in his own right, so it’s not like he’s gonna let temporary negative emotions dictate the way he acts and to make him act awful. I do feel like he's a bit worn out by everything & is desperately trying to keep everything balanced. I feel sadness, disappointment & a sorta resentment towards heeseung because it's like his decision brought them here. But it's not that strong since he's trying to be mature, it's mostly directed towards people who keep causing drama & making the members feel insecure about the group now that heeseung isn't there, with the fans comments
Especially as the leader of course he's bearing the bigger burden especially in the professional aspect compared to the other members, so he's very very defensive about the group & what they're like now. Everything has been very overwhelming for him & in a way stopped their momentum? He's uncomfortable now & almost stressed even standing on stage, like he's there but with his guard up, he's exhausted & despite that it's giving me that he's very ready to fight to protect the group & the remaining members. But he's really trying to stay mature, calm & more, but he's just extremely stressed. He feels like he has to constantly protect his members from everything thrown at them because of a situation they had no control over
It's not negative or bitter especially not towards heeseung. I keep thinking about how moving on isn’t always easy. How despite thinking you've gotten over something you catch yourself always looking back you know? Thinking about the old times, memories where you were happier. I feel like ni-ki often catches himself thinking back to times where heeseung was right there a room away or on like the other side of the couch, of the stage, of the makeup room & more. It's a sad feeling of realization, like damn he's really not here like that anymore
But he's recovering & slowly healing from the bad sides. He's again pretty slowly, but still moving on despite the fact that the whole process might've been difficult Still though i feel like no matter how much he tries it just always comes back, like there's still emotions that occasionally resurface for him. They aren't easy to leave behind for him regardless if they're positive, negative or just plainly sad.
So my personal interpretation of this because it is pretty difficult to interpret, but his feelings still seem pretty unresolved, especially at times where stuff gets difficult or he just gets in his head, but it’s not hateful or negative or bitter, I'm not getting resentment like that
He just feels stuck in this drama. So despite feeling hurt & hit by the situation & backlash, he's pulling himself out of it regardless of how much time & work it's been taking. i’m a bit confused on how to interpret his relationship with heeseung as of now it’s honestly not as bright and positive as it was when I did a reading on them in april, which is confusing because I would assume it gets better, but I feel like the situation really has impacted ni-ki so I guess to keep himself away from the chaos or drama that includes a less close knit relationship with heeseung. But again I don’t I don’t think it’s negative or awful. It seems pretty nearly decent but??? It's confusing, i think he's confused too
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