Summary: While the members residing with The Heiress in Eden managed to resolve her internal conflict about who she was and who she had deemed herself should beâHaseul, along with Sooyoung and Jinsol, discovers a certain string of information that could potentially lead to a much more greater complication than they had ever encountered before. And as Jinsol finally reconciled with Sooyoung after the incident, Hyejoo and Heejin find themselves stunned as they come across your roomârealizing that something had been missing in the vicinity, with that something being you.
"Why are you here? Aren't you supposed to be with the members?"
Jinsol had just managed to set her foot on the top of the staircase when she met the sight of the distressed Ninth member who had lingered in the hall that led to the boss' office, pinching the bridge of her nose in clear disbelief with the disrupted idea that only she was called by Haseul for the meeting. It's been days since the Leader had regarded her request to be removed in any missions with the Seventh member, being that she was still sensitive over what had just happened with the incidentâJinsol had already been walking through thin ice with her miscalculation, but Sooyoung's projected anger towards the woman intensified when Jungeun had informed them of your order to be left alone. And as much as she was relieved that both her member, and her adoptive sister were safeâSooyoung couldn't shake off her impression that you had not been unscathed, because physically, you and Hyejoo were well, but your order was the effect of the event which she had deemed also as her own error with being one of the Twelve.
The Seventh member, however, no matter how many times she had blamed herself for it, she had understood Sooyoung's hostility towards her and knew that it was absolutely justifiedâfrom all those years that the members had grown together, she knew well enough that the woman was as emotional as she could get, more so for the people she cared for the most. But the Seventh could only take so much, she had somewhat prepared herself for the the member's responseâyet she still couldn't avoid condemning herself over it, for the most part being Sooyoung not wanting anything to do with her.
And as Sooyoung stood there, leaned back against the hall's wall with her arms crossed and her brows knitted in apparent frustration while looking the other wayâJinsol could only manage a hesitant smile as she tried her best to swallow down the bitter aura between the two of them, before directing her weary gaze towards the tall double doors at the end of the hall. Slightly taken aback by how isolated the scene had looked from their position, which meant that the Leader had not yet arrivedâmaking Sooyoung the first person to have been called by Haseul, and Jinsol quickly becoming the second.
"Is it.. Just the two of us..?"
"She just told me to meet her here, and that she'll be arriving shortly from her visit with our guests," Sooyoung muttered, practically scoffing at the mention of the Lee Family that had been staying in the Mansion as they awaited for their Boss' recovery. The younger of the two winced at the recollection of when they'd first arrived at the infirmary with the Lee Family's Boss, and how Sooyoung raised her tone at Haseul for the first time since she'd been appointed as Acting Boss after declining Sooyoung's plea to head straight to Edenâwhich led to the Ninth member into defying the Leader's instruction and driving all the way to the castle, just to be pulled aside by a stone-faced Jungeun, "but you still haven't answered my questionâwhy are you here?"
"I don't see why I shouldn't be..? Haseul did ask for meâ"
"I specifically told her that I don't want to be in any operation with you right nowâand for what? Suddenly she doesn't listen anymore?" Jinsol would be lying if she said that hearing those words come right out of Sooyoung's mouth didn't hurt her, she swore that when this member of theirs was mad she knew exactly how to do soâbut to be on the opposite end of the woman's livid state, Jinsol had never experienced to be this ridiculed by her. The silence that had come after Sooyoung's sharp words even made the member glance at Jinsol from the corner of her eye, finding her head hanging low as she picked on her blue pin on her tie in deep contemplationâslightly irritating Sooyoung even further because the Ninth had known that the habit was common with the members since they'd acquired their pins, holding onto the object when they couldn't seem to find it in themselves to assess a situation in their own way.
"Maybe we're not on a mission as a pair, probably.. A reschedule? Change of posts? Haseul assigning you to my spotâand me with yours?" Sooyoung gripped onto the fabric of her sleeve as Jinsol began to straighten her tie, which she had done several times before looking behind her to the staircase belowâas if Haseul would just magically appear out of thin air and cut through the tension between the two of them, saving them from possibly making it worse than it already was.
"That's great, maybe then Y/N wouldn't be in as much trouble as she'd be if she was under my range of security." Jinsol frowned at the malicious tone that the Ninth had suddenly switched into, making her turn to eye the member who still refused to meet the clear regret plastered all over her featuresâwhile Sooyoung continued to glare at the nothingness that had seemed to have kept her attention more than the member currently standing right in front of her.
"Sooyoung.."
"Just admit it, Jinsolâyou despise her. You don't want her to be our Boss because she's nothing of what you expect her to beâit's a full circle to what happened the day we told her everything, you want her gone." Sooyoung spat as her member flinched, making Jinsol shaking her head in attempt to relay the message to Sooyoung that it was nothing of that sort.
"That's not trueâI care about her just as much as you do!" the Seventh stammered, completely taken aback by how she had been suddenly accused for having felt something that she had not.
"She was in the lot! You could've prevented it even before he approached herâ"
"And you think I don't go every single day thinking about that!?" Sooyoung's furious eyes snapped to connect with Jinsol's exasperated ones, the Seventh's demeanor looking as frustrated as she could get with her hands balled up into fists hanging by her sides while her eyes stayed connected with her member's, "We've never had any complications with our group since the beginning, and ever since Y/N came in the pictureâit's as if the least we can do is not turn against each other."
"Oh, and that makes it her fault? Is that what you're trying to say?
"I'm trying my best to understandâalright!? I thought we can continue this Family without having her in the picture, but.." Jinsol tore her eyes away from Sooyoung's to think carefully about her next words, having an inkling that whatever she may say next would be enough to tip Sooyoung off the edge and tarnish her reputation completelyâor in some sort of miracle, she'd be able to properly express what she had wanted to say, "I didn't want any of that to happenâI swear that if I could have stopped it in all the ways I've calculated it after, I would've. But it's already done, I messed up and the only thing I can do is try to make up for it with Y/Nâfor as long as she'll have me, and if she can't forgive me for what I've done then.."
Sooyoung lowered her eyes at Jinsol who shrugged her shoulders in defeat, sighing when she thought that the apology didn't go exactly as she'd expect it to be. She'd thought that once she laid her heart out, it'd go as smoothly and sincerely as she'd thoughtâbut instead, she felt that the reason for Sooyoung's silence was that she had taken her words in the complete opposite. Her words being taken under the impression that she was over it, that she didn't care as much as she said she didâcausing the gap between her and the members that had your well-being as the priority to broaden, when she had just warmed up to the idea that she had wanted the same thing as well.
The Ninth member eyed the struggling woman in front of her, it was clear that Jinsol was incessantly thinking through what she had just told her and continuously trying to criticize her choices of wordingâbut as much as Sooyoung hated the thought that had led her into blaming Jinsol for what had happened, the greater part of her that believes that the members would never do each other wrong was pushing past her projected anger. This wasn't them against a common enemy anymore, this was Sooyoung's protectiveness over youâagainst her protectiveness over her members, but instead of it mostly being directed towards the Lee Family's Boss, she had Jinsol to blame. And that was what caused her inner turmoil, Jinsol is her member and a member that had been one of the reasons that put you and Hyejoo in dangerâbut Jinsol was just as much as a member as the others, yet there Sooyoung stood, continuously reminding her that she had messed up and she needs to feel the consequences of her ignorance.
Sooyoung then realized that Jinsol had already been going through the motions just as she'd been, and it was unfair of how she was quick to blame her for itâwhen Sooyoung had no idea about what was about to come until Hyunjin had some sort of vision.
"Wellâapologize to her, not me," Jinsol practically choked at Sooyoung's mumbled response, feeling the weight of her worries fall off her shoulders as she watched Sooyoung shake her head at her and detach herself from the wallâslipping a hand into the pocket of her dress pants as she placed the other to her neck, craning it as if to stretch in exhaustion. The member still had a pout set on her lips but her brows were anything but furrowed, just looking drained from the encounterâwhile Jinsol slowly started to fall apart in her position, "you can start by how you acted in our living room, then with whatever happened with the Lee Boss. She's not the type to hold a grudge, you knowâyah! Jung Jinsol, get off meâ"
"I thought you'd never forgive me! I apologized so many times and you were never this madâ"
"Let go!" Jinsol continued to wail as Sooyoung's pout threatened to stretch into a grin while she tried to pry the member's arms off her, opening her mouth to start threatening the Seventh. But just as she was about to, light footsteps started echoing from the steps behind Jinsol and soon after revealed an absorbed looking Haseulâwhich had seemed to be caught off guard at the sight as she blinked at the two who just froze in their spot and stared right back at her, Haseul's eyes softened only for a moment before they dimmed yet again.
Looking away from the two, Haseul motioned over to the end of the hall before starting to make her way past them.
"You've made up, good. Follow me." the youngest of the three started to walk down the halls, which made Jinsol release Sooyoung from her hold before they both hurried to trail behind the Leaderâeyeing each other in question about what had the member in such state, Sooyoung could only hope that it was just something connected to the Lee Boss and nothing more.
As Haseul pulled the key out of her pocket, Sooyoung had remembered that the last time all twelve of them were inside the office was when Haseul had first sat herself into the Boss' chairâhow she carefully laid out what specific orders the previous Boss stated before he had passed, and how they would slowly but surely make sure you were well acquainted with a few members. Haseul also swore that it would also be the last time that she were to set foot inside of the office, not finding it comfortable how she would occupy the room as if it were her own when her purpose was to have you settled into your rightful place.
And as if Jinsol could hear Sooyoung's thoughts coursing through her, they could only wonder how much trouble the Family had caught themselves into for Haseul to break her own word.
"Shut the doors behind you, I've asked to keep this floor vacated until one of us leaves the room." Jinsol quickly turned to shut the doors behind them as Sooyoung followed behind the Leader to stand in the middle of the room while Haseul circled behind the desk to open one of it's emptied drawers, reaching far into the compartment as if rummaging to find anything that had not been in there in the first place.
"Are you looking for something?" Jinsol question as she stood beside Sooyoung who eyed the Leader suspiciously, the two watching Haseul shut the drawer to then move to another.
"What are you even doing, Haseul?" the light sound of a click echoed through the spacious, and moonlit office that had Haseul tensing up on her spot. Jinsol made a move to approach to the woman and lend her a hand but Sooyoung grabbed ahold of her arm before she could even do anything, the two members carefully watching as Haseul pulled out what seemed to be a thick stack of papersâjaw clenched while she placed them on the desk before looking up the puzzled expression on her members' features.
"Lee Seokmin has returned to his conscious state today, he refused to speak with the doctors and requested to speak with the one he perceived as the Family's Boss. And so I paid him a visit," Haseul shut the drawer to fully grab the stack from the desk, eyeing the papers before walking over to the two and meeting them in the middle of the room, "he was convinced that I was Y/N, stating that he couldn't believe that the previous Boss' plan workedâhow he kept the Heiress safe by letting her live a normal life outside of the Family, all while being protected from the other Families."
Jinsol paled as Sooyoung let go of her arm, eyes widening in alarm while Haseul stood in front of them with a vacant expression on her face.
"He asked me if I knew about it, when I found out about itâconfessing that he knew about the documentation because he had overheard it once from the Jeon Family that the Heiress was being watched."
"We were watching over her, but I thought the documents were supposed to be discarded after the Boss' passing?" Jinsol barely questioned as her voice failed her, switching her eyes from Haseul to Sooyoung who could only look at Jinsol with wide eyes as well.
"It was, I saw through with it. Haseul, Vivi-unnie and I were the ones present when it was erased."
"He wasn't talking about our documents, he was talking about this." Haseul motioned to the papers in her hand, it didn't take too long of the three to stare at each other before Sooyoung reached over to grab the papers and start inspecting each and every pageâfeeling lightheaded at the information that she had read from it, how as if every page she had skimmed through just continued to reveal a deeper story behind the minimal observation reports that they had set for you.
The papers dated back up to four years prior to the previous Boss' passing, several pictures of you, Jungeun, and Jiwoo were practically on each page of the stackâthe lightest conversations, passed homework, your every move was typed down as if they were studying not a living human being but a test subject. Through the documentation, it seemed as if you weren't the Y/L/N Y/N that the members had made a point on learning to care for and to believe that you'd lead them into a better futureâbut rather a statistic in which would demonstrate if you were fit in becoming a Boss for the highest ranking Family there ever was, and ever will be if you had truly had what it takes.
Whoever had created this document, only had that particular version of the Heiress in mindâand it made Sooyoung feel sick to her stomach.
"Who.. did this? How did you even know this exists!?" Sooyoung's voice started to raise as she looked up at the torn expression on Haseul's face, making Jinsol take a step in between the two to try and calm the Ninth member down while also turning to glance at the Leader behind herâbut as Sooyoung started to prod Haseul with questions while waving the papers in her hand, Haseul swallowed sharply before looking up to meet the the concerned look on Jinsol's face.
"I didn't."
Haseul's words echoed in Sooyoung's head, and before she knew itâshe had let the papers fall onto the ground, pushed past Jinsol to reach for Haseul's collar to aggressively grab ahold of her. However, Jinsol was quick to recover after staggering backâattempting to pry Sooyoung off of the Third member by wrapping an arm around the Ninth's waist and tugging her off the Leader.
"Youâyou're our Leader! You can't just tell us you have no clue! our lives are dependent on your choicesâand you have the audacity to tell us you don't know!?"
"I thought I had properly vacated this room after we all leftâthat was the last time I've been here, it was all the previous Boss had instructed me.." Haseul barely whispered, crumbling under Sooyoung's hold to the point that it was the member that had been keeping her up on her feetâmaking Sooyoung snap out of her fuming state to watch the dread sink into her member's features, "he told me where everything was, the archives we neededâI thought he told me everything I needed to know, I was appointed Leader for this."
"Sooyoung, she doesn't know." Jinsol dragged out slowly as she loosened her grip over her member, walking towards Haseul and prying the Ninth's hands off completely from the Leaderâall while keeping Haseul up on her feet by wrapping an arm around her shoulder, leading her to the desk so she had a place to lean on.
"The Twelve, Y/L/N Y/Nâthat's all I know, you have to believe me."
"We do, HaseulâSooyoung's just in shock, we'll figure this whole thing out. Right, Ha Sooyoung?" the Ninth continued to stare at the two, absolutely mortified that they were currently easing themselves into uncharted watersâcompletely unknowing of what would come, but only to prepare themselves for whatever it may be. Sooyoung caught Jinsol switching her gaze from Haseul to the papers on the ground, the Seventh seemingly the more composed member out of the twoâand as if moving completely out of practice, Sooyoung bended over to grab the papers and walk over to Jinsol to hand it to her.
"What do you suggest we do?" Jinsol's eyes widened at the blank, yet expectant look that Sooyoung held as she offered her the papersâglancing at Haseul who had now held onto the desk as if her life had depended on it, before she caught onto what exactly it was that Sooyoung was trying convey. With Haseul's Leadership position becoming nothing of aid to the members as of her current state, Sooyoung wanted them to work it out as a group instead of letting the woman carry all of this on her own. So Jinsol grabbed the papers from her hand, eyeing the front page and skipping to the last as she followed her gutâhaving a relieved sigh escaped her lips as she pointed a finger at the signed letter 'R' initial at the end of the page, it's ink shining under the moonlight while she directed it to Sooyoung's view.
"We can start by tracking whoever this is?"
"Alright." Jinsol gave Sooyoung a small, yet grateful smile before looking back down to scan the papers while Sooyoung turned to Haseul who sat still on the deskâcompletely frozen as she tried to recall every bit of information that the previous Boss had passed onto her, fingers gripping tightly onto the pin on her tie. The Ninth member reached over to place an consoling hand on the Leader's shoulder, halting mid-way but somehow going through with itâwhich made Haseul visibly tense but when she had found that it was Sooyoung from her peripheral vision, she just looked back down to return into her state of recollection.
"I shouldn't have lashed out, Haseul. I'm sorry."
"You have every right to be mad, I'm the appointed Leader and I can't even uphold a simple task. Even I'd be mad at myself." Jinsol snorted from behind her which made Sooyoung glance at the member, finding Jinsol eyeing Haseul from the side before flipping another page from the stack.
"You mean tracking down this profiler from just one initial? Haseulâyou can't even find the right curtains to hang inside your room without Yerim." Sooyoung's lips broke into a grin which made Jinsol release a laugh, making the Leader turn to look at her members who were now laughing amongst themselves as they eyed the paper in Jinsol's hands. Haseul then looked up to find Sooyoung's careful eyes directed on her, the member giving Haseul a determined look in contrast to the Leader's downcast expression.
"You might be the Leader, but we are a team, Haseul. We'll get through this mess, with or without the previous Boss' help." Haseul tore her eyes away from Sooyoung to look back at Jinsol's thoughtful expression as the member continued to inspect the pageâuntil she found Haseul watching her, so she gave her an encouraging look before raising a fist in the air.
"Damn right we are! Fighting!"
"If you use that language in front of Y/NâI swear, Jung Jinsolâ"
"Your sister is a year away from graduating High Schoolâshe's old enough to know if cussing is bad or not."
"You don't tell me how to raise my sister!"
"She's our future Boss! She can decide that for herself!" Sooyoung placed her hands on her hips as she continued to banter with Jinsol as the member continued with her task, the two completely back to the way before their feudâwhile Haseul watched them silently, feeling the anguish of her assumed failure as a Leader slowly dissipate as Jinsol and Sooyoung continued on. The interaction had somehow eased the Third member's worries, the sight reminding her that no matter what happenedâthey were still the Twelve, and with that, the world would still be turning for as long as they'd stay like this after whatever may cross their path.
"Until we've figured out who this person is, be that they're in this Family preparing for another coupâor from outside, this stays between the three of us," Haseul stated, making Jinsol's look up to clearly try and object but one pleading look from Haseulâshe had known that her intentions were nothing but for their safety, "please, the more people that know about thisâthe harder it will be to find them. One word about this from anyone but us.."
"They'll know we're onto themâgot it."
"But what do we do about Lee Seokmin and his members?" Sooyoung crossed her arms on her chest as Haseul turned to look at her, more composed than a few moments ago.
"They'll be returning to the village that Jeon passed onto them in a few days, I made sure that he didn't recognize that I wasn't the Heiress he was talking about. All he can pass to whoever he pleases is that the Y/L/N Family's Heiress is back in her rightful place." Haseul concluded as Sooyoung released a heavy sigh, looking at Jinsol yet again but this timeâJinsol had lingered over one specific page.
"What is it?" Sooyoung leaned over to check at what the member was staring at, which made Haseul completely turn to peek as well when Jinsol practically gripped onto the stack in worry.
"From the beginning of the document, they never mentioned any namesâthey even labelled Jiwoo and Jungeun as Upperclassmen A, and Upperclassmen B," Jinsol placed a finger on a specific sentence on the paper before looking up at Haseul and Sooyoung, "'4:35PM: The Heiress returns home. Property under the name of 'Ha', a civilian household consisting of two adults and three daughters.'"
"Don't tell meâ"
"Who ever this 'R' person isâthey know exactly which one of us is the Heiress."
Hyejoo had just shut the door to Jungeun's empty room, signalling the end of her morning rounds which consisted of surveying the vacated rooms of the members that typically headed to school approximately two hours before herâwhen she had realized that today marked the fifth day since the incident, which made it Wednesday. And Wednesdays were different, because in that specific day Yeojin and Yerim would accompany Jungeun and Jiwoo for early morning Student Council. With Yerim being the President of her class, and Yeojin being her ownâJungeun had briefly talked the two into either occupying their roles once they've graduated, or at least being part of it.
The two Maknaes were quick to take her up for it, being that they had fit the credentials wellâthey'd agree without a doubt, but that had meant that every Wednesday, Hyejoo would only have to drive her and Chaewon to class. And it wasn't that she wasn't on good terms with her Gowon-unnie, it was quite the oppositeâbecause every Wednesday morning would be Chaewon asking Hyejoo about how she's been, and how she had felt about whatever had happened the days before. Somehow, it had slightly bothered Hyejoo that she had always started off their conversation in that manner since Yeojin and Yerim rode with the two Unniesâbut the ride had seemed to grow on her once she realized that the Eleventh member wasn't shooting up a conversation to fill the silence, but to genuinely ask Hyejoo how she's been.
Park Chaewon had surprisingly seemed to have understood her even in that alley, which was something that goes over Hyejoo's head sometimes.
The Twelfth's eyes seamlessly connected with your door in the middle of the hall as the recollection of the alley felt similar to what happened that day, and being that only room in that specific hall was only occupied by youâwith Haseul, Sooyoung, Jinsol, and Kahei being everywhere at once, the closest member that could reach you incase of an emergency was Jungeun, because her room was the closest to yours. Hyejoo started to make her way to your room almost subconciously to check up on you when she was met by the unusual sight of Jeon Heejin who was never usually awake this early in the morning, already dressed in her uniformâglowing as if she'd just awakened to the greatest sleep she's ever had, her eyes even widening in surprise as she found Hyejoo coming from the other end of the hall.
"Son Hyejoo! Good morning!" Heejin waved enthusiastically with both hands outstretched, making the Maknae scrunch her nose up in distaste as Heejin grinned adoringlyâeyes turning into crescents while she continued to her venture into your room, the sound of her footsteps lightly decreasing as she neared. The First member carefully twisted the handle to peek into your room, her smile impossibly widening as she expected to be greeted by the sight of you laying on your side with Jeon Stitchie and Hyunjin's Shiba Inuâonly for her to squint her eyes through the darkness to find the two stuffed toys but not even the top of your head revealing from the covers in sight.
"Y/N-ah~?" Hyejoo heard Heejin call from her position, slightly peeking through the door frame, making the Twelfth member furrow her brows and stand behind the member just as she had flipped the light switch onâilluminating the empty room before walking inside and making her way over to the door that lead to your bathroom, pushing it open to find it unoccupied as well. Heejin continued to scan the room, even getting down on her knees by your bed to check if you were under it as Hyejoo stayed put by your doorâwatching her Unnie's puzzled features slowly turn into concern just as she saw someone approaching by her peripheral vision, she turned to find an equally confused Chaewon standing next to her before the Eleventh turned to her.
"Have you seen Vivi-unnie?"
"Did you just come from the Surveillance room?" Hyejoo questioned in reply, but before Chaewon could even get a word outâKahei appeared from the end of the hall, seemingly reading a book while doing her rounds as she donned her reading glasses. Heejin had managed to slide past the two members just as Kahei was about to walk past them, making the woman look up from her book to eye the startled trio in wonder.
"What's with all the worried looks? Did something happen?" Kahei asked softly, making Hyejoo and Chaewon exchange glances while Heejin looked at your empty room before looking back at Kahei.
"Unnie, Y/N's not in her room." Heejin stated in a tone that had slowly started to reflect her dismay, but as Kahei tilted her head at the three something flashed in her eyes before she stared directly at Heejinâas if she should've known.
"Of course she isn't, she already left with Jungeun and Jiwoo. Why? Is there something I should be worried about?" Hyejoo's eyes widened in surprise as Heejin mouth popped open at Kahei's nonchalant reply, Chaewon was the only one of the three who had managed to not be surprisedâconsidering that she had been looking for the Fifth member to ask why she had been the one to send you and the other members off as she watched a replay of the cameras just as she had woke up.
"You let her go, just like that?"
"I didn't see a problem with itâshe had me convinced, afterall," Chaewon raised a brow at Kahei, to which the member only smiled at before walking past the bewildered Heejin and Hyejoo and return to reading her book as she walked down the hall, "Heejin, it must be some miracle that you woke up before Hyunjinâbut if you don't wake her up you'll both be late to class. You two should start getting ready as well, Hyejoo, Chaewon."
The three members watched as Kahei disappeared from the hallway, turning to face each other briefly before hastily doing as the member had told. Heejin switched the lights off and shut the door before speed-walking down the hall to Hyunjin's roomâpounding her fist against the door the second she reached it and tugging on the handle as she followed by calling her member's name. On the other side of the door, Hyunjin had already been awake, she was just about ready to leaveâall she needed was to attach her pin onto her tie which she had quickly finished, so she grabbed her bag from her desk to pull the door open and roll her eyes at the sight of her aggrievated best friend.
"I get itâyou woke up before me for the first time in years, you don't have to shove it to my face." Hyunjin pushed past Heejin who was trying to catch her breath, breathing in deeply before stopping Hyunjin dead on her tracks with what she was just about to say.
"Y/N isn't in her roomâshe left with Jungeun-unnie and Jiwoo-unnie to school!"
"..She what?"
Greetings,
I hope this message finds you wellâsike with the formalities, it's a tumblr post, there's no need for that. But what this Author's Note actually needs is.. An apology (even though I came clear with you all if you've read through the first chapter to not be too attached with this story) because it's been over two months since my last story update!
But in all honesty, I'm not even sure if it had actually been two months or.. A month and a few daysâbut still! Am I back? Maybe~ What could JJ have been possibly doing to go MIA for this long? Real life stuff, but mostly the overwhelming feeling of Orbit twitter that's.. Something, a true bit of love and hate between that.
It's actually funny how many Episode VI's I've wrote before properly settling with this one, the first draft had too many new characters involved (spoilers for who they are? I'm sure if you've read a few LOONA ficsâit's just in between those lines), the second and nth were all too messyâand so there's this one! I think it's a nice turn, considering that this is the half of Act I. and I literally just wrote this in one go again, I really can't believe myself at this point.
Though I think most of our new readers that are following this blog is more into the OS spectrumâso I should maybe start leaving posts? Like.. Talk? But it's not really my thing, having posts up but it's just me talking about God knows whatâI don't really know how to feel about it.
I'm getting way over ahead of myself again, so yeah. I truly hope you guys are doing well out there, what's happening outside of these social media platforms is absolutely petrifyingâI made this blog as an outlet to express how much I love the girls but you can't escape the crippling truth that is reality itself. This world is unforgiving even to those who had never done anything drastically wrong, and for a writer to not have the proper words to express how they truly feel about what's happening around them.. Please take care of yourselves, and I'm sorry for not being able to find the right words for this.
Orbit~ Hello, I went to Namyangju a while ago! The river was frozen and the snow piled up so I just jumped into it. I got so excited!! The scenery is so pretty right? Orbit, you should visit here one day~ There's a cat, toođ¸
Pairing: Kim Hyunjin & High School Student/Idol Female Reader.
Summary: Y/L/N Y/N was never the center of attention when she was a student, she was never really recognized by her peers because she blended in so well in the academyâuntil news broke out after their graduation that she was debuting as a soloist under a big company. With that, Y/Nâs name grew into the entertainment scene, her songs topping the chartsâeven having enough credit to be called in to guest MC for a KCON event, which the idol did not even think twice about accepting. As rumors of Y/N being assigned to the Global Girl Group LOONAâs event, both artistsâ fans were thrilled with the interaction. Well, you could say other than Y/N and LOONAâs second member Kim Hyunjinâwho blatantly had confessed to having feelings for the soloist before they she had debuted.
âYouâre looking again, Y/N-ah? Really? You do know about the dating rumors between her and Jeon Heejin.. Right?â
Your eyes stayed glued on the view outside the window, chin resting on the palm of your hand as you continued to watch the Track team jog down the fieldâparticularly on the laughing brunette who wonât stop smiling to herself while she pushed a few of her teammates, teasing her for some reason you could only wonder about. The girl made a turn around the track so your view of her flushed features were blocked, giving you the opportunity to scan the field for the figure that usually lingers somewhere around the area. And there she was, impossible to missâstunning visuals even from your view through the window of the fourth floor, Jeon Heejin, on her phone as she talked to her friends and a few followers flocking around her.
She didnât seem to be paying attention to her best friend at all, almost as if she just decided to drop by and talk to the Track Athleteâwho also doubled as the second member of the idolâs recently debuted girl groupâbefore leaving and continuing about her day, coming back after classes to walk home with the girl.
âSeriously, if I was Kim Hyunjin I would be worried that youâre my Sasaeng or something..â
âWill you cut it out? Sheâs just watchingâGod, you act like Y/N is obsessed with her. Everyoneâs acting like theyâre obsessed with Kim Hyunjin and Jeon Heejin!â
They were right about one thing though, about everyone being obsessed over those two, you couldnât entirely understand it but you had guessed that everyone suddenly wanted to be friends with the two because they were idols. But through your eyes, they were just like youâjust two girls finishing their last year in High School, and excluding the fact that none of your schoolmates knew that you had already signed a contract that locked you into the idol life after youâve graduated. But some of your closest friends knew, and the said close âfriendsâ being ITZYâs Shin Ryujinâwho was actually the one that told you about being friends with the two, and endlessly raved about them as you mentioned that you were schoolmates.
All of this happening while these girls around you, these "friends" of yours who knew nothing about how youâd cover it up to them that your late night expeditions were just cram school but in realityâit was actually practice.Â
Though watching this was insane to you, the sudden spike in recognitionâpeople theyâve never talked to acting like theyâve been friends forever, being pulled to the side for a picture, all the attention theyâve never had suddenly there because.. They became a figure. You could say that you were watching the two not because you were in awe, but ratherâtaking notes, what to do and what not to do, and you were learning a lot. And with the information you gathered, youâve concluded that Kim Hyunjin and Jeon Heejin really are good people, but for now at leastâyou didnât want to be associated with them.Â
Just for the entire potential pre-debut drama that might come with it after youâve debuted.
âTheyâre really pretty.â you commented, just to entice whatever reason it was for your classmates trying to converse with you for. They were never really your friends, and definitely are not after the continuous spiteful remarks theyâd pitch in whenever theyâd hear about the two idols.
It wasnât that you hated these girls, but you just canât be friends with people that are overpowered by envy.
âOf course they are, theyâre idols, Y/N. Ugh, whateverâIâm going back to my seat.â you didnât even bother to check if they actually had left, but you just kept your eyes locked on Kim Hyunjin who was now sitting on the field. You continued to observe until your teacher entered the room, which made you tear your eyes away from the scene to stand up to greet her along with your classmates.
Completely missing Kim Hyunjinâs piercing gaze directed on your figure through the window from the field.
âCome on! Arenât you the least bit excited? Youâre debuting in three days!âÂ
You had stayed in school for a bit longer after being called into the faculty, your adviser reminding you about the award that would be given to you in the ceremony for your debut dateâasking you if you were still going to go for it, and congratulating you along the way. And just as you were slipping your shoes on, Ryujin called to suddenly bombard you with congratulatory messagesâall while you can hear the speakers behind her blasting ITZYâs songs which had meant that the girl was currently practicing, but decided to call you through her break.
As if you werenât going to get Tteokbokki later once sheâs finished, something about it being an advanced celebration for both of you graduating and your own debut dayâbecause you would both be too busy on the said date.
âIâm too hungry to think about that right now, you know how Iâve been on diet since last week's photoshootâthis is the only time my manager said itâs okay to eat whatever I want..â
âHeâs scared of me, as he should be. Iâll beat him up if you pass out in the practice room again..â
âSeriously, Ryujin you areââ
âKim Hyunjin!â you stopped just before the entrance of the building, tentative steps pulling you closer to the side of the building. The back of an unfamiliar schoolmate of yours was the first image that had greeted you as you peekedâmaking you clamp a hand on your mouth, stepping away from their view once you saw the dark look casted on the face of the track-suit wearing idol who looked down at the girl with the yellow letter in hand.
âPlease accept my feelings, Kim Hyunjin!â
Your heart hammered heavily in your chest, quickly tapping the red button on the screen of your phoneâsomething that you can only apologize to Ryujin for later, but that isnât important right now. As of the moment, you knew you werenât supposed to be lingeringâyou should be willing yourself further to leave the area because this was something private, it was a situation that can only be resolved by the two people involved, but all you could think of was that..
You wouldnât know how to deal with this either, this was a girl andâit wasnât entirely wrong for idols to have same sex relationships because even the opposite would be considered a scandal. If Kim Hyunjin were to accept this.. If she were to even consider this.. Right now just when she had just debuted..
âWhy?â Hyunjinâs cold voice pierced through the silence, the tone even making your own heart drop but your mind quickly raced to find an explanation you would use if you were in the idolâs place.
âSorry, I donât mean to sound so harshâI just canât be in a relationship right now, Iâve just started my career..â
âIâwell, youâre cool! And youâre pretty! You like the things I likeââ
âIâm really sorry, maybe we could at least be friends?â
âNo! Thereâs more! Thereâs..â the girl pulled her phone out to show Hyunjin something, making the idol lean a bit closer to stare at whatever it was and from the way her lips pulled into a frownâit was something that had made her even more upset, somehow, âI went to your first fan signing event, and lookâeven the 1/3 one too! Look, if you would just give me a chanceââ
âAnd thatâs enough for you to say you love me?â your fingers clenched around your phone at the dry laugh Hyunjin let out, your patience wearing thin as the idol continued to push the poor girl. The girl stammered for a moment, making you slightly peek to find a look of disbelief on Hyunjinâs faceânot at all seeming to be mocking the girl but actual concern, as if she wanted to actually get into the root of why she had confessed in the first place.
For a moment, once you heard her dry laughâyou thought that the girl had really lost it, with her idol mask dropped. But how she had carefully stared at the girl, how her fingers seemed to dig themselves into the hem of her jacket.. She was worried.
âYou only love me.. Because Iâm an idol?â
âStopâI didnât say that! Youâre putting words into my mouthâwhy are you being such a bitch!?â Hyunjin visibly flinched at the sharp tone of the girl who fumed at her statement, making you also tense up in your spot.
This.. This isnât supposed to be how itâs supposed to go. The unknown girl was just supposed to walk away crying, something along those lines but not hate on the girlâshe says she loves her but.. This isnât..
âYour name is Yoon Jiyeon, right?â the idol asked, inhaling deeply as the toxic girl stayed silentâgiving Hyunjin enough time to straighten herself and give her a polite smile, âJiyeon-ah, thank you for being my fan. But I think you should consider how you treat people first, be kinder to themâbecause if you end up actually liking someone, and this is exactly how you treat them.. Jiyeon-ah, youâll end up alone.â you could feel the blood draining from your face at Hyunjinâs unfiltered words, knowing that it was enough to put the final nail in her careerâs coffin if it ever got out.Â
And with the sharp sound of the girlâs hand connecting with Hyunjinâs cheek, your phone dropped in your hand and the sound made Hyunjinâs vacant eyes snap to yours, which quickly widened as she realized that it was you.
âI got that all on voice recordâI knew this would happen, say goodbye to your career Kim Hyunjin!â the girl sneered at Hyunjin before turning to leave, which made her face youâthe annoyed look on her face flashing into shock for a moment, until it snapped back to annoyance once more.
âWhat are you looking at, loser? Get lost!â she hissed as she walked closer to you, aiming to walk past you as your eyes stayed locked on the phone she shakily held in her hand.
What were you thinking?
âYah! Give it back!â
You shouldâve just minded your own business.
âNoâHow dare you humiliate me! You bitch!â
You just wanted to watch, like the usual.
âRun!â you felt a hand grab yours, dragging you away from the girl and the crushed phone by the side of the wall as your feet did itâs best to keep up with the speed of the girl that pulled you past the school gateâwith the girl that you both had just left screaming as she practically pulled her hair out. The burning in your thighs didnât cease, your head turning to face the image of the girl you had always watched from the fourth floor windowâsmooth dark brown strands of hair lightening just as the sun setting in front of you two caressed them, the cold evening slowly creeping in but that didnât matter at the moment.
You just ran, wherever the girl was leading you through the side-walk with her laughter in the backgroundâyou just followed.
â..I canât believe that just happened!â
Sheâs even more prettier up close.
âI really thought I was done forâyouâre crazy, Y/N!â
Her voice.. How is it so soothing?
âI need to get a new phone..â
âAhâgive me a second,â you looked back at Kim Hyunjin who was now sitting next to you on the bench outside of the ice cream store, both of you holding onto a popsicle that was her treat as she fished something out of her pocket, reaching over to grab your free hand and place your phone which now had a cracked screen on it. You frowned at the sight which made Hyunjin laugh, leaning back on her seat as she looked across the street and to the view of the sun setting over the riverâher eyes moving back to your figure as you sighed in relief when the device seemed to still be working, opening a series of spammed messages which you quickly replied to.
Hyunjin wondered who the contact name Ryujin was.
âIâll get you a new phone on my next paycheck.â your alarmed eyes quickly snapped to Hyunjinâs unbothered ones, making you shake your head as the sides of her lips almost pulled into an amused smileâbut she had stopped herself.
âThatâs not necessaryâI was actually on my way out when I decided to snoop around, Itâd make me feel bad if youâd think this is your fault..â
âSo? Feel bad then.â you gaped at the bluntness that came from the idol, not expecting that she wasnât all cookie cutterâeven with how she handled the girl from earlier, she didnât have to act like this with everyone.. Or can she?
âY/N-ah, youâre from class 1B right?â Hyunjin asked nonchalantly, as if you didnât really have to reply because she knew everything already. Though it almost felt that way, you can never be too sure so you just noddedâlooking at the scene in front of the both of you.Â
She didnât really need more people staring at her at this point.
âThis might sound stupid, since Heejin and Iâs nameâs are practically always mentioned during every assembly butâIâm Kim Hyunjin. Nice to finally meet you.â
Finally?
âHow did you know my name? Hyunjin?â Hyunjin didnât reply for a moment, so you turned to check up on herâapparently, she was just caught up staring at you before she blinked, forming an âoâ shape with her mouth. Furrowing her brows and looking as if she was trying to remember where exactly she had heard your name from, and when she had finally recalled itâshe smiled at you.
âI was checking out clubs when we first transferred, you were the only one in the music room and a member approached me before I could talk to you. There werenât any meetings that day apparently, they told me your name.â you knitted your brows in confusion, not being able to recall a memory of herâother than when you started watching them from your window of courseâbut this was oddly surprising, that she had known you way before you knew her apparently.
âDid they tell you, or did you ask?â you bit a piece off of your popsicle, not really seeing the question as a serious oneâjust a simple way of getting to talk with her more, but since Hyunjin didnât respond you decided to apologize and tell her it was a stupid question to ask. But before you could even speak, Hyunjin laughedâmore to herself than at your question, making you look at the grin plastered on the girlâs face.
âThis canât be real..â
âWhat canât be real?â Hyunjin looked at you, something meaning to be said deep behind her eyes which made her laugh again and rise from the seat, glancing down at her melting yellow popsicle as she stood in front youâthe sunlight casting an orange glow at the gentle eyes that had directed themselves at your curious ones.
âWhat?â you pressed further, making Hyunjin lean over to get in eye level with you as you did your best not to slightly move back because the position somehow made you a bit uneasy.
âI asked,â Hyunjin answered, making you release a barely audible hum in replyâcounting down the seconds until she could finally give you some space to think, but as Hyunjinâs grin got bigger when you avoided her gaze she decided to give you what you want. Leaning back to her height and staring at the road behind her, âbecause I thought you were pretty.â she shrugged, making you almost drop your popsicle in your hand.
âBut then I started to look for you everywhere, you knowânot just in school, but mostly in school. Youâre really hard to look for, do you know that, Y/N?â you gripped the wooden stick in your hands as you tried to think of what to reply but Hyunjin got back down to your level, hands resting on her knees as she eyed your popsicle stick and her own before trying to get you to look at her.
âYouâre always in your classroom, in lunch you barely stay in the cafeteria with your friendsâI see you in the library, in the courtyard, but after a few minutes youâre moving to another place. Y/N, the year is already over and youâre still all over the place, around this time you should already be homeââ
âI was in the faculty, my adviser said she needed to talk to me.â you mumbled, which made her raise her brow and sigh as she looked at youâwho continued to refuse to meet her eyes. How was it that the girl you've been watching from afar since her debutâwas actually watching you at the same time? Even before you had been watching?
â..right, but you do know what this means right?â you turned to look at the expectant gaze of the idol, an inquisitive look on her features as you stared back with an contemplative expression.
âYouâre confessing to me?â
âYup, I know it sounds weird butâI just feel it, and I donât even know you that well so.. There has to be a reason, right? I was planning to confess in graduation too!â you sighed, looking away from the girl as she stood back up on the soles of her feet to finish up the remains of her half-melted popsicle as she waited for your reply.
âIs it.. Because Iâm cool? Iâm pretty? Because I like the things you like..?â
âHey! Thatâs not fairââ Hyunjinâs heart fluttered at the sight of your lips pulled up into a grin, followed by a laugh at the recollection of what had just happened and how that was practically the most odd thing that had ever happened to youâother than being scouted to be a soloist for one of the biggest idol companies in the entertainment industry.
Which reminded you..
âIâm sorry,â the idol tensed in her spot, the light feeling in her chest slowly disappearing as your smile turned into a somber one, âYou donât deserve to have your career hurt for liking a person of the same sex as you are.â you stood up from your seat, eyeing the darkened sky before meeting the look of disbelief on Hyunjinâs face.
âIs it because youâre.. Straight?â
âWhat? Noâitâs because youâre an idolââ
âSo? Youâre not, is it because Iâmâ"
âHyunjin, please listen,â you had placed a hand on her shoulder which made the girlâs wry smile quickly wiped from her face at the sight of the look of frustration on your features, inhaling deeply before shaking her slightly, âitâs not that I donât feel anything for youâbut this is not the right time to be thinking about yourself. There are literal lives on the line if you let yourself have thisâitâs not just you, not just your members.. But your team, your employees, your fans that only wish the best for you until you reach the top.â
âI have feelings for you, Y/N. Canât you see thatââ
âI can see that you do, Hyunjin. But,â you stared at your hand on her shoulder, trying to find the right words to say as she continued to stare at you in anticipationâno matter how much it had pained her, she had seemed to need to hear it from you unless she wanted to carry it with her until her last breath. Taking your hand off her shoulder and staring at her with a determined look on your face, meeting the clear dejection in her eyes, ânot right now, this canât be about usâbecause weâre almost there. Weâre so close to reaching our dreams and.. Weâd just both get in the way of that, you need to let this go.â
Hyunjin just stood there, staring at you as you reached for your bag on the groundâtaking in a deep breath before meeting her eyes for the last time, thinking if you should say any more to the girl that stared at you with a blank expression on her face.
âYouâll achieve great things, Kim Hyunjin. Iâll see you around.âÂ
You stared down at the cue cards in your hand, biting the inside of your cheek before looking away from it to look through the windows and find your fans and LOONAâs fans excitedly waving at youâit was heartwarming to see, both of you and the groupâs fans in such good terms under such bad weather conditions yet they still looked thrilled to be watching this unfold. The main MC stood next to you on the stage for an opening speech about the group as you plastered a small smile on your lips as she did so, completely clueless about the whirlwind of thoughts you were currently having at the memory that had played nonstop in your mind since your team had mentioned which group you were assigned to.
Ryujinâs cackles echoed through the memory as well, remembering how you had met her in the Tteokbokki place with distraught featuresâlooking absolutely stunned as you sat there in front of her and told her what had just happened. And once it was publicly announced that you had gotten LOONA.. Maybe you shouldnât have picked up that phone call from your best friend that had her laughing through most of your conversation, and she even called you earlier to wish you the best of luckâbut to also laugh into the receiver as well.
Though you and Hyunjin had never spoken to each other since her confession, it didnât stop you from giving her group your support. It wasnât hard at all, they were great and you actually were into their concept accompanied by the loreâyou even went out of your way on one of your lives to converse with your fans about their theories, and of course this had reached the members.
And with the members hearing about you, singing a few of your songsâHeejin mentioned that you did indeed come from the same school, that you were in the class directly in front of theirs. There were numerous questions directed at Hyunjin in that live as well but you were quick to leave the clip, not wanting to see if she had actually ended up hating you or whatnot. But as you went about your days, your fans hadnât mentioned anything so you had guessed that the girl didnât really speak much of youâwhich was great, that means that what happened that evening was just between the two of you and had involved no one else.
Though it did have you wondering if this was her purposely brushing the encounter off, if she had done this because she knew this would hurt both of your reputationsâor she had really saw you in a different light, the opposite of how she had seen you back then. It didnât matter now, reallyâidols have disputes, it happens, but in truth it would sting if itâs between you and Hyunjin. You were only looking out for the girl, you were more concerned about how she had seen her career than you had wanted to keep yours cleanâyou saw the surprised look on her face once you were crowded by paparazzi in the ceremony, she shouldâve known your intentions were clear by then.
But if she ended up hating you for it, there wasnât really anything you can do.
âIm Yeojin!â the MC announced as the nine other members stood on the sides, the Maknae waving in a formal manner to everyone and even going out of her way to walk over to you and shake your handâwhich had you laughing in no time, shaking your head as the girl threw a heart sign at the camera before it was your turn to announce the next member.
Of course, it had to be you.
âKim Hyunjin.â you couldnât meet her eyes so you settled on looking down at the cue cards, hoping that both of your fans hadnât caught up on your aversion by going through the words written in them just before the woman next to you announced Heejinâs name. You looked up from the cards in your hand, expecting to find Heejin already in placeâonly to directly look into Hyunjinâs eyes, making the both of you quickly look away from one another, with Hyunjin almost tripping on her own feet as she scrambled to stand next to a concerned Yeojin.
âUnnie, are you okay? You look pale.â
âBe quiet.â Hyunjin shushed the member, the mic catching the nervousness in her tone that echoed through the feedback of everyoneâs earpiecesâmaking her members glance at the girl just as they did their usual greeting before looking at the main MC who continued introducing the girls as you smiled at the camera.
âSo how are you feeling right now Y/N? With this being the first time youâre guest hosting?â
âIâm a bit nervous, actuallyâitâs the cue cards that Iâm afraid to mess up, Iâve always been a fan of LOONA so..â Chuu squealed from her spot while Yves grabbed onto Olivia Hyeâs arm to start dramatically singing your most recent song, the intimidating girl making you flustered when she returned the girlâs energy. The members ended up trying to one-up one another for your attentionâexcept for a silent Kim Hyunjin who had a small smile on her lips as she just noddedâso the main MC quickly asked them to take their seats before it got too much about you than the group. The event had passed faster than youâd expect it to, even though you and Hyunjin barely had any interactionâher members were too soft to ignore, they made your first hosting experience go smoother than you could have ever imagined it.
But if you thought you could easily slip out of the girlsâ hold that fast, you should think againâbecause just before they were supposed to make their way to the dressing room to get ready for their performance, they were quick to engage a conversation with you which almost felt as if it would never end until their staff called for them. So you took this as your cue to leave, bowing before turning to head to the stage when you felt fingers wrap around your wristâmaking you turn in your heels as you were dragged into a less crowded area in the set.
âWhatââ
âI still have feelings for you.â you choked when you met Hyunjinâs glare, your eyes locked on the idol who looked almost as if she sprinted from the dressing room the second she was done getting changedâbecause she had donned her stage outfit, contrasting her members that just lingered to talk with you.
âThis isnât the right time to be talking about thisââ
âYou told me to forget about it, right? But how can I do that if I see you everywhere, hear you everywhereâdo you hate me this much? Y/L/N Y/N!?â Hyunjinâs grip tightened around your wrist but you didnât wince, the image of the girlâs eyes slowly brimming with tears made you glance at the staff who passed by yet didnât seem to see you two at allâso you made a move to shift the distraught girl even further out of view so you stood in a way that blocked her from being seen by anyone. Placing your hand on her own that were on your wrist to give her a calculated look.
âDonât cry here.â
âIt's still about them? After all these years you still don't think about yourself? Y/Nâ"
"I was watching you, beforeâthe same way you did with me," you carefully told her, watching her angered expression slowly turn into a look of confusion as you felt her fingers loosen around your wrist. A small smile on your lips as you scanned her features, "after that evening, I found myself doing the same thing you didâwith looking for you everywhere."
"What's that supposed to mean?" Hyunjin grumbled, sniffling as you melted at the sight, even though it was a painful scene to watch. Reaching over to tilt her head up so her tears don't smear her makeup, she looked even more confused but still let you place your fingers on her chin.
"I guess you can say that your confession made me realize that I wasn't only watching you because I wanted to prepare myself for when I become an idol," you swallowed sharply, trying your best not to lose your train of thought at the sight of Hyunjin continuing to stare at you, "I think it's just funny how the first thing that came to my mind after I debuted was that I needed to talk with you. You know, after I told you to forget about it."
"Is this.. You confessing that you like me?" Hyunjin took your hand off her chin, holding it firmly as she squinted her eyes at you as if trying to see if you were kidding or not.
"Why? Does it sound like a setup? I'm trying to tell you I like you back, it took some time to thinkâ"
"But you still won't date me?" you opened your mouth to reply as Hyunjin raised her brow, swiftly grabbing ahold of your neck to pull you closer to her and making you yelp, almost actually falling into her holdâbut Hyunjin was strong enough to hold you both in place, the closeness of your faces making your mind flash back to that evening but also fully recognize how mature her face has gotten.
"But you still can't kiss me?"
"H-hey, I told youâI've just come into terms with liking you, you're pushing your luck, Kim Hyunjinâ"
"You're the one pushing your luck, I've liked you for years and you think I'd just let you get away with acting like this?"
"Yah! Kim Hyunjin! Where did that girl run off to.." you had reflexively pushed Hyunjin off of you, making her stumble back as you turned to face a clueless Haseul who had her brows knittedâbut as soon as she saw you her eyes lit up and a warm smile eased your flustered state.
"Y/N! Have you seen Hyunjin anywhere? She left the dressing room earlier looking a bit under the weather, but Vivi and Gowon are almost done.. If you see her can youâ"
"I'm here, I'll catch up later." you felt your heart stop once Haseul's eyes moved from you to her member, to then move back to youâmaking her smile turn into a smirk before she nodded.
"Right.. Later." Haseul snorted before waving at you and meeting Heejin down the hallway who was complaining about Yeojin bothering herâthe sight looking almost like a sibling fight.
"So.. Where were we?"
"Goodbye, Kim Hyunjin."
"What? No! You can't do this to meâI want my payback! Y/N!"
Long time no see, long time no see~
A week passed by too quickly, I thought I posted a few days agoâturns out itâs been a week and three days? But Iâve been very busy this week so it was honestly weird how I went in and out of the writing mood when I had so much on my plate, I wanted to write to relieve some stress but I guess it just frustrated me even moreâitâs funny lmao.
New template! Do you guys like the inverted borders or.. Through my screen it looks better than the first oneâmaybe more cleaner? And I like it better because of that? Oddly enough when I changed it to the new one it reminded me of this version of Lightning Mcqueen.
 (Did I ruin the OS for you guys? Yes? Ok, sorry thenâLightingâs staying though lmao.)
Also, new template because I got into photoshop, and now there is no way youâll ever see the gifs in non-high definition form no longerâIâve also learnt how to color change objects in videos for my gifs, (and when I tell you guys that Iâve thought of another Jinsoul OS that I thought would be a cool concept.. I keep Jinsoul-baiting Iâm so sorry, she just has the greatest ideas from me, sheâs not even my bias but her power.) and Iâve also learned how to change the header colors in the actual color hex of the members. All that while Iâm balancing my irl life in a span of a week! Still canât believe that even on my free timeâIâm still pushing myself to be productive.
Also! By the wayâweâve reached 100 you guys! And with thatâa blog that Iâve binge read obsessively before I made this blog is part of you guys. Iâm too shy to tag so if youâre reading this..Â
How about you guys, what have you been up to? Did the week pass by smoothly with you guys too? I really feel like something shifted in this week for some reason, but maybe thatâs just me you know? But damn, you guys really grow fast donât you? I remember feeling so shy when we just had around 10 butâyou guys..! :(
I want to keep writing more for this blog, I have so many ideas yet itâs as if only time will tell when Iâll write it exactly the way I want it to.. Because fics like this was done in one seating andâI want to put more thought into it so it would be clearer! More expressions! But for now.. We can settle for this, yeah? At least we know sheâs still writing, thatâs a place to always start.
Laters (hopefully for not more than a week again),
Summary: As the members of The Twelve stepped up to quickly fix the incident with the Lee Family before it had caused a stirâyou were kept in Eden, under the supervision of the majority of your members. The girls had noticed a change in your demeanor once youâve snapped out of your shocked state, in which you had somehow felt as if you were almost easing yourself into their lifestyleâwhere the opinions of the members about your change were torn into different sides. But you were in your own world, aimlessly familiarizing yourself with Eden until you stumbled upon what you thought was an unoccupied Library, meeting one of the youngest membersâChoi Yerim, who had apparently shared the same experience with the incident.
[TRIGGER WARNING: BRIEF MENTION OF DEATH, BLOOD, AND WEAPONRY. SKIP 8'S BACK STORY IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS.]
Chaewon had just slipped out of the kitchen when she heard a loud thud echoing from down the hall, followed by a groan to which made the girl trail towards the sound. She was then greeted by the sight of her members scattered all over the courtyard, with Hyunjin laying on the grassâa drained look set on her features as Jungeun leaned over to the girl, a knowing look on the blonde's face as she offered her a hand.
"I told you, watch out for your legs." Yeojin sat on one of the couches, observing the two with wide eyes before she turned to Heejin that sat across from herâthe First member mindlessly doodling on her iPad until she noticed the worried look Yeojin had directed to her, so she flipped the device to show her the comic she had made of Jungeun throwing Hyunjin over her shoulder.
Except in Heejin's artwork, Hyunjin didn't seem to have survived the impact.
"Ah, Chaewon! You're on a break from watch duty?" Jiwoo called for Chaewon, who was still standing by the glass doorsâher nose scrunched up as she watched Jungeun pull Hyunjin up on her feet, the younger member dusting herself before she placed her hands on her hips to look at Chaewon. The Eleventh member shrugged before walking over to the couches and taking the seat next to Heejin, turning to look at Jiwoo as the member placed the vinyl in the record player.
"No, I was supposed to grab Hyejoo a drink but I thought someone was dying in here."
"I was caught off guard!"
"Could've fooled us." Heejin monotonously replied, which Hyunjin had barely shouted a reply back when Jungeun threw a knife at herâto which she had barely dodged.
"Yah! Unnie! I can'tâlet me catch a breakâ"
"Has Y/N left her room yet?" Chaewon turned to Yeojin, resting the back of her head against the backrest of the couch as the youngest member pulled her knees up against her chest. Picking on the fabric of her sweatpants as her eyes stayed glued Jungeunâs stance, the girl throwing punches without hesitation and alternating a few times with high kicksâall of which Yeojin didnât know exactly how, but Hyunjin had avoided with a concentrated look on her face.
"I think I saw her walking around yesterday, but she.."
"She wants to be left alone, consider it as our first order from her." Kahei entered the courtyard, eyes locked on her phone until she sat next to Yeojinâplacing it down on the coffee table as Jiwoo made her way over to the couch as well, sitting on it's arm next to Yeojin before staring up at the blue sky through the glass ceiling of the courtyard.
"And what did Haseul-unnie say?" the Fifth member, and the acting leader in Eden inhaled sharply as Yeojin leaned over to cuddle against herâmaking Kahei gently pat the girl's hair before she look back to Chaewon.
"Follow her ordersâwhile making sure she's still protected."
âWhat about Hyejoo-unnie?â Yeojin looked up at Kahei who opened her mouth to reply but when nothing came out, Heejin looked up from her iPad to turn to Chaewon who was staring up at the sky just as Jiwoo was.
âStill nothing, she hasnât left the surveillance room since the incident three days ago.. Even Yerim is acting strange..â Chaewon trailed off in deep thought, making the members on the couch look at the Eleventh member. Jiwoo stood up from her spot to inhale deeply and scan the glum expression that sat on her membersâ faces, huffing before standing tall on her spot.
âWell.. We still have to do our roles for this to workâwe canât just sit here and do nothing while we wait for the Unnies to get back! We.. Um.. We need to get our Hyejoo and Y/N back to their old selves!âÂ
â..And how to we do that?â Hyunjin asked as she neared the couch, wincing while clutching her arm before taking Jiwooâs previous seat on the arm of the couch. Jiwooâs eyes lit up but she seemed to have not come up with a proper idea so she just stood there, pouting until Jungeun reached the Tenth member to nudge at the girlâs shoulder with her ownâcrossing her arms on her chest to look at her members pointedly.
âWeâll wait them out, at this point we should know better than to cross barriers with one another. We have our own way of dealing with our thoughtsâand if this is how they want to keep doing it, itâs fine. Weâll be here when they need us.â
âBut Jungieââ
âI know youâre still hurt about Y/N asking you to leave her alone,â Jiwooâs face fell at the sudden flash of your expressionless features as you requested to be left alone the second she had seated you on the edge of your bed three days ago, with only Jungeunâs comforting hand snapping her out of her flashback to find an look of concern set on her best friendâs features, âbut it wasnât your fault, Jiwoo. Itâs just how Y/N wants to deal with it and we should all respect her decisionâeven if it goes against what we want.â
âHyejoo will get over it soon enough.â Chaewon waved a dismissive hand in the air, continuing to stare up at the clouds as Heejin hummed in reply next to her.
âI donât want Y/N to change..â Kahei started, making the members tense up and even made Heejin turn her iPad off to pull it against her chestâbreathing in deeply while Hyunjin squinted at the sky.
âThatâs up to her,â Hyunjin breathed, turning to look back at her members with her usual expressionless facade but with her lips turned to mimic a reassuring smile that looked too artificial even for the Second memberâas if she had also resented the idea of your decision but would still serve under you as you please, âif she wants to change.. Itâs on her.â
â..This sucks.â Yeojin groaned, untangling herself from Kahei to scowl to herself.
âI thought you didnât like Y/N?â Heejin asked inridiculously, making the youngest member look at the girl in absolute shock.
âWho said I didnât? Hey! I avoided her for a reason but itâs not about her at allââ
âWasnât it Yerim? I heard her asking Hyejoo about it once..â Chaewon looked at Heejin who knitted her brows in confusion. Hyunjin snorted from her spot as Yeojin stared at the two members that sat across from her, completely bewildered at the sudden rumors spread by the one member she thought she could trust the most.
âYeah, Iâm pretty sure it was Yerimââ
âWhere is that UnnieâYerim-unnie!â
A voice which was just most likely one of your members echoed through the halls as you aimlessly walked through wherever Eden may lead you, with the thought that maybe you shouldâve observed the members more as theyâd do their rounds all over the Castle just to make sure you donât ever bump into them. But even if you observe them for days, you wouldnât have guessed who you would bump into once you even stepped a foot out of your roomâit was something that the group strategist Vivi had ever so greatly planned, it was always a different member that you had almost collided with whenever youâd start venturing too far.
However, no matter who it was for the past two daysâthey never told you to go back to your room, it was almost comical how theyâd turn back on their heels and pretend that they never saw you in the first place as per your request to be left alone. And with their effort to follow through your orders, it tugged on your heart strings whenever you briefly get a flash of Jiwooâs dejected look as she left your room that night.
But you shouldnât be thinking about such things right now, the reason you were venturing was to get your mind off those things and.. Mentally prepare yourselfâproperly this timeâto become the Heiress. You canât have that if your mind was stuck replaying the incident three days ago, more so you canât think for yourself if your members are looking at you with guilt-ridden features as if they felt bad that you had to go through it.
You had to go through it, one way or the other you were bound to. And as much as it had haunted you for the past three daysâyou had enough of it, you did what you can and..Â
Still, you canât seem to forgive yourself for it.
You paused in the middle of the hallway to place a hand against the wall, closing your eyes to steady your shallow breathing as you counted slowly in your head. The ruthless voices that had acquainted themselves with you ever since the incident had yet made their appearance, spiteful remarks about what you couldâve done instead repetitively echoing through the silence as you clenched your jaw to calm yourself down.
Get it together, Y/N. This is barely the worst that can happen once you become bossâyou need to breathe.
Dragging your foot forward, wanting to continue off into the direction you were headedâyour hand seemed to have wrapped itself around a door handle, somehow the surprise pulling you out of your thoughts. You pushed the tall door open to reveal spacious, old-fashioned Library, with the scent of wood and old books bringing you the comfort that you didnât know you had needed since you had stayed in Eden after the incident. Stepping inside the room and gently pulling the door close behind you, your eyes scanned the wide array of shelves, stacked with what seemed to be a never ending amount of books as several staircases seemed to lead to the second floor of the libraryâwhich you can see from all the way in the entrance.
The sight was beguiling, with the sunrays lighting the room through the window, stacks of books sat by what you suppose was the librarianâs postâit looked and felt just like those public libraries you used to visit as a child but instead, this was completely isolated with not a single soul but yours present.
Well, that was what you had thought until you saw what seems to be Choi Yerim, her head resting on her arm as she scribbled on a piece of paper with an empty glass next to the otherâseveral books stacked by her feet and her familiar purple book bag placed on the chair beside her. The Eighth girl hadnât seem to notice your presence yet, and so you tried your best to not make any noise as you slowly turned away to leave the room when you heard a sound of what you could only hope was not the screeching of a chair leg against the wooden flooring of the Library.
âY/N-unnie? Oh, noâplease stay, I was just about to leave!â
You turned to face a wide-eyed Yerim who was standing from her spot, fingers gripping on her pencil as she moved her eyes from your still figure then to the door. She quickly moved to fix her things, the panic setting into her features as you sighed to yourselfâpractically feeling your acquaintances rejoicing at yet another reason to pick on you for soon after the member would have left you in your lonesome, and so you decided to walk over to the member and pull up the chair across from her to sit down.
âNo, itâs okay. Go on with what you were doing, Iâm just here to look around.â
âAre you sure? Didnât you want to be..â
âYerim, please.â the member scanned your pained features as you refused to look at her in the eye, your nails digging into the palm of your jeans as Yerim slowly nodded in understanding. She sat back down on her seat, reaching inside her book back to pull out her notebook this time and silently write something on it before grabbing one of the books and scanning the pages with a concentrated look.Â
The girl could feel your eyes stuck on her as she continued to flip through the pages and write down on her paper, it went on like that for almost half an hourâwith you just watching her and the sound of her pencil making contact with the paper the only thing that had come out from the both of youâuntil Yerim suddenly stopped, eyes stuck on the book before she inhaled sharply and she looked up to meet your vacant expression.
âI went through the same thing, Unnie,â you swallowed sharply as Yerim toyed with her pencil as if she was debating if she should still continue with what she was just about to tell you, biting the inside of her cheek before she finally made her decision and she placed her pencil by the top of her notebook. Her eyes trained on the desk as a small yet torn smile set on her features, âwith what happened three days ago? I..â
âYerim, you donât have toââ
âNo, noâItâs okay because, this is the part where you probably think you have to grow from this. The bloodshed, the killingsâbut you can choose not to, you can always choose to be yourself, Y/N-unnie.â you watched the torn smile wash away from the girlâs features after she took a deep breath and placed her hands on the table to stare at them, locking them together as they started to shake which made your own hands twitch to reach out and reassure her.
Yet just like with Heejin before the incident, you couldnât seem to find it in you to comfort your own members.
You were still so weak.
âIt was already dark out when it happened, no one couldâve seen it from all the way in that alley, and the manâhe knew it too. I donât know what he was saying but.. It was something about how kids like us from Mobius were lucky that weâre protected by the Y/L/Ns, while him and the rest of his gang had to live in the streets and earn their roles into a Family that doesnât even care about them..â Yerim smiled softly to herself, shaking her head as if trying to rid herself of the darkness that was settling into her features while you sat there, fists balled up under the table while she told her story.
âHe pointed a gun at us, Hyejoo pulled me back because I was closer to himâbut I couldnât hear them.. Hyejoo was shouting and he looked so angry. So I lunged at him,â the girl paused for a moment, eyeing your figure, âI managed to knock it out of his grip and slip out of his hold, Hyejoo was standing behind me and he grabbed this rod thenââ
âYou shot him.â you finished, making her eyes snap up to yoursâthe darkness in her eyes subsiding for a brief moment, only for it to be replaced with a sad smile.
âI knocked him down, but Hyejoo grabbed the gun and.. Kept shooting until he was dead.â your blood ran cold at the image of a merciless Hyejoo, the same Hyejoo who groans every time Jiwoo tried to plant a kiss on her cheek.
The same Hyejoo that saved you and the member who slowly slid the gun off your hold and took it away from you.
âShe was nine, I was only a few months older than her but I couldâveââ
âWhere were the others when this happened?â you asked in a whisper, making Yerim dig her fingers into the skin on the back of her hands.
âIt was how we got into the Twelve, the shots brought Hyunjin-unnie, Chaewon-unnie, and Heejin-unnie to us. When the manâs friends came, they were the ones to get us out of there alive..â
You placed your head in your hands at the information, trying to steady your breathing when you felt Yerimâs fingers wrap around your wristsâmaking you look up at her as she gave you an unwavering look.
âEveryday since then I blamed myself for that, I was the one that convinced Hyejoo to not go home early that dayâI was the one that suggested we take the alley, thinking that it would bring us back to Mobius faster.. It was all my fault.â
âYerimââ
âBut Son Hyejoo, the second she confirmed that he was deadâin her bloodied state, as me if I was alright. She killed someone and asked me if I was alright..â the girlâs eyes started to tear up which made you take her hands off your wrists to firmly hold them as she shook her headânot wanting to meet your eyes as she choked.
âI needed to become stronger, I built myself up from that so I could make sure that the next time that would happenâI would be the one protecting us. Our members, Y/N-unnie.. Theyâre all I have, and yet they wouldnât even give a second thought about risking their own life for another.. It makes me want to protect them even more.â
âIâm sorry..â you croaked, feeling the burden of your existence putting the members' lives at stake. Just staring at the young girl crumble under your hold was even worse than listening to the voices in your head blame you for how things could've went three days agoâbecause what was happening in front of you will keep happening for as long as you were alive, for as long as you were the boss.
The only way for the chances of you and your members getting out of this unscathed was to live through it, you can see it in Yerim's frazzled state that no matter how much you try to put up your walls in order to protect the ones you lovedâsomehow it will never be enough to give them the safe haven that they deserve to live in. The world was against you, and yet you were not alone to fight itâwhich was both a blessing, and a curse.
"I'm sorry, Yerim." and all you could do was apologize.
"No, Unnie. I think this is just the way itâs supposed to go," Yerim sniffed, letting out a short laugh that felt more lighter than the previous mood just a few moments ago. Making you let go of her hands to which she thanked you for, wiping her tear-stained cheeks before smiling brightly at you, "it's because we're strong enough to stand alone, and yet here we are! Thirteen members and all!"
"Thirteen..?" you dragged in confusion, making the younger girl giggle before she reached over to lightly push your shoulder.
"You're the thirteenth member of course! Who else would it be?" Yerim stated proudly as you frowned.
"But my existence puts all of yours in dangerâ"
"Ah! That happens all the time! It's okay, Unnieâreally," you didn't seem to be looking any more uplifted so Yerim reached over to place her hands on your cheeks to squish them, making you look directly into her beaming smile with wide eyes as she squealed excitedly, "as long as we're all together, Y/N-unnie! We can do it!"
"H-heyâyou're younger than me!"
"By a few months! Come on unnie, we're familyâ"
"Yah! Choi Yerim let go of me!"
"As expected.. Really, this is why she's my favorite member.." Hyejoo tore her eyes away from the screen to look up at Chaewon who entered the dark room, a can of cola in her hands as she stared at the several images on the screen before looking down at Hyejoo's face. Her heart dropped at the sight of the girlâs bloodshot eyes and flushed cheeks, a clear reflection of what the Twelfth member had looked like whenever she was in her broken stateâand with no absolute hesitation, the older girl walked over to her member and placed her hand on her hair gently.
Just as she did in the alley when the girl was just about the height of her shoulder, aiming the gun up at Hyunjin who had paused to stare blankly at the younger girlâcompletely still in motion, contrasting to Chaewon who walked past the girl calmly and lowered the gun in the childâs hand, patting her hair softly once she had released the gun from her hold.
âYou did good.â
Chaewon couldn't see the girl's reaction in the dark clearly, but as the younger member wrapped her fingers around her wrist she knew that she was silently sobbing by how she had started to tremble under the palm of her hand. Chaewon couldn't help but tear up as well, but she looked up quickly to stop them from falling before she continued to gently run her fingers through the Twelfth member's hair.
"Ah, why is it so gloomy today? What a pain.." Chaewon groaned to herself before scanning the several footages that was displayed along the several monitors attached all over the walls of the dark room, her eyes locked at the particular image of Hyunjin pacing outside of your bedroom door before she seemed to have given up and left. Chaewon wondered what it was aboutâbut just before she could wonder even further, the sound of the door opening behind her had her turning to find the return of Yerimâs usual bubbly state that had always practically lit up the dark room.
âHyejoo~ I finished problem seven you can.. Hey, are you crying? Hyejoo!â Yerim whined as she made her way over to her two members, making Hyejoo push Chaewonâs hand away to groanâhastily wiping her eyes just as Yerim stood on her other side to pout at the younger girl who tried to push her away.
âYouâre standing too close, give me some space!â
âBut youâre upset! You know I donât like it when youâre upset!â Chaewon watched the two with a fond look in her eyes as they continued to bicker with one another, making her look down at the can of cola that she had meant to give to Hyejoo before finding the girl in her distressed state. The Eleventh member placed the can on the desk before taking one of the empty seats next to Hyejoo, leaning back to get herself comfortable for yet another round of watching the cameras to then find Hyunjin in the same hallway she was in beforeâbut this time, you were just about to run into her.
Chaewon smirked.
"Hyunjin? Did you just come from my room or..?" you had just rounded the corner when you were met with Hyunjin's retreating figure from the hallway that had lead to the bossâ quarters, which she had quickly turned on her heel from when she saw you emerge from the cornerâonly to stop once she had heard you speaking to her. The usual vacant expression was overtaken by a look of surprise, as if she had been caught red handed before she turned to look at you.
You couldn't really tell if she was stunned because you had caught her, or because you were actually talking to a member for onceâwhich was the result of the moving conversation you just had with Yerim.
"No? I was just doing rounds." Hyunjin clarified, knitting her brows as if she was having an internal conflict inside her headâprobably trying to compose herself enough to plaster her vacant expression back before you had pressed any further.
But the longer you stood there, the more Hyunjin realized she.. Missed you.
Your presence.
Yes, that's what Hyunjin opted for.
"Rounds? But didn't you finish this side of the wing last night?" you started to walk past the stunned girl but she scoffed to herself, mumbling 'Why do you have to be such a smart-ass?' which made you pause on your tracks to ask her what she had just said.
"I said it's supposed to be Heejin's turn but I think she overslept. You know Heejin, she's such a kid." the Second girl added a laugh that wasn't supposed to sound like a nervous one, but once she realized how it sounded she just cleared her throat and gave you a small smile.
"I'll be doing my rounds now. Good night, Y/N." Hyunjin bowedâanother thing she'd reprimand herself to once she's out of sightâbut you didn't see the dreadful look on her face as she turned to leave you in the hallway, disappearing from the corner you had just left. You could only watch her retreating figure in confusion before you shrugged it off and decided to just enter your room, only to find an unfamiliar, orange Shiba Inu plushie tucked under the blankets of your bedâlaying next to the familiar Jeon Stitchie who had apparently brought a friend. Taking a step out of the door, you tried to spot the familiar figure of Hyunjin to only be met by the silence of the halls, making you just laugh to yourself and shut the door behind youâhands on your hips as you stared at the two stuffed animals occupying your bed.
âAs long as weâre all together, huh?â you whispered to yourself before crawling under the covers, laying on your side to stare at the stuffed animals through the darkness until you had slowly fell into deep sleep.
This took so long, I thought I just about lost this forever lmao.
Also, hey! I was honestly trying to write within this past week but for some reasonâwhen your brain really does not want to work on something, it really just doesnât. So letâs just say that I took a break from writing for the week, yeah?
This break was the worst, honestly I thought this blog was done forâI couldnât write anything that was at least up to the bare minimum Iâve set for this blog.
But yeah! This week however, I finally finished a Kdrama for the first time ever and I highly recommend this for those who are into gore and suspense. Itâs not that horrifying in my opinion, because I like these kinds of genres and I think itâs just my standard of horror but.. I finished Sweet Home! It was amazing! Iâve read just a bit of the Webtoon when I was in Junior High I think, it was such a long time ago that I really didnât remember much of the first part until I saw it in the series and..
It was so coolâI choked up a bit on the emotional scenes, it was so moving as well.
But I apologize for the lack of Haseul, Sooyoung, and Jinsol content in this chapter because.. Theyâre dealing with the Lee drama? Most likely weâll see how it will add up in the next Episode but for nowâLetâs just have this one~
Anyways, weâll be half-way through Act I on the next Episode so.. Maybe another turn of events? Will these girls ever catch a break? I donât know either but.. Ok bye.
(Posting this through my laptop because my phone kept crashing when I change the colors or even link the source?)
DISCLAIMER: I am not a professional, this is post was created just to put into perspective how I always tweak the colors in each GIF I attach to my fics. I just wanted to share this because itâs honestly satisfying with the end result (and in celebration of 50 followers).
Before I got into this entire GIF in fics thing, I thought that it was cool how thereâd always be a GIF attached into what Iâd always read on this siteâIâve observed how it somehow made it easier to get into whatever it was you were reading when there was some visualization attached to it (no matter how lightly written the fic is). And Iâve done this âwriting templateâ with the two borders and the gif in the middleâbut I donât consider the fic on my other account as influenced as this account because it was just literally one drabble (if you find itâhmu lmao).
Also, I think I mislead you guys about my last writing account being back in 2014 (but honestly, I donât remember any other time than my last drabble in the Summer of 2020âI had a lot of things going on since I started attending University).
But thatâs a story for another time.
I just like the idea of incorporating the right visuals in my fics becauseâother than I donât seem to have anything else to do (lmao)âI just found it easier to write with what I can see with the imagery, and so I thought that it would be cool if my readers would get to experience the same thing and not just in my head, you know?Â
Honestly this sounds so taxing and it looks like Iâm putting too much effort into it but.. Itâs art? This blog is a passion project that had just been brought to lifeâ something we can always come back to when we feel like doing so.
Anyways, hereâs the step by step process of making the GIFS.
One. Finding The Right Visualization.
Iâm not strict in finding a source, usually Iâd be watching loonatv and Iâd suddenly be hit by the scene likeâoh, that looks like itâll fit in this idea that I thought about earlier. But what I am strict about is if I can find a better angle (this goes with the fan site sources and etcetera), because it usually starts from âthis looks niceâ and should end with âokay, itâs time to write about itâ but sometimes, sadly it would end with âI donât feel that great about the plot idea thoughâ.
But for the series stuff (such as The Heiress which is currently ongoing) itâs harder to find more cinematic shots that fit the mood. I try my best on finding a video that would set the foundation of the fic before going ahead and downloading the videos from a separate online video converter.
