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Today an array of thoughts surround my mind. I'm in that mood again. Might walk it off in a minute. Something about walking in the dark whilst the cold wind rustles leaves. Sounds like trees whispering.
On the other hand, it's payday tomorrow! Grin-Grin. I think I'll invest finally in another guitar. Hopefully I won't break the strings like the last one.
Be you.
I choose to be different over conformity.
Introspection on a Sunday Afternoon.
So I'm sitting here thinking what to do with my life. To be honest, if anything, I'd love nothing more than to pack my bags and get on a plane to somewhere, East Asia is at the top of my mind. Somewhere where the culture is deep and I'm surrounded by beauty. I'm tired of the western world. It's great don't get me wrong, but is it satisfactory enough for me? The answer to that is clear as day. No. It's not.
For now, I'll just bide my time. Concentrate on the present. Finish college, and hopefully things will become clear...(er).
"The future is foggy. Like mist, it only becomes more clear with every step you take." And that's what I'm doing. Taking those steps. One at a time.
My destination?
Unknown.
Ramblings @ stupid o'clock.
“Having a DSLR does not make someone a photographer.”
Saw this quote today and it is so true, though I own one I do not regard myself as such, my photos are merely for memory references and my ever expanding memory wall and if I ever said different, then I’d be a hypocrite… Some people need to remove their heads from their own arses and stop thinking they’re special.
Late night ramble.
So today has been the first time I've done an actual work out in a year! Dayumm. My back is killing. Right, won't be doing that for another year. Getting a camera tomorrow... nothing major. Yet. Currently phoneless at the moment though. Getting another one tomorrow.
Found my old-old phone today. Browsing through and reading past text messages. Ha! Wow. It actually feels like it was yesterday... Cliche, I know. But it does. Going to try and commit to get back in contact with people I haven't been in touch with.
Oh and I'm deleting Facebook (So if you're reading this future me, and you have facebook on a different tab... Shame on you!)
That is all...
"She has that effect on me no one else has"
Truth.
Looking back
this time a year ago I was buzzing for college. So much has changed since then. Hell I've changed. It's like if you put me and the mirror me from last year, you'd definitely see a difference.
Introvert into an extrovert.
Preferred 2010 though, end of school; so much memories, events & feelings. Oh yeah, THE feelings. Don't think I'll forget those in a hurry. I should probably stop living in the past. I know. But in most ways, the past is so much more better.. WAAAY better.
2K10 was my year.
Back to the future shit..
I'll cut off my ears before I hear your advice.
Kendrick Lamar
So recently
I've been waking up in the middle of the night after weird as fuck dreams. I'm inclined to call these nightmares, however I do not feel scared in them at all. In the dreams I always know I am dreaming, and I view myself in a 3rd person perspective; however when I speak I'm always back in 1st person. It's like watching my life unfold from the eyes of a stranger.
Average right?
Except in those dreams, it doesn't end well for me. From having lung cancer, to being shot, to falling out of the sky 40,000 feet in the air (don't ask me how I know, it's one of those dream facts). So as a result I'd thought I'd have a dream journal going on.
I need me a Joseph...
This some Horcrux Shit.
I feel like a part of me is missing... I don't know how it happened, but presuming you have it, I want it back.
Bombay Mix Shit.
Wondering what the hell are some people's problems. I.e. What do they have stuck up their arses.
This blog post falls in the category of somewhat of a rant... as always. But seriously, what's the deal with some girls? What do I mean?
Example scenario.
Speaking to a girl, making conversation. Good conversation. You know, the one with all those winks and tongue faces just sprouting EVERYWHERE. (You know what I mean. Makes you feel like a boss.)
THEN out of nowhere they decide it's a good idea to start talking about another boy. And just to rub it in, she starts making observations and adding comments, "so and so did this, He did that."
Ladies help me understand this, what actually occurs to mind when you do that? I mean do you run out of things to say, or do you like playing "chase me" and hard to get?
It's not fun. It's confusing and irritating. That's some mixed signal bullshit. Be straight with us. We'll be straight with you.
None of this left, right, turn, crossroad bullshit. I give up...
Come home from a shitty day at work. Shower. Dinner. Manga.
Dose of Nostalgia
I wish I was a kid again.
So I can speak in non-sequiturs as I digress, So I can pretend the world is one ball held on a piece of string by a giant man, So I can run around without a single shred of fear or worry,
So I can have dreams instead of wishes…
So this morning
I was singing to Frank Ocean whilst cooking my breakfast. Thought no one was up until all of a sudden my older sister’s friend comes out and asks me “Who’s the girl?” I was like say whaat O_o … She replied saying, “Who’s the girl that broke your heart?”
Oh…
I can't sleep
Way too much on my mind at the moment. I have no intention of burying my thoughts. Times like these I tend to stay up late, staring at the ceiling. Yet I'm seventeen, what problems should I have? Why should my mind be troubled. Hmm... The trouble is I don't even have a clue what I am troubled about or what I'm thinking deeply about. My mind switches onto auto-pilot itself. I don't know... Attributes of being a Pisces maybe. Overthinking things. Always thinking it's you vs the world. I don't know... Confusion. Damn Zubats.
Things that piss me off
So today has been one clusterfuck of things that piss me off. I'm not big on big rants but this is certainly one that has been due for days so I figured it's time I ventilated, blew off some steam and what else you call it.
First and foremost, a big fuck you to guys who's ideology is to "cockblock". That's male or female, (Yes ladies you do it too; and when you do, it's often to a greater extent). Intentionally or not, that's not cool. On ANY level. I'm not just talking about cockblocking as a conventional term, no, I'm talking about acts of destroying a social situation in which two or more people may be having. To me that's cockblocking.
Like I was having a conversation with a FRIEND of mine (Notice emphasis on FRIEND, I wasn't trying to hit) and then some idiot of a guy decided his intervention was required by audibly saying, "get in there John," Wink face, Wink face.
Like Wow... Really? Now not only did his comment kill the conversation, but it created an awkward atmosphere in which neither of us wanted to continue speaking. A void of dead silence. Now that's cold. Not even Medusa would attempt that shit. Get that snake shit out of here. It's not needed. Fuck off. Cool. Thanks...
Secondly, it's people who cannot handle their drinks! And thus as a conclusion become douchebags. Having a blast of a time is not the same as drinking to the point where others around cannot even recognise the person that stands before them. The fakes who transform into douches in a matter of minutes and then claim the day after that it was due to the drink... Wow. Really? Who are you trying to kid? A drunken mind speaks sober hearts.
You aint Optimus Prime.
You're just a closet douche...
Then finally. We have ignorant people.
Nothing pisses me off more than an ignorant person.
Ignorance is bliss. Ignorance will always exist, no matter where you go there's no escaping it. The fact is, it is one of the key traits that contribute to the construction of what we call "human beings".
I call it the Icarus effect. The arrogant mindset that leads to our ignorance of the world and as a result, of others' feelings. We become so self-absorbed in our own agenda that we forget our actions can affect others. We decide to act on impulses rather than logical reasoning. And yet, sometimes this can be a good thing, but there's a difference between being intuitive and purely arrogant.
Which are you?