He/She fucked up GNC transmasc bigenderfluid jirai danshijoshi landmine kei girlboy thing · Adult · South Asian · AUDHD, BPD, (+ suspected NPD or at least strong NPD traits lmao), & OCD · yumejoshidanshi || Meant to be somewhat of a digital vent diary-ish blog but I also like to reblog a shit ton amount of other random stuff related to some of my fandoms + other non jirai-related interests mainly because I just don't personally really feel any sort of necessary rn at least to make separate blogs for those soooo uhh yeah just a small heads up to kind in mind ig I'm sorry LMAO I just post whatever I feel like man fuck it we ball n stuff... General content/trigger warning for basic common triggering topics in jirai spaces and stuff soooo please do that keep in mind || · DNI: bigots + exclusionists, terfs/radfems, maps/pedos, zionists, if you don't like selfshippers/yumes or find them weird, "fashion-only" jirais my blog simply isn't for you, jirais who use being jirai as an excuse for actual geniunely harmful problematic shit that goes beyond just mental illness i.e bullying within the community, flat out bigotry of any kind, weird jirais that just fetishize japanese culture, etc. || · I swear I'll try to write an actual intro post with more info & stuff one day whenever I don't feel too lazy ♡
People will say shit like “you can’t be a Jirai if you only have depression/anxiety”
As if those are interchangeable, and also as if depression and anxiety haven’t killed probably millions of humans throughout history
Anyway, stop being a piece of shit, if someone’s struggling enough to come to Jirai spaces and go “you’re like me” that’s probably an indicator of serious problems in their life, and it’s none of your business if they have diagnosed anything
Borderline culture is overreacting as per goddamn usual and coming to this blog to vent your frustrations and issues because god forbid you communicate about something genuinely stupid that you have zero proper reason to even be upset about
here’s all my post update doodles so far. i’ve been unable to draw anything good because im still overwhelmed that every single thing panned out in the way I Specifcally wanted it to
bpd culture is knowing that the only way to get what you want is to communicate. but communication is so hard. everything feels like making a massive thing out of the most minor inconvenience. it's impossible to tell when what i want is a rational request or just me being a possessive, clingy mess with boundary issues.
how do you even begin to communicate when everything feels like it's going to blow up everything you have? when everything feels like you're just throwing a tantrum or making a mountain out of nothing?
i want to say what i want. not hide it under layers of dodging questions and deflecting. but everything feels like i'm just being dramatic and getting hurt over nothing. how do you even begin to broach things when you already feel like you're overreacting?
It's a unique type of frustration when you agree that a character is deeply flawed but other people keep missing what's actually wrong with them and assigning them new flaws that they don't even have it's like free my man he did none of that. He did a bunch of other shit tho.
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