I also make sure to take note of the dates, the links and specially the channel name or basically the source because if I found the shot pretty and just took it without giving creditâI admire these non-profit(?) fan sites (I love vantablackâs fan cams of Hyunjin the most) so thatâs why I started to include sources. Simply appreciating the craft.
Two. Color Correcting By The Ficâs Tone.
The thing that I honestly do not like the most is the fade(?) effect that loonatv adds to their videos, Iâve noticed how they always applied this because it makes the girls somewhat âbrighterâ but it takes away their more.. Natural colors. The lighting in this shot was bright enough to somewhat strengthen the fading effect that they putâbut the thing I keep feeling upset for is that you lose a bit of the natural setting that the girls themselves make brighter.
So if itâs a light fic, a happy one shot like Rest Easy Love, Iâll Always Be Your Favorite Girl, I added a warmer tone to the GIF.
(I think I corrected it some more after recording this on my screen, but you guys get the point lmao sorry).
And when itâs a more darker type of fic, this is an example of how I envision the lighting would be like The Heiress effect (which I applied to this exact GIF just for comparison). Thatâs all to it when I CCâjust keep in mind the vibe of the fic, adjust the lighting and etcetera, and finally add the effects if you have them.
Three. The Cinematic Border And Final Export.
I found it easier to just adjust the video itself under the border to fit it instead of cropping because it really takes so much space when you crop it. Youâd barely get a full decent view so I just drag and adjust it.Â
After Iâve finished the video, I then export the file and send it to my online archives or via cable to my phone (when Iâm in a hurry). The reason why I upload it on a cloud is that sometimes after I edit the video, I tend to burn myself out so I canât be bothered to turn it instantly into a GIF.
I use my phone to convert the video into a GIF because whenever I use my video editing software it tends to not upload in this site, and after looking for the reason whyâturns out you can only upload up to 15MB of your GIF hereâI just convert it on my phone because itâs the quickest when it comes to compressing the file.
Then I open my drafts and attach it there along with my borders, and thatâs about it.
At this point I think now you guys know why I take my time to post and follow through my chapters (because I like to wait for the inspiration to hit before I start writing, and that I look for clips that will help me visualize better)âbut I just want to say that one day weâll reach a bigger audience, there will be more people expecting quality from this blog and as much as Iâd hate to admit it, I am aware that it will take a toll on me.
But that will never stop me from loving these girls because theyâve been nothing but a positive source of happiness from meâIâve been through so much last year and they somehow made me feel like myself again, and thatâs such a big impact in my current situation right now and this is how I want to express myself in loving them.
I want nothing other than to give these girls a positive light in this blog, and though times may be rough weâd still have these Y/N fics to come back to when we feel like weâre not living the Y/N life in reality.
And I know this is a lot of talk for a small followingâbut someone out there will always read your notes, no matter how silly it will be there will always be a reader that will like your work even if you donât feel confident in your writing.
Because if your following is the reason youâre writing, then write for them.
If youâre writing for yourself just as I amâdo it.
As long as there is passion inside of you, pursue it. Even if itâs just writing Y/N fics while youâre balancing too many things at once.
Summary: Jung Jinsol had always loved her groupâs fans, every single one of their supporters that she had met were all lovableâno matter if she was their favorite member or not. But among the several new faces sheâd seen in their online meet & greets, a particular girl who Jinsol had always used to frequently see in their fan sign events had made the list for the meetup. In which Y/L/N Y/N was just like any other Orbit, living her life when she earns a scolding from her bias for not meeting up as much as they used to, along with Y/N receiving an unexpected gift with her signed copy of their album.
âIs that you Guppy? Ah, I canât believe youâre trying to hideâI can see you clearly from way over here!â
You covered your face in embarrassment as the girlâs voice boomed through the speakers of the venue, with your body leaned to the side in attempt to conceal yourself furtherâthough you could distinctly hear several fans beside you snickering and trying to call for the memberâs attention. At this point, you could only wonder about what youâve done in your past life to deserve such an oddly close relationship with your idolâalong with the fact that she had never seemed to have changed with how she treated you since your second fan sign event.
But the idol didnât seem too concerned about her interaction with you as she sat back down on her chair, placing her mic on the table with a grin set on her lips while fixing the blanket on her lap. You could only breathe in a relieved sigh when you sat back up to watch your favorite member fiddle with her mic, how she looked completely as if she belonged in the spot lightâa soft smile on her lips as she scanned the crowd carefully and gave a few poses for the cameras that were directed at her along the way. The sight had always seemed to have strike a meaningful flashback to all of the other fan sign events youâve met her in, but one particular fond memory would hit harder than the othersâand it happens whenever youâd lock eyes with Jinsoul from your chair as you waited for your turn.
It was the first fan signing event youâve attended after deciding that you had finally wanted to meet her in person.
A huge part of you wished that you had been there from the start, but youâve only started to become their fan around Odd Eye Circleâs Mix & Match promotionsâit wasnât that late but still, you couldâve been there for her very first fan signing event. But the regretful thoughts were quick to wash away once youâve entered the room, finding the girl sitting there in between Kim Lip and Choerry as she donned a vest in your favorite colorâlooking exactly the same in real life as in her music videos. And if that wasnât enough to knock the breath right out of your lungsâshe was even more ethereal once you were sat in front of her, a cheesy grin set on her lips as she leaned on the desk to scan your face thoughtfully.
âHello! Iâve never seen you before.â
âYouâre my favorite girl.âÂ
And just like that, as much as the memory was special momentâit was also one of the most awkward encounters you had ever had in your life, with you blurting the words out as if youâve only meant to say it in your head for it to only come right out of your mouth. You could still feel the blood rushing to your cheeks as Jinsoul sat in front of you, blinking while Choerry and Kim Lip turned to look at the two of you with the biggest smirks plastered across their lips.
âI see.. Alright then, who exactly am I writing for?â Jinsol popped her pen cap open, looking back down on your album with a smile still playing on her lips before she noticed that you werenât replyingâmaking her look up at your flushed features expectantly as you debated what youâd want her to write. Through your blushing state, you told her to just write the initials of your name which made her raise a brow but then deciding to just do it anyway before drawing an emoticon with itâs tongue sticking outâfinishing the signature with a bunch of hearts around your initials before she looked up to find you just staring down thoughtfully at the album in her hands.
You didnât even catch your idolâs endearing gaze set on your shy features even as you moved onto your time with Kim Lip, who seemed to be easier for you to talk to just like Choerryâbut the girl kept teasing you which made you sit through your entire meeting all flustered and charmed at how beautiful she was inside and out. The first fan signing event went along with Jinsolâs gaze from your peripheral vision whenever you refused to look her straight in the eyes, and even as they leftâshe turned around to give you a shy wave which sent your heart summersaulting inside of you.
And with the second fan meeting, it was indeed the last confirmation you needed before choosing the girl as your favorite artist out of anyone out there.
âNo, Iâve thought of a name for youânot that I think that itâs better than your initials but..â even before she could tell you what exact it was that she named you, Jinsoul quickly scribbled her chosen name for you under your initials that were written by Heejin. A satisfied grin set on her lips as she leaned back to stare at her art which made you lean over to find the word â꾏íźâ written on the cover with a small fish drawing at the end, making you tilt your head in confusion before looking back up at the beaming idol in puzzlement. The moment youâve left the venue and sat in front of your computer, you quickly typed the name in the search bar to find itâs meaningâonly to find that it was a fish, most commonly known to be the âRainbow Fishâ.
And also, one of the very few fish that you can have in the same aquarium as a betta fish.
Actually, it was the most optimal fish to be in the same space as a betta.
That night, you leaned back on your chair as you stared at the signed album in a completely dazed stateâthinking about how Jinsoul didnât just pick a simple nickname for you.
But your favorite girl gave you a pet name.
And now there you sat in LOONAâs nth fan meeting, still feeling the same exact nervousness from your first event as you watched the chair in front of Heejin slowly become unoccupiedâthe fan moving to meet Hyunjin as you were motioned over by their manager to occupy the recently vacated seat.
âY/N! Youâve dyed your hair, it really suits youâah, itâs your favorite color. Of course itâll fit you.â Heejin didnât even have to ask your name as she scribbled it down on the cover, making it a bit smallerâknowing that Jinsol would always somehow write her name for you at the end.Â
âDonât you ever get tired of Jinsoul-unnie? Have you ever thought of going to our fan signs for another memberâlike me, maybe?â Hyunjin teased which made you squirm in your seat in no time and Heejin laughing loudly next to her, hitting her best friend with both hands while Hyunjin leaned over the table to stare at you in anticipation.
âAh! I knew it was you! Your hair looks so prettyâI bet Jinsoul would love it too! But what about that post of yours, the one where you were trying to convince people to stream Hyunjinâs âAround Youâ MVâhowâd that go?â Haseulâs eyes twinkled as she remembered what you told her in the last eventâafter she asked you what youâve been doing since the meeting before, to which you just scratched the back of your neck at before replying that you suppose only time will tell.Â
Yeojin stood from her spot to compare heights with youâwhich she always had done every fan sign after she had the idea that you grew taller every fan meetingâand with Vivi reminding you to bring extra layers on the next venue because she heard that the place had a history of a malfunctioning air conditioning system. Youâve barely finished speaking to Vivi when you heard a mic being tapped from the speakers, Jinsolâs low voice checking if her mic was on before she leaned over to peek over to you while you nodded along to Viviâs gentle words.
âY/N! Hurry up!âÂ
Kim Lip cackled next to the older member as you side-eyed the impatient blonde who was now impatiently fiddling with her mic, turning to look at the fan that previously sat in front of herâseated in front of Choerry while the younger OEC member giggled at the pouting blonde. Jinsol had just finished speaking to the next fan that was right before you when she started to whine like a child that wanted your attention as you sat in front of Kim Lip, leaned over as the member reached over to pat your head once you told her youâve finished the work youâve mentioned before that you were stressing over.
âYouâve worked hard, our Y/N~â
âOur!? Hey! She's here for me!â Jinsol taunted Kim Lip who just smiled at you as if the needy member didnât exist, to which you could only smile apologetically to the OEC Leader at before standing up from your seat to look at a smug looking Jinsoul who was now leaned back on her chairâarms crossed and a brow raised as she attempted to look intimidating after all the whining she had done previously.
âYou dyed your hair without asking me first? And here I thought I was special.â you grinned at the girl before playing along, glancing down at the colored strands of your hair before humming and looking up in thought.
âOh? It was spontaneous, I didnât think youâd be this much against it. I could always dye it back if it bothers you that much..â Jinsol snorted before leaning on the desk to pop her pen cap open, all while keeping direct eye contact with you as she smirked.
âNo, I just asked why you didnât tell me before you had it doneâI didnât say that I didnât like it.â you dryly laughed at her statement which made her break from the character she had seemed to be playing, making you reach over to push the album over to her so she could get her signature doneâyou were only interacting with borrowed time, after all. But Jinsol, as always didnât let it get to herâbut instead, she grabbed ahold of your wrist before you had pulled it back from the table. Quickly drawing a silhouette Guppy fish on the back of your hand and positioning her hand to start signing your album until a manager behind her tells her to let go of youâwhich she did but not before looking up to frown at the person and mumbling things under her breathe as you laughed.
âOh, I went to the Ocean Park with a friend the other day and I got you something.â you rummaged through your bag that had kept different kinds of gifts for each member, remembering well enough to not go over the top after Jinsoul had teased that youâve practically attended their fan signs more than they haveâthat it was enough to see you continuing to be a loyal fan since your first eventâbut you couldnât help but not pick the gift up, considering that it wasnât everyday that youâd visit an Ocean Park right?
And it was also as if a higher power had willed it, out of all the sea creatures in the gift shopâthere was only one stock left of what youâve picked up as a gift for the girl.
Jinsoulâs look of disapproval at your mention of a gift turned into a soft gaze at the sight of the little plush rainbow Guppy fish dangling in your hands as you beamed at her, the idolâs heart warmed at the thought of you being outside and just taking a moment to remember her in the midst of your everyday life. She then reached over to take it from your grasp just before you pulled another plush keychainâa more familiar type of fish in Jinsoulâs eyes, making the girl look at you expectantly as you eyed the two keychains.
âI didnât know if youâd want the Guppy, or the Betta so I just got both of them. Theyâre yoursââ
âKeep that one,â Jinsoul quickly snatched the Guppy keychain from your hands, a shy smile on her lips as she continued to look down at the accessory in handâcompletely disregarding your stunned features as you held up the Betta keychain between you two, âI like my Guppy.â
âAh.. Great, good to hear.â you dragged, watching Jinsoul lean back to look around for a manager before she sneaked the item in her coat pocket and met your eyes again, an appreciative look set on her features.
âYouâll be here again next time, right?â the blonde had always asked the question, at this point you wondered why she continued to ask after your meeting even though youâve never missed a single one since your second oneâbut as youâve continued to tell her that you will, every single time, youâve realized that it was just the idolâs way of telling you that no matter what happened, no matter how big theyâd get or where life leads you.
Sheâll always be there, as your favorite memberâuntil the next time youâd meet.
âOf course, Jinsoul. I promise to work hard again this week if you do the same.â
âI promise.â
And so the fan meeting had ended, the girls had directed warm smiles and waves at the crowdâmaking a point to find you in your seat and mouth a quick goodbye just before Jinsoul smiled at you, disappearing into the exit as the staff started directing how everyone would leave the venue.Â
What you didnât expect however, was that fan meeting being the final face-to-face meet & greet youâre going to experience with the girls, the anguish that had you sulking for weeks after failing to attend the last event they had due to a sudden change of schedules in your classesâyour professor announced that youâll be having a test at the time of the meet & greetâand your part time work in a local coffee shop had also needed your assistance that day. It was practically the busiest day youâve ever had since your routine of going to LOONAâs events, the day being something that you wish had never come to but what would you have done? The coffee shop was your only way of saving up money for the seatsâand you were so close to finishing your degree in Humanities, it was just one day right? What could possibly go wrong?
A sudden influx with the case of a particular disease that had caused a pandemic to happen.
Thatâs what happened.
It was all downhill from there, you were balancing your university life in the cyberspace from your bed room condominiumâall while feeling the burden of the sales dropping at the coffee shop you were working in which might put you in the list of workers theyâd lay off. The situation that had unfolded before you had your mental state plummeting in no time, it was as if you were sitting on the edge of the cliff as youâve lived through yet another day of getting up from your bedâturning on your computer, attending classes, leaving for work.. It was all robotic, and you absolutely despised it.
A few months had passed with you just trying to adjust to the circumstances, without thinking about anything elseâat your own pace, as theyâd like to call itâyou started communicating with your friends again, life seemed to have became a bit brighter than how it was just before the pandemic had happened.
It wasnât the best, but you could at least bear it better than the first few months.
You were writing down notes one night and your hand had managed to knock over a mug that youâve filled with your pens, the contents spilling on your carpet to which had you quickly reaching over to collect the pensâbut not before your eyes connected with a familiar keychain dangling from the zipper of your guitar bag. Looking up to your shelf and finding the several LOONA albums that had been displayed on itâthe Orbit light stick, the photocard file folder, the Jinsoul album sat in full view next to the 12:00 album you still bought even if you never listened to it or tuned in with them at all.
You were in so much pain yet you still managed to buy the merchandise for when you were ready to come back.
But the Betta keychain was enough for you to go to their website and give the online meet & greet a shot.
âWoah! Look who it isâah Jinsoul-unnie is going to be so surprised.. How have you been Y/N? Where have you been!?â Heejin lowered her voice when she spoke your name, you sighed before telling her things didnât go as well as youâd hope but it all paid off as you were finally back on track.
â..Really, it sucks that this had to happen butâwhat can we do right? As long as weâre here, we still have a chance of making up for the time weâve spent alone instead of making great memories with everyone..â Olivia Hye gave you a reassuring smile as you nodded to her words in understanding.
âGive me your addressâIâll sneak you a slice of Heejinâs Cheesecake when she makes some again. Itâs really tasty! I really couldnât stop myself..â you laughed at Hyunjinâs sulking expression on the screen.
âCookie Run! Cookie Run!â Gowon started chanting as you looked at her in confusion, making the girl burst out into a fit of giggles before she passed the phone to Haseul who practically shrieked at sight of you on the screen. Youâve passed through the surprised members until finally being handed onto your favorite member who was just the second to the last member you were going to interact withâto which Jinsoul didnât seem to have seen your face the first time as she was plugging her earphone through the headphone jack until she had finished, eyes widening before breaking into a full smile but then quickly masking it with a scowl.
âHey! You think youâre so brave to come here after I havenât seen you in months!? What do you think youâre doing, huh Y/N!?â Jinsoul shouted through her receiver, making you pull one of your earplugs out as you winced before giving the girl a sheepish smile.
âSorry, I know. I know itâs been a whileâitâs just..â you trailed off, trying to think of a way to properly explain the situation you were in without trying to make it sound as if youâre guilt-tripping the girl for shouting at you. The now dark-haired girl didnât take a second before she shook her head, waving it in front of her dismissively as if hinting that she was just teasing.
âI know, this pandemic is the worst.â
âYeah but I still think I couldâve at least tried to listen to your new albumââ
âY/N, you can listen to that anytime. The girls and I will always be here once you feel like youâre comfortable again. It wouldnât make you any less of a fan if you take time for yourself, you know?â you frowned at the idolâs words as she gave you a dorky smile and pulled the camera in a close angle to her face, making you crack a smile and the girl giggle.
âBut I heard that Heejinâs arms are the hot topic in our Voice performances these days, something about when they make the tree pose while Yves is dancing I think.â
âOh? I wonder what thatâs about.â
âAnd Hyunjin wearing her Apple watch to our stageââ
âNo, she didnât..â you gasped as Jinsoul laughed before the idol sighed, staring at you on the screenâalmost as if longinglyâuntil her eyes lit up and she pointed a finger to her hair.
âI also got my hair dyed!â
âI wouldnât have guessed!â
âY/N!â Jinsoul pouted as you laughed, resting your chin on the palm of you hand as you hummedâactually letting the black shade sink in.
âNot bad..â you dryly complimented the idol, teasing her further which made her groan.
âIâm your favorite!â
âYou are, and I was kiddingâof course you look pretty, you always have.â you could hear Kim Lip telling Jinsoul that it was her turn which made the girl panic, looking down at your photo album and writing down quickly.
âI missed you, just come back when you feel like yourself againâalright Y/N?â Jinsoul practically started rapping, slamming her pen on the desk as she finished signing over her picture and pulling the camera closer to show you the usual Guppy sheâd drawn over your nameâand now next to hers this timeâbefore directing the camera back to her pointed look.
âDonât stress over it! Work hard but always make sure to check up on yourselfâtake care of yourself,â Kim Lip seemed to have grabbed ahold of her arm as the phone shook in her hold, a smile breaking on Jinsoulâs lips as she resisted the members hold and struggled to keep the phone in her hand, âI love you! Iâll always be your favorite girl! See you later, my Guppy!âÂ
As she passed the device to Kim Lip, you and the member just burst into a fit of laughter practically half of the time you were supposed to be talkingâbut you couldnât help it as Jinsoul kept leaning over to tell you that she loved you throughout the final memberâs meeting. Once the meet & greet had ended, you felt the heavy weight that had set on you before the meeting vanishâthe thought of the possibility that the older girl wouldnât have treated you just as she had always did scared you so much that you started sobbing silently to yourself in your empty room, clutching the Betta keychain in hand while hugging your knees against your chest.
After the meeting, you scrambled to grab one of the few versions of the 12:00 album and before you know itâyou started bawling your eyes out once Universe started playing through your speakers.
âMake it happen to you, make it happen to you.â
The days ahead seemed brighter after the online event, with you walking home a few weeks afterâthe album playing on repeat but youâve also shuffled it some time to their entire discographyâwhen you were called by the receptionist in the lobby for a package, which you could only hope was from the meet & greet a few weeks ago. So you hurried to get into your room to unpack the box and open it to find out that it was indeed the photo album from the online eventâon top of another box with a striking shade of blue. The idea of it being from your idol made your hands shake as you reached over to retrieve it, finding it odd how it seemed to be light in weight but also had a hefty amount to it.Â
Pulling off itâs lid, you were greeted by a see-through box of what seemed to be small LEGO bricks with a manual underneath it, a tiny crocheted red bear, all on top of a brown wool plaid scarf and a baby blue sweater. You looked around the box to find anything else attached to itâand soon enough you found yourself reaching under the box to grab a blue envelope from under the container, opening it and unfolding the paper for your insides to flutter just as it used to before the fall of your mental state.
âDear Y/N (My Guppy),
Iâm sneaking these extra things in hopes that the staff wonât notice, but I thought youâd like them because while I was going through the same months as you wereâthese were the things that had brought me a sense of comfort, it took my mind off things and I thought that maybe itâll work for you too!
Because Y/N had always seemed to have me on her mind in days when we donât see each otherâjust as she had always been in mine! You can count on that!
Anyway, the LEGO set turns into an orange tabby cat (like in Hyunjinâs music video ă ă ), the crocheted bear was made by me (you should also try crocheting, it takes some time to get used to it though), and the baby blue sweater is just one of mine. Haseul seemed to have caught up to my plan and told me to give you the wool scarf that matched her shirt? I donât really know, she must want to match something with you too after she asked me about your keychain on my bag once.
But Y/N! Youâve been taking care of yourself lately, right? Just like I told you to? I just hope this simple gesture would brighten your day, because I am still your favorite girl right?Â
Ah, Y/N, I donât know what else to say. I always want to tell you so many things but our time had always been so short, and now that I have the opportunity to write it down..
I missed you.
And I love you.
Iâll keep being the Jinsoul that Y/N looks up to dearly because I know that one day, weâll see each other again and we can continue with our jokes and ask about how our weeks had been (maybe I should start asking our manager if I can just give you a reserved ticket every time). So you take really good care of yourself until then, alright? Iâll be waiting, Y/N, until we finally meet again.
No matter how long itâll take, okay?
Rest easy, my love.
Iâll always be your favorite girl.
From,
Jung Jinsol (Your Betta)."
An extra GIF because I love how Jinsoul loves us and I live for Kim Lip's embarrassed reactions every time anything remotely awkward happens in front of her lmao. And yes you've read through this correctlyâit's a one shot~
I've basically done so many things for the past few days, I think it's what people call overstimulating? But as that was happening, those allegaâtors, yes the alligators with 10 and 2. I hate how we got those after we literally were celebrating over the Haseul pic and Orbit ring message.
(I also had another writer's block moment with The Heiress but don't worry, I can see their characters again after listening to my inspo music for that seriesâwhich got me side tracked when it got to a brighter tone song and made me write this Jinsoul one shot for practice again.)
And I thought of a cute Choerry plot~
Music really gets you in a mood.
But the color correction post is coming up after thisâI just want you guys to have a feel of how I envision the scenes, it might be just a bit of light tweaking and etcetera but it really does make a difference in triggering my writing mood.
Oh and if you're wondering if I'll ever make a girlfriend type oneshot/seriesâeven I am as well, I like the idea that you could think that in the end you'll end up together or if you've been together from the start.. The underlying meanings fascinate me so much I do not have words for it.
I'm easing into this again, alright I'm going to go now but I'll be back with more stuff.
..If I don't get pulled into finishing my Little Nightmares DLC before starting on the second one.
Also, yes that was me plugging Hyunjin's MV because I love her and I love her underrated solo.
And I was thinking about posting the color correction videos, then down to the gifsâbasically the process of how I make the gifs for each chapter (it looks so satisfying in my screen). Because for some reason I haven't been in my writing mood lately, probably because I had other things to do..? BUT LET'S GET BACK TO THE POINT THAT WE'RE AT 40+ FOLLOWERS GUYSâ40+ people reading my stuff.
It's nice that you guys seem to like my content at all, and I can only wish that I can interact with you guys as freely as the accounts I've stalked in this site in foreverâbut I don't know, I guess it's just me that I find it cool how I'd even get likes, I don't even know if it'll get old but.. It's just cool, I guess lmao. I'm usually chatty with my friends in real life but since this is more of a creative accountâI didn't really get into this for anything other than because I wanted to write about LOONA or maybe other groups when I canâbut yeah, we'll just keep growing in this blog and I'll just keep getting butterflies in my stomach whenever you guys voice out how you liked the chapters.
Special mention to the accs that honestly hyped me up by leaving notes but I can't really respond to because.. Well, my writing mood self can't function if it's all flustered honestly (I swear I appreciate each and every single one, thank you). So for our 40+ follower post, I'll just tease you guys a little bit by saying I have oneshots in my draftsâtwo of Jinsoul (I've finished one of them days ago but it didn't feel as whole as I'd thought) one of Heejin, and one for Hyunjin (btw, the lack of colors in this highlight thing).
Oh and I was thinking a lot about writing a Chuu oneshot as well, a wholesome one, honestly.
I guess I'm just trying to find plots that.. I haven't seen? For these pairings at least. But I'd probably write a few familiar plots like the Jinsoul Mermaid idea, I loved that so much lmao. But I have so many ideas, I just want to write it well~
Anyways, thank you guys for following even if I literally do not have a proper posting schedule or alot of content yet.
Thank you, again.
Oh, but I'll leave my asks open if you have any questionsâI don't know for what exactly but we're chill here. It's cool~ Alright.
Summary: The esteemed guests had finally paid the Y/L/N Family a visit, to which the members could have never expected the reason exactly as to why. But along with the confusion that their visitors had brought with them, was at the price of something shifting within Y/N at the situation she had been put up to.
[TRIGGER WARNING: VIOLENCE, INVOLVES MENTION OF BLOOD AND WEAPONRY. READ UNTIL 9âS PHONE CALL IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS.]
âHave you ever heard of the story about felines predicting catastrophes before humans could even detect them?â
Hyunjin stared blankly at the man that walked in front of her with his hands held behind his back, a serene expression set on his features as his eyes gazed over to the blooming flowers that had surrounded his garden. At each exit of the field, several men in black suits had stood to guard them while the young girl with the oversized yellow cardigan tailed behind the tall man whom had graying strands on his hair, to which oddly made him seem much more wise than he was ought to be. But Hyunjin found that idea false, for the man that had stood in with his back turned to her had always spoke with a heavy tone in his voiceâas if he had thoroughly picked through each of his sentences with extra thought, it was the exact reason why sheâd allowed herself to become a part of their Family, after all.
âIâve heard of it once, from Yves-unnie.. I think. When she was sitting by the courtyard.â the man hummed in response, stopping in his tracks and turning to face the thin tree that had stood next to himâeyes examining the flowers that had bloomed from them before smiling softly and looking down at Hyunjin.
âWhen I was around your age, my parents had always kept a few animals in the houseâto the point of it looking almost like an animal sanctuary rather than a home to a Mafia Family,â Hyunjinâs eyes stayed locked on the tree as the man resumed his stroll, keeping enough distance to be able to listen to his story before she had rushed to follow after him, âit may sound oddâbecause what did you expect a house filled with hitmen roaming freely, fully armed at all times to look likeâbut youâd definitely not expect to find a deer to be standing by one of the ponds, drinking from itâs pool while a family of swans passes by and a butterfly sitting on top of one of itâs antlers..â the young girl tilted her head at the mention of the animals, feeling the weight that the memory had carried from how the manâs tone changed from simple reminiscing to the sudden somberness that had switched after he teased his Familyâs lifestyle.
âOne of my greatest friends, whom was also the Heir to his Familyâs name always had this sparkle in his eyes whenever heâd visit, stating that how our Family had lived was so different compared to hisâour home felt more of like a refuge than the active warzone that he had called his own,â Hyunjinâs lips pulled into a small smile just as the man peeked behind him to also smile at the girl, shrugging his shoulders before raising a hand to run his fingers through the flowers as the passedâsomething that Hyunjin followed as well but only by walking close to them and lifting her finger in an shy manner, âheâd always tell me that one day, he could only hope that he could build such peace with his Familyâthough he did wish that our Families had never split apart.â
âThe separation between the Mun Family and Jin Family.â Hyunjin whispered, peeking over to catch a glimpse at the man as if he would confirm if her answer was correctâto which he did, nodding but pulling his hand back to rest behind him again as they strolled peacefully through the spring air.
âOur Families together ruled thousands of territories, commanded over millions of menâso much strength to which was soon overcome with overpowering ambition, the Jin Family never knew when to stop and so they brought it upon themselves to be left by another family whom had stayed true to their colors to this day.â
âKim,â Hyunjin answered, more confidently this time. Her brows knitted in concentration as she recalled the notes that she had scattered all over her and Heejinâs bedroom floor, the older girlâs whining ringing in the back of her head as Hyunjin kept repeating keywords to herself as the other girl tried to sleep, âout of the three major Families, theyâre the wealthiest when it comes to land and associates.â
âWe donât usually take sides, but if it comes to a war of some sortâtheyâd learn to lean on us, as we would to them.â the two then stopped in the middle of an empty pond, the only view from the structure was the flowing waterfall and several koiâs that had swam freely through the clear water.
âBefore Jin had declared war against our Familyâwith Mother as the boss at the timeâour home was attacked the night before, I was just about to go to bed after studying the entire day when this.. Yellow cat, a Maine Coon,â Hyunjin looked over to the man, finding his arms crossed but Hyunjinâs eyes locked onto the glimmering blue ring that was set in his fingerârunning a thumb on the gem as he looked at the pond as he recalled that night, âshe had always sat on my Motherâs lap, but sheâd always seem to have watched over me as I slept. And so on the night of the attack, she had woke me up by biting onto my finger until I had eventually awakenedâwith our people leading me out of my quarters just before I heard the gun shots start ringing.â the man turned to look down at the younger girl whom met his gaze half-way, the battered aura that the girl with wide eyes had usually carried was almost overshadowed by the amazement and curiosity that the girl had currently beheld.
âThe yellow cat passed away just as I became boss, almost a year before my parents had passed due to old age. But those animals had aided me in my survival for my short-lived childhood, they were more of my allies than they were my parentsâ pets.â Hyunjin tore her gaze away from the man to eye his ring that rested on his arm yet again, nodding in understanding before facing the pond with the man soon following after her.
âI see her in you, Kim Hyunjin,â the man couldnât help but let out a hearty laugh at how odd it sounded, the personification of the animal and to the child he had just been introduced to within the yearâbut he knew it to himself that he had to let the younger girl know, âI believe that you have the same gift as she didâthough you havenât entirely shown signs of it yetâyou have the same spirit inside of you just waiting to be awakened. Youâre a special girl, I hope you donât ever forget that.â
Hyunjin felt her heart hammering against her chest as her eyes snapped back to what was currently happening in front of her, the voices she managed to tune out after they've entered through the doors, exchanged pleasantries pierced through her bubble of sudden recollection of the conversation between her and the past boss a few years ago. She scanned the men that had stood by the bottom of the steps, surrounded by over a thousand of your people as a man with a prince-like aura to him smiled cunningly at Haseulâalmost trying his best to appeal to her for them to carry on with whatever they had wished to plead.
"My name is Joshua, and here standing beside me are my membersâJihoon, Mingyu, Jeonghan, Wonwooâand our Heir, Lee Chan," Joshua gestured to the suit-clad men that stood behind him before placing a hand on Lee Chan's shoulder, the weight of his hand seemingly heavy as Joshua practically pulled him from where he stood to almost offer him to the Leaderâsomething which Sooyoung visibly winced at and Haseul could only eye the group for, "he had ordered us to search the city, for a particular friend of ours that had been left.. Unhinged."
"Unhinged..? What do you mean?!" Sooyoung's commanding voice made Joshua falter in his position and had the Heir taking a step back, as if he was already cowering in fear when he felt a more gentler hands rest on his shoulders this timeâthe man with the long hair named Jeonghan smiled up at Sooyoung whom looked furious compared to the different sets of expressions that had been plastered on her members' features.
"We're not looking for any trouble, we're just here for our friend. We've come here to inform you of that."
"And you didn't consult us.. On the first day of your search?" Haseul slowly dragged, eyes moving from one member to another as she now had placed a hand on her hip, to which the tallest of the bunchâMingyuâlet out a nervous laugh that echoed through the tense atmosphere before making eye contact with Joshua who's eye could only twitch at him. He then shut his mouth and inched himself closer to a stone-faced Wonwoo, eyes dead set on Heejin who had refused to meet his gaze since they've entered the courtyard.
"And this friend of yoursâyou're certain that he's in this city?" Mingyu couldn't seem to keep himself neutral, nodding in an almost child-like manner as Haseul questioned them. Chan lifted his head to look grimly at Haseul's pondering gaze, he swallowed sharply just before pulling himself away from Jeonghan's hands, getting down to his knees and bowing down completely to the Leader, leaving everyone in shock at the pitiful scene.
"Dinoâ"
"Please help us, Y/L/N Boss! I'm begging you!" he cried, continuing to plead with his forehead against the gravel and his members stunned as they stood behind him. The smile plastered on Joshua's face slowly fell into a contemptuous expression as he stared down at his boss before he got down on his knees to completely face the man, placing his hands on his arms in attempt of getting him back up on his feet but the boss pushed him back with tears falling freely from his eyes.
"No! They'll kill him, Hyung! He's lost his mind but we can't justâhe's still my brother!" Chan shouted at his member who slowly fumed at his boss' words, which made Mingyu quickly spring into action and grab ahold of Joshua as the man thrashed in his hold.
"That's what I'm trying to stopâyou idiot! You think I want him dead!? He's as much of a brother to me as he was to youâ"
"Shut up!" Sooyoung's voice cut through the heated argument before the boss and his member, leaving the two silenced in their positions as they glared harshly at one another. Sooyoung pinched the bridge of her nose before turning to Haseul who could only stare at the commotion in thought before she slowly ascended the steps and got onto Chan's level, the boss almost cowering in fear but the small smile that had graced Haseul's features had offered a slight ease to the man.
"This.. Brother of yours, do you have any idea where he could be right now?"
"Hyunjin!? Whatâhey! Unnie, help!" Sooyoung rushed to the other side of the entrance to where Heejin had practically held her best friend up on her feet, the men that had surrounded the meeting had pulled out their pistols and had them pointed at the members of the Lee Family. Haseul stood from her spot as Heejin and Sooyoung practically carried Hyunjin back into the Mansion with the Leader motioning for the goons to put their guns downâturning to look back down at the Lee Family with a completely blank expression on her face, asking them to follow her inside and talk to her about it in the lounge.
"Yah! Kim Hyunjin! You're crazyâget a grip!" Heejin's alarmed tone rang through Hyunjin's ears as the two members sat her down in the infirmary, one of the nurses that had been Kahei's pupil quickly excused herself at the sight of the three, knowing well enough that they were all capable of the same practices as she'd learnt from the Fifth girlâbut if any of the three would be an exception in the art of medicine, it would be Ha Sooyoung.
"No, noâThis isn't normal, Yves-unnie," Sooyoung placed her fingers over the girl's pulse on her throat as her other hand worked on checking her temperature then gently tugging down on the bottom lid of her eye, "Yves-unnie you have to listen to me, something's wrongâ" Heejin had placed a bucket right next to Hyunjin just the girl looked just about ready to pass out. Sooyoung then told Heejin to grab the girl some water as she firmly held Hyunjin in place, not wanting to make the girl any dizzier in her already rattled state.
"Hyunjin, you need to breathe."
"I am! But please, call Jinsoul-unnie. Call her right now, this isâthey're in danger! Unnieâjust listen to me!" Sooyoung's eyes scanned the pleading girl's teary eyes, failing to find a hint of any uncertainty and so once Heejin had returned to the room, Sooyoung quickly instructed the girl to watch over her best friend before leaving the room and taking her phone out to dial Jinsol's number.
"Sol."
"Are you in the school right now?" Jinsol furrowed her brows at the question, pulling her phone away from her ear to stare at the caller ID that had clearly shown the number '9' before she pressed it back against her ear, looking down at the sandwich in hand and then the fast food place that had almost felt as if it was inviting her to buy more. Jinsol couldn't help but shake her head at the thought before sighing to herself, pulling the door open to let herself inside the car and shut the door behind her.
"No? It's my break time."
"Jinsoulâdo you even know what the time is!?" the dark haired girl winced at Sooyoung's bitter tone as she started the engine and pairing her phone to the speakers, carelessly tossing it onto the empty passenger seat next to her before leaning back and unwrapping her meal.
"Isnât it Y/N's third period? She's literally right across the hall from Gowon. She has it covered."
"That was over an hour ago! She's in the middle of fourth period right now!" Jinsol stared down at her meal for a moment before glancing at the clock on the dashboard that clearly said 11:12 instead of what she'd seen as 9:26 a few moments ago. The girl was slightly alarmed for a moment, only to remember that it basically meant you were in the middle of classâsurrounded by civilians.Â
They wouldnât pick a fight with you there.. Right?
Jinsol quickly wrapped her sandwich before chucking it next to her phone and preparing to exit the driveway when Sooyoung told her that she was also on her way before she dropped the call.
Back in the school, Son Hyejoo was currently thinking about how she completely despised her Math teacher. Not only did the old lady had told her to stand in the back of the class when she asked Yerim if they had the same answers, but she also hated the woman for not letting her slideânot even onceâabout leaving her book behind when it was time for her class. Hyejoo could only walk down the halls of Blockberry High and make her way over to the lot, in hopes that her book was thereâeven if she didn't even do the damned assignmentâjust so she could continue sitting next to Yerim and watch the girl effortlessly solve the given problems, because watching the girlâs eyes light up was more entertaining than standing outside the hall until the class was dismissed.
The book had apparently manage to slide itself under her seat, most likely slipping out of her backpack that had always sat next to Yerim in the backseatâand though Hyejoo wouldn't call herself associated to any religion of some sort, she silently thanked whoever was watching her from up above as she shut the door of her car and started to make her way back to class.
And that's where she heard your voice.
âWhat do you want!?â you hissed harshly which made Hyejoo quickly duck against one of the cars closest to her, eyes setting on your fuming expression standing by the bench next to the vending machine as a tall figure wearing all black seemed to have took a slight step back, making him release your wrist that he had seemed to be holding as you clutched your arm to your chest, glaring at him. The man tilted his head to himself before looking back at you with an equally confused expression.
âWhat do.. I want?â he repeated slowly, furrowing his brows to himself as you stood thereânot exactly knowing whether you should run or even attempt at a swing at the taller manâbut you stood your ground, wanting to make sure he was gone before any of your members had caught up to what was happening and have the man even dare bring harm to any of them.
âI want power, of course. Enough for me and my membersâand to command over fifty-thousand people..?â
âYouâre stupid if you think killing a boss would mean you get to take over their Family.â you hissed as he looked at you like a kicked puppy, making him glance downâat what seemed to be a ring in his little finger that even Hyejoo can see from her hiding spotâbefore his expression snapped yet again to glare at you.
âYou donât know that! God, you all sound the same. You, ChanâI was the one that convinced them to let us go independent! Look where we are now!â his aggravated voice boomed through the lot, making you tense on your spot and take a cautious step back. Your eyes scanning the area for your members, finding Jungeun and Hyejooâs cars that sat parked a few feet ahead of you which brought you an odd sense of comfort.
But it soon dissipated once it dawned into you that the owners were nowhere to be found.
One of them actually were, however.
âAlright then, Iâll take the lead.â your heart dropped the second your eyes followed the man's hand that had pulled a simple black pistol from behind him, his lips downturned as he popped the magazine to check if he had any bulletsâgiving you enough time to start running for your lifeâbut instead, you stood there glued to your spot as he rolled his shoulders, smiling brightly at you and letting the nozzle rest in the middle of your temple.
âNow, be a good girl and take me to your membersââ a blur of dark hair suddenly appeared from behind the unnamed man, the gun that was held against your forehead was quickly released into the air as the towering man flipped in his spotâfalling head first onto the concrete behind him and was completely knocked unconscious before the gun slid a few feet away from him, with your eyes moving to settle on a familiar figure in front of you, eyes locked on the unconscious man with her hand gently holding onto your forearm as you stood there in shock.
"Hyejoo..? When did you..?" you barely even locked eyes with the younger girl when she was suddenly tackled onto the ground, the impact staggering you back in the process until you fell on your behind, watching the battle happening in front of you as you sat frozen in your spot. The supposed-to-be unconscious man had seemed to be aiming to grab ahold of Hyejoo by the neck, using his weight to keep the girl on the ground while his hands were being resisted by your member as she writhed under him. Your eyes quickly scanned for anything to help your member withâanything to knock the large figure that couldâve already ended the shorter girl under him if she werenât trainedâbut as you did, your eyes kept flitting over to the pistol that had slipped from the manâs hold from earlier, your ears practically blocked out as the only thing you could clearly hear was the thudding of your heart in your chest.
"No! Y/Nâlook for Gowon-unnie! Gowon!" Hyejoo cried from her spotâas if the older girl was supposed to just appear out of nowhere once she calledâwhen the man's fist had aggressively pulled back to swing itself onto the girl, aiming to hit her on the face but she managed to move her head the second it was supposed to land. His blood trickled down from his knuckles for them to meet Hyejooâs cheek as she let out a piercing screech before starting to swing right back at himâlanding a few solid strikes straight onto his dumbfounded state. You felt your heart falter at the possibility that the impact of his fist could've landed on the younger girl, making something inside of you snap and clambered to grab the pistol from the ground and stagger closer them, your hands shaking as you point pointed the weapon directly at the assailant with both hands supporting the weapon.
"Let go of her, or I swearâI will shoot." he stopped to look up at you from his position, the punches that Hyejoo had seemed to land on his face was evident at his busted brow and bloodied teeth as smiled ridiculously at you. Hyejoo had attempted another swing just as you had distracted him but he caught her fist without even looking down at her, continuing to maintain eye-contact with you in his bloodied state as he slowly started to laugh at the sight of you standing before himâhands shaking as you aimed his own weapon against him.
"You couldn't even move when I pointed a gun at you earlierâand you're telling me you'll shoot me? Go ahead, child, shoot me!â you swallowed thickly, clenching your jaw to will yourself into keeping the gun aimed at him but you couldnât seem to ignore the sound of Hyejooâs aggrieved grunts as she tried to get her hands out of his grip and the sight of her continued attempts at wriggling out of his weight.
âHyejoo, Iâll get you out of thereââ
âShoot me or I swearâsheâll be unrecognizable by the time Iâm done!â the last thing that had crossed your mind before you pulled the trigger was the members in your living room, the image of Sooyoung the first time she had told you that you could trust the members with your lifeâeven though youâve just met them. You could barely even feel the coldness of the weapon in your hands when several flashes of the membersâ reassuring smiles directed to your clueless state when a bloodcurdling scream pierced through your senses, your eyes snapping over to the man you had managed to shoot just between his shoulder and his arm who had scrambled off of your memberâpanic setting in his features as he continuously muttered âno, noâI canât die like this!â as he pressed a hand in his wound, shaken up by the sight of his own blood pooling across the sidewalk as he slowly seemed to be losing his consciousness in his spot.
"..Hey." your eyes snapped to the sight of a your bloodied member, the young girl eyeing you careful as you felt slight tug on the weapon you seemed to have kept in a tight grip. You let Hyejoo slip the weapon off your hands before watching the girl walk over to the frightened manâwho raised a hand to beg for mercyâwhen the younger girl held the gun by the barrel to deliver a final blow through his insensible state, supposedly leaving him unconscious but it didnât seem to be enough as he caught himself before he could fall on his front. Hyejoo then delivered a swift kick to his head that was surely enough knock him out for good just as a familiar blue car had just pulled over by the entrance of the school, the familiar figure of another one of your dark haired members quickly rushing over to the both of you with wide eyes as the pool of blood slowly spreading across the pavement.
"You're both.. Okay." Jinsol breathed in relief, a concerned expression on her face as Hyejoo wiped the drying blood stains on her cheek before turning to you and placing a hand on your forearmâcutting you out of your dazed state to look back at Jinsolâs uneasy gaze. You barely could move your head to nod in response but it seemed that the older girl got the idea, to which she just turned to face the unconscious man and reached over to grab his bloodstained handâ staring down at the ring in his finger with a indecipherable expression on her features before to whispering something under her breath just as several rushed footsteps made their way towards your group. You felt a hand pull you back and a figure quickly blocked you from the body in front of you, the blonde hair was enough for you to recognize that it was Jungeun as Jiwoo had seemed to have followed closely behind, turning to look at Hyejoo who wasnât even looking at the the membersâeyes directly trained on your still figure.
"Who did this!? Was it him!? Give me the gun Son Hyejoo!"
"No, Unnieâwe're fine." the older girl moved to reach for Hyejooâs face before deciding against it and pulling you in a tight embrace instead, the older girl cradling you at your motionless state. Chaewon, Yerim, and Yeojin had soon followed behindâthe eldest of the three quickly grabbing ahold of Hyejoo by the shoulders to scan her for any injuries as the younger girl stood there with a pensive look on her face as she continued to stare at you.
"I don't understandâHyejoo wasn't supposed to be here, if Hyejoo wasn't here.." Chaewon started, a gentle hand remained on Hyejoo's forearm before she turned to look at you with panic slowly settling in her features when Yerim gasped at the image that was set in front of you, her eyes moving to the gun that Hyejoo continued to hold by the barrel and piecing it together. She felt a slight tug on her shirt before turning to a guilt-ridden expression that had been on the youngest memberâs state as she looked over to the vacant look that had set on your face as Jiwoo continued to hold you in her arms and tell you that you were alright.
"All of you, get yourselves back in Eden. Yves and I will get him medical attention when she gets here." Jinsol ordered from her spot, eyes moving to scan you and your members just as a familiar burgundy red sports car parked right next to Jinsol's at the front of the building. Sooyoung didnât even shut her door before she had rushed over to where you stood in Jiwooâs arms, the red-haired girl quickly taking you into her own as Jiwoo spotted her figure nearing the two of you. The older girl didnât hesitate in reaching over and pulling Hyejoo in her other arm as well, just when her eyes started to tear up to which the younger girl couldn't help but groan atâslipping out of the older girlâs hold as you continued to be locked in Sooyoung's grip just as she had started to bawl her eyes out.
"Yves, he's bleeding outâwe need to go."
"We'll be at Eden, Unnie. We'll be safe there! Please stop crying.." Jiwoo said from behind you, trying to console the older girl as she continued to stain your shoulder with her tears. Your arms gently reached over to pat the girl's back, your eyes finally willing themselves to take in your surroundings again as you watched Hyejoo and Chaewon walk over to Jinsol brieflyâspeaking to the woman whom had now held a hand against her foreheadâbefore they nodding and making their way over to Hyejoo's car with Yerim and Yeojin. The two who you had just realized had been there the entire time held a disturbed expression in both of their faces, Yeojin looked just about as ready to leave with Hyejoo and the others.
They've most likely never experienced combat in a real setting before, just like you.
"Yeah, yeahâjust give me a second," Sooyoung breathed deeply before pulling herself together, sniffling as her hands rested firmly on your shouldersâwith you eyeing the distraught girl that looked as if she was going through an inner turmoil about the situationâmaking you reach over to fix her hair and give her what you could have only hoped was a small smile through your emotionless state, with a reassuring hand placed on her arm in front of you, "we'll settle this, so don't worry about it. Alright, Y/N?" you nodded in reply, not finding it in you to speak at all.
Sooyoung pulled away from you to face Jinsol, rubbing her nose with the back of her hand and wiping the tears in attempt to stop the continuous flow down her cheeks, completely turned away from you just as you felt a hand interlace with youâfinding the usual bright smile wiped clean from Jiwoo's face, only to be replaced with a careful look as if sensing your delicate state. Your two older members lead you to Jungeun's car, with Jiwoo slipping herself with you in the backseat to just take you in her arms as Jungeun pulled out of the lotâwith your eyes stuck on the image of Sooyoung and Jinsol quickly lifting the man by his arms to bring him to Jinsol's car just before they disappeared from your view.
You could barely feel a thing since the man had caught you by surprise, the image of his menacing smile stuck on a loop in your head as he pressed the nozzle against your foreheadâthe sound of the air being knocked out of Hyejoo's lungs when he tackled her down, the shot ringing through the lot just before Hyejoo pulled the gun away from you. Something has shifted just from the bloodied encounter, something you had somehow knew that you were going to stumble upon since youâve joined the groupâbut you didnât expect it to be so soon, for the situation to put you in such a spot that you could barely process fast enough what was happening in front of you. You didnât know what came onto you, what made you even dare point a gun at a man just when he threatened a person you barely even knew.
But youâve seen it, the way the members would lay their own lives in your steadâeven Hyejoo whom youâve never really exchanged a word withâsomething inside of you just clicked, a subconscious promise to offer your own life in also protecting theirs just as they would do to you.Â
For now, youâre free to feel the heavy burden of your shattered morals.
For now, youâre allowed to grieve the loss of justified actions and put the safety of your members above all else.
For now, you mourn the death of Ha Y/N and fully embrace who you truly were.
Y/N Y/L/N, The Heiress.
Hi,
Any Carats following along with this series? I was a Carat way back in 2018 and I was juggling between Seventeen and Blackpink at the time. Actually searching up the membersâ names was trippy because itâs just something youâd think that would stick with you for years. I think I liked them just when Oh My just came outâIâm sure that theyâre my first big member group.
Wonwoo was my bias but before I left my boy-group agenda, Iâve been into DK. Iâm proud of where they are now, and Iâm honestly contemplating going back but Iâm just so into LOONA that I donât know how Iâll cope if I even miss a single release from themâeven news from some TV program Chuu gets invited to lmao (we love a booked and busy queen though).
Anyways, where are the other members of the Lee Family? And how exactly will this play out with this crazed lunatic that tackled Hyejoo once he gets sent back to the Mansion? I have a few ideas already in mind~ And if I finish Act I before this month finishes.. Then what?
Itâs getting crazier and crazier~
Oh, and Hyunhye FOTM todayâI was writing this so I completely missed it but I read from orrery-nim for translations anyways, but I feel more pumped to write after that, oh boy..
This update was meant for tomorrow, but since Hyunjin breathed today I'll keep writing lmao the grip~
Summary: After the weekend came closing in, the members took Y/N to Edenâa run-down castle in the middle of the woods that served as the hideout of the Twelveâwhere Haseul met up with them to deliver grave news about a Family from another city stirring a reputation in their own. As if things couldn't get any worseâthe members made a mistake of taking their eyes off the Heiress for a moment, leaving Y/N faced with a stranger whom she couldn't identify if they were a friend, or foe.
You stirred awake at the sudden series of knocks that pounded aggressively against your door, making you groan against your pillow before turning to your side, expecting the sight of Heejin laying on her back with her mouth wide open as she slept peacefully next to youâor even Hyunjin sitting in the middle of their supposed-to-be shared bed meditatingâonly to be met by the complete absence of your two roommates, left with a tidied bed and âJeon Stitchieâ laid down next you instead. The sight was already odd enough as is, knowing that the two had barely given you enough room to breathe by yourself since the start of the week and for them to suddenly break the ongoing pattern had piqued your interest even at your drowsed state.
And how Jeon Stitchie was perfectly tucked under your blanket next to you, laying on his back just like how Heejin always did before Hyunjin walks through the doorsâalready in her uniformâto pull the blankets off of your sleeping figures with a roaring âJeon Heejin, Y/L/N Y/N, stand by!â as if her life had depended on it.
You barely had time to reach the door before the lock clicked openâcompletely catching you off guardâand the door almost hitting you as it swung aggressively to hit the wall beside it, making you stumble back and grab ahold of your closet to stare at the familiar figure with a hand on the door handle that scanned your room with sharp eyes.
âJiwoo-unnie, did you justâhow did you evenâyou picked the lock on my door!â Jiwooâs razor-sharp gaze landed on yours, the serious look on her face completely disappearing into a radiant smile that had seemed almost too ecstatic for such an early morning.
But it was Kim Jiwoo, there was never a day since youâve met her that she was never not beaming.
âAnd it only took me ten seconds! I usually go for fifteen but I was worried because you didnât sound like you were breathingââ
âYou can hear me breathing from.. Behind my door..?â Jiwoo stared at you, completely puzzled for a moment before she smiled brightly yet againâas if what she said was completely normal, after all.
âWell, weâll be downstairs once youâre done getting ready. Weâre going somewhere really special, so.. Just get to it!â Jiwoo waved her hands dismissively, walking backwards as she continued to face you on the way to leave the roomâand when she did, you could faintly hear her start mumbling to herself just before she shut the door behind her.
âIs it just me? I thought everyone can feel if someoneâs not as responsive as theyâre supposed to be behind a door?âÂ
Standing there, as bewildered as you can get from the sudden events at such an early timeframeâyou started to get ready to face the first weekend with the members. As you prepared yourself for the day, your mind recalled the notebook youâve filled out since Heejin had told you to ask her whenever you had any questions about the familyâso you did, staying up every single night with the older girl since then, resulting into Heejin completely dozing off in your bed so she just decided to invite herself over to just sleep in your bed ever sinceâwith only minor details written in the pages about the family. Most of the notes written in them werenât even about the family itself, but the role of each member in the groupâtheir numbers, colors, animalsâit was almost confusing why they had to be categorized in such a way but the more you learnt about them, with Heejinâs insight as well, you learnt just as much as the girl could provide.
But the main idea as to what exactly The Twelve stood for, and how they were hand picked by your Grandfather and raised under the same roof as he did awfully made sense. The reason for why he picked them was to form some sort of decoy system, in which if ever anyone wouldâve have had any idea about the future boss of your familyâthe suspected child wouldâve been within the Twelve, which would further conceal your identity and not have you connected with them until the day of his passing. Apparently that wasnât all, because though the members were raised to play as an impostorâthey were heavily trained in numerous trials in order to become full aces as individuals, where each girl can hold their own with almost no effort needed. You remembered how Heejinâs pondering look turned to face your stunned expression, to which the girl couldnât help but laugh at before pointing back down to where you had stopped writingâstating that there was more to it but youâll get to it after the class had finished.
And even as you slipped on a pair of jeans and a large sweater, with your eyes stuck on the blue stuffed alien on under your blanketsâyour mind wandered towards the sudden change in your reality at the unexpected impact of the Twelve girls whom were strategically planned to keep you safe since they were even barely of age.
The thought of taking away the membersâ childhood just to cover up for your own, however..
You could almost hear Jiwooâs furious voice piercing through your dejected state and all the other members trying brush off the emotion that had suddenly seemed to have come over you.
Sighing to yourself, you reached over to grab your phone from the dresser to find the notebook neatly placed on the surface next to it. You didnât have to guess which one of the two had been the one to place it when you pulled the first page openâfinding several pink sticky notes and a few yellow sticky notes that seemed to be arguing points throughout your notes, something that never seemed to have ended even in real life when Heejin would try her best to tell the story in the best way she could only for Hyunjin to completely dismiss it and retell the entire thing in the most suspenseful manner. If you could remember correctly, Jiwoo had called them â2jinâ every time they pass by the three of you at the hallsâspelling it out for you just before Heejin started to whine and Hyunjin telling the two of them to shut up.
âY/N! Hurry up!â you heard Jungeun shout from downstairs, making you just grab your phone and walk out of your room to make your way down the stairs. Youâve managed to reach the kitchen just as Jungeun leaned back from the kitchen counter after handing Jinsol some sort of document, a stern expression set on the younger girlâs features before she looked up at you to only frown.
âAbout time, go eat and then weâll leave.âÂ
âWhere are Heejin and Hyunjin?â you asked just as Jiwoo came skipping past you from the front door, holding a bunch of other documents to place in front of Jungeun and Jinsol with a small smile which stretched into a full beaming one when she watched you silently take the plastic wrapped plate of omelet fried rice that Sooyoung had prepared for you before she left in the morningânot bothering to heat it up in the over because Sooyoungâs cooking was just that good, warm or not.
âRan some errands for Haseul-unnie, theyâre most likely in Eden by now.â Jungeun answered, eyes continuing to scan the documents with Jinsol sipping on her mug as she peered over the girlâs shoulder. However, your eyes caught the sight of the older girlâs eyes lingering every few seconds on Jungeunâs side-profile which also didnât seem to pass by easily from Jiwooâs vision as she made eye contact with you, a huge grin set on her lips.
âEden is your hideout, right? Exclusively The Twelveâs?â the three were left speechless, staring at you as you eyed each one of them from one girl to the other while shoving a spoonful of fried rice into your mouth and chewing thoughtfully.
âWho.. It was Heejin, wasnât it?â Jinsol was the first to break the silence, to which caught you off guard at how the girl had even found it in herself to speak to you as you thought she despised her the entire time. The girl speaking to you was enough for you to know that it indeed wasnât anything that had concerned youâher outburst from the first dayâbut only was her panic settling in. But the initiative wasnât entirely enough confirmation that she couldnât dislike you further if you replied with too much enthusiasm, so you only replied with a hum and a nodâshoving another spoonful in your mouth as you swallowed down the mouthful from earlier, âcalled it, that kidâreally..â
âThis saves us the trouble of having to explain everything to Y/N on our own though! Can you believe that my animal is a PenguinâY/N? Ohâand that I became part of The Twelve because one of the goons cornered me while I was on the way home from school? I was so scared! But it was so fun because once I reached Mobiusâthey told me I was going to be part of something huge! I was nine!â you choked on your fried rice, making Jinsol instinctively hand you the mug in her hand to which you took gratefully, not minding that the contents were just milk as you gulped down the drink slowly.
âI donât think Heejin told her how we became part of The Twelve though..â Jinsol pieced from your shaken state before she looked back at Jiwoo who just looked at you in confusion.
âWhy not? I think my story was fun.â
âJiwoo-unnie.. No. Justâno.â Jungeun finally fixed the documents in her hands, slipping them into the file folder before looking up at the three of you and breathing in deeply before shooting you a small smile.
âLetâs go? Jinsol-unnieâs driving us today.â
âOoh! Iâm so excited to see the kidsâHyejoo! Yerim! Yeojin!â Jiwoo started chanting as she left the kitchen with Jungeun tailing her with an already tired look on her face. Quickly wrapping the plastic cover over you half-finished meal, you placed it in the fridge before turning to also follow after them when you spotted Jinsol standing by the hallway with her eyes trained on her shoesâkeeping her eyes on them as you passed by the dark haired girl with your head hung low, avoiding the downcast expression on the girlâs face as she followed behind you to her car.
Another time, perhaps.
It wasnât as far as youâve expected, in full honesty you didnât expect to have seen a sudden clearing from the city as it connected with a highway that was surrounded by tall trees from the sidesâa completely different scene from the usual tall skyscrapers, you were almost certain that youâve been in most of the places in town but youâve never been through this part of it at all. But as Jinsol continued to speed through the highway, with Jungeunâs eyes stuck on the scenery by her window and Jiwooâs wiggling feet as she kept looking through everyoneâs windows from her seat like an excited childâJinsol turned the car off the road and past a clearing that seemed to well placed for it to even stand out as an entry point of some sort. The dark haired girl that had owned the blue muscle car stopped just in front of a tall, rustic black gate that was supported by a two chipped pillars that looked just about as ancient as it could get had you sitting up from your seat to stare out your windowâyour eyes making eye contact with a small-scale CCTV camera at the end of one of the pillars, something you couldâve easily missed if the lens didnât move for a split-second for you to find it zooming right back at you.
âItâs Hyejoo, Y/N. I got out of Jungieâs car to do cartwheels for her onceâbut she opened the gate before I can even step out of the car ever since. She grows up so fast, itâs actually breaking my heart but,â Jiwoo leaned over to your console, scrambling to lower your window and practically get on top of you as you yelped, not having enough time to react when the girl smiled brightly at the camera and waved aggressively to itâs direction, âSon Hyejoo! Weâreââ the older girl didnât even have to speak further as the gates automatically pushed open, making Jinsol automatically drive through them and make Jiwoo stagger in your hold but not before the girl managed to throw a heart at the camera one last time before sitting back down on her seat with a contented smile as you shut your window through your state of shock.
âSheâs never letting you even get a few feet closer to her once we get to the house.â Jungeun turned from her seat to tease the girl whom was beaming to herself just before her best friendâs comment, the animated girlâs eye twitched before she leaned over to the girlâs chair to menacingly threaten the girl into repeating what she just had said.
Jinsol pulled over at the front of the establishmentâas much as a run-down castle as Heejin had explained to you aboutâand was the first to get out of the car to walk over to Kaheiâs awaiting figure by the beginning of the steps with a bouncy Yerim running over to the dark haired girl to embrace the girl in greeting. You had stepped out of the vehicle to study the area that could almost indeed pass as a deserted location that was unkempt by the owner of the land with leaves on the pathway, the paint from the castle walls chipping off itâs frame, everything looked just as untouched as a hidden landmark that almost looked as if it were thousands of years old. The only thing that showed any signs of recent activity around the area were the light tire tracks on the pavement, warm-toned lights that peeked through the dark blue curtains, the perfectly trimmed bushes that were set around the front of the castleâand the fountain in the middle of the arrangement of bushes that oddly seemed to be clean, as if someone had took great care to not let it become a breeding ground for mosquitos or any other harmful insects.
âY/N, stop ogling around and get inside. Itâs getting cold out!â Jungeun called for you yet again, making you turn to look at the girls whom had seemed to have waited for you by the steps as you stood there next to Jinsolâs car in daze. Your face flushed as the five girls stared at you expectantly, and so you rushed to get meet them at the top of the stairsâwith Yerim giggling and Kahei smiling warmly at you and your members before she pushed the doors open, for you to only gape at the thousands of paintings that had decorated the lobby luxuriously.
âItâs pretty cool, right?â a soft-spoken voice cut through the Opera music that had played through the halls, Park Chaewon whom had now seemed to have a faded shade of her mint colored hair from the last week smiled kindly at you. Greeting her members with a smile as well just as the girl with the dark aura who had always seemed to be by her side, Son Hyejoo, didnât even dare hide the exasperated expression on her features as her eyes set on Jiwoo.
But you could tell she was just teasing when a smile broke through her irritated features as Jiwoo tackled her in her spotâthe older girl squealed, squeezing the life out of the supposed âfed upâ girl as she was caught in the tightest embrace that the older girl had always given her.
âLetâs get to the meeting hall, Haseul-unnie has an announcement to make.â
âWhat is it about?â Jinsol asked, turning to Kahei who had furrowed her brows in thought, looking up to your expectant look to only shrug.
âShe never mentioned having any announcements until Sooyoungie came..â Chaewon led your group through the hallway, with Jiwoo and Yerim clinging onto Hyejoo's arms in front of you. Jinsol, Jungeun and Kahei followed silently from behind as your eyes scanned what seemed to be a never ending arrangement of paintings that hung on the wallsâand to your right revealing an open glass-ceiling garden through the glass doors, a large apple tree rooted in the middle of the field with several sofa chairs by the corners and a few training equipment such as dummies here and there. You couldn't have missed the string lights that circled over the tree and its branches to spread over the ceilingâwhich had your mind reeling at how cozy the certain part of the castle would look like in the evening.
"Unnie, we're home!" Jiwoo announced just as you entered the meeting hall, finding two figures standing next to each other with a dark blue velvet chair between them as they leaned over several photographs on the black-tinted glass table with golden-painted legs. Haseul stood hunched over the documents with a calculating look on her face, with Sooyoung towering over the images with a distressed expression on her face as Heejin, Hyunjin, and Yeojin sat on their respective seatsâall seemed to be arranged on each side of the long table by odds and evens, with the silhouette of their animal representatives delicately embroidered on the back of each chair, their colored gems playing as it's eyes for each one.
Haseul was the first to look up at you, a troubled yet small smile settling on her lips as she leaned back to eye your members whom had eased on their own seats, with you scanning the few chairs that had obviously belonged to a specific member.
"Y/N, this is your seat." Haseul placed a hand on the top of the seat next to her, looking over to Sooyoung who gathered the papers in her hand to flash you an apologetic smileâas if revealing that the announcement that Haseul was about to make would be yet another turning point for you. However, you decided to suck it up by swallowing the hesitation down your throat to make your way towards their end of the table, your eyes glancing over to the two members that would've sat closest to youâHyunjin, whom had a distant look on her face and Heejin, who kept her eyes locked on the desk without any wordâbefore nearing Haseul who had pulled the chair back for you as Sooyoung started to make her way over to her own chair with her head down.
"The boss has.. Arrived." Haseul dragged slowly once you've stood in front of the chair, your eyes snapping over to your members that had stood up from their seats as Haseul reached hersâseated right next to Heejinâjust before the members bowed in sync, panic quickly settling inside of you at the sight of the Twelve suddenly aligned perfectly right in front of your eyes.
"Welcome to Eden, Twelfth Boss of the Y/L/N Family." the members greeted in chorus as you stood there with wide eyes, opening your mouth to say something but when nothing came outâHeejin slightly tilted her head to lock eyes with you, and with an encouraging look, you managed to face the awaiting members with a slightly determined look.
"Thank you, IâUm.. At.. Ease..?" your words seemed to have done its job when the members eased themselves back down on their seats, making you scramble to sit in yours but not before making direct eye contact with Jiwoo that seemed to be stifling a laughâwith Yerim in your view as well, who shot you an encouraging smile. Haseul then stood up from her seat, almost everyone's eyes looking up to the girlâwith the exclusion of Hyunjin and Heejinâto listen to what the woman had called the meeting for, Haseul turning to scan all the members as if counting them before she nodded, turning to Sooyoung who had quickly walked over to he leader to hand her the documents from earlier.
"I've called for a meeting todayâfor this one announcement, something that.. We haven't encountered since the passing of Y/N's parents," Haseul laid out several photographs of young men in black suits, the images seemingly caught around town as a different man was seen holding a picture in hand, asking civilians if they could identify whateverâor whoeverâit was they were looking for, "these were taken just three days ago, by our people. The idea was that these mystery men wanted nothing but to simply look for someone in the city but.." Haseul bit the inside of her cheek to eye Heejin carefully, looking up at you before pointing at one specific picture of a slim figure with sharp eyes and blank features.
"This man has been identified to be Jeon Wonwoo of the Lee Family, the same family that is subsidiary to.. The Jeon Family," it didn't take you a minute to figure out that it wasn't entirely coincidental that the last name was from one of your own, but finding Heejin's fists clenched from under the tinted glass was already proof enough of her ties to the mentioned Family, "We've only observed their patterns for the past three days, they've always sent different men each time butâI didn't think they'd send someone high-profile.."
"But we don't know that yet, Unnie! They could just be looking for a runaway member for all we know! Right..?" Yerim countered, looking over to Kahei who had now leaned back against her seat to tilt her head in thought. Haseul stared down at the photographs on the table before looking back to Kahei as well, eyes hesitant as she did.
"Vivi."
"I doubt that they're here for anything other than finding out how exactly we're running the Family without a real boss, they're here for Y/N and her alone. Heejin, however.." Kahei trailed off to glance at the rigid younger girl beside the Leader, her sharp gaze moving to you before she hummed as if she had finally come to a conclusion, "they wouldn't have banished her for them to start looking everywhere after, but the chances of it aren't highânot entirely non-existent as well."
Kahei turned back to stare at you again for a moment before nodding and looking up at Haseulâs calculating gaze, a firm expression set on the eldest girlâs features.
âTheyâre here for Y/N, but the plan goes with keeping Heejin and Hyunjin at the Mansion with you once they finally decide on a proper visit. Three days at most, they wonât stay here long unless.. They want something else.â your eyes kept moving from one member to another, your thumb brushing against the ring on your finger as you assessed the situation slowly.
âAnd that something else being..?â the membersâ eyes snapped over to troubled look as Haseul slowly settled down on her seat, eyes stuck on the images on the desk with a pained expression as Jungeun tore her eyes away from you to rest her chin on her prepped knuckles on the glassâa pensive look on her face.
âThey want to test us.â the members all sat in silence for a moment, avoiding each otherâs gaze as they contemplated the sudden strained atmosphere at the announcement. However, the members looked composed as if they knew exactly which steps to take next if ever it had come down to itâbut that didnât entirely seem to reassure them, theyâve decided on what their move would be and now it was the opposing familyâs turn.
It was then you realized that your arrival at Eden would be only kept brief for the moment, and after the meeting everyone would return back to their usual posts and continue as planned.
âI have suspicions that tomorrow would be the day their Family would pay us a visit, what I need from the six of you,â Haseul turned to look at Jungeun, Jiwoo, Chaewon, Yerim, Hyejoo, and Yeojin with a wary eyes, âis to double the security. Y/N is our main priorityâbut you are all suspects of their search as well.â
âLet Heejin stay with you, I can protect Y/N better ifââ
âNo, if they take Jeon with them.. They wouldnât think our Heiress is there at all, the more uncertainty the better. You are staying with us, Hyunjin.â Hyunjin clenched her jaw at the finality of Haseulâs decision as the Leader then looked back to meet your distressed expression.
âY/N, youâll be left with the six and Jinsol nearby, youâll be just as safe as you were since their arrival. Your job is to find the closest member you can if things get out of handâif the members donât find you first.â
âWorst case scenario..?â you questioned with a small voice as Haseul leaned back on her seat to stare at a dispirited Yeojin in front of her.
âCasualties, mostly civilians. Weâll be notified to evacuate you before anyone else.âÂ
âOkay.â you answered shortly, staring down at the ring in your handâslightly feeling the burn that had come with the title of your name. The members started to converse with themselves about how exactly theyâd approach the situation, who had their schedules aligned with youâand if no one was close enough to you a member or two would lay down their class hours to make sure that you were within their sight. You spaced out for the rest of the meeting, only being snapped out of your daze when it was time for you to leave with Sooyoung as Haseul asked Jinsol to stay for a while longer. Sooyoung had an arm wrapped over your shoulders as soon as you had reached her by the entrance of the hall, your eyes locked with the image of Yeojin standing next to Haseul's chair as she spoke with her older sister.
As Sooyoung pulled out of the drive way with radio playing in the background as you rested your head against the windowâsomething you've always done since Sooyoung had gotten the vehicle from her "part-time job" that had now been revealed to be a Mafia memberâyou reached over to jab a finger on Sooyoungâs shoulder without even looking at her. The older girl glanced at you from her seat, swatting your hand away before shaking her head and sighing at the realization that you were trying to grab her attention because this was actually the first time it's only been the two of you since the members had appeared in your living room.
"You're annoying." Sooyoung told you when you slipped your shoes off to pull your knees up to your chest, still leaning against your door as you kept your eyes locked on the scenery in front of youâwith the comfortable silence taking over the car yet again.
"Since when?" your question broke through the silence, making her straighten on her back to glance at you before facing the road ahead of her. She took a few seconds before comprehending what exactly you meant by the question.
"Nine. I first heard your name when I was nine," Sooyoung started, drumming her fingers lightly against the wheel as she thought carefully at the speech she had planned since the beginning, letting out a heavy breath before continuing, "our parents were closeâwith my parents serving under your Family, just as my family did before themâbut they were really close. It was your Mom that asked my parents to take you in if ever something happened." the older girl could feel your perceptive eyes locked on the side of her face as she kept her own locked on the view of the sun that had slowly set in front of you two.
âAnd when I reached the age of ten I was initiated into the Twelve, youâve only been my sister for about four months since then.â
âYou just accepted? Just like that?â you asked the older girl whoâs lips broke into a small smile.
âIt was hard not to say I didnât want a little sister when you stood there by the bossâwith my family and I standing in the middle of fifty-thousand menâlooking so lost and completely unaware of where youâd be in a couple of years,â Sooyoung glanced over to you with a pained look on her face, âyou were six, Y/N. Do you even remember what the Mansion even looked like?â you pursed your lips before shaking your head, finding it oddly concerning about not having any memories connected to the Family.
âI can vaguely remember their voicesâmy parents, but other than that.. I just brushed it off thinking that your parents were my own so..â
âWell technically, they are but.. Theyâre still your parents too, Y/N.â Sooyoung reassured you, something that tugged on your heartstrings before you snorted at the older girl but nodded in reply. Â
âBut, Unnie,â the older girl hummed as you nibbled on your bottom lip in thought, eyeing the view from the windshield to collect your thoughts before looking back at Sooyoung, âI didnât just.. Take away your childhood, right? The girlsâJiwoo-unnie was from that orphanage, Mobius, I didnâtââ
âOh, noâY/N, itâs nothing like that. The Y/L/N Family had been in partnership with their foundation for as long as I can remember, we donât just take kids from that place. It just serves as an option for those kids who werenât able to be adopted orâin Jiwooâs caseâif they were was exceptional. She knew what she was getting into, so she had matching last names with Jungeun.â
âBut she said she was cornered?â Sooyoung broke into a short laugh, shaking her head before facing you with a full smile.
âShe out-smarted fifteen goons on the way home from school, yes that was real. And like I saidâsheâs exceptional.â you tilted your head at the amused expression that remained on Sooyoungâs face as she turned back to the road ahead of you two. The image of a young Jiwoo swiftly sprinting through several alleys with fifteen goons scrambling to catch up to her was stuck in your mind, making you lean back on your chair with your eyes set on the ceiling of the car as you wondered about how the other girls had come to become a part of the Twelve.
And Sooyoung had just mentioned Jungeunâcould it be that she was also from Mobius?
âY/N,â Sooyoung called for you, making you tear your eyes away from the ceiling to look up at your older sister whom looked back at you with a somber expression on her featuresâthe complete opposite of what she had just looked for only but a few moments ago, âI know there would be a time where youâd start to think that this is your faultâmaybe youâve already thought this through but I just want you to know that it isnât. The bossâas selfish as his intentions may beâhad always treated us more than children heâd pick up to hide his only grandchild, he treated us like an actual member of the family, Y/N. Your Grandfather was a great man, and.. Your parents were, as well.â you tore your eyes away from the older girl for her to only reach over and place a hand on top of your hand, where your ring sat as a reminder of who exactly you were.
âHaseul wasnât lying about the Familyâs values, your Familyâs values. The only reason why weâre the strongest out there at this moment is because our people believe in us, they believe in the vision that your name brought and they would do anything to keep it alive. Weâll do everything to keep you alive to carry it on, Y/N,â Sooyoungâs hand tightened around yours as you kept your eyes locked on the window beside you, feeling her burning gaze as the car pulled into a halt by a stop light, âbecause youâre the only one that can maintain that peace, youâre the only person our people will willingly listen to because you have the blood of the bosses running in your veins. I know youâre a good kid too, Y/N. Youâll become just as great as they were, I just know it.â
âEverything still justâfeels so new to me. I donât know what to tell you, Unnieâ you breathed, feeling Sooyoungâs hand loosen for a second before she sighed on her seat to pat your hand gently, pulling them away just as the light turned green. You then basked at the silence that had settled in the car yet again, but it was easily cut short when Sooyoung had reached over to pinch your arm and started to ask you how youâve been since the members had acquainted themselves with you. The entire car ride consisted of you and Sooyoung catching up with the heavy details and the light ones as well, with the night quickly setting in and for the first time for an entire week you had your room all to yourselfâwith the bed next to you empty, but Jeon Stitchie still remained laying under the covers next to you.
