zozo

show you how we beat it up..

[jiistarz]

⋆˚࿔ my life , filled with dream ‘ !

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ᯓ★ beat it up — daydream, jnjm, broken melodies, autumn, jisungs dancing, marksung..

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RULES

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[jiistarz]

ABOUT JIISTARZ

basics

name & nickname: zoie, zozo

pronouns: she/her

age: 20 (‘06)

more info !

ults ! jisung, mark, haechan, jungwon & anton

— likes: the color blue, rainy days. building legos, electric guitars, vanilla scents, friends to lovers, cats, stranger things, beabadoobee, street racing, winter & autumn.

— dislikes: bugs, writer’s block, copycats, stomachaches, homophobes & racists, rude people, etc.

[jiistarz]

MASTERLIST

── NCT DREAM

spidey senses w/ mark. (finding out your best friend is spiderman)

11:30 w/ haechan. (cuddling with haechan)

drunk in love w/ haechan. (drunk confessions with bff!hyuck)

── ENHYPEN

12:57 w/ jake. (cuddles after a long day)

rough day w/ jake. (clingy bf!jake)

you’re an idiot w/ sunghoon. (giving your bestfriend advice on girls)

── RIIZE

late nights w/ anton. (him taking you home after a party)

early mornings w/ anton. (waking up in his arms)

[jiistarz]

rough day ; jake

₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺ summary ! boyfriend jake being clingy after a long day of practice

pairing ! idol!jake x fem!reader

genre ! fluff!! idol au, boyfriend!jake

𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ a/n ! not proofread!!

it had been a long day for jake. he had been up since the early hours of the morning and he couldn’t wait to get back home—back to you.

as he arrived at your shared apartment he pulled out his keys, opening the door.

stepping in, he immediately began to look for you, finding you getting a glass of water in the kitchen.

he set his stuff down on the couch before making his way to you, immediately turning you around and pulling you into his embrace when he got next to you.

you gasped softly in surprise, realizing it was just jake before wrapping your arms around him. the boy let out a sigh, tightening his grip around your waist.

he buried his face in your shoulder before softly mumbling, “i missed you”.

“i missed you too, yun” you murmured, placing your hand in his hair, threading softly. after a while he pulled back, placing a soft kiss on your lips.

“can we cuddle?” he asks, a yawn escaping his lips.

“of course, but you need to shower first” you reminded him, knowing how he hates sleeping after being sweaty all day despite how tired he ones.

the boy lets out a groan, placing another kiss on your lips before letting his arms drop to his side. “i’ll be quick, don’t fall asleep without me” he tells you before walking away, making his way to the bathroom to shower.

a small smile appears on your lips as you clean up the area before going to your shared bedroom, deciding to scroll on your phone as you wait for your boyfriend.

after a while he comes out, another yawn escaping his lips as he settles down next to you, pulling you closer to him.

he rests his head on your chest after you lay down beside him, immediately relaxing as you run your fingers through his hair.

“i love you.” he mumbled softly, snuggling up closer to you, his body growing heavier against yours.

“i love you too.” you reply, placing a small kiss against his forehead. the boy let out a low hum, the feeling of sleep finally pulling him in, along with you soon after.

[jiistarz]

drunk in love ~ haechan

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ summary ! when your best friend drunkenly confesses his feelings for you..

pairing ! haechan x fem!reader

genre ! fluff, non idol au, best friends to lovers au

𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ a/n ! not proofread!!

you’re currently sitting in the living room of your apartment, the low hum of the show playing on your tv filling the space.

the soft buzzing of your phone pulling your attention away as you saw your best friends name appear on your screen.

‘haechan?’ you thought, confused on why he was suddenly calling you as he told you he would be out with the boys today.

grabbing your phone you answered the call, pressing your phone against your ear softly,

“hello?” you called out, being met with silence before you heard the sound of shuffling on the other end.

“finally,” he started, his voice slightly slurred, “you took forever to pick up” he adds.

rolling your eyes you ignore his comment, “what do you want, hyuck?”

