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enamored

#ateez #ateez imagines #ateez fluff #hongjoong #seonghwa #yunho #yeosang #san #mingi #wooyoung #jongho

prettyangeliczz

that oscar is already his, but give him twenty

i say this all the time but even down to the hands, the small movements mattered so much.

wtvrhappens

thinking thoughts.

thoughts being thought.

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FORGOT TO ADD THIS ONE 🫪

armymoonwalker

Listening to "Ghost" by ATEEZ and instantly thought of this hottie...

veritasrose

Watching Obsession and Something Very Bad Is Going to Happen, and reading Trad Wife (by Saratoga Shaeffer), all in the span of a week was wild!

I didn’t plan it, but they all had the same theme and it was something I have seen over and over in my family. It felt so cathartic to see that damage acknowledged and called out!

Anyway, if you liked any of them, I would recommend the others. (But my gods please check trigger warnings first!)

jongh0skneecaps

ooo this just solidified my want to read trad wife

lluvrsroq

loveandpeaceanddoughnuts

You lay back in bed, watching Levi get ready for the day. He dressed methodically, practice having worn away the challenges of missing fingers and a blind eye. He glanced into the mirror, smoothing his bangs into place, but suddenly stopped.

His hands dropped and he gripped the edge of the counter, knuckles flaring white. You sat up quickly, worried that he was having a flashback- a rarer but still present remnant of the war.

"Levi?" He couldn't hear you. You quickly slid out of bed and moved beside him, edging into his peripheral vision. You raised your voice, careful not to startle him. "Levi, I'm here."

At your voice, his rigid posture fell. He broke his gaze away from the mirror. To your surprise, a sheen of tears glistened in his eyes.

"What's wrong?"

He made a low, dismissive sound, hating the way he'd let emotions spring up and choke him so suddenly. But the shock of it hadn't given him time to process, to shove anything back down where it belonged.

He gestured roughly at his hair. You leaned in, squinting- and noticed a feathery patch of gray threading through his dark locks at the root. You couldn't help smiling. Was that all?

"You're getting older, Captain. There's no shame in that." You ran your fingers through his hair, gently scratching his scalp. "I think you'll make quite the silver fox."

His lips twitched, but he didn't take the compliment. "Tch. It's not that." He caught your hand in his and roughly ran his thumb over your knuckles, staring down at your hands as if they were easier to bear than your face.

"I've never… she didn't…” His throat worked as he swallowed, searching for the words. You waited patiently. "I'm older than my mother," he said at last.

Oh. There was nothing to say, then. That was why it had startled him, his own body renewing grief. You gave him space to think, to keep talking if he wanted, keeping your hand in his like a tether.

“I don’t remember her face, have I told you that?” His face sharpened into something pained, guilty. “But I remember her hair was dark. I imagined the night sky was like that, as a kid.” He shook his head. “It wasn’t at all.”

Levi’s hands trembled. You gently maneuvered him back to the bed. He tipped backward and lay there, frowning at the ceiling. Frustration and grief blended in his voice. “I didn’t expect to get old.”

You curled against his chest. His heart beat against your cheek, soothing the ache in your own. “None of us did, huh? But here we are.”

“Here we are,” he echoed. Another silence fell. When Levi spoke again you almost missed the words- the two of you pinned under the weight of them.

“She would’ve liked you. I know it.”

“Levi,” you started, throat tight, but he shook his head.

“She would’ve loved you.”

~more postwar!Levi in my aot masterlist~

~more tragic Kuchel: here, here~