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Today I witnessed how a smile can do wonders - especially masking their sadness. Nobody can go through the day, knowing that their parents are not there on their happiest day officially tied to the love of their live.

I could see the agony, the sadness behind his face when the host announced for the family to come forth to snap photos. He continued to smile but he cannot lie to himself. He can lie through his teeth, but his eyes spoke the truth.

Stay strong x

Our words are worthy

#reminder

I have left this blog on hiatus. And I am back finally.

I have been busy studying, well I am still studying now - but I am glad to say that the road to diploma will be over in no time.

I have seen so many things happened along the way - break-up, betrayal, broken friendships.

It’s as if the road to diploma is not hard enough.

Oh well, that’s it for now.

- Azi xx

You Will NEVER Measure Up To Her... 💔

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This

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You never realize how lonely you are until it’s the end of the day and you got a bunch of things to talk about and no one to talk to.

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Do you ever just lay in bed and realize how not okay you are

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Anxiety ruins you. It turns a simple or non existent situation, into a catastrophe. It rips you from sleep. To the point where it makes you sick, because you’re so tired. It creates problems that aren’t even there. It’s like having a little devil on your shoulder. All the time, whispering what could go wrong. And what a nuisance you are, And how awful you are. So you start to repeat all the bad things about yourself. “Nobody wants you around” “You’re so boring” “You’re ugly” “Everyone is sick of you” “Your boyfriend is going to get tired of dealing with this” “You’re a mess all the time, how could anyone love that?” “Their lives would be better if you just went far away” Should I go away? It makes you angry over little things. It ruins your relationship because you’re always worried about everything. It makes you just want to be alone. To distance yourself. I haven’t seen my friends in 4 weeks. But wait, I forgot the panic attacks. I can’t breath. My heart is going out of control. I’m sweating. I’m dizzy. My chest is so tight. It feels like an elephant is sitting on it. All of this is going on in your head, But all people see is a polite smile. Anxiety ruins you. And it’s so damn tiring. To fight a battle inside your head, Every Single Day.

Chapters from my life (via sleevesofgrass)