us traitors never win, iโll be the actress starring in your bad dreams, nobody trusts me, i got some big enemies, i did something bad, they say โsheโs gone too far this timeโ, my reputationโs never been worse, iโm a mess, all my flowers grew back as thorns, i never learn, i never grew up, cruelty wins in the movies, iโm ready for combat, iโve been the archer, โsheโs a bad girlโ, i blew things out of proportion, iโm to blame, i wounded the good, who am i offending now?, i didnโt have it in myself to go with grace, my words shoot to kill when iโm mad, i didnโt know if youโd care if i came back, they strike to kill and you know i will, thereโs nothing like a mad woman, i never had the courage of my convictions, i talk shit with my friends, โwhat a shame sheโs fucked in the headโ, iโm just a kid, what would you do if i break free and leave us in ruins?, did i shatter you?, do you miss the rogue who coaxed you into paradise and left you there?, youโre a bandit like me, i know iโll pay for it, i fell from the pedestal, iโm fine with my spite, writing letters addressed to the fire, they say โwhat a sad sightโ, iโve been under scrutiny, i looked around in the blood soaked gown, i broke his heart cause he was nice, i donโt start shit but i can tell you how it ends, looks can kill and i might try, donโt get sad, get even!, iโve been scheming like a criminal, you were playing with fire, every single thing i touch becomes sick with sadness, you should find another guiding lightโฆโฆ.. i have this thing where i get older but just never wiser, i should not be left to my own devices, iโm the monster on the hill, did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism?, โsheโs laughing up at us from hell!โโฆ. iโm the problem, itโs me.
