everything changes.

yes, the stories are true. i am jessica drew. or at least, half of the time i am. the other part of me splits up her time between being a mother to a little love and being a hero. sometimes those worlds overlap but I always try to put him before me. it really is true, everything does change. sometimes for the good, other times, for the bad. [jessica drew roleplay page associated with handsofheroeshq ]

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wadefuckingwilscns‌:

“I didn’t realize you were running some sort of bed and breakfast—“ He looked to the reader. “Good service, great pillows, we’ve got to find out where she got them—“ But like clockwork, Deadpool focused on the scene once more. “Can you just serve me these pancakes so I can avoid the bald-headed mother fucker who trying to make me join his boy band of rejects?”

     “If I were running a bed and breakfast then I need to start charging people for actually coming and eating and staying.” the brunette speaks in the others direction, frowning slightly at him before tugging down the shirt that she was wearing over her thighs, not overly wanting the oil to jump up and hit her. “bald-headed mother fucker? i’m guessing you’re referring to the guardians of the galaxy.” the brunette spoke as she began to flip the pancakes that were in the frying pan. “there’s syrup if you want that, or ice cream and other bits if that’s what you’re feeling..or you could just have it dry..kind of like the sex you’ve been having.”

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natasharcmnoff‌:

Crashing on Jessica’s couch hadn’t been the most opportune moment of living for Natasha—but she’d done worse, in conditions to finish a job. At least this had air conditioning. Stretching out, she rested both elbows on her knees, silent before standing. “Sure—“ She murmured, finally approaching the woman as she stood at the table. “Thanks for letting me crash here, by the way.” A pause, as she moved to the empty mug, pouring out the hot liquid for herself, and then for the other woman. “I’ll be out of your hair tonight, got a hotel—“ She handed the mug to Jess silently. “Plus I’ve got to go see a few people.”

       she shifted from side to side as she cooked the pancakes for the duo. she was hungry, so hungry, and just the smell of the pancakes was making her stomach grumble. hearing natasha approach, jess threw the redhead a smile over her shoulder be speaking “honestly, it’s fine nat. had you told me you were coming, I would’ve been happy to fix up the spare bedroom for you, so, you know, you could actually get to sleep in a proper bed. and you don’t have to stay in a hotel.” the brunette spoke as she accepted the mug with a smile of thanks “because you’re welcome here anytime for..however long you want.”

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captvinsteve‌:

Steve couldn’t help but give her a small roll of the eyes as she teased him. This was normal for them. If they didn’t play around with one another at least once, then something was wrong. But in this moment, things were just like they used to be, as if the two hadn’t been separated for quite some time.

“Good, I’ll have to make a note of this place if it turns out to be real good,” He replied, steadily running beside her. Despite being from New York, Steve didn’t really know much about it in terms of good places to eat or visit, so he was glad to be with someone who did. “I think I’m a long way off from being a dad, so I’ll have to use your mom guidance to help me out.”

     as they set off, she was happy with the speed that the duo were running on. it meant they could get in a talk whilst simultaneously getting in the rest of their respective runs.  “well, they’re nothing like my good homemade pancakes, but, they do hold a good competition at least.” the brunette commented softly with a shrug of her shoulders. “you can definitely use my mom guidance to help you out, and you’re welcome to come use gerry any time..I’m sure when he gets older he’ll love to have someone to play catch with.” jess smiled faintly as she nudged steve playfully in response. they jogged for a few moments before coming to a stop at a place called mama jo’s diner “we are here.”  as she moved to the door, jess held it open for steve before heading in herself and directing the captain towards her table “hey case, can we get two coffees please.” taking a seat at the booth, jess sighed “i am so hungry.”

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thecaptainmcrvel‌:

“The smartest person I know,” Carol said fondly. Technically speaking, Jess wasn’t a genius, but she was the person Carol respected most in the world. That basically meant that in every department, Carol thought of her highly. “I’ll do both,” she suggested, waggling her eyebrows playfully. “The only thing he could kick my ass in is engineering.” Carol was cocky, but not unrealistic. There was no way in hell she could create a fucking time machine, even if she tried. Thank god there were heroes that could — Thanos would have won otherwise. Carol had other strengths, as she proved in the final battle.

The fight against the dinosaur wasn’t the most thrilling that she’d ever had, but it was entertaining to watch all the humans stare with wide eyes. They didn’t seem afraid thankfully, but they were still getting to know more about Captain Marvel which means there was some skepticism. At least no one doubted her and nothing was completely destroyed. New York had had enough of that. “You worried about my health, Jess?” Carol asked with a grin, leading her towards the food truck. “It’s definitely not because I gotta watch my figure. I look amazing,” she said lightly.

    “the smartest person you know huh? you’re a bit biased car.” the brunette spoke with a fond smile. man she loved the blonde before her, she was the one person of whom she knew would always be there, despite anything and all that could happen. “that really is the only thing he could beat you at.” it really was true, and not in the cocky way of things because best friend really could beat tony in anything and everything that the duo did. just watching carol fight in the battle, it made her grateful that she was on the right side because, without carol, her son really wouldn’t have returned.

   “I’m always worried about your health Car, considering you eat more junk food like things than anyone should.” with a roll of her eyes, jess emptied and washed out her mug before following in after carol. “yes, you look amazing. you always look amazing. you and you’re freakin genes.” jess can’t help but roll her eyes in carol’s direction “i love you car but you’re honestly a jerk off sometimes.”

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scarlctwltch‌:

“I think that’s more than fair,” Wanda said gently. She couldn’t imagine how difficult it was for Jessica to have lost her son. For years, Wanda had been mourning her brother, and while that pain never faded, she could recognize that a bond between parent and child was different. It was something Wanda hoped to experience one day. “It’s not comparable, but after Pietro died… that’s similar to the reason I joined the Avengers. I feel like I owed the world something after doing so many horrible things, I wanted to help people, and nothing else mattered.” Wanda paused before saying, “But your life always mattered, at least to me, whether it feels like it did or not. I’m so happy we won and that you have him back.”

       as she flips the pancakes, jess ponders what the witch is saying. it wasn’t comparable but it was very similar. she got that. they both suffered unbearable pain, something of which they knew the duo couldn’t get out of. “I..I joined the avengers for a bit before I gave birth to gerry, I left because I wanted to give my son a some what normal life, but then the snap happened... but yeah, I made contact with carol and I came back. I came back to fight.” the brunette murmured faintly, listening to wanda speak. “Thank you Wanda, I really do appreciate it, it means a lot now but then..then I was filled with too much hatred and anger to probably believe it even if you told me then.. I’m glad my little man is back too.”

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Seems like it’s time for a change.

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captvinsteve‌:

“I don’t know what you mean, it was the most masculine thing I’ve seen,” He argues playfully. It was small moments like this that he enjoyed the most. Moments where he didn’t have worry at the back of his mind, but instead his troubles left him for a short while and he could share a smile or two with someone else. Jessica was one of the few people that could melt away his problems.

“Anywhere you like but somewhere with decent pancakes. I still haven’t managed to learn how to make them yet,” He sighed, resorting back to his stretches before they began running again. “You used to make good pancakes from what I remember. Might need a lesson or two sometime.”

      “mhmmmm, totally masculine.” the brunette teases playfully in her friends direction. when she first joined the avengers, she was worried. worried that she wasn’t going to make friends, worried that she wouldn’t fit in. she just..wasn’t that type of girl, to fit in, to fit in somewhere she didn’t think she belonged. letting out a soft sigh, jessica shifted from side to side before beginning her stretching again.

   “Decent pancakes? I’ve got you there. there’s this great place around here.” jessica spoke as the duo started running. she actually did in fact know of a great place nearby that had pancakes, nothing that matched hers of course but they were still quite good. “I am happy to teach you food of my ways, it be a mom thing you know, being able to cook like a boss.”

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buckybcrncs‌:

     It  was  weird  to  think  about  what  had  happened  to  her.  It  was  true  that  Barnes  himself  had  suffered  losses  ―  his  life,  more  than  once.  His  mind  and  his  very  own  identity.  But  he  had  never  lost  someone  he  loved  above  everything  else;  And,  even  then,  he  was  aware  that  he’d  rather  lose  himself  a  hundred  times  than  losing  a  loved  one.  Even  with  the  possibility  of  getting  them  back,  as  it  had  happened  with  the  woman  by  his  side.   ❝  I  don’t  think  it  makes  much  of  a  difference  for  me…  But  I  don’t  know  why,  this  particular  place  was  always  good  to  my  mind,  somehow.  I  hope  it  can  do  the  same  for  yours…  Are  you  ok?  ❞

      shuffling slightly on the spot, jessica moved slightly so she was leaning back against something to give the brunette a comfier position, she didn’t know how long this talk was going to be and she wasn’t going to mind how long it was because she enjoyed spending time with bucky and she wasn’t overly wanting to talk but at least with bucky, it was easy to do. with a smile, jessica nodded her head in agreement “I honestly hope you’re right.” she can’t help but clear her throat before continuing, a bit frozen to start with. is she okay? that was like a double sided sword. “I’m not okay, but I hope I will be soon. are you okay?”.

