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Ji-Hyun||Bagger at Davenports||Karaoke Lover (Note: Since Ji prefers not to go by female or male pronounds, I use the gender neutral pronoun "Them" when describing jiji)

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Lana laying and looking pretty.

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Housewarming||Zanji

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He kissed them deeper and his heart fluttered. This was all so new to him and almost scary. “je…je t’aime…” He bit his lip and smiled at them. “this is amazing and spectacular and all the words i cant even think of right now … this is just…perfect.”

Zander was used to living in situations he should never have been in. Situations that were dangerous and would have made anyone cringe. He had been thoroughly abused by his father, in so many ways. Never in his life had he felt totally safe. Until now. He knew this home was going to be a safe place. A place where he could find comfort and warmth and happiness, even when he felt like there was no happiness. He ws always happy around Jiji because they helped him. He loved him with everything he was.

Once they were all outside the house, ready to bring the oxes in, the animals running around playing in the yard, Zan felt his heart pick up pace “our h-home.” He licked his bottom lip slightly and looked at the quaint green building.

He opened the back of the truck and picked up a couple small boxes, eager to get inside. He opened the door and stepped inside and was overwhelmed with happiness. Placing the boxes on the little table in the dining area he walked around the building, lightly running his fingers along the wall. He walked to the two bedrooms, into the living room, the bathrooms, everywhere. Feeling slightly overwhelmed he leaned against the wall of the living room and slid down it, sitting on the floor. As tears ran down his face he covered it with his hands. “this is…our…home…”

[ji--hyun]

Jiji would make sure he was never ever in a dangerous situation ever again. Or at least as much as they could. Through everything, every break down,  they had been there, loving Zander no matter how much he hated himself and thought himself unworthy. Other people would have cringed at the things he had been through. But Jiji knew he was strong, knew he was a survivor and they were going to help him. 

Smiling as sassy, rocky, and murphy all played in the front yard, they nodded, their own heart picking up pace. They had wanted this to happen for so long. To be together, to make a home and now they had it. Looking at the building she smiled and walked with him inside, settling down the bag on the floor. The furniture had been moved in, the couch and the television. So they were pretty much done moving in except for the things in the boxes, which still was quite a bit. 

As he slid against the wall, Jiji came over and settled down next to him and hugged him close to her, smiling and wiping his eyes, although there were tears in hers as well. "This is our home Zander. Nobody's ever going to take us away from here. Nobody. We're going to fill this home with so many things. So many happy things." They moved close and kissed him softly, peppering his face with kisses. 

[ji--hyun]

Whenever I go to the kitchen I have a parade behind me.

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You’re talking about your pets, right?

[ji--hyun]

Oh gosh yes!! I moved in with my partner Zan, and he has two puppies, rocky and sassy, and I have murphy and bomi. Bomi doesn't really care. I just have three puppies following me everywhere!

[ji--hyun]

Whenever I go to the kitchen I have a parade behind me.

And the stare down that makes them think i'll share my mac and cheese with them. 

[ji--hyun]

I love our new home!

[hadley-masters]

That sounds like the cutest alarm clock ever. Oh, you cook? What type of food do you usually like to make? Well, cute puppies and food. How can I say no to that!

[ji--hyun]

It really is!! I love them both so much. Hmm...all kinds, but I like to cook foods from Korea, foods from home. Yes!! Puppies are the best. Plus...I want to be friends with you. You seem really nice. 

[sabratlas]

[ji--hyun]

I love our new home!

[hadley-masters]

Oh, okay. I’ve seen Sassy before and she just seems like the sweetest thing. Sounds like you have yourself a full house there. Maybe on my day off I will because that sounds too cute to resist. Oh, I don’t mind too much.

[ji--hyun]

She is, but she likes to bite my toes and both her and murphy double team waking me up in the morning to head to work...or they want food. Or just being brats in general! Ok, i'll make us something to eat! I can cook good food. 