“open the door” the said boy replies.

“what? why?” you ask, your voice skeptical.

haechan let’s out a huff before replying, “just do it”, he says quickly before hanging up.

letting out a sigh you stand up, making your way to your door and opening it, revealing your best friend on the other side.

“what are you doing here? it’s almost midnight.” you question, raising your eyebrow at the boy.

“it’s never stopped me before” he replies with a teasing smirk

you stare at the boy, a look of suspicion on your face. “are you drunk?” you ask.

“a little” he replies, his smirk growing.

you roll your eyes in response before turning around and making your way back to your couch, silently letting him in.

haechan quickly enters your apartment, closing the door behind him and following behind you.

as you sit down the boy immediately does the same, sitting down close to you.

you notice the boy was staring at you so you let out a laugh, “what?”

“nothing, you just look pretty” he says with a shrug.

“okay?” you raise an eyebrow at the boy. you were used to him calling you pretty so it doesn’t faze you as much anymore.

clearing your throat you decide to ask, “so, what did you need to tell me?”

haechan focuses his gaze to his hands while clearing his throat, “i like you.” he says quietly.

you blink at the boy, confusion dancing over your face, your heart fluttering in the process. “are you serious?” you ask.

you have been friends with haechan for years now and after a while you started to realize you had a crush on him.

he was always nice to you, doing things for you that no one else did and always remembering the little things about you.

“yes. very.” he responds. haechan looks up to meet your gaze before continuing.

“look, i get it if you don’t feel the same way but i need to get this off my chest.” he says, looking down at his hands again.

“no matter what i do i just can’t help but think about you,” he starts while taking a quick glance at you.

“i think about kissing you like way more than i should. you make me laugh and i feel like i can just be myself around you” he finishes, swallowing hard.

“hyuck” you let out softly which reaching out to grab his hand. the boy tenses at your touch but relaxes after you give his hand a comforting squeeze.

“i like you too.” you tell him. haechans head whips up, his eyes wide. “really?” he asks, a flicker of hope appearing in his eyes.

“yes, really. now go to sleep, we’ll finish this tomorrow” you respond, a smile appearing on your lips as you throw a blanket to the boy.

“goodnight hyuck” you call out after the boy gets comfortable, turning off the light and making your way towards your room.

“goodnight, y/n.” he says as he closes his eyes, drifting off to sleep soon after

the next day

haechan let out a groan as he woke up.

his head was throbbing, his throat was dry, and he was confused on why he woke up on your couch.

the boy sat up, rubbing his eyes as they adjust to the brightness of the room.

“good morning, sunshine” you tease as you walk into the living room, a glass of water in one hand and advil in the other.

haechan stares at you as you walk in, his eyes growing wide. “so.. that wasn’t a dream?” he lets out.

“i guess not” you tell him while letting out a laugh as you hand him the glass and medicine.

he quickly swallows down the pills before looking at you. “what exactly did i say?” he asks, barely remembering anything from last night.

“you basically confessed your love for me and said you wanted to kiss me” you reply, letting out a laugh.

the boy lets his body flop back down on the couch, now remembering what happened last night.

another laugh slips through your lips as you watch him.

haechan suddenly sits up, a somewhat serious look on his face.

“wait.. you confessed too!” he exclaims, pointing his finger at you.

“i did.” you confirmed while nodding your head.

the boy stared at you, “so what does that us?” he asks hesitantly.

“still friends,” you start. the boy felt his heart drop, opening his mouth to say something but you beat him to it.

“you never asked me to be your girlfriend” you finish with a shrug while turning to look at him.

noticing the expression on his face you break out into laughter.

“stop laughing, that wasn’t funny!” he tells you. “sorry” you reply, stopping yourself from laughing anymore.

haechan then reaches out for your hand, holding it softly before speaking.

“well y/n, will you be my girlfriend?” he asks, blushing a little as a smile appears on his lips.

“yes donghyuck, i will.” you tell him.

the boy wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you in for a hug. after a moment he pulls away slightly, his eyes glancing from your eyes to your lips.

“can i kiss you?” he asks, looking up to meet your gaze. you nod and the boy closes the gap between you, pressing a soft kiss against your lips.

you pull away after a second, “took you long enough.” you tease.

“shut up” the boy scoffs before kissing you again.

[jiistarz]

12:57 ; jake sim

𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ summary ! big spooning jake after a long day of work

a/n ! this is kinda like my haechan one but i hope you enjoy!!

it has been a long day for jake. his schedule was packed with practice, photo shoots, and meetings. all he wanted was to spend time with you and now he finally could.

his body felt like it was dragging as he stepped into the apartment, exhaustion weighing down on him.

but as soon as he closed the door behind him and noticed you on the couch waiting for him a sense of calm washed over him.

“you’re awake” the boy mumbles, a soft smile appearing on his lips.

“yeah,” you replied, watching as he makes his way over to you, “i was waiting for you”

jake lets out a sigh, dropping down on the couch to the seat next to you, shifting closer before resting his head on your lap.

“i missed you” he lets out, a content sigh escaping his mouth as you run your fingers through his hair.

“i missed you too” you tell him softly with a smile on your face. the boy tries to stay awake but he couldn’t help but let his eyes flutter close.

the warmth radiating from your body and the way your fingers rake through his hair pulls him into a haze.

noticing the way his breath evens out you glance at him, “yun,” you mumble, “you’re tired, let’s go to bed”

jake lifts his head before turning to look at you, shaking his head no. “wanna be here with you for a while” he mumbles, rubbing his eyes as a yawn escapes his lips.

“you can be with me in bed, and you’ve been working all day—you need to rest” you say, trying to convince him.

the boy whines while laying his on your shoulder, “ ‘m gonna fall asleep if we go..” he mumbles, letting out another yawn.

“we can spend time together tomorrow if you do” you reason. jake lets out a huff before agreeing.

“fine.”

you give him a smile as you stand up, pulling him up with you before making your way to your bedroom.

as you as you get there he flops down on your bed, pulling the covers over him but leaving a space open for you.

you let out a soft laugh as you slip into the empty space next to your boyfriend. “cuddle me?” the said boy asks with his arms stretched out.

wrapping your arms around him you pull the boy closer to you. he settles his head in the crook of your neck as he lets out another sigh, taking in the warmth of your presence.

noticing his body relaxing and his breathing slowing down you pull him impossibly closer, tightening your grip around him

“goodnight, yun.” you call out softly. the boy nuzzles into your touch before letting out a soft “goodnight”.

“i love you” he says, slowly drifting asleep.

“i love you too” you reply, placing a soft kiss on his forehead.

closing your eyes the two of you drift into a peaceful sleep, enjoying each other’s presence.

[jiistarz]

11:30 ; lee haechan

𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ pairing ! bf!haechan x fem!reader

summary ! cuddles with haechan when he comes home from practice

𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ genre ! fluff!!

a/n ! not proofread!

you were waiting in the living room of your shared apartment for your boyfriend, it’s been an hour since the time he usually gets home from practice.

you wanted to wait for him as you always did but today you were sleepier than usual.

you cuddle up closer to your blankets, deciding to close your eyes for a bit and you end up falling asleep.

you slightly stir to the sound of the door opening, haechan not noticing you asleep on the couch as he kicks off his shoes.

the said boy turns around to make his way to your shared bedroom until he notices a lump on the couch.

realizing its you, he walks over to the couch.

“baby?” he lets out softly while crouching down in front of the couch, looking at you.

the sound of his voice stirs you awake despite how soft it was.

“hyuck?” you whisper, rubbing your eyes to make out the man in front of you.

“what are you doing out here?” he asks, raising his hand to move loose strands of hair away from your face.

