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gothgirlthicc-deactivated201811

You ever get the urge to just ruin your life? Start drinking, smoking, doing hard drugs. Telling everyone you know to fuck off. Cut until you’re covered with angry marks. You know it won’t help anything. But you can’t help but dream about it.

erevshelshoshanim

Growing up fat, you get made fun of for everything you do, even basic shit like eating and laughing and breathing are funny when you do it because youre fat! And its so hard to not carry that with you as you get older, like I’m still embarassed to eat or dance in front of people or smile in pictures and its ridiculous and I hate it and I wish I was treated with more humanity

erevshelshoshanim

Thin people can reblog this btw

neopetsuser-deactivated20210119

they wont tho lmao

anime--irl

anime_irl

theonethatcant

“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't

- body dysmorphia

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed

dietcoke-saveslives

i can’t wait until i lose weight and then when school starts back everyone will see how skinny i’ve gotten

proudgarbage

everyone who reblogs this before 03-30-2020 gets a book recommendation based on their blog in their inbox

thehighpriestofreverseracism

reblog or the gods of glo up will not bless you

doctorproctorr

Can’t take that chance

auntymurda

Shit I used to roll my eyes at posts like this but I ain’t takin no chances now lol

28cals

having an eating disorder is just [i should eat...] [i shouldn’t have eaten that] [i’m never eating again] [i should eat...] [i shouldn’t have eaten that] [i’m never eating again] [i should e–

Damn it's been so long since I was last on here