[joukoph]

15.10.17

Lonely

Soak myself in it

Deep in this unless blackhole

We are all the same

//I note down things I desire

Though Im too far of being native

Scare

Feeling surrounding me always

Escape

Seems impossible

Am I reaching out for sth non-existing?

Dunk a cookie un glass of milk

Is my life the same?

 Where all those beautiful thoughts came from?

How they wrap them in genius words

And sing them easily and gently

 “you were shady. Now you are a shadow.

I give you ride or die, you gave me game

He loves his friends like I love my split ends.

Ocean eyes”

 I read those inspiring words in Instagram every day. But does not help

I’m still me, swimming in the thought of being untalented, stupid and useless.

 I’ve been struggling to start writing this.

I wanna be a songwriter. I cry. Don’t know where to start

Cannot express myself in words.

Guess I just try, by putting down these silly thoughts.

 Watching all my friends succeed

I’m here useless and unwanted

Get stuck in dark shadow

Never be a solution

 But cant help it.

 Munch on my sorrow

Swallow tears

Tastes the bitterness

 2 months ago I bought a small note named “Simply Brilliant Stuff”, to remember all god things happened daily to me.

Still untouched.

[joukoph]

Random shot slays ☀✴ (at Għajn Tuffieħa)

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Not a typical scence in Malta but guess I just love it 💙 #malta #buggiba #settegiugno (at Buggiba, Malta)

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Ngày đ gì mà làm mọi thứ đều ko xong, vui thế này chắc cười chết mất :) Thing just stops working when you need it the most. Even more wonderful when you're swimming in a pool of mess.

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"Jump into the heat Spinning on our feet In a technicolour beat You and me Caught up in a dream In a technicolour beat."

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Picnic time can't never go wrong 🌸🍓🌞 #causewehavingfun

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Never think this photo will be posted but after an exceptionally weird day, why not 👀 Feeling blessed as I'm engulfed by caring of the love ones and burst of emotion's nuances ⭐ #20 (c) @fonchann

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⚠ An upside down 📷 ✖ Oops, it's not. #Tallinn #Teletorn (at Tallinna Teletorn)

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Tallinn on spontaneity - life outside the Old Town 🌇🌃 Photo: Estonian traditional Spart Sandwhich - #kiluvõileib #Estonianfood #Tallinn (at Tallinn, Estonia)

[joukoph]

8/3 5th time fail in baking :) look fantastic outside but crap inside. Bittersweet, dry, lack of sugar, too much baking powder

[joukoph]

No idea how this thing's called, but pretty c o o l 👀✴ Thật ra là mãi nhìn quá quên mất xem tên lol 😂 (at EMMA – Espoo Museum of Modern Art)

[joukoph]

Just let it be Why don't you be you And I'll be me? #jamesbay #letitgo

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"Can we pretend that airplane in the night sky is like shooting star?" Tự nhiên nhớ mọi người, vậy thôi.

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My helsinki in a window frame 🌁 #helsinki #picturesque #drizzlling #snowing

[joukoph]

Accidentally found in some rare bookstore 📖 Go watch it if you haven't #thedanishgirl

[joukoph]

Mi manchi molto, Italia 💛💭⏳ Homemade Spaghetti alla Carbonara 👅 #italiano #spaghetti #carbonara

[joukoph]

Kỉ niệm ngày phát hiện ra ig có layout siêu c o o l. Cảm giác được khai sáng thật khó tả lol 👽👾👉👈 "And when the lights start flashing like a photobooth And the stars exploding We'll be fireproof"