BALANCE.

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     i’m stuck with this santa hat dash icon indefinitely ,,

[alfheimr]

ovw unsolved

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joutouda:

    genji was compromised by his obligation to overwatch  &  his sentimentality toward blackwatch when the rift began to form between reyes and morrison. he presumably spent far  MORE TIME  with reyes than he did the latter, and most likely befriended mccree in his time there, too. he would later meet members of overwatch  &  form bonds with them, but blackwatch was home;  where he first belonged, when he had nowhere to go.

    it was messy, violent ——  &  the kind of work he had always wished to avoid, what with his yakuza family background. all the same, it was where he chose to be, and where he felt obligated to be. despite the fact that he owed his life to overwatch,  THEY CHOSE  to place him in blackwatch,  &  as the tension grew —  genji continued to follow reyes’ command. he did, however, begin to question  whether reyes was in the wrong.

    he wasn’t there to witness the explosion,  &  part of the reason he left blackwatch  ( despite the fact it had been terminated by default, already )  was because of  THE GUILT  and sorrow which followed reyes’ passing, and to an extent —— morrison’s.  they had both been  good men in his eyes,  &  to sