Unhealthy Sexual Relations
Like drawing nectar from a rose
Exposing me to my own beauty and fertility
Each kiss sending a sweet tingle down my spine
You loved my body in a way no man could
Showing me what it’s like to be a woman
Spreading my legs slowly and whispering, “I just want to please you”
Calling out my beauty while our hot bodies were entwined with each other
I gave you my light and you gave me your lust
I still recall the first time you said “I love you”
I soaked you with my love and it was “okay” to say it for that reason.
Like drawing nectar from a wilting rose
I did not realize soon enough the exchange we made in tangled sheets
You touched me differently each time, my spine shivers from each kiss because I do not recognize your lips.
You fucked me like no man could,
Injecting me with your lust and pain, yet my body cringes at the thought of anyone’s hands touching me
I only want your tainted hands violating my body
I only want your piercing tongue giving me unimaginable pleasure
Each moment spent was my unforsaken dimming
Draining me of the light I didn’t know I had until I met you
Like a parasite living off of its host
Yet I still am the one who misses you most