[stillheld]

couldn’t gwen have one moment to herself? one moment where she didn’t have to worry about school work, or traveling through the multiverse or having to suit up as ghost spider? and could the people of this city stop commiting petty crimes for five seconds? the answer to those questions was no.  as a ski-masked man pushed past the blonde with a woman’s designer bag snatched away in his hand, the force knocked her milkshake to the ground. listening to the woman’s cries, as she watched the run for a car - she suited up in the alley. 

running out, in full ghost spider apparel, she spotted the masked man’s get away car speeding off. lenses on her hooded mask widened as her eyes fell on a familiar face, “wanna have some ‘ruin the purse snatcher, milkshake spiller’s day’ fun?” she questioned, before taking off, “blue toyota camry. missing tail light!!” she called out, already starting to chase the guy with the help of web building swinging. 

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      she didn’t know what it was but part of jess was thinking today was going to be different. but she didn’t know how or in what way..not yet at least. tucking her loose locks behind her ears, jessica tucked her hands into her jeans. she left gerry with his sitter and she had simply decided to go out, she didn’t know where was intending to go, just that she was wanting to leave the house. it was a marvelous day though. 

    feeling like going for a swing, jessica moved into an alley way and pulled on her suit before shooting her web and going up. she started to swing when she stopped at the voice calling out to her. with a grin, jessica nodded her head “on it.. I’ll race ya.” the brunette teased faintly as she headed in the direction of the car the details directed at.

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thecaptainmcrvel‌:

No one in the universe knew Carol the way that Jessica did. It was something that Carol was grateful for. She’d always struggled to make good friendships — kind of inevitable when you were moving from planet to planet — but with Jessica, things had just felt natural. It was strange, but nothing Carol had ever minded. Not only did she have wicked backup in a fight, but Carol also had someone that could kick her ass when she needed it, especially in the emotional sense. Without Jess, Carol probably would have taken off to Knowhere again. “Nah, you’re too smart for that,” she agreed with a grin. “But it was a fun idea! I’ll make Stark take that bet and bring me to the fanciest place in town.” Carol would actually probably be kicked out of the fanciest place in town.

“Take a video so you can replay it every time you miss me,” Carol said with a wink. After that, she flew off at light speed, glowing with the power of her psionic blasts. Thanks to her time off planet, fighting dinosaurs just like this, Carol knew the easiest way to take them down was to go for the eye socket. A few blasts and a few punches later, the dinosaur was crashing to the ground, and Carol was shoving it out of the way of buildings. Four minutes later, Carol was back in front of Jessica, smirking. “C’mon, how awesome was that?” She asked before walking towards a food truck. “Now it’s time for hash browns, bacon and the breakfast sandwich. I’m spoiled these days.”

     “I’m too smart for many things, you should know this by now.. “ jessica teased playfully before she continued “you should definitely make that deal with stark, or bet that you can do something faster than to what he can and really rile him up.” it really would rile him up and the duo would have a great time in doing so. as carol flew off, jessica couldn’t help but smirk with a roll of her eyes. that was her best friend. that was the best friend of hers that she loved with more than anything, and the person, she loved the most, after her son.

    letting out a soft sigh, jessica pulled herself up onto the bench as she allowed herself some time to gather her thoughts. carol was her family. she was there from beginning to end when she lost gerry, and she really wouldn’t have been alive now without her. she really was her best friend. and her son’s godmother. hearing carol returning, jessica looked up from her mug and offered the blonde a grin “yes of course. you better pair it with something healthy..like orange juice or something.”

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captvinsteve‌:

“Too feminine? I’m beginning to think we’re thinking of two different things now,” He stated, head falling down to let out a laugh. He had missed being able to share a joke with her, it was only now that they could smile and not have fear lingering at the back of their mind. “I’m pretty sure almost everything is better with friends, I’m starting to realise that myself now.”

Steve could only wonder how Jessica was feeling about the whole situation regarding her son and losing him for five years. It must’ve been tough but he was glad she had the chance to be reunited with him once more. “Must’ve been hard to have him away from so long but on the plus side, an extra 5 years with him now and you still get to see him grow up.’

      “yeah, like far too feminine I mean..come on.” the brunette speaks in response, smirking faintly in his direction. when she had left the avengers the first time, she had regretted it at the start, worried that she wouldn’t stay in contact with the others and that she’d lose the friends that became her family and although she spoke with those that mattered, when she got home, she still felt like no time at had passed.

      “Mhmmm.” jessica murmured, she wasn’t really wanting to be talking about this topic, especially out in public where she could burst into tears, the thought of her son did that to her lately, especially with the missing years between them. “alright, lets get running to the fooood. where do you want to eat?”.

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scarlctwltch‌:

Jessica was notoriously giving, not entirely unlike Wanda herself. It manifested in different ways, but Wanda always appreciated her efforts and ensured that Jessica knew that. “Thank you,” she replied, smiling once more. It was nice to have that kind of camaraderie on the Avengers and in many ways, necessary. Their team had become like a family to many and moments like these solidified that fact in Wanda’s mind. “That must be a nice break,” she said lightly. “If you ever just want time for yourself, you know who to ask.” Wanda had always loved children and Gerry was especially wonderful. “Was it hard to have him… gone?” She asked quietly, idly wondering if anyone had ever asked Jessica how she’d coped through that time.

    “I do know who to ask, and I appreciate that a lot Wand, I do. But at the moment, I think I just want him extra bit close and only go out for a little bit of time.” the brunette commented softly as she used her free hand to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ears before letting out a soft sigh. at the question, jess froze what she was doing. the only person to have asked how she was and how she handled it, was her best friend. “It was so hard. my every being was completely shattered. Everything that I had was gone. It was the reason why I originally told carol it’d help in the fight..and that’s because part of me knew I no longer had anything else to live for so if I died trying to kill thanos, then it wouldn’t matter.”

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Jessica Drew was a lifesaver. Both in the literal sense and the metaphorical one. Carol had seen Spider-Woman do amazing things for years now, she never failed to kick ass and impress, but Jessica was also partially what was keeping Carol sane on Earth. For years, she’d been traveling the galaxy, ensuring every living being was safe, and now that she’d stopped, Carol was restless. Yeah, she was ready to make a life for herself beyond fighting, but it turned out nothing was that simple. She couldn’t help but feel like she wasn’t doing enough — like she’d never do enough. But at least Earth had Jessica Drew, she mused, and it wasn’t like Carol was entirely useless down here.

“I so need a breakfast sandwich,” Carol announced, yawning as she looked at Jess. Before her friend could reply, the screaming started. Scratch sometimes. Carol was in fact damn useful, especially when a dinosaur invaded New York… a real, living, breathing dinosaur. If Carol hadn’t been on a planet filled with T-Rexes in the past, she’d probably be pretty shocked by the sight. “Couldn’t the dino have waited ’til I was done eating?” Carol complained. “How quickly do you think I can take it out? Let’s bet on who buys breakfast.”

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    Carol Danvers. she was her best friend in all of the universes, she really wouldn’t be here without her. she honestly wouldn’t be. she had her son because of carol..and despite the happenings that happened, she really wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. cradling her coffee mug in hand, jessica leaned against the bench as she moved her mug to her lips and smirked in the blonde’s direction, raising her eyebrows in her direction “do you honestly think I’m stupid and am going to fall for that bet?”.

  with a snort, jessica rolled her eyebrows playfully in response before speaking “you know I’m not going to take that bet because the last time we made such a bet, I had to eat my words and I paid for breakfast so I’m just going to lean against this here bench, drink my coffee and wait for you to return because I’m sure I’ll be paying for your breakfast sandwich..I’ll even pay for the hasbrown and bacon on the side.”

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scarlctwltch‌:

Throughout the years, Wanda had developed a routine living with the Avengers. She woke up early in order to ensure that the gym was her own where she practiced her magic and then she showered and went to have breakfast. It wasn’t an exciting way to spend the morning admittedly, but these days, routines were necessary. They kept her sane and her mind rarely wandered to Pietro. When she arrived in the kitchen, she immediately smelled the coffee and sighed contently. “Thank you so much,” Wanda said, pouring herself a cup. Jessica was one of her favourite teammates, especially in moments like this. “Are you offering pancakes? This is one of the best mornings I’ve had in a long time,” Wanda replied, taking a seat across from Jessica. “Is Gerry here?”