“i was waiting for you” you tell him softly, sitting up as a yawn escapes your mouth.

you watch as he stands up with a smile, extending his hand out to you, “come on.”

grabbing his hand you stand up, letting him pull you to your bedroom.

as you reach your room you sit down on your bed before settling under the blanket.

haechan places a quick kiss on your forehead before going to the bathroom to shower.

when the said boy returns he notices you fast asleep. a small smile appears on his face as he slips in next to you.

he wraps his arms around you, pulling you closer to him as he plants another kiss on your forehead.

haechan lets his hand slip under your shirt, tightening his grip around you as he begins to trace his fingers across your back.

you snuggle up closer to him in your sleep, enjoying the warmth that radiates off his body.

the boy closes his eyes, pulling you impossibly closer to him as sleep takes over his body.

[jiistarz]

you’re an idiot.. ; park sunghoon

pairing ! nonidol!sunghoon x fem!reader

synopsis ! you’re secretly in love with your best friend and one day he asks you for advice on girls.

genre ! fluff, best friend au, best friends to lovers

warnings ! none!

a/n ! not proofread!!

you were sitting in the living room of your apartment, cuddled up in some blankets while watching your favorite movie.

the buzzing from your phone caused you to stop what you were doing so you could see who was texting you.

you picked up your phone, reading the name that popped up on your screen. it was your best friend, sunghoon.

you let out a sigh thinking he’s probably texting you about something stupid, bracing yourself before opening the text

you stared at the messages, trying to process what just happened. it felt like your brain didn’t want to accept the fact that the boy you liked could be going on a date.

deep down you knew it was the right thing to do. he didn’t know you liked him and you wanted to keep it that way, not wanting to lose your best friend.

you just wanted him to be happy and if he found a girl he likes then you’re happy for him. you look down at your hands, noticing them shaking slightly.

you took some deep breaths while trying to distract yourself from thinking about the boy.

you grab the remote to your tv, deciding to finish watching your movie.

you blinked back the tears in your eyes that threatened to fall, trying to focus on your movie.

unfortunately, you couldn’t help but think about sunghoon and the date he could be going on.

you placed your hand on your chest as you start to feel a tightening sensation. you didn’t want to think about him, but you couldn’t help it.

it wasn’t fair for you to be feeling like this, to wish it was you going out with him instead of another girl. he was probably happy— having a good time and that’s all you wanted for him. even if it wasn’t with you.

you wipe the tears that fall as you lay down on your couch, the feeling in your chest not going away. you closed your eyes while broken sobs continued to leave your body.

you realize you accidentally fell asleep when you woke up to your phone vibrating. you sit up, grabbing your phone as you read the notifications.

when you saw that it was sunghoon you immediately opened the texts, wanting to know how the date went.

you felt horrible. you wanted to be happy for him but you just couldn’t. it’s been a few days since the day and you’ve been distancing yourself from sunghoon.

he tried to talk to you about how the date went ever since he went on it but you made up different excuses on how you were too busy.

you were currently sitting in your living room, scrolling on your phone trying to order food. after finally ordering your food you scrolled on tiktok while waiting.

after a few minutes you heard a knock on your door. ‘that was fast’ you thought as you jumped up and ran to your door, your stomach letting out a loud rumble in the process.

you open the door, expecting to see the delivery driver but instead you were met with the face of your best friend.

“sunghoon?” you stutter out, “what are you doing here,” you question.

“we need to talk, it’s important.” you tense up. you really didn’t want to hear about how his date went but he was already there.

you move to the left, opening the door wider so he could step in. he immediately walks towards your living room, taking a seat on your couch.

you let out a sigh while closing the door, mentally preparing yourself for what he has to say. you walk to your couch, sitting next to him and looking down at your fingers.

“it’s about the date” he hesitates. you nod slightly, waiting for him to continue. “the girl reminds me of you” he tells you quietly and you could feel your heart drop.

you open your mouth to say something but he beats you to it. “throughout the date she did things that you do and i would point it out without thinking” he starts

“we ended the date early ‘cause she didn’t think it would work out” he adds, taking a quick glance at you.

he hesitates a bit before speaking again, “she said it was clear that i had eyes for someone else.. i denied it but she said pointed out that i always had a smile on my face when talking about you, and how i wouldn’t notice the small things you do if i didn’t like you..” he finishes.

your mouth drops open slightly, not believing what he was saying. ‘there’s a chance he could like me back?’ you think in your head.

“it took me some time to think about it but.. i’ve realized i do like you, and i have for a while now.”

“i’m sorry for telling you this so suddenly but i just needed to get it out and i understand if you don’t like me back.” you turn to look at him, noticing the blush on his cheeks.

you let out a small laugh, watching as he tenses up at the sound. “you know what, let’s just forget about all of this im sorry i-“ you place your hand on his chin, turning his head to make him face you before you softly press your lips to his.

you break away from this kiss after a second before looking at him with a smile, “you’re rambling” you tell him softly.

he stares at you in shock, his cheeks reddening even more. “i like you too hoon, and i have for a while now” you tell him, breaking him out of his shocked state.

you watch as a smile breaks out on his face as he wraps a hand around your waist, pulling you closer to him as his other hand moves to rest on your cheek.

he leans in slightly, his lips brushing against yours before he fully leans in, kissing you again.

you break away from the kiss as you hear another knock at your door. “hungry?” you ask sunghoon as you stand up, making your way to the door.

the boy nods while getting up and walking to your kitchen, grabbing some plates so you two can eat while you grab the food from the door.

you begin to set the food out on the table, sunghoon grabs it, putting some noodles and chicken on both ot your plates before sitting down on the floor in front of the table.

you grab the remote to your tv before joining him on the floor. you play the show the both of you started watching before digging into your food.

when you finish eating you both grab your plates, walking to the kitchen to place the dishes in the sink.

after you put them in the sink you turn around, placing your hand out in front of you. sunghoon does the same before you both speak at the same time, “rock, paper, scissors, shoot!”

you and sunghoon always decided on who would do the dishes by playing the silly game.

you threw out a rock while the said boy threw out paper. you let out a groan while rolling your eyes.

“best out of three?” you ask. sunghoon chuckles at your question, leaning in to press a quick kiss to your lips.

“you’re cute but no.” he says, walking away with a smirk on his face.

“you’re an idiot..” you mutter quietly, turning around to do the dishes.

“i heard that!” you here the boy yell out with a laugh.

[jiistarz]

early mornings

synopsis > waking up in anton’s arms after drunkenly confessing to him. (part 2 to late nights)

pairing > bff!anton x fem!reader

genre > best friends to lovers trope, fluff

warnings > just some cursing, not proofread!!

you weren’t really a morning person, you’re currently stirring awake trying to hold on to the last slip of sleep left in your body.

snuggling up to the warmth beside you as the sunlight sneaks through a slip in your curtains.

you let out a huff, not being able to go back to sleep and deciding to get up and start your day not noticing the arms wrapped around your waist.

you slowly start to feel someone’s arms around you, snapping open your eyes with a small gasp. you look at the man beside you realizing it’s just your best friend.

you let out a sigh in relief before sitting up, the raging headache hitting you all at once. you hiss in pain as the memories from last night start to flood your brain.

you look over to anton as you blush, remembering your confession to him. knowing he said he liked you before kissing your forehead made your face instantly heat up even more.

you quickly try to get out of the bed suddenly feeling embarrassed by the whole situation before you feel anton’s arms tightening around you.

he lets out a small groan, trying to stop you from leaving. you watch as he begins to stir awake before he notices your presence.

he looks over at you, blushing as he notices his arms around you before quickly removing them. he mumbles a small apology before sitting up and remembering everything that happened yesterday.

he blushes again before speaking, “shit, your head must be killing you” he starts as he quickly gets out of his bed, “i’ll get you some water and medicine”.

you nod slowly while watching him, thinking about what you could say when he comes back. after a minute or two he finally comes back.

“here” he said softly, handing you the glass of water and some pain reliever. “thank you” you say quietly before taking the medicine.

anton nods in response, watching as you sit the glass on the bedside table. you ignore his eyes while trying to think of what to say about last night. you start to open your mouth, ready to speak before anton cuts you off.