[ji--hyun]

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Housewarming||Zanji

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"of course thats okay!" He smiled, pressing his lips into theirs again. "i love you more than anything." His arms tightened around them a little. "I’m so excited. This is all so new!" 

His father’s house had not been a home to him. for a long time the streets were his home and that doesn’t even really count. He knew this was gong to be different. Better. This was going to be a place to come home too everynight. A safe haven for the two of them. It was going to be a safe, happy place. They were going to love each other as much as they could, which was already happening. 

Zander opened the door for Jiji, keeping the dogs inside. As Jiji, followed by murphy and bomi joined them inside he closed the door. Bomi cllinged to Jiji, obviously not liking vehicles. Zan reached over and pet her little head in reassurance. He trotted to the other side of the truck and climbed into the driver’s seat. His heart was beating so hard against his ribs, like it wanted to escape. They were finally on their way to the house. It took about 15 minutes to get there. 

Zan parked the truck in front of the little green house and smiled broadly. “here we are….. home at last.” He looked over to Jiji and took their hand, squeezing it. then he opened the door and climbed out of the vehicle, letting the animals out. He stood there and looked at it for a long time, feeling like if he took his eyes off the building it would disappear.

"Amazing…"

[ji--hyun]

Jiji smiled broadly. "Good, and I love you too, more than anything!" Jiji hugged him tightly, and kissed him tenderly, going on their tip-toes to do so. "It is, we're going to have a home together! This is more than exciting, it's amazing!" Jiji smiled broadly. They never ever had ever felt this way before. This was a huge thing, but Jiji wasn't scared. It was something they wanted more than anything. 

Jiji had had a happy home life, of course. Her mother and father loved them for who they were, but Jiji knew that Zander had never had a home to come home to. A place where he could feel safe and cared for. Jiji would try their best to make sure he always felt welcome in their own home, that when he came home, it would always be to a hug and a kiss. That when he was angry, or sad, this was a place where he could find solace. 

Jiji's own heart beat hard against their ribs and as bomi clung to her, she held her, cooing gently in korean to her, grinning as she meowed loudly. "I know sweetie, but this is exciting! Look, be good like your big sister and brothers." Murphy, sassy, and rocky were excitedly peering out the window, sassy pressing her little nose against the glass. As they all stepped out, Jiji smiled broadly and looked to Zander, sighing. "Wow...home. Our home." They took his hand, twining their fingers. 

[ji--hyun]

I love our new home!

[hadley-masters]

Are those all your pets? I didn’t know you had so many. Maybe I do really need to come by for a cuddle session.

[ji--hyun]

Rocky belongs to my partner Zan. He also has a little lab named Sassy, who's so cute. You can defanately come over and snuggle them, just be careful with sassy and murphy, who like to lick faces. 

[ji--hyun]

I love our new home!

Rocky, Murphy, and bomi were all playing outside today and then napped on the couch. 

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Housewarming||Zanji

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He grinned broadly. “Most of my things are in the truck. i left a couple things at the apartment to go get when i get my car, but mostly everything is there.” He looked at all the boxes and smiled again. “It shouldn’t be an issue. I can handle it i think.” He wrapped his arms around jiji’s shoulders and kissed a bit deeper. For a moment, he rested his forehead on theirs and smiled.

Zander was excited and nervous at the same time. This was something he had never ever done. All hs life hed been used to living in places he shouldn’t have been. But now, he had somewhere he belonged. He had someone he belonged with. His heart and mind were racing. throughout his entire life he had been alone. Now… Now he was not. he had the person he loved more than even himself. And they were going to make a place of their own, a home of their own. And He was more than just ecstatic.

As the boxes were moved into the back of the truck he smiled. Zan placed his hands on the final box and sighed happily. Closing the back of the truck he turned to jiji. He pulled them close and placed another kiss on their lips, closing his eyes and holding it for  moment.

"Lets go see our new home."

