us traitors never win, i’ll be the actress starring in your bad dreams, nobody trusts me, i got some big enemies, i did something bad, they say “she’s gone too far this time”, my reputation’s never been worse, i’m a mess, all my flowers grew back as thorns, i never learn, i never grew up, cruelty wins in the movies, i’m ready for combat, i’ve been the archer, “she’s a bad girl”, i blew things out of proportion, i’m to blame, i wounded the good, who am i offending now?, i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace, my words shoot to kill when i’m mad, i didn’t know if you’d care if i came back, they strike to kill and you know i will, there’s nothing like a mad woman, i never had the courage of my convictions, i talk shit with my friends, “what a shame she’s fucked in the head”, i’m just a kid, what would you do if i break free and leave us in ruins?, did i shatter you?, do you miss the rogue who coaxed you into paradise and left you there?, you’re a bandit like me, i know i’ll pay for it, i fell from the pedestal, i’m fine with my spite, writing letters addressed to the fire, they say “what a sad sight”, i’ve been under scrutiny, i looked around in the blood soaked gown, i broke his heart cause he was nice, i don’t start shit but i can tell you how it ends, looks can kill and i might try, don’t get sad, get even!, i’ve been scheming like a criminal, you were playing with fire, every single thing i touch becomes sick with sadness, you should find another guiding light…….. i have this thing where i get older but just never wiser, i should not be left to my own devices, i’m the monster on the hill, did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism?, “she’s laughing up at us from hell!”…. i’m the problem, it’s me.
