John’s Diary

Sharing my interests, opinions and experiences

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John. 18 He/Him. | Gay & Transsexual | 💉March 2026

Hi there, I made this blog to share my experiences and hopefully help others.

I’m a trans guy who’s been out since 11, I have had many struggles with internalized homophobia, transphobia, drugs, ect.

I’m comfortable answering any questions as long as they’re respectful. (Venting is allowed)

Please be warned this blog also has NSFW content.

This is a safe space for all.

(Also note that John is not my real name, I’m just an Xavier Dolan nerd)

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Lord bring me a goth guy that I can top every night, amen 🙏🏻

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Be a good boy and inject my T shot for me <3

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happy birthday River i miss you

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tom at the farm (2013) dir. xavier dolan / ‘a primer for the small weird loves,’ richard siken

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Yes cis man tell me how the fact I’m trans doesn’t change your opinion on me I’m so close.

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Me and my secret blog against the world

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Hot take: I believe you need gender dysphoria to be trans, if you don’t have that then why would you WANT to go through transitioning, experiencing transphobia, ect when you would be happy presenting as your biological gender because it brings you no discomfort.

Now I’m not talking about “you can’t be a femboy, you can’t be alt, you need to pass” ect because I understand that sometimes you simply can’t pass with those styles until you’re on T sadly, but IF you DONT feel dysphoria I genuinely don’t see the point in putting yourself through that.

(I’m very open to discussion, this is in no way meant to attack people I’m just sharing my thoughts.)

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I love being friends with prostitutes and transsexuals and artists and drug dealers and perverts and queers

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Me, myself and I