     “you, are so welcome.” jessica smiled in wanda’s direction as she took another sip of her coffee before turning her back slightly on the other so she could start cooking the pancakes. “I sure am offering pancakes, you should know by now that I’m the mother hen. If I’m making pancakes for myself then some is on offer for everyone else as well of course.” jessica smiled as she continued. she really was like the mother hen, she always made sure everyone had what they wanted, and that they were happy. at the mention of her son, jessica’s face lit up with a smile “my little man is here..he’s still asleep though so just trying to enjoy the quiet time.”

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captvinsteve‌:

“C'mon, it was a perfectly good signing,” He added, shrugging his shoulders in response. He had wholeheartedly missed her. They had always got on pretty well and their current state with one another just proved it. “Sounds like a plan,” Steve nodded, now looking forward to just being able catch up with her and find out what she had been up to recently in their time apart.

“How’s the little one?” He asked, genuinely intrigued to hear how the two of them were doing. He had always been interested in his friends and their families, it was just second nature for him to care more than he ever needed to. But he liked it, he enjoyed hearing about it and more often than not, the stories would bring a smile to his face. Jessica often had pleasant things to tell him and he counted on this time being no different.

    “it so was not, it looked too feminine to be yours and you, well, certainly aren’t female.” jessica chuckled faintly before smiling at steve. she had always idolized steve, looked up to him and the care that he clearly had for those around him, even people he had never met before, he still had an aura of sense of care about it and she loved that. “it sounds like a great plan, was planning to get breakfast after my run anyways but it’s always better with friends.”

   at the question about her son, jessica smiled. “he is...good. lucky for him with his age, he doesn’t remember the snap..he doesn’t know he was gone for five years. it’s weird, i’ve aged but he’s..he’s still the tiny baby that left when it happened.” letting out a soft sigh, jessica shrugged her shoulders in response before clearing her throat “interesting times though.”

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captvinsteve‌:

Steve hadn’t expected to Jessica on his run, yet here she was, also out on a run. It was times like this he thought, what a small world. What were the chances the two of them would end up bumping into each other in a city as large as New York? Slim but it happened anyway and Steve couldn’t help the smile that grew on his face. 

Rolling his eyes, he let out a small laugh, “You know, I remember you from last time. It’s one signing per fan, I’m afraid,” He joked, resting his hands on his waist and turning his focus to Jessica fully. “On a serious note, it’s good to see you, J, even if we are both sweaty from all this running,” He admitted, truthfully glad to see another familiar face. It was always good to see friends in Steves eyes. He enjoyed the company and Jessica’s company was one he could never turn away. “How you been? It’s been a while.” 

        jess snorted in response “but you didn’t sign it properly the first time.” the brunette pouted as she shifted from foot to foot before turning her attention to the captain before her.putting her hands into the pocket of her hoodie, jess turned her attention to steve and smiled. she was glad she had decided to return back to town and to well, actually stay, it meant that she was able to be with the people that she fought side by side with.

   “it’s good to see you too steve, really good.” she smiled as she tilted her head to the side. when she had first started on this journey, she didn’t think she’d be running into the captain. “I have been...better. It has been a hot sec. How about we finish off this last run and run to a breakfast place instead?”.

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buckybcrncs‌:

     His  attention  was  entirely  on  the  woman,  analyzing  every  single  part  of  her  posture  ―  a  habit  he  had  acquired  decades  ago,  while  Barnes  still  functioned  under  the  command  of  his  handles,  but  that  had  survived  even  after  he  regained  his  mind  and  memories.  It  was  even  a  bit  weird  to  identify  the  bits  of  the  Winter  Soldier  that  were  still  alive  within  him;  but  that  was  hardly  the  time  or  place  to  allow  his  thoughts  to  wander  around  it.  As  so,  he  kept  his  gaze  over  her  ―  even  more  as  he  was  aware  of  who  she  was  and  what  she  had  been  through.  Bucky  lightly  twitched  his  lips  at  her  words,  knowing  exactly  how  that  feeling  was.   ❝  Yeah,  it  gets  hard  sometimes…  Here’s  the  best  place  to  be  when  it  happens.  ❞ 

    as she moved to sit down beside bucky, jessica crossed one leg over the other. it had been an interesting few years for everyone, not just the man beside her. she lost everything, she lost her son, but, he had also lost, well himself. he was no longer the winter solider that was, he was different now and she could see it was doing something to him. “I completely agree with you, here is the best place. I mean, a lot of it, for me, is because it’s outside and I always seem to feel and work better when I’m outside..definitely the fresh air helps me to think clearer.” the brunette admits.