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mikasa !! ★ 18 ★ she/her <3

[jicore]

i haven’t been here in so long omg

[mcmoth]

Thought: in lore, c!Tommy grew up an orphaned street kid.

Evidence:

He's made multiple comments about raising himself. Wilbur seems to have been the one who looked after him the most ("Will you still look after me when I'm alone?" "I named... Tommy," etc.);

He consistently rejects nice housing: choosing to sleep in a tent in Logstedshire instead of the nice place Ghostbur built for him, sleeping in a dirty hole even after Techno found him under his house, inviting Tubbo to move in with him in his dirt hut instead of both of them living in Snowchester, etc., as if living in an actual, nice house is an alien/uncomfortable concept to him;

In general likes using poor materials (like cobblestone) for building;

He prefers thievery and scamming over getting things legitimately, maybe cause the former way was easier and more reliable/safer growing up;

Perhaps he clings to sentimental items because he had so little growing up as is, which is why his ender chest is filled with those special items instead of actually useful stuff;

Items that are not sentimental he uses up flippantly cause on the streets he had to use whatever he had to survive;

He canonically knows how to sew and patch up his own clothes, which would be necessary if new clothes are hard to come by;

If we want to go full lore mode, Wilbur building L'manburg to escape those conditions and find Tommy an actual home.

[incorrect-dungeon-meshi]

Tommy: So apparently the “bad vibes” I’ve been feeling are actually severe psychological distress

[incorrect-dungeon-meshi]

Tubbo: Hey, is this seat taken?

Tommy: Yes, this seat is for my best friend only.

Tubbo: *starts walking away looking sad*

Tommy: You know I meant you, right?

Tubbo: *beams happily*

[dreamteamfanblog]

Sometimes it feels like fans are just undoubtedly biased against Tommy

Techno commits major acts of terrorism twice: 👍

Dream is literally undoubtedly a dictator: 👍

Eret betrayed his friends and took four people's lives: 👍

Fundy and Niki let innocent people suffer: 👍

Schlatt was also a dictator: 👍

Wilbur was basically a dictator too if you think about it and a terrorist: 👍

Tommy was mildly selfish like once: HE FUCKING WHAT- 😡💀🤢

[jrwiyuri]

I’m gonna say it now:

It’s because all the characters are also biased against Tommy.

[transbian-technoblade]

That and they take some of his more abrasive personality traits at face value. They see the arrogant, stubborn, idealistic person on the surface but they don’t bother to ask why he is the way he is. They don’t acknowledge that he’s a kid who acts arrogant because he’s compensating for his insecurities, who’s rebellious because he wants to form his own identity and stay true to his own beliefs, who’s idealistic because though he’s been through several wars, he still believes (because it’s what “the Real Wilbur” taught him) that if he just fights hard enough peace and freedom are within reach. It’s such a shame that they don’t bother to look any deeper because yeah he can still be annoying sometimes with some of the decisions he makes and things he says, but his character makes sense and is genuinely well-written and multifaceted.

[relaxxattack]

that’s not event mentioning his tendency to solve things with violence— which they always, without fail, punish with more violence. and then have the gall to ask, “why does this child think violence is the answer? we've tried responding to his actions by punishing him with violence, but he still seems to think fighting is the right thing to do!” like. bruhhh

[relaxxattack]

want to get into dream smp? or do you want to force your friend to watch? but the sheer amount of videos is overwhelming?

fear not! i have spent several days and a few all-nighters making this carrd that includes almost every plot-relevant stream i could remember, and organized them in chronological order by arc as clearly as possible!

it includes season one, the current season (up till yesterday), l'cast, dreamon hunters, and tales from the smp! i also wrote a little bit of a background info section about characters you’re expected to know about before they show up.

PLEASE use it because i worked so hard on it!

happy watching!

((also, please let me know if anything is scuffed or left out, and i will make the changes))

[jicore]

the simpsons mever miss with their predictions bro i swear

[jicore]

i was fine today until second period when i suddenly got a new schedule. the counselor switched two of my classes plus one of my teachers just so a student could be in their mom’s class... we aren’t allowed to change our schedule on request... seems biased and unfair to me that they fucked up my schedule just to fit the student’s and mom’s agenda... i also had an anxiety attack in front of the counselor because the change in two of my classes, a teacher, routine, and students made me anxious and all she had to say was “i know you don’t want to hear this right now, but i can’t do anything about it because it’s the administration’s decision😳” LIKE OKAY THEN GO TALK TO THE FUCKING ADMINISTRATION??? why would the administration CHOOSE to put a student in their PARENT’S class🔪🔪🔪

[jicore]

i was taking notes in my english class from someone else’s english journal cause i missed a day... THEY MADE GRAMMAR MSITAKES WHILE WRITING ABOUT GRAMMAR RULES?? and they skipped a page or two every subject without even using the back... the fact that the teacher said they were really good notes too??? HIGHLIGHTED NOTES DONT AUTOMATICALLY MEAN GOOD NOTES plus the student didn’t even have half of the notes i needed😭 no hate to the student cause it’s THEIR journal but the teacher literally recommended me to use that student’s notes😭

[jicore]

being in a relationship seems kinda hard. i’m scared no one else is gonna understand me needing alone time and then being clingy the next week. what if they feel bad if i don’t respond quick enough to a text? i’m afraid i’ll get socially drained and they’ll get bored of me. i’m also scared that i’ll be the one to get bored since it’s happened before. i don’t wanna hurt anyone but i feel like i’d unintentionally make them feel bad.

[jicore]

i hate going to sleep cause that means i’ll be unaware and inactive for hours and even if i don’t dream i know i’ll just see nothing when i sleep and when i wake up i know i’ll be fine but sleeping just makes me anxious. i also hate having to fake sleep before i fall asleep like why tf cant i knock out the first time i try.

[jicore]

is it just me or do people like seeing that they have no notifications? like i don’t mind if gcs i’m in are active atm just as long as they’re muted, but looking at my homescreen and seeing that i have no notifications like texts or stupid emails makes me feel good. everything looks cleared and i’m not overwhelmed. that little red circle with the number of notifs i have that’s seen from the homescreen that goes in the top right corner of iphone apps or folders makes me mad.

[jicore]

the most i ever ask for when having an anxiety attack is to not be left alone with my thoughts but my mom leaves me and replaces herself with my younger sister... my mom is the only one i feel comfortable with seeing me in that state. why...

[jicore]

my mom takes my baby brother’s autism seriously but i feel like she doesn’t take my mental health as seriously. she only took it seriously when i was depressed cause she didn’t want me to hurt myself. when i have anxiety attacks she gets so annoyed and will leave me alone when i beg for her to stay.

[checkoutmycoolguys]

Me, panicking, in a group of people who understand each other, and I'm struggling to relate to any of them: I will do a trick for a nickel. I am but a humble jester in your court. I will balance a beach ball on my nose like a trained aquarium seal.

[jicore]

trying having a good time is nice until you end up actually having a good time with whoever ur hanging out with and instead of the time being 12 am like it feels, it’s actually 4 am and you still have marching band rehearsal in the morning plus you told someone you’d hang out with them afterwards.

[anxietyproblem]

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[torithebardbarian]

i feel targeted

[hugtheteadrinkthekitten]

[idjitmonkey]

STOP ATTACKING ME LIKE THIS 

[laneyrucker13]

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