FLORAISON

[jonnythegemini]

https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/184148760/25459280/9fb6f9fh/b

[jonnythegemini]

https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183287816/25459280/b2ed5b7y/b/August-17,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183283549/25459280/5246bej3/b/August-17,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183282870/25459280/5fbdd21c/b/August-17,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183233302/25459280/48749bc4/b/August-15,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183048268/25459280/597da8we/b/August-10,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183048215/25459280/f3bd30m8/b/August-10,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183048166/25459280/85c61e3v/b/August-10,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183048025/25459280/f43904yz/b/August-10,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183047924/25459280/288eb1kv/b/August-10,-2018

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https://www.younow.com/JonnnyTheGemini/183047785/25459280/ff379b65/b/August-10,-2018

[jonnythegemini]

Speechless

I am so heartbroken

Everything I thought was right.

I thought if I told you I wasn't gay anymore you'd be happy.

I thought that if I stopped doing the things I love to do then you'd be over the moon

And yet some part of me was praying that more then anything...

More then a straight kid

More then a obedient Christian

More then a nuclear family

You'd want me to be happy.

And I hoped that if me living a lie made you happy, then that would be the indication that I needed more then ever to stay true to myslef

But it's been 3 years since you've held me like that

It's been so long since I felt you actually loved me.

But now that I have it...

It's breaking my heart more then healing it.

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[jonnythegemini]

Doll

I can taste your lips, a combination of the sweetest sugar and the most foul bile.

I can feel your hand trace my skin, your fingers dancing, enthralling me while your nails dig in and scar me

Your eyes are emeralds, green and vibrant, with little golden sun's pivoting around your pupils

Putting me into a trace, allowing me to believe that the pain in worth the pleasure.

Though I can feel your hand around my heart, I'm becoming aware that it's not to protect it, but to strip it from me.

The attention you crave isn't one for equals.

I'm your doll

And with every pin you press into me, I fall deep.

Crave harder

Want more

[jonnythegemini]

Gag

I'm so lonely, and I'm terrified of always being alone.

As though any attention or affection is fleeting and disingenuous.

Like every glance has to be met with a tongue down my throat or they won't stay.

It's hard to keep up sometimes, bending over and taking the abuse, doing it all so I'm not alone.

It'll be ok, I'm getting used to it now. I don't even gag anymore.

[jonnythegemini]

Ecstasy

Every breath on my neck sends me into a frenzy

Every touch feels more taboo then the last and yet I'm intrigued by the danger

As I lay, listless and alone, I can feel your lips brushing mine all over again

It's like a primal hunger has grabbed onto me and won't let me go

As though every breath not shared with you sets my lungs on fire

I can't imagine life without you

And yet...