PAIN NEVER STOPS

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[mytholo]

[ Josh Washington ; ] - Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.

[joshosiz]

"santa isn't real,"

     ( prompt )

“What?”

Josh couldn’t help but think of his sisters.

“He’s totally real. And you know what? This Christmas we’ll catch him in the act, when he stops by to give you presents. Pinky promise.”

[joshosiz]

"do it for the vine,"

     ( prompt )

“I’m gonna regret this.”

And there he goes, chugging the pizza milkshake. Is this true strength? Or true stupidity? Josh is pretty sure it’s the latter.

[joshosiz]

"do drugs they said. it will be fun they said,"

    ( prompt )

“What’re you saying, man? Is there something you’d rather do instead of toking up?”

Is he being facetious? The world may never know.

[joshosiz]

"get in loser, we're going sledding,"

     ( prompt )

“Shit, I’m down.”

“One time, my family and I went to this sweet place in Switzerland– you should’ve seen it. They’ve got the perfect snow for this kinda stuff.”

[joshosiz]

"holy shit toto, we sure as fuck ain't in kansas anymore,"

     ( prompt )

“Whoa.”

“Does that mean you’re gonna put on shiny red heels? And sing? Sign me up.”

[joshosiz]

"did you just propose, using emojis?"

     ( prompt )

“Do I question your life choices?”

[joshosiz]

Violet & Magnolia

     ( prompt )

Violet: Do you like where you’re from?

“It’s alright, I guess.”

“It carries lots of memories. Good and bad ones.” Josh shrugged. “It’s just that.. sometimes it gets difficult to focus on the good stuff, y’know? Though at the end of the day, it’s supposed to be home, right?”

Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy?

“Mm. That’s a tough one.” 

“Does homemade fudge count? That stuff can’t be beat.”

[joshosiz]

"a milkshake ain't a goddamn pizza,"

     ( prompt )

“You sure about that..?” Josh drawled.

“'Cause.. what if someone made a milkshake out of a pizza? What then?” No harm in getting a bit creative, right? Though that particular flavour might be a bit gross. “You’ve gotta think outside the box, my dude.”

[holepsi]

video game meme → [3/7] male characters → josh washington

[joshosiz]

"i'm sensing you're a bit of a bitch,"

   ( prompt )

Josh cracks a grin, genuinely surprised – though overall unfazed.

“I’m sensing you may be right.”

[joshosiz]

"smooth as butter,"

     ( prompt )

“Dude, you know I am.”

“It doesn’t get much better than this.”

[joshosiz]

club penguin bans sentence starters

"i'm a fucking piece of pizza,"

"holy shit toto, we sure as fuck ain't in kansas anymore,"

"i ain't fucking with these christmas lights anymore,"

"why is the only angry one black?"

"get in loser, we're going sledding,"

"jesus fucking christ, that cookie hot as shit,"

"ah yes, my meth lab is ready,"

"i need this life vest 'cos i'm drowning in the pussy,"

"i could kill you right now, no one would wear you scream,"

"i could go back and pretend to be you,"

"fashion police, you're definitely under arrest,"

"you're tearing this family apart, ___"

"what do you mean you're being murdered? that's illegal, people can't do that,"

"i'm wanted for stealing yo girl/boy,"

"wanna hear a joke? your future,"

"i would like to order all the money,"

"when i see stars i think of you. because you're only beautiful from a distance,"

"do it for the vine,"

"you dress like an idiot,"

"girl/boy, are you because i want to take you out,"

"hey you forgot something. your social life,"

"help me hide this body in here,"

"did you just propose, using emojis?"

"do drugs they said. it will be fun they said,"

"it's called capitalism,"

"thank you for helping me commit cannibalism,"

"shit, we on national television,"

"bitch, throw one more snowball at me,"

"can you leave my house please?"

"i'm sensing you're a bit of a bitch,"

"can i pay you in swag?"

"excuse me, do you know where i can find the booty?"

"what the flipper?"

"santa isn't real,"

"what do penguins do in a race? they peng-win,"

"a milkshake ain't a goddamn pizza,"

"locked up because my eyebrow game was too strong,"

"man, look at all this fuckin' dope,"

"fuck it, i ain't running,"

"hey, do you wanna join my gang?"

"i'll ask my mom,"

"smooth as butter,"

[joshosiz]

✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿

Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?

