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Wade Ryan born 12-6-17| Two beautiful angel babies| Addison Sage, 3-15-14| Morgan Kell, 2-9-16

[cyangh0st]

My son is perfect. His dad is kick ass. I’m so lucky.

[journeytomommahood]

A love letter to my 1st born

I lay in the bath, face mask scrubbed off my face that is aging from exhaustion but still oily from hormones and what's left of being a teenager. My belly that you shake, shift, and rumble is littered with stretch marks. One day I'll trace them like the curvature of your perfect little nose, wishing I could forever keep you safe within me.

You decided on existence before I could ever be ready to be your mother. I learned sacrifice and selflessness quickly, throwing away vices that'd harm you along with myself. I am reminded of unconditional love each time I feel you move beneath my finger tips, assuring me that you're still alive. I treasure the quiet mornings between us and our sleepless evenings.

I anxiously anticipate the day I have to let others experience the joy you are. My sweet little tomato, what you will bring into this world will be nothing short of wonderful. I hope you're inquisitive like your father and adventurous like me. I hope I can teach you to love hard and genuinely, but never take shit from those who try to take away your light. I hope I can guard you from the monsters without raising you to be fearful. I hope you are able to laugh at yourself.

Thank you for forcing me to love my body unconditionally

[journeytomommahood]

I'm 19 weeks and 4 days and Tiny Dude is still making me throw up ✌

[journeytomommahood]

So happy to say we have a boy on the way!!

[princesshamlet-deactivated20210]

i never realised that The Babadook was accidentally put in the LGBT+ movies section of Netflix i thought we all just collectively decided the babadook was gay for no reason at all

[journeytomommahood]

Our first non-emergency ultrasound. Tomo was wiggling away, standing on their head, moving their arms, and showing off. I'm so in love.

[motherhoodrising]

Bliss | @angelica.ch.r

[journeytomommahood]

Two arms, two legs, two brain lobes, a nose, and a mouth. I couldn’t be happier. My little wiggle worm was doing all sorts of tricks for us. I’m so in love.

[journeytomommahood]

baby: d-d-d-d

dad: daddy?

baby: destroy capitalism

karl marx: nice

[journeytomommahood]

So happy to be 9 weeks today!

[journeytomommahood]

you ever cry because you’re pregnant and your SO is wonderful and cute? because I do like every other day.

[journeytomommahood]

This morning I woke up to blood. The worst came to mind and we drove to the ER. 3 viles of blood, a pelvic exam, external ultrasound, and transvag ultrasound and I got the great news that my little Tomato is okay. It was so good to see.

[journeytomommahood]

The hardest part of pregnancy with me is that my eating disorder sticks it's ugly head up

[journeytomommahood]

First appointment was today! According to them, my due date is December 3rd/4th! I’m 6 weeks and 2 days. They got my medical history, took blood pressure, urine sample, blood sample, and weight.

I have an appointment with the OB next Wednesday!

[journeytomommahood]

I’m five weeks tomorrow and we have nicknamed the baby Tomo. We have our first appointment on April 11th!

[journeytomommahood]

guys there’s an actual baby in me??? i’m still in shock.

[journeytomommahood]

So this was unexpected.

4w+1d