“did you mean it?”, he says while looking at you. “what?” you question, slightly confused “did you mean it. what you said last night?”

“i did” you respond, a little taken aback by the question. you’re met with silence before you decide to speak. “did you mean it?” you ask him, not meeting his gaze.

anton takes a seat next to you, his arm brushing against yours causing you to blush a little. “i did” he says while nodding, reaching out to hold your hand.

you tense up a bit, lacing your fingers with his. “for how long?” he asks you, “like 3 months” you mumble before asking, “you?”

he looks away from you, “around 5 months” he says softly. your mouth drops slightly as you turn to look at him.

“seriously? why didn’t you say anything?” you ask. “i thought about telling you” he starts, turning to look at you again, “but i didn’t want to ruin our friendship” he finishes.

you continue to stare at him, not saying anything back. you watch as his eyes dart to your lips while he leans in slightly. “can i kiss you?” he says softly, his breath fanning your lips.

not being able to say anything you just nod. anton slowly closes the gap between you, softly pressing his lips against yours.

you kiss him back while he raises a hand to rest on your cheek. you wrap your arms around him, pulling him impossibly closer to you.

anton pulls away to catch his breath, resting his head against yours. he pulls away slighting before hesitating, “can i be your boyfriend?” he says quietly.

you break out into a smile, “yes, you can.” you say before leaning in to kiss him again. anton lets out a laugh, wrapping his arms around you as he lays you both down on his bed.

you join in on his laughter while resting your head on his chest. you snuggle in closer to him as he starts playing with your hair, making you feel a little sleepy.

“anton?” you say softly, looking up at him “hm?” he hums while looking at you. “i love you” you tell him quietly, “i love you too y/n” he says with a small smile.

anton’s arms tighten around you as you enjoy each others presence before sleep overtakes you both.

[jiistarz]

late nights

synopsis > late nights with anton after he takes you home after you’ve had too many drinks at a party.

pairing > bff!anton x fem!reader

genre > best friend to lovers trope, fluff

a/n: this is wayy longer then it was supposed to be & the ending is very rushed, hope you enjoy tho!

you were currently sitting in the living room of your apartment studying for your upcoming exam. you’ve been studying for a week straight, declining invites from your friends to hang out.

feeling your phone buzz you decided to take a small break. you pick up your phone seeing a text from your best friend, anton.

you let out a sigh as you get up, deciding to take a quick shower before anton gets here. after putting your clothes on you hear a knock at your door.

you let out a quick “coming!” before rushing to the door and opening it, revealing anton. “hey, you ready?” he asks as you open the door. “not yet, i just need to finish my hair.” you respond, letting him in.

he nods and silently follows you to your room, sitting on your bed while you sit at your vanity. he scrolls on his phone as you start to finish doing your hair

as you finish your hair you start to put on your lipgloss to finish your look. you can feel anton’s eyes on you so you look at him through the mirror.

“what?” you ask him, he gulps before replying with “nothing”. you raise your eyebrows at him before looking away, setting your phone and lipgloss in your purse.

“okay, im ready” you start while getting up, “how do i look?” you finish. “you look pretty” he replies with a shrug, getting up from his place on your bed.

you make your way to anton’s car after making sure your front door is locked. as you approach the car you notice anton holding the door open for you.

“what a gentleman” you tease with a smile before getting in the car. he rolls his eyes in response, closing the door after you get it before making his way to the driver’s side.

he starts the car and connects his phone to the aux, playing your shared playlist. you both sing along as ‘wildflower’ by billie eilish starts playing.

skip to when you arrive at the party.

you wince at how loud the music is as you and anton make your way into the house. you let out a small sigh as you make your way into the kitchen before anton leans down to your ear.

“we can leave whenever you want, just have some fun first!” he says, handing you a drink with a smile as you reach the kitchen. you mumble a “thank you” before taking a sip and coughing at how strong the drink is.

