♡ 　isolde

[jiraiwounds]

⠀⠀⠀(✿ ◜ᵕ◝)⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀isolde ⠀⠀⠀⠀♡⠀⠀⠀⠀ she any

⠀⠀⠀ lesbian⠀⠀aroacespec⠀⠀genderqueer⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𖥔

⠀⠀⠀ 16⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓎠𓎠⠀⠀⠀⠀ block ⠀ don't⠀ report⠀ pls

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im a himejoshi and jirai. i've been a lifestyle jirai since 2023 and a himejoshi since 2020. i am working on learning the makeup and getting coords but my yuri collection and gambling take most of my money (╥﹏╥)

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i have depression, social anxiety, lvl 2 asd, combined adhd, arfid and ana and suspected cluster b disorders, alongside suspected udd, planning on talking with my pyschologist about it soon. i also deal with sh and gambling addictions. i am 478, SO4 SO7 SP8

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i have many interests, though my current focuses are ennegrams, yuri and reverse 1999 ⠀ other interests include: honkai star rail,⠀ plushies,⠀ internet history & fandom culture,⠀ pyschology,⠀ jirai kei,⠀ persona,⠀ house md,⠀ life is strange,⠀ bandori⠀ & more

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main acc is @yurifanged

[to0fie]

how i look after looking at other jirai's post so i know im abusing every single jirai tag so ppl with notice me

[hpdamechan]

i wish i was close with more systems so i didnt feel so alone in my experiences.

[god-of-jirai]

BRO??

Relatable honesty

[jiraiwounds]

hate the way ppl talk about ppl with low empathy and/or narcisstic traits :( partiwlly bc it means if i get close enough to open up to someone, theyll probably just default to "shes evil" and also bc it makes it harder to get away with things tbh..

[pienicide]

I hate how empty and pathetic I am without her .

[jiraiwounds]

things i find sooooo attractive as a lesbian

people using softer tones with me

playing with my hair

letting me rest on their shoulder or lap

showing interest in my interests

giving me an 'are you ok?' look from across a room or group

telling me what to do

letting me be bossy

buying me things

letting me be physically affectionate

helping me with things

gentle teasing

[jiraiwounds]

i wish id just die

[jiraiwounds]

i am going to shoot myself

[idolthatweptitstail]

i’m so painfully average it hurts.. my room is sloppy, but not too messy.. i’m not close to overweight, but i’m nowhere near skinny either.. i have friends, but we can only be friends when there’s no one else to talk to.. too loud but too quiet when it matters.. a total dummy to everyone else but a smartass to my family.. teeth aren’t yellow but not white either.. hair isn’t completely dead but isn’t silk either.. nothing can be 100 percent, and i have given up on the idea of being both perfect and useless..

[jiraiwounds]

its early but i have nothing to do and just want to sleep so i dont have to think anymore

[jiraiwounds]

ill just figure out how to avoid them as much as humanly possible tommorrow rhats the best solution

[jiraiwounds]

how do i fix this i cant have that happen to me again i cant have a repeat of my old school i know im annoying and they know im annoying and theyre just waiting till i fuck off i know it

[jiraiwounds]

im so sick and tired lord someone pls let me give up please let me die peacefully tonight. also please let me look cute in death and hang around as a ghost for a bit to haunt people

[jiraiwounds]

at all times i know its for the better and yet it doesnt feellll that way 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[jiraiwounds]

i miss fp i need to go back to tuesday i loved tuesday

[jiraiwounds]

this was all a huge error on my part fuck i cant possibly go to school tomorrow my life is ruined this is all terrible fuckk why did i think it was safe