âUgh, Iâm beat. See you later, Y/N!âÂ
One of your classmates waved over to you as you jogged out of the field to find the nearest vending machine which stood by the entrance of the school. You groaned once you spotted the taped âout of orderâ sign on the glass, turning to make a beeline for the vending machine by the parking lot by the shed in front of the schoolâwith only the idea of having a cold drink in hand after a strenuous day in PE. Pumping your fists to yourself when youâve reached the machine, you dug through the pockets of your pants to find just about enough money to shove into the slot and acquire a cold beverage. Twisting the cap open and quickly taking in a few mouthfuls of the cold drink, you sighed to yourself as you stared at the machine in front of you gratefully before looking down at your drink in hand and sitting down on the empty bench next to the machine.
âHello.â
Hey,
I took a break from writing since it was my brotherâs birthday a few days ago, and Iâve experienced a short âwriterâs blockâ which was honestly.. Infuriating. And for that, I am writing again and will be uploading Episode IV shortly because.. I can still see the imagery.
By the way, while I was gone weâve hit 30..ish plus followers? Iâd love to interact with you guys and ask you guys what you think but honestly, itâs just not my thing âinteracting with my readers, I mean. The last time I had a writing account was back in 2014 if I remember correctly, and letâs just say a close friend of mine thought that it was alright to share it to everyone we meet lmao.
Iâve realized that the reason I find such things uncomfortable was because writing is something I hold close to me, itâs personal because I created this in my headâand for it to fall into the wrong hands is upsetting. And so I keep these things to myself, but I guess itâs just LOONAâs effect that got me back into this head space. But I love this group so much, itâs hard to keep everything at arms length when these girls make you want to reach out and open yourself up to the world.
Honestly the type of people you could only dream to be surrounded with, right?
Alright, this is Episode IIIâs authorâs note. I guess if I were to start interacting with you allâthe first thing I would ask is whoâs your bias in this group.
Summary: As Haseul told Y/L/N Y/N of her origin and purpose, her life had quickly shifted in preparing for her upcoming initiation. And if Y/N thought coming back to take the position that had been destined to her by blood was going to be easy, she'd yet to think againâas she'd been blatantly deemed unworthy by a few members of her own Family.
"So what you're telling me is that.. My real name is actually Y/L/N Y/N, Sooyoung-unnie isn't my real sisterâand that I'm supposed to be an heiress to a Mafia Family that's currently the most strongest running Family there is..?"
"Yes."
"..And I'm just supposed to become a boss? Just like that?" The orange haired lady whom had introduced herself earlier by the name Vivi giggled at your puzzled expression, before looking back at the acting boss, Haseul, that studied you carefully as she sat rested back on her seat.
"Precisely."
"But I'm barely of legal age? And I'm still in High School?"
"You Grandfather became our boss just when he graduated from Middle School."
"This doesn't even make any sense!" your eyes snapped over to Sooyoung's who looked almost just as exasperated as you were. Though the woman had been revealed to not be your actual sister, the way you both seemed to have acted with one another after the revelation was exactly the sameâeven though she knew of it from the start, she still looked at you with the same gentle eyes as if nothing had been said. Jinsol, the woman with the defined jawline shot up from her seat to stare directly at you.
"She's right, this doesn't make sense anymore," Jinsol turned to Haseul with a pleading look while the other girl just kept her eyes dead set on you, "Haseul, we're good now! We've peaked over the last year under your leadershipâif we hand it to this.. Child, we'll lose control over our own people before she even gets past initiation!"
"Jinsol, don'tâ"
"Don't what!? You know damn well what I'm saying right now is what's going to happen after this! What more do you guys need to hear!?" Hyunjin stood from her spot to make a move towards Jinsoul who shot her a warning look just when Jungeun grabbed ahold of the younger girl's wrist, Haseul then tore her eyes off of yours to nod at Jungeun before looking up at Jinsoul's dejected expression.
"Go outside and keep watch with Gowon's team, I will speak with you later." Jinsoul clenched her jaw, practically scowling at you before bowing in Haseul's direction, slipping out of the room just as Jungeun stood from her spot to follow after the girl. Haseul then looked over to Hyunjin, who remained standing stiff on her spot with eyes stuck on the entrance of the living room.
"Would you like to follow too, Hyunjin?" Haseul asked just as Hyunjin blinked, shaking her head in reply before sitting back down and staring vacantly at the ground.
"At your command, Unnie."
"I'll go," Sooyoung answered, rising from her seat when you opened your mouth to protestânot wanting to be left alone with these people you barely knewâbut your older sister only shook her head at you, "you can trust them with your life, Y/N. I'll be back when they leave," her eyes then moved to the two girls that sat closest to you.
"At least when the majority of them do."
"We're not asking you to immediately become the boss, Y/N. What we're asking from you is for you to accept the role which was bound to you by birthright." Haseul didn't waste a single second as she quickly resumed from where she left offâjust before Jinsoul's outburst. Sooyoung then bowed as well, leaving you with only four members of your Family with you as Haseul turned to look at Heejin this time, motioning for her to present you something.
"You are to be trained, to take all the necessary steps until you're enough to not just be an image to our Familyâbut as an actual boss, the matriarch of thousands of our associates who's loyalties lie only to you, to the blood." you felt your throat dry up as Heejin reached over to place a small, golden plated box with twelve colored gemstones that surrounded the outer rim and the lid of it with the first letter of your last name engraved on the top. The girl pressed what seemed to be a hidden lock on the box, for it to slowly open and reveal what reminded you closely of Jungeun's pin from earlierâexcept this one had a clear image of a golden full moon in the middle, surrounded by what you'd initially think as blue gem stones but from how it practically oozed of vivid clarity..
A blue diamond ring.
"You can't escape this, Y/N. Your predecessors had carried this through for thousands of yearsânone of them even dared to attempt a decline. And so will you."
"Is that a threat?" your voice almost failed you as you tried to muster up the courage to talk back, to which Haseul only returned a disappointed expression at.
"If that is how you want to look at it, then so be it."
You leaned back on your seat, feeling defeated as everyone looked at you expectantly with the ring that sat in the golden box taunting youâas if it was asking you to take it and just accept your destiny. But would it truly be such a loss if you didn't bother to try in the first place? How would you know how deep this entire.. Bounded by blood to the Mafia would be any different to how you've always lived your life? Other than the usual days spent doing your chores and diving into your hobbies once they're doneâwould it be replaced with dropping out of school to do combat training and sign paper works?
The saying with "curiosity killed the cat" echoed in the back of your head, but then will your curiosity get you killed as well?
"We're not like the usual Mafias you see on television, Y/N. Your grandfather had always been clear with the Family values," you looked back up to find Haseul's lips pulled up into a tight lipped smile, eyes seemingly in deep thought though she kept them on you, "for all these years that we've worked under his care, he lived a simple life and wanted all of us to have the privilege of living the same way."
"You mean after years of slaughtering who ever got in the Family's way got repetitive so he decided to stop?" Haseul's thoughtful eyes quickly shifted into an expression that looked as if she was stung by your choice of words.
"We never resort into such barbaric actionsâuntil it is just."
"And how do you know that? Aren't you just taking orders from him because that's where your loyalty lies? To the blood? Because he's a Y/L/N?" you pressed even further, slowly finding yourself disapproving of whatever statement the acting boss was trying to convey about your Family. The thought of the current highest ranking member of your Family speaking of the group as if looking through rose colored glasses had rubbed you the wrong way.
To you, this is just another Mafiaâyou've heard about the association well enough to understand that they kill when needed to, but that doesn't justify all those who could've possibly felt the wrath of your Family name when they were barely proven guilty. But to Haseul, as you've observed, she holds the Family at such a high place that it even convinced all four members that were present in front of you, everyone seemed to have understood where she was coming from.
Only you didn't understand, having the perception of a complete outsider, a civilian that was about to be dragged into the dark depths of an underground business empire.
"Y/N, please. Keep an open mind.." Haseul pleaded through her teeth, making you look away from her to stare at the wall behind her. She seemed to have paused for a moment to see if you had wanted to push even further, but when you kept your mouth shut she released a sigh, feeling disheartened at how little you expected from them when they've anticipated for your return for over a year.
"When you become boss.. You will be able to turn the Family around, your beliefs will be weighed along with the members to find a common ground. We can shape the values to what you'd want under your command, Y/Nâyour grandfather did his best to undo the mistakes of the past bosses as well," your eyes locked with Haseul's yet again, but this time, she had a knowing look set on her features, "you can turn this Family around, just like he did when he took us in."
Took them in? So all these women were all under your grandfather's care? He took care of over seven or more girls yet he couldn't even pay you a visit?
"Why did he.. Keep me away?" you dragged slowly, keeping your eyes on Haseul even though she could clearly see the pain in your eyes as you spoke. Heejin turned to look away from you, not wanting to make you feel any less of yourself at the slightest hint of vulnerability in your voice as Hyunjin inhaled deeply before doing the same.
"The night your Mother was assassinatedâwas your Father's initiation. You were with her in that separate room, supposed to be kept safe until it was done but.."
"We were attacked," Vivi continued, speaking for the first time since she introduced herself. The lady who was claimed to be the eldest of the group had a calculated smile gracing her features as she looked at you, "at the ceremony, I was the one that first identified the traitorsâthey were interrogated after that night. It was a coup, they didn't approve of your Father becoming the boss."
"Why?"
"He had the same vision as your Grandfather, he wanted everyone to live a simple life just as he'd experience when he left with you and your Mother a few years back."
"He returned because your Grandfather fell ill. But when your Mother died, his guilt got to him and.." the grim expression that fell on Haseul's face already said enough of how it all ended as you sat there, moving your eyes from Haseul to Vivi who eyed the Leader before she faced you again, nodding slowly.
"And so your Grandfather left you with the Ha's to make sure you were kept alive."
"You're our only hope in finishing what they both had wanted for your Family, Y/N. We can't achieve this on our own, we need a true Y/L/N to stand for us.." Haseul started to sound desperate, the collected girl looked as if at any given moment she would lose it and shut herself down. You still couldn't entirely understand what these girls were trying to persuade you intoâbut something inside of you just gave into it, they barely even look like the type of members that would end lives without a second thought.
They were following what seemed to be a great cause before, there must've been some sort of oath that had been pledged among these girls with your lineage even before meeting you.
Youâd be lying if your curiosity didnât catch up at the thought of uncovering more.
"Okay." the members tensed up on their seats as you sat up on your own, eyeing the ring that made your heart race up at the thought of it slipping it on your finger.
"You'll guide me, right? Tell me how everything goes and.. Not lie to me about it?" you mentally cringed at your lack of proper vocabulary that would be suited with your destined high position.
Haseul made it look easy.
"Of course, you'll be the future of our Familyâcoming clean with you is the least of your worries with us." Haseul waved her hand dismissively as you hummed in acknowledgement, eyeing the ring yet again when you heard Vivi giggle yet again.
"Go on, you're supposed to wear it to officially become one with us." she pointed at the box before standing up on her spot, grabbing the empty tea pot that she had practically finished herself before slipping past you and your members to probably make some more. You took note of Vivi's informality with the acting boss when Haseul barely tore her eyes away from you, anticipation practically dripping from her expression.
Reaching over to the box and pulling the ring from it's velvet cushion, the members seemed to have held their breaths as you inspected the delicate designing of the ring closely, eyeing the material in awe at how luxurious it seemed. And with the thought that Jungeun's pin looked expensive, this one looked almost ten times more than what it's bargained for. You slipped it in your left pointer finger and the three practically sighed at the image, your eyes still stuck on the golden full moon crest that lay on the top of the ring.
"Just like your pins." you breathed, looking over to Heejinâs tie to observe her pink gemstone pin with a golden silhouette of a rabbit in the middle. The girl smiled charmingly back at you, eyes crinkling into crescents as she did so.
"Just like our pins."
"I'm going to call Sooyoung-unnie and tell the others we're finished for the day." Heejin simply pat both her knees before standing up with a grin on her lips, smiling even further when you looked up at her which made your cheeks flush before she literally skipped out of the living room. Hyunjin rested the back of her head on the couch, covering her face with both hands as Haseul continued to smile warmly at you.
"We'll be meeting again soon, but for now this is where we'll cut it short. I've assigned Jinsoul, Heejin, and Hyunjin to stay here with you and Yves starting todayâjust a precaution if the news about your return breaks out." Haseul said as you blinked at her before knitting your brows, thinking to yourself about how fast the leader had planned everything outâas if she already knew how this meeting would end up.
"I use my real name too." Hyunjin's muffled voice uttered against her palm, which made you look at her and she just winked at you, completely expressionless.
You wonder why the girl acted like that.
"Okay, then.. Um.. Why is Sooyoung named Yves?"
"The Ha's had been part of the Family since before your grandfather's time, when your grandfather named usâhe had certain ideas in mind. Yves refers to the first woman to ever grace the Earth." you looked at Haseul in astonishment.
"So he's sentimental?"
"He named Jiwoo-unnie 'Chuu', I wouldn't go that far." Hyunjin snorted as you almost followed suit, clasping a hand on your mouth at the thought of some Mafia member beating the living daylights out of them, only to remind them to remember her name.
"Kahei is Vivi, Chaewon is Gowon, Hyejoo is Olivia Hye, Yerim is Choerry, and Jungeun is Kim Lip." Haseul named them all for you to only furrow your brows in puzzlement at the information that there were actually more of them.
And why was your Jungeun-unnie named Kim Lip?
"We don't always use our aliases when we're just with one another, we only use them when we're outside doing errands." the acting boss added, holding a finger up as Vivi came back from the kitchen with what seemed to be a handful of the brownies that Sooyoung had made the night before. Vivi then gave you one before handing another to a suddenly perked up Hyunjin that shoved the entire thing in her mouth in one go. You stared at her as she stared right back at you with a mouthful of brownies, tilting her head as she chewed.
"Sooyoungie needs to make more of these." Vivi said as she bit a piece from her brownie to which you followed with your own. Haseul stood up to then bow at you which quickly got you up on your feet to bow back but she shook her head, smiling as she straightened.
"You need to get used to the formalities soon, you'll be our boss after all."
"Please, call me Y/N. And tell them outside as well.." Haseul nodded as she walked out of the living room with Vivi following suit, but not before smiling back at you. You felt your brownie being snatched from your grasp, only to find Hyunjin shoving it in her mouth as she stared at the entrance of the living room with a pondering expression before turning to look back to you.
"You're oddly informal with meâcompared to your leader." Hyunjin wiped her mouth with the back of her hand after she swallowed down your brownie, scrunching her nose up at you before eyeing you from head to toe for the second time since your meeting.
"Aeong."
After the events had settled in, you found yourself squished between Jungeun and Jiwoo's embrace as you all managed to fit in your small bed. The two kept apologizing as you gave them a look the moment they stepped foot in your view and had you in theirs arms in no time, and it didn't stop until the two were sleeping peacefully in bed with you, Jiwoo mumbling an apology as if she was still dreaming about it. You'd expected your room to be packed as Jinsol, Heejin, and Hyunjin had made this place their own as well, but since Sooyoung shared her room with Jinsolâthe guest bedroom was then occupied by the two other girls, after much to Heejin convincing Hyunjin you'd be safe since your two Unnies have decided to stay with you just for the night.
But Hyunjin swore that the next day, she'd be sleeping in your room whether you'd wanted it or notâto which Heejin only sighed at and asked you if she could as well, not wanting to be the last one to wake up if there was an emergency.Â
Breakfast was practically the liveliest itâs ever been since you and Sooyoung moved to the house in the city, with both of your parents staying in the country side and Sooyoung graduating High School just a year agoâyou both had barely seen each other in the house, but when you did you check up on how the otherâs been until your workloads caught up with you again. And so watching Hyunjin and Heejin arguing from whoâs getting the last pancake, Jiwoo and Jungeun singing a duet song youâve heard too many times in one morningâand a silent Jinsol sitting next to Sooyoung who then stood up to grab Hyunjin and Heejin by their ears to tell them to just cut it in half.
But as you found your eyes lingering Jinsol, she tore her eyes off Sooyoung's prepared breakfast to set on you, a grim look setting on her features before she pushed off of her seat to leave. Jungeun stopped singing with Jiwoo to watch the woman retreat, to which you'd hope was just back upstairs to her room but only to feel disheartened when you heard the front door shut closeâlooking back down on your plate without seeing Jungeun and Jiwoo's worried eyes trained on you.
You could already tell that being stuck with these girls wasn't going to just smoothly pass you by, adding up the fact that this was a Mafia, with real lives on the line under your nameâyou understood the cold shoulder that would've come from a member sooner or later.
The way to school had you sitting in the back seat of the luxurious yellow car from last nightâthat had been revealed to be Hyunjinâsâwith a void expression set on your face as your mind did itâs best to decline the image in front of you. Hyunjin tailed Jungeunâs electric red car in front on the way to your school, with your mind making up some excuse that you wish the two that sat in front were only kidding as they donned your school uniform which you had merely glanced at earlierâonly realizing what was about to happen the minute you squeezed in the back seat. As if it couldnât get any worse, Heejin popped open the compartment to rummage what you couldnât see at firstâuntil the girl pulled out a golden plated pistol from the container, as if it was completely ordinary for her to do so.
âHeejin, what are you evenâweâre going to school, not a battlefield!â Hyunjin glanced at Heejin who looked at you as if you're the one that had grown two heads.
âWe need to be ready at all times, Y/N. They wonât hesitate to kill us, trust meâIâve seen it.â
âYou guys canât be serious!â Heejin kept her concerned eyes on you the entire time she loaded her gun, glancing down at the magazine to pop it back in and easing a bit of your tension when she put the safety on before handing it to Hyunjin, who only needed one hand to hold the wheel to shove the tip of the gun on the band of her skirt behind herâconcealing the gun with the uniform coat. And so there you sat, watching in complete despair as the two supposedly simple High School girlsâlooking almost like an image of pure innocence in their uniformsâcontinue to arm themselves on the way to school. Just before Hyunjin parked the car, Heejin attempted to at least hand you a combat knife which made you shoot her a look.
âYouâll get used to it sooner or later.â Heejin nonchalantly said as Hyunjin pushed her door, exiting the car to quickly pull her seat to the front so you could also get out. You suppressed a groan once you found almost the entire student body standing still on their spots to gawk at Hyunjinâs car and the two new students that had easily won the hearts of the onlookers. The only thing that stopped you from stomping to your class was Jiwoo exiting Jungeunâs car that had just shut itâs engine next to you, she let her usual excited squeal out as if the three of you didnât just tail after them or came from the same place as they had.
âI told you I had someone in mind to park in my spot! Arenât you excited Y/N? Youâre finally going to have friends in your class!â Jiwoo wrapped her arms around your body to spin you around while giggling, correcting herself mid way to drag the word âfamilyâ before releasing you from her hold, smiling adorably at Hyunjin who looked at the older girl in horror. As Jungeun and Heejin rounded the car to join the three of you, Jiwoo bounced on her feet excitedly before squishing her cheek against an endeared Heejin who did her best to reciprocate the energy.
Wait.. Did she just say your class?
âWhy me..?â you stared up at the sky in dread when an unfamiliar voice called Hyunjin from the other side of Jungeunâs car, the familiar wavy haired girl smiled brightly at the sight of the five of you, followed by the short girl, the mint hair colored girl, and the expressionless dark haired girl who almost fell over when Jiwoo ran up to smother the girl with affection.Â
âUnnie! You look cool in our uniform!â the girl with the bright smile complimented Hyunjin whoâs expression quickly shifted into an endearing one, reaching over to ruffle the younger girlâs hair to which the girl laughed at, attempting to shove her hand away.
âGirls, introduce yourselves to Y/N.â Jungeun cut the encounter short, the four girls turning to look at you.
âChoi Yerim, itâs a pleasure to finally meet you Y/N-unnie!â the wavy haired girl beamed up at you, no hesitation as she reached over to grab your hand and shake it excitedlyâfor her to only gasp when she stopped mid-way to stare down at the ring on your finger, to which made your eyes subconsciously look at her tie to find purple gemstones and a golden resemblance of a bat.
âPark Chaewon, and this is Son Hyejoo. Yerim, Hyejoo and Hyunjin are triplets.â the mint haired girl motioned to the girl with intimidating eyes next to her, but as Hyejoo seemed to have assessed exactly who youâd be in her lifeâshe bowed in greeting, to which Yerim gasped at before she did the same.
âNo, itâs fine guysâplease, Iâm not initiated yet,â the stood back up on their height as you turned to look at Hyunjin who seemed to have been staring at you the entire time, âand you three bizarrely do.. Look alike.â
âWeâre not related, itâs just what weâre known to be called for. Chaewon always tend to give off the wrong impression.â
âIm Yeojin.â the shortest girl bowed without directly making eye contact with you, turning to Jungeun to tell her sheâd be heading to class now and left without another word. Yerim gave you an apologetic look.
âSheâs Haseul-unnieâs younger sister, sheâs just worried for her," she shyly smiled this time, looking around at your group before placing a hand on Jungeun and Hyunjin's arm to glance at the commotion behind her to Jiwoo shaking Hyejoo as she coo'ed, with Chaewon groaning at the sight and Heejin laughingâarms wrapped around Chaewon's arms as they both stared at the other two, "we did our usual rounds, no signs of threat today too."
"Good, that means no one's caught up on our rendezvous yesterday. Stay on guard, they could easily get someone in the vicinity." Yerim nodded at Jungeun's calculating look before the older girl looked at Hyunjin with a stern expression.
"And if it comes down to a fight, Hyunjin and Heejin are with Y/N. That's the closest they can get to her."
"They'll have to figure out which one of us is the boss first." Yerim's lips started to pull up in a grin when you looked at her in confusion just before Hyunjin nodded, grabbing hold of your forearm gently to then eye the two.
"Get to class, we'll talk more later." and with that, the expressionless girl tugged you over to Heejin whom she also practically dragged away by the forearm. Jiwoo and Yerim waved at your retreating figure with big smiles as Chaewon apparently followed behind the three of you, staying close but not too close.
"Why wouldn't Chaewon just walk next to us?" you asked once Hyunjin let go of you and Heejin, the older of the two scurrying from Hyunjin's opposite side to take her place on your left with a contented smile on her lips. Hyunjin merely glanced down at your curious gaze before facing the bustling hallway again, not paying an ounce of attention to your fellow students that gawked at the two girls that walked beside you.
"She's guarding our rear," Hyunjin stated before looking back at you with a knowing look, "if she's seen with us, the enemy would assume she's part of our group. So if she guards from afar.."
"We're at an advantage, got it." you finished, to which Hyunjin nodded at, turning back to the hallwaysâwith you not being able to see the impressed look on her face as you caught up quickly. Heejin peeked from next to you, smiling with her hands behind her back.
"Did you ever catch Chaewon following you around?" Heejin asked when you looked at the girl in bewilderment.
"What?"
"She's been ordered to guard you since the boss passed, over a year ago." Hyunjin said beside you, making you look behind you at the striking girl with flowing mint-colored hair who looked as if she was gliding smoothly past the people around herâsomething about her aura lit the halls up yet at the same time, she camouflaged in them.
Park Chaewon had been walking behind you for an entire year, and the only time you've actually seen her was that one time in the gymnasium assemblyâand the other when she talked to Jungeun in the lot.
The girl was damn good at her job.
"Don't stare at her too long, you don't want rumors of being connected to her floating around. You'll make her job harder for her." you heard Hyunjin say, feeling her hand on your forearm yet again to which made you turn back to the frontâbut not before shooting Chaewon a tiny smile, making the girl's lips twitch before nodding ever so slightly.
"But she's in the class next to ours, right..?" Heejin laughed, gently bumping her shoulder to yours which made you also bump into Hyunjin who didn't even look back at you two. The soft-featured girl slinging an arm loosely around your shoulders to grin at you.
"Just trust in Kahei, Y/N. She knows what she's doing."
Oh, so the team's strategy is Vivi's role.
When you sat on your assigned seat, you've decided to finally drop the continuous surprise at how fast the group had seemed to settle in your life when the two seats by your own that were usually occupied by your classmates had now been moved to sit in the back of the roomâto which Heejin and Hyunjin then taken as if it had been theirs all this time. It didn't stop them from their class introduction though, with Kim Hyunjin staring at the back of the room with a vacant expressionâthe complete opposite of Heejin's shy smiles and sparkling eyes setting on each student in your class.
You winced at the boys cheering and the girls quickly trying to chat them both up in front of your class advisor, telling them to settle down when Hyunjin barely spared a glance at them as she walked back to the seat next to youâwith Heejin apologizing and waving along the way.
You wondered how much longer the day would drag before something else comes to continue flipping your world upside down.
Hello~
I started to write on my laptop and this is way more fun than doing it on my phone (specially proofreading overused words) but as far as this series goes, this chapter did not go the way I envisioned it but.. It still came close. And this is fine too, but now that Y/N and the girls have metâI wonder how this is going to play out. A soft next episode? Maybe a hint of action? We wonât know until itâs there~
Are you guys liking this too? I kind of am, but I need more foundation to the lore in my head and Iâm trying to plan out each episode the best I can. All writers want to achieve with their writing is giving a clear picture of their vision through words, you know? Vibe.
Anyways, hereâs an episode~ I hope you guys really are enjoying this, Iâm slowly easing back into my writing style back when I used to be passionate about writingâso itâll continue to be lengthy, and more so when I keep at this~ But thatâs all for this Authorâs Note. The idea of the pins and ring though, had me giggling like a school girl to myself lmao.
Summary: Twelve girls are bound by a string of fate, with the priority of keeping a completely clueless girl alive who was unaware of the responsibility that would soon fall upon her shoulders. In which Y/L/N Y/N was the Heiress to a first ranking Mafia Family, and had to live in complete secrecy until the day of her return.
Heels clicked against the marbled tiles, a short haired woman adorned a simple white blouse with a plain black tie and a shining green gemstone pin, fitted dress pants, and a matching pair of boots made her way through the silence of the halls. Soon reaching the large mahogany doors that almost reached the ceiling, the woman didn't hesitate to push the doors open and pause in the middle of the spacious room. She bowed before announcing her arrival to the gray haired man that stood by the tall windows, back facing her as his eyes scanned the garden beyond the glass of his quarters.
"I've arrived, boss." the man inhaled deeply, raising a hand to signal the woman to be at ease and so she straightened back to her height, side-eyeing the machinery that surrounded the king sized bed, and dressers that were once filled with family portraitsânow occupied by numerous paraphernalia for various medication. The sharp-eyed woman clenched her jaw, studying the man who kept his back turned to her yet she could almost hear his contemplation out loud.
It's gotten worse.
"Do you need me to call for the doctor, sir? I can ask Vivi to take charge until I've finished the task."
"No, I specifically called you for a reason, Haseul." the man turned his head slightly, just enough to make sure that he could see the young woman through his peripheral vision who was patiently awaiting for orders. His heart clenched as only for a moment, the sight of her reminded him of a younger version of herself, one that he had once found in the streets doing errands for another Family to make sure that she comes home with enough coins to feed a child that could barely even formulate a wordâstating that she had found the child the abandoned, wandering the streets aloneâto which the young girl then decided to claim as her own sister.
The old man then asked if they wanted to work for him instead, and with Haseul's dim eyes shining brightly at the offerâa wary expression quickly cast on her small, rugged features, stating that they'll be chased by those whom gave her orders. Soon enough, the old man took care of it himself, and the two scrawny children that sat in the dining hall with the boss were shoving their meals down their throats as if their lives depended on itâbut the old man didn't mind, lips pulled up into a small smile as he sipped on his wine.
"How is your sister? She's doing well, I hope." Haseul's eyes stayed glued on the back of the boss' head, feeling slightly distressed at how it seemed as if the usual dismissive and busy man had time to even ask for such easily answered questions.
"She is, sir. She's attending classes at this very moment."
"I've been reminiscing the times where she'd barge in the meeting room with the loudest greeting.." the man chuckled to himself, sighing without noticing the pained expression that had now set on Haseul's face as she swallowed thickly.
"She's living well with the other five, but I'll make sure to ask her to drop by sometime.."
"And.. Yves?" Haseul's eyes snapped back to the boss, watching as he finally turned to face her with a distant look in his eyes.
"Sirâ"
"I need to know if she's taking care of her." as he moved to take a seat, the old man slightly staggeredâmaking Haseul reflexively take a step towards him but he quickly placed a hand on his desk, regaining his balance with a frustrated look on his face.
"Is she being taken care of?" Haseul could only nod in reply when he looked back at her, she could see the internal struggle that had been building up in his aged features as he slowly lowered himself on his chair. Inhaling deeply as he finally sat in peace, leaned back, staring across the room blankly.
"It won't be long until she comes home," the old man's eyes set on a picture frame that stood tall on his desk where the image of the familiar face of his eldest son, his wife and a baby girl smiling happily back at him, "will I ever be able to meet her? My own granddaughter.."
"Is that why you called for me?" Haseul dared to ask just when the boss started to look solemn, but though the boss was as strict as any boss can beâhe was never unkind to those of which he raised as his own.
He did however, looked at Haseul displeasingly as if he's wasn't dying and this was just another day where the old man slightly questions if the girl really did grow up under his supervision.
"No, I have an order only I can give youâand I alone." and so the old man started speaking, pulling out a document from a drawer under his desk and laying it out on the surface for Haseul to read. As she read what had been written on the parchment, she felt her heart drop as she stared down at the contentsâher own body practically refusing to listen her boss speak any further, vision blurring while the old man continued to tell her exactly what would be her final order from him. Haseul was numb the second she had left her boss' quarters, stiffly making her way down the hall with nothing but agony and dread washing over her as everything slowly sank in. If it wasn't for Vivi's arms that had quickly caught her once she'd rounded the corner, the short-haired woman would've broke down alone on the empty hallâbut there they sat on the ground, Haseul's heartbreaking sobs echoing through the silence, Vivi's hushed whispers and protective arms wrapped around the girl, Haseul could almost feel the emptiness that was once her reality and had been completed because of the boss' compassion return.
"How long do we have until we come for her?" her eyes continued to stare down blankly at the name engraved on the tombstone, tearing her eyes away from the marble to look at the taller, dark haired woman with distinct sharp featuresâparticularly, the slope of her jawlineâthat stood behind her. With her arms crossed and craned neck as she eyed Haseul with a focused gaze, the leader could only glance at the tombstone before taking a deep breath and tiredly walking past her to start leading them towards the cars.
"A year."
"A year!? Whatâshe'll be our boss when she's barely through her junior year? What's the difference with just going right now!?" Haseul pinched the bridge of her nose as the other woman leaned over to express her dismay, making her stop on her tracks to look at the taller girl pleadingly.
"It's in the paper, Jinsol. You've all read it, please don't make me repeat the order that I've been assigned to doâif you want to press on this further, take it up with Kahei, please." Jinsol eyed the drained girl infront of her, shaking her head before reaching over to place a comforting hand on her shoulder in attempt to console the older girl.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound harsh it's just.. We're defenseless, it doesn't sit rightânot having a real boss," Haseul nodded solemnly, failing to meet Jinsol's worried gaze, "it's not fair that he left you with it, even if everyone would catch a bullet for you if you commanded it. Haseul, it's.. Just not right." Jinsol tried her best to empathize with the girl, though lacking the ability of wording it out. However, Haseul felt the sincerity in her tone and just gave her a small smile in replyâalready mentally preparing herself for a year of temporary boss until they're finally ready to get you.
"Everything will go as smoothly as it always has, Jinsol. We'll have our boss back before we know it."
"Yo!" you squinted your eyes at the sudden figure blocking you from the view of the sun, the familiar wide smile and crinkled eyes directed at you as she beamedâdare you'd say that though she was blocking the sun from behind her, it was as if she shined even brighter than the source itself.
"Yo.." she let out a hitch-pitched excited squeal before occupying the space next to you on the bleachers, popping open her water bottle as her eyes aimlessly scanned the open field, lingering on the blonde that ran at easeâleading everyone else behind her.
"What 'cha doing?" the girl next to you asked with a melody, leaning over to invade your personal space even furtherâher nose practically pressing up against your left cheek while you watched the students at the field. Maybe if you were still a freshmen and the older girl smothered you with affection like this as she usually did, you would've been all flustered and stumbling with your words. But it's been years since the school's precious Student Council Vice Presidentâthe "Sunshine Goddess" as they've repeatedly called her since she transferredâand "Just-who-even-is-that-girl?" Y/N's dating rumors had died down, the infatuation had subsided and now you were left with the most lovable and affectionate puppy that never missed a day on telling you that she loved you.
Oh what people would give to have Student Council Vice President Kim Jiwoo's love and affection.
"Skipping class." you answered monotonously, hearing a loud gasp coming from Jiwoo who quickly clasped her water bottle shut, rising from her spot to look down at youâcompletely horrified at your reply. She grabbed you by your hand that was subconsciously picking on the hem of your uniform's coat, making you look back up at her as the girl pouted at you.
"Yah! Ha Y/N, Take your classes more seriously! Do you have any idea what you could be missing in your class right now? What would you do if someone told you to solve calculus or you'll die!?"
"I'll ask if I can call a friend, and I'll see if my Jiwoo-unnie can solve it for me. If she can'tâthen I guess I'll just die. So much for having an Unnie that's a year level above mine.."
"Y/N!" Jiwoo really did look bothered by your joke, but she looked adorable even in her worried state which made you pull your hands up in surrender.
"I'm not skipping class, we have a substitute teacher for today and he asked us to finish the homework that was given yesterdayâI already finished it so I asked if I could leave early and now I'm here."
"Hey! You two! What do you think you're doing up there!?" both your eyes snapped over to a flustered, slightly ragged breathing Kim Jungeun standing by the bottom of the steps, a hands on her hips with her sharp eyes squinted to look at you and Jiwoo through the sunlight. Jiwoo tugged on your hand that she'd been holding onto, shaking it as if to mimic a wave towards the Student Council President who only looked even more irritated than when she squinted her eyes at you two.
"Jungie! Y/N left class early to watch us do PE!"
"And you actually believe her!?" Jungeun shouted from her spot, her volume loud enough for a few of their classmates who were doing laps to glance at the three of you nosily. One student who glanced at you briefly made eye contact with Jiwoo, and you swear the girl was smiling the last time you saw herâbut the paling of the students face made you think otherwise. Though when you looked back at Jiwoo, she was smiling warmly at you.
"I said I was sorry, Jungeun-unnie! Will you ever let that go?" you asked the older girl by the bottom of the steps, but she only raised a brow at you before shooting you a disapproving look and letting out a 'tsk', pointing at Jiwoo.
"Enabler! Back in the field, now!"
"But the teacher's not even back yet!"
"If she says twenty laps, then it's twenty! You've only done ten! Maybe if you even tried to stop yourself from being too excited talk to Y/Nâyou would've already doubled that!" Jungeun pointed at the field behind her, making Jiwoo groan and start mumbling under her breath as she glanced at you before making her way down the bleachers. The blonde president raised her chin as Jiwoo lowered her eyes right back at her, handing her the water bottle before reaching the field and breaking into a full sprint. You watched in awe how she had already reached a few remaining students across the field whom were all tired out of their minds, Jiwoo zoomed past themâeyes practically overflowing with irate.
"You should head home early, I heard it's going to rain heavily today." Jungeun said as she settled on Jiwoo's previous spot next to you, the girl scanning the side of your faceâyour eyes following Jiwoo around the field. You turned to look at Jungeun just as she popped the bottle open, taking a few mouthfuls of water before screwing it shut to place on the space between the two of you.
"I'm pretty sure that wherever you got that forecast fromâis inaccurate," Jungeun reached behind her to pull the band off her ponytail, letting her blonde locks fall loosely on her shoulders as she looked at you with intrigue, "The skies answer to one person, and one person only. And that person's name is Ha Sooyoung."
"Ha Sooyoung? Sooyoung-unnie? Your older sister?" you almost felt offended when Jungeun cackled at the mention of your older sister, until you remembered that the year your sister was just about to graduateâshe apparently got close enough with Jungeun and Jiwoo through her final stretch as Student Council President at the time, enough for her to ask the two girls to watch over you as she always had until you could only see each other at home with the older girl being in college.
"She never fails at that, always giving me an umbrella when it actually rains. Ever since we were kids! But today, she didn't give me an umbrella so.. Your forecast is wrong, Unnie."
"That Unnie.. Teaching you all the wrong things in life.." you snorted at the the teasing tone before looking up at the clear blue sky, to which Jungeun did the same.
"But maybe I should, actually. Sooyoung-unnie took a day off from her internship for some reason, maybe we could grab a bite to eat or spend some time together." Jungeun leaned over to bump her shoulder against yours, grinning at you when you gave her a look.
"You're going to be like this with us when we graduate too, aren't you Y/N? You're going to miss our affection~"
"What is this? Unnie! Please not you too!"
"Hey! How dare you two be cute without me!? I'm not taking no for an answer when I come over there and kiss you both!" Jiwoo, who had finally finished running her laps hurriedly ran up the bleachers at the sight of Jungeun's arms wrapped around you as she attempted to land a kiss your cheek. The three of you ended up tangled on the ground, laughing loudly just as the school bell in the background, signalling the dismissal of all classes. Jiwoo and Jungeun headed to the showers as you waited patiently by the entrance of the field, you fiddled with the strap of your backpack that hung on one of your shoulders, eyes stuck on the view of students rustling through the parking lot, watching a few cars start pulling out of the driveway and conversations pass by.
There was one group however, four girlsâone of them with striking mint colored hair whom you swore was from the same year level as you, but in another classâstood in the middle of the busy lot, the shortest of the four whom you'd assume was a freshmen, oddly hanging out with a junior and two sophomores, seemed to be in a serious conversation with them. The dark haired girl with the fiercest eyes you've probably laid eyes on in your entire life furrowed her brows at the girl as the mint-haired girl looked just about ready to walk out of the conversationâbut the one girl with wavy brown hair seemed to be trying to ease the tension by slowly repeating the same words that the shorter girl had, a wary smile set on her lips as her eyes moved from one girl to another.
And then her eyes landed on you.
You quickly tore your eyes away from the four, acting as if you haven't been watching them the entire time their conversation was slowly getting heated. Just as you were about ready to turn and just wait in front of the shower room, you felt a quick tug on your armâfinding the familiar blinding smile of Jiwoo directed at you as she wrapped her arms around one of your own. But when her eyes seemed to have followed where Jungeun seemed to have went, her smile slowly fell into a thin line which made you look over to Jungeun too, staring at her back as she conversed with the four girls from earlier that you had been caught looking at.
"It's finally time, huh?" Jiwoo mumbled to herself, not noticing that though she practically whispered itâyou heard her loud and clear. Whatever it was that Jiwoo was talking about, your inner voice clashed against the feeling in your gut that does not want to know what the older girl meant. Your eyes scanned the four girls that crowded around Jungeunâwho's composure looked as collected as everâwhen your eyes caught the mint-haired girl's oddly concerned ones and the fury that seemed to radiate from the short-haired girl..
What was going on?
"Who are they?" you asked, the question coming out as a whisper which didn't easily slide by Jiwoo, who's grip slightly loosen around your armâyet you felt the older girl rest a cheek on your shoulder, squishing them lightly as she eyed the five.
"Good kids, you'll know soon." the way Jiwoo suddenly switched moods made you turn to look at her, the girl just looked up at you from her position just when Jungeun made her way back to you. You and Jiwoo barely even got a reaction from the blonde when she started to head over to her red Tesla on the reserved parking space which was a perk when you were a Student Council PresidentâJiwoo's parking space as the Student Council Vice President next to hers remained just as empty as the first year she'd been appointed in the position.
Jungeun basically drove for the both of them anyways, and when you suggested to Jiwoo to just rent her spot to profit off of it she refusedâstating that she already had someone in mind that could occupy the space. You thought she meant that person to be you, but when you teaser her about itâshe had quickly declared that you were never getting a driver's license.
"You'll always have us to drive you around."
It was cute how she said 'us' as if she had a license herself, so you let it slide.
"What did those kids want with you?" Jungeun brought the car to life, glancing at you from the rearview mirror just as you locked your seatbelt on. She quickly followed suit, looking over to Jiwoo who seemed to still struggle with hers no matter how many times a day she had to put it onâbut Jungeun wordlessly leaned over to do it herself like always, and gone were Jiwoo's knitted brows of concentration to be replaced by a big beaming smile, ready to embark on a journey of a lifetime.
"We're crashing at yours tonight." you raised a brow at Jungeun's dismissive tone, opening your mouth to ask her what she even meant but Jiwoo turned the music on to squeal loudly when âColorsâ by some girl group named âGirl of the Monthâ boomed through the speakers. The whole ride to your house was just spent with Jiwoo belting out whatever played on the radio, and the combined silence between you and Jungeunâbut hers was different, you knew that deep, contemplative look on Jungeun's face only appears every once in a while when you were all hanging out. Usually, the girl wouldn't dare mix her school life with the fun energy she had always seemed to be in whenever it was you three but..
This one felt different.
Even the way Jiwoo suddenly stopped singing when she realized how close you were to the view of your homeâhell, even Jiwoo started to fidget on her seat.
"Do you think she remembers me?" Jiwoo looked down at her peach colored backpack in between her matching peach colored chucks, wiggling her feet in a jittery manner until she felt a hand rest on her knee. Jungeun shot her a knowing look, making sure Jiwoo saw her before she faced the road again, nodding firmly.
"I'm sure she does, but that's the last thing on everyone's minds right now."
"Right, yeahâof course! How weird of me." Jiwoo breathed out an awkward laugh before clearing her throat, glancing at your odd look directed towards her before she looked back intently at Jungeun. Jungeun side-eyed the girl, quickly getting flustered by how serious Jiwoo looked.
"I swear to whoever is up there that created this world, if she doesn't get down on one knee with a ring in her hand the moment we step foot in that house when you lock eyesâshe's on my hit list."
"Kim Jiwoo! What are you evenâ"
"She's pretty, you're pretty. She's totally in love with you, you are in love with her even if you act like you're not but it's just because you're a Tsundere and we all love you for thatâbut I swear, Kim Jungeun I will combustâ"
"Who's cars are parked outside my house?" your eyes almost popped out of their sockets at the sight of three expensive looking cars that was parked perfectly aligned just outside your garage. The second Jungeun pulls the car to a halt, you scrambled on your seat to unclasp your seat belt before grabbing your bag and pushing the door open. You could hear Jungeun calling for you in the background as you rushed to get inside your houseâbut not before eyeing the blue, yellow, and green cars that continued to intimidate youâyou needed make sure that Sooyoung was okay. You pushed the front door open, racing over to the staircase and completely managing to miss a tall, dark haired woman by the entrance of the living room who lightly tapped on the fish tankâgiggling to herself until she heard your heavy footsteps after the front door were rashly pushed open.
You were just about to walk past your room and barge into Sooyoung's when you collided against a figure that emerged from the open door of your own room, making you fall back on the ground with a thud as you stared at what seemed to be a pair of jean-clad knees. A large, yet soft looking hand was quickly outstretched in front of you, the impact had apparently managed to rattle you into silence helped you in taking the strangers hand with no hesitation for them to pull you up from the groundâeyes finally locking into yours.
"Y/N." was the only word she muttered, blinking at you as if she was nothing but a mere husk of the human she was supposed to be. The girl looked just about your age but you couldn't deny that she was way beyond just a simple girl, though the she looked almost roboticâit didn't stop her from scanning your face before eyeing you from head to toe in your shocked state, her mouth formed into an 'o' shape.
Her eyes were very pretty.
"You're very much prettier than the images Jiwoo-unnie sends us." and with that, the girl with the cat-like eyes' gaze softened as her lips pulled into a full smile. You didn't exactly know how to react at her statement, or even at the softest smile you've ever seen in your lifeâwhat is this girl even doing here?
And she just mentioned Jiwoo-unnieâwhat does she have to do with this?
"Kim Hyunjin! Jiwoo-unnie said the boss isâ" a lower toned voice called from behind you, only to stop dead on her tracks with her eyes widened in shock.
"Here." the girl named Kim Hyunjin finished, peeking from behind you to grin at the light haired girl. You were almost certain that you had lost all your sense of comprehension, it was as if suddenly these strangers that stood in your halls that drove the expensive looking cars parked outsideâlooking exactly like those models in magazine covers that a child would want to grow up as, while those of the same age could only feel their innermost insecurities come crashing down on them at the sightâhad completely shattered the peace that had once been in your home.
But if these were even Sooyoung's friendsâwould you even be shocked at the thought of a pretty girl being friends with other pretty girls?
"B-boss." the girl whom you've finally came to the conclusion that had distinctive European features bowed in greeting, you merely blinked at the sudden title that the girl had given you as an airy laugh was released behind you. Hyunjin's laugh then died down, with the girl that stayed in her position in front of you peeking as if awaiting for a signal of some sort.
"I.. No?"
"..No?" she asked in confusion at your attempt in trying to grasp the situation, her light brown hair swayed as she tilted her head at your wordsâto which you could only flush at before Hyunjin moved past you, grabbing her friend's shoulders with a teasing smile on her lips as she pulled her back to her height.
"She doesn't know yet," Hyunjin told the girl, an embarrassed look settling on her soft features to which she quickly waved her hands around as if to dismiss whatever that encounter was. Hyunjin giggled to then pat the girl's head, looking back at you with a knowing look on her face, "this is Jeon Heejin, my friendâmy soul friend! She looks like a puppy doesn't she? I had the same thought the first time i met herâ"
"Stop that!" the duo easily slipped into lighthearted bickering, to which you just stood there, watching as bewildered as ever with Hyunjin shaking her head and Heejin's small fists clenchedâattempting to look even the slightest bit intimidatingâonly to look like an adorable child throwing a tantrum. The two quickly wrapped it up when you heard Sooyoung call you from downstairs, which then reminded you of why you rushed into the house in the first place so you slid past the twoâmaking your way back down on the first floor with the duo following behind you, their bickering continues but now hushed as you almost had a heart attack when rounding the corner to find a tall, dark haired woman whom you'd assume was just about as old as Sooyoung, standing by the entrance of the living room.
"Did you find what you were looking for?" the woman merely spared you a glance, looking over to the two whom both nodded in confirmation. The woman looked back at you, almost in pity before she turned to enter the living room herself, not even saying a word to you.
But really, why are these girls in your house resembling every single campus crushes that every student had once seemed to fall for during their academic years?
"Unnie.. What the hell is going on?" you asked just as Sooyoung finally came into view, standing at the other end of the livingroom by one of the tall windows that she always made a point to keep the blinds drawnâbut this time, she had them all shut, peeking through them as if to check the surroundings before locking eyes with you, sharp gaze quickly turning soft and her lips easing into what resembled a frown.
"Y/Nâ"
"Ha Y/N, please, have a seat." a woman your eyes barely passed by once you entered the room had called for your attention, she sat by one of the singular couches that had were supposed to face the television but instead, were all positioned as if in some kind of meeting room. It looked almost exactly like the position was in one of those films where there was a person of strength sitting on one end of the room, a few unoccupied chairs aligned by both sides to reach a specific chair that was meant to be for the person being questioned.
Your eyes watched Sooyoung take the seat between the sharp-eyed woman whom had a pondering look casted on her features as she started at you and the dark haired girl with the sharp jawline who now looked blank, making you break eye contact with the woman at the end of the room to acknowledge the orange-haired other woman that sat by her other side, looking almost serene as she sipped on her tea.
"Where are Kim Lip and Chuu?"
"Waiting for Gowon's team to arrive." the dark haired girl answered the now humming short-haired girl's question, watching as Hyunjin took the seat by your right, followed by Heejin sitting next to the dark haired girl on your leftâeyeing everyone in the room before flashing you a small smile.
"Y/N?" the woman called for you attention yet again, an almost hesitant smile on her lips as she motioned for you to the seat in front of you, a few feet away from entirely facing her.
"Please." you swallowed sharply before settling down on the spot she hand kept insisting for you to occupy. Just before she could begin, approaching footsteps made you look up from the faces that were already present in the room, to feel the blood drain from your head down to your toes at the familiar sight of Kim Jungeunânow seated between Hyunjin and the orange-haired woman, adorning a luxurious looking velvet black suit with a blinding red pin contrasting her black tie. The pin had been intricately designed with nothing but red gemstones and a crescent-like symbol in on it's top with a golden silhouette of what resembled an owl in the middle of it.
"..Jungeun?" your friend turned to look up at you, a hint of apology in her eyes before she looked across from her to find the once blank looking member of the groupâthe woman with the sharp jawlineâstaring softly at Jungeun before she turned to look back at what you finally decided to point as..
Their Leader.
"Let's begin."
Hello~
I've decided to start my initial plan for this account on this fic. This was a series that had come to mind when I watched a rerun of Hitman Reborn and thought that yeah, mafia au's are pretty chill but the most I've read for the ones with this group was.. Are there even any? If so, I'd love to read them.
But initially, this had always been a reader included ideaâalmost shifted into a 2jin one (would probably write about as well when I can) but that would be a different universe compared to this one. And that plot would be fixed along with a handful of different groups but as I've saidâI hope I can write it when I can.
This is only act one, probably.. made up of three acts? Twelve episodes each? When I finish the series, I'd probably make one shots of this universeâso many plans with such a short amount of time~
The plot would progress as it goes, minor ideas would make its way into major plotsânothing is of certain, who you would end up with is indefinite, the lore will be laid.. But the uncertainty that comes with this, when it will actually finish or just disappear into the drafts after five episodes or so..
I cannot guarantee even my own attachment to the plot, but it played well in my mind when I thought about it and so here I am. Though Congratulations on stumbling upon this fic, and I apologize if you ever become as immersed as I am with this.