“yo anton!” you hear in the distance, you and anton both looking at where the voice was coming from before seeing your friend seunghan appear.

he wraps an arm around anton’s shoulder, greeting you both. “all the boys are playing beer pong” he starts, pointing to the table where the rest of the boys are, “wanna join?” he asks.

anton hesitates before responding, “sure, why not” he says before getting dragged away. a small sigh escapes your mouth before you take another sip of your drink.

spotting some of your friends across the room you decided to make your way to them. but before you could leave the kitchen someone stops you.

you raise your eyebrows looking at the man in front of you, “can i help you?” you ask, clearly annoyed. “you can actually, can i get your number?” he asks with a smirk.

“sorry. not interested” you responded, trying to leave but he wouldn’t get out of the way. looking around to ask someone for help you notice anton in the distance.

you open your mouth to call him before you notice he’s surrounded by girls. you feel a pang of jealousy before turning back to the guy in front of you.

“actually.. you can get my number!” you say, holding out your hand for his phone. he was kinda cute and you needed anything to get over your crush on anton right now.

after putting your number in and sending yourself a quick text you hand him his phone back. you give him a small smile before refilling your cup. you gulp it down before refilling it again and making your way towards your friends.

as you walk towards them you can feel anton’s eyes on you but you choose to ignore him, taking a sip of your drink. when you reach your friends you catch up with them after not seeing them for a while and after some convincing you finally agreed to take shots with them.

after a few rounds of shots you start to feel dizzy. you excuse yourself before rushing to find a bathroom, not noticing someone following you.

as you reach the bathroom you began to throw up, hearing a familiar voice let out a curse before holding your hair back. as you finish puking you sit on the floor, closing your eyes and leaning your back against the wall.

you hear the sound of water running, not bothering to open your eyes until you feel something wiping your mouth. you slowly open your eyes to see your best friend throwing away the towel with your puke on it.

he turns around at the sound of you getting up. you stumble a bit before grabbing onto him to stabilize your balance. “let’s get you out of here” he says softly, putting your arm around his shoulder and wrapping his arm around your waist.

as you reach his car he quickly opens the door, deciding to lay you down in the backseat. he rushes to get in his car and turning the air on to cool you down.

he starts to drive to his house since it was closer than yours. as you reach his house he notices you fell asleep. with a sigh, he picks you up and carries you into the house and to his room.

he lays you down in his bed and takes of your shoes before taking in your appearance. he goes to his closet and gets out some comfortable clothes for the both of you, knowing you wouldn’t want to sleep in the clothes you have on now.

he makes his way back over to you, closing his eyes as he starts to take of your shirt and putting his on you, doing the same with your pants. he lets out another sigh when he finishes.

after changing his clothes and making his way back to the room he pulls the blanket over you. noticing a few hairs falling on your face anton softly tucks them behind your ear.

you stir in your sleep, your eyes fluttering open as you see anton begin to walk away. “toni, stay” you softly let out.

anton turns around and looks at you “are you sure?” he asks. you let your eyes close as you lift the blanket up, inviting him in.

he walks back over to his bed hesitating before he slips in beside you. you slide closer to him, pulling his arms around you.

“you know,” you start as your eyes flutter open, “i really really like you.” you finish with a small smile, slowly feeling yourself drifting off to sleep.

anton looks down at you in shock before softly saying “i really really like you too” as he tightens his grip around you and pulling you closer.

your smile grows bigger as you rest your head against his chest, “goodnight ton” you say sleepily, letting your eyes close. “goodnight y/n” you hear him say as he presses a light kiss against your forehead before you fall asleep.

[jiistarz]

spidey senses | mark lee

— • pairing: spider-man! mark x fem! reader

— • genre: nct, spiderman mark au, non-idol au, fluff

— • synopsis: you’ve been friends with mark since you were little, but you started forgetting who he was whenever he made excuses to cancel or leave plans with you. as close as you were with mark you started wondering if he was hiding something from you.

— • wc: tba

{warnings} cursing, written in lowercase.

— • a/n: i lovee the idea of spidermark, i hope you enjoy!!

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“where the hell is he?” you were sitting on your bed, annoyed as you continuously checked the time on your phone. mark should have been here by now, but of course he was late again.

you and mark have been friends ever since you were 7. as the years went by you both became closer and closer, eventually becoming best friends. every week on friday mark would go to your house for a movie night. overtime you started to develop a crush on him.

it has been your tradition for a while now but lately he has been acting different. mark was always making up different excuses on why he couldn’t make it or why he had to leave. today was another one of those days.

with a sigh you check the time, you were supposed to meet at 7 but he’s 30 minutes late. you sigh again and try to call him. you wait a bit before you hear his voicemail. you’ve already been waiting long enough so you just decide to watch the movie by yourself.

you agreed on watching twilight tonight and you prepared popcorn and a lot of your favorite snacks. you get comfortable on your bed before grabbing the tv remote and pressing play. you were 20 minutes into the movie before you hear shuffling at your window.

you look towards your window, not seeing anything so you focus back on the movie, until you hear your window opening. you let out a gasp and quickly pause the movie before looking at your window again.

you slowly get up, still looking at the window before seeing a figure sit on your window sill. another gasp escapes your mouth as you see.. spiderman?

your mouth slightly drops open as you watch him reach up and pull his mask off, revealing your best friend. “mark?” you hesitantly let out. “what’s going on?”

he lets out a groan in response as he steps into your room, making his way to your bed. you watch him silently, noticing the claw marks on his suit. “fuck, are you okay?” you ask him. he looks at you with a small smile before he takes the top half of his suit off.

you let out a curse before rushing to your bathroom, grabbing the first aid kit from the cabinet. as you reach your room you roll your desk chair in front of your bed, taking a seat while opening the kit.

you grab everything you need and apply the medicine on a gauge. “this might hurt” you mumble, glancing at mark before cleaning the wound. mark let’s out a small hiss, throwing his head back. you glance at him again and let out a small apology.

after cleaning his wound you began to wrap it up. you can feel mark’s eyes on you as you finish and throw away the trash but you choose to ignore it. getting up, you walk to your closet, pulling out some clothes mark left for when he stays over.

you hand them to him before walking out of your room. as you close the door you let out a sigh, making your way to your kitchen. you grab a cup and fill it with water before walking to your living room and sitting on your couch.

as you sip on your water you start to get lost in your thoughts. you wonder how this all happened and why he didn’t tell you. mark is your best friend and you tell each other everything.

you didn’t notice mark coming out of your room until he sat down next to you, snapping you out of your thoughts. you feel him staring at you before he decides to say something.

“look, i can explain all of this,” he nervously lets out as he looks away from you. “i’m not mad mark, just a little hurt that you didn’t tell me,” you tell him.

“i know and i’m sorry, but if i told you it could have put you in danger,” he says as he looks at you, his eyes flickering to your lips. you reach out for his hand, “you know i’ll always be there for you,” you start, moving your hand to rest on his cheek, “even if it puts me in danger”.

you watch him closely as he tenses up at your touch. he gulps, “im sorry i didn’t tell you sooner. i was so scared i could end up loosing you” he says as he looks down. you raise his head slightly, causing him to look at you.

“you could never lose me. besides, i always have you to protect me” you tease him with a smile. he lets out an airy chuckle in response, looking you in your eyes as he reaches out and tucks a stray hair behind your ear.

you watch as he leans in slightly, stealing a glance at your lips. “i love you, y/n” he says quietly. “i love you too mark”, you smile. he smiles back in return before closing the gap between you, softly pressing his lips against yours.

you let your eyes flutter close while you wrap your arms around his neck, kissing him back. he breaks away from this kiss, resting his forehead against yours. “will you be my girlfriend? please?” he asks before looking at you.

you break out in a smile, “of course mark” you say, leaning in to kiss him. you can feel him smiling against the kiss as he rests his hands on your waist.

he stands up and looks at you, “let’s finish the movie?” he asks. you let out a small laugh, taking his hand and leading him to your room.

as you settle in your bed you rest your head on marks chest while he grabs the remote, starting the movie over and pressing play before wrapping his arms around you.

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