Jasmine: What color looks best on you?

foxglove: Name three facts about your family?

Allium: What's the best thing you can cook?

Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?

Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?

Poinsettia: Favorite holiday dish?

Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?

Primrose: Favorite kind of soup?

Daffodil: What's the most thoughtful present you've ever received?

Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?

Amsonia: Would you ever become a vegan?

Peony: What's your favorite hot beverage?

Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?

Myrtle: Do you like going on airplanes?

Hibiscus: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?

Zinnia: Who was your best friend when you were six years old?

Poppy: What color was your childhood home?

Hydrangea: Starbucks order?

Violet: Do you like where you're from?

Locust: What was your favorite book as a child?

Rhododendron: What's the scariest dream you've ever had?

Queen Anne's Lace: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?

Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy?

Aster: Would you rather be cold or hot?

Marigold: Do you listen to what's on the radio?

Heliconia: Do you like when it rains?

Azalea: What's a movie you cried while watching?

Dandelion: Do you think you're important?

[joshosiz]

     ( @disenchantryed )

He wasn’t sure if this was the right thing to do. From the start of his arrival in Hive City, Josh hadn’t wanted to go to any kind of clinic, no matter how desperately he needed treatment. But now… things were different. The nightmares were impossible to escape from. He hated sleeping at night for fear of that monster — that thing — coming to find him. Whenever he closed his eyes, he saw it. Even during the day, shadows moved at the corners of his vision.

It wasn’t long before he found himself inside a fairly run-down building. Sector Three wasn’t a great place to start with. But it was a start. The office itself looked… okay. Granted, he’d had his share of experiences in different hospitals, but this wasn’t the type of place his parents would’ve ever brought him to. Whatever. At least he’d made it there of his own volition. Wasn’t the first step to getting better simply choosing to do so? Well, there he was, then.

Raising a fist, Josh hesitated for a moment, brows knitting as he thought. His gaze darted towards the clock. Three minutes early for his appointment. That was a plus. He couldn’t back out of this. Not when such terrors plagued his thoughts.

Letting out a pent-up sigh, he knocked. All he could do now was wait and hope for the best.

[joshosiz]

It all came back like some sort of nightmare -- except for the fact that it was all very, very real. 

For weeks, Josh had gone about his life in Hive City believing that the last thing that had happened in his world was simply the seance. But now he realised there was far more to it than that. He’d had difficulty remembering things in recent months, especially after what had happened to his sisters, but… this was really something. 

He remembered luring Ashley and Chris into his trap, fooling them into believing there was someone else who was messing around with them. A real killer. He’d even gone through with the saw prank — and it had gone by without any hiccups. A masterplan. Were it not for the horror he felt now, he might’ve triumphed in that victory, but it was the moment he recalled most easily that made Josh feel sick to his stomach.

The reveal.

None of them had understood why he’d done it. They were… they were angry at him. Hurt beyond belief. That was understandable. If anything, that was good. Now they knew what Hannah and Beth had gone through. And Sam… Josh didn’t like thinking about what she’d said.

You’re crying out for help!

Bullshit.

Letting out a sigh, Josh leaned forward, resting his cheek on one forearm.

Jessica… Was she really dead? None of it felt real. Not when he was in Hive City, further away from reality than he’d ever been before. But he remembered the pain in Mike’s eyes, the anger in his voice. He’d fucked up. No one was supposed to die. He’d only wanted them to understand.

Why did it all have to go so wrong?

Everything else had gone by in a blur. The more Josh dwelt on it, the more his eyes burned and prickled with tears. They’d put him in the shed, tied him up, yeah, but… He had to be losing his mind. There was no other explanation for it. During the months before the reunion, Josh had spent most of his time meticulously planning and setting up his prank. Occasionally he’d heard noises. Screams. Like there was some kind of monster out there, though sometimes it sounded closer to a human shrieking. It had to be a figment of his imagination. Some kind of delusion. But after Chris and Mike had left him, he’d seen the horror come to life.

Was there a monster? Or was it all in his head? He’d seen things before like that — the ghosts of his sisters, haunting him. But this monster… it had torn him free. It had made contact with him.

Josh’s hands, clammy from anxiety, tensed into fists and he curled up in his seat, tears escaping as he let out a shaky breath. He was scared. Even now, when he closed his eyes, he could almost hear it again. Screaming in the distance. Coming for him.

He needed help. He couldn’t take it anymore.

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