[ji--hyun]

"Alright, I did that too. I think the only thing left is a box of clothing. My next door neighbor is going to bring it over, if that's ok. She's a nice little lady." They chuckled, and as he wrapped his arms around their shoulders, kissing them deeply, sighing as he pressed his forehead against his. "I love you so much," They whispered out, kissing him again and then his nose softly, giggling. "I'm so happy that this is happening." They said happily. They were a little nervous though. They hadn't told their parents. They knew about Zander, of course. But Jiji knew that they would be happy that their daughter was happy. 

They knew that Zander hadn't had a real home almost all his life, and that this was a big step. One that was...so amazingly huge for him. Jiji promised themself that no matter what, he would always come back to a home, that no matter what he would be safe and happy. Their home would be one filled with their love, laughter, and trust they had built over the course of their relationship. They would love him as much as he loved them. Which was easy. When it came to Zander, Jiji had nothing but love. 

Grinning broadly, jiji looked at the back of the truck before he closed it, looking to Zan and clapping a little. "Yeah! Let's go see our house!" Leaning up to kiss him softly, jiji ran their hands through his hair, nuzzling their nose against his. 

[sabratlas]

I woke feeling the need to write today. I have all these ideas and thoughts going through my head, I need to get them down.

[ji--hyun]

Writing? What kind of things do you write? 

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Housewarming||Zanji

There was no other word to describe what Zander was feeling other than excited. He had a couple friends who offered to help them move and he knew Jiji did too. But he wanted to move at least the first few boxes into the moving truck on his own before anyone showed up. Simply because it was an act he had never, ever done in his life. He didn’t have a whole lot of stuff but he took pride in what he did have.

He piled two smallish boxes on top of each other and carried them out side. He closed his door and took them down the elevator with a smile on his face. Zan felt great putting those couple first boxes in the truck, but doing it by himself was going to take forever. So he called up some friends and eventually, his apartment was empty, aside from a few things he was going to take in his car when he came back and got it.

There was still a lot of room in the back of the van, so once he closed the apartment, he drove it to Jiji’s. 

Once he got to the complex he made his way up to the place his lover had been staying and knocked on the door, smiling. 

As they answered the door he grinned and placed a soft kiss upon their lips. 

"Today s the big day my love."

[ji--hyun]

Nate, and Atlas had come over to help move boxes for them and when they had left, they had both been given treats and thanks for their help. Everything was packed in boxes, their clothing, their photos, and everything else. Murphy excitedly pounced around, wondering what was going on, while Bomi walked around the empty space and meowed several times. Picking up the cat, Jiji gave her a kiss on top of her head, which seemed to pacify her. "It's ok Bomi! This is a good thing. You're going to be able to play with Rocky, Sassy, and Murphy. But i'll make sure you have a snuggy place to hide from them, and i'll always cuddle you." Kissing the top of her head, Jiji put her down, Bomi going to a nearby window. 

Hearing a knock on the door, Jiji went over opening it, and smiled widely as they saw Zander. "Yes! I'm so excited!! Do you have everything packed and in the truck?" They gestured to the boxes around. "I can help you move these. They're not really that heavy, except for the one with the books. I'll take that one." They smiled and hugged Zan tight, giving him a soft kiss, standing on their tip toes, cupping his face and nuzzling their nose against his. 

Jiji was so excited about this. They loved zan more than anything. Never before had they felt anything like this for anyone. The fact that they were going to build a home together, where they could feel safe and loved, where they could be happy and build something wonderful  with each other. 

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[ji--hyun]

Papa sent me this picture this morning. Aahhh! So much home sickness!

[ji--hyun]

Up early to finish what's left of packing.

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So…incredibly happy…

[ji--hyun]

How about we go out for breakfast. Waffles! 

[ji--hyun]

Up early to finish what's left of packing.

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That’s true. You are the love of my life. My soul mate. 

[ji--hyun]

You're mine too. You make me so happy, zannie.