PC 📸: @k94photography (@bieberkenny). Really enjoyed our shoot Saturday, Kenny! Looking forward to more from you. Found this poem from a year ago on my FB timeline, very gender-angsty: “Little Girl” Tell me I’m beautiful Kill me with a kiss Bring me back to sixteen And undo this twist. My body is my weapon And my mind is my hell Too much time has passed But this soul means well. I lived in a bubble I lived all alone I came for life running Do I exit it stoned? What happened to the little light That could, that can, that will? That little light inside me, Oh damn, mine to kill. The choice is yours, they say. Every second lent, every day. Bring me to life like your French girls And leave me to languish in that harmonious world Where you were a lover and I was your girl And my skin was never coated with dirt And life never handed me an Oliver twist To live out until I broke its wrist. Time has trudged along it seems. Its pace is only a hastened dream. I am a trooper, I am yours truly— The pages turn and you already knew me Way back when and up till now. But the purity in me, it’s all brand new. Oh why couldn’t nascence see it through? I am a lost book that few have read, Or at least with few to tell its dread. And in time I will find that publisher. It’s just a matter of correcting my measure. Just let me be yours and this life I will treasure. Let me be yours. Let me be who I truly was, Oh dearest love... let me be whole. #bodytemple #trans #modeling #poetsofinstagram #adolescence #permanence #adulthood #lookingback #lookingforward https://www.instagram.com/p/CHfjpR0gfkY/?igshid=1llkb62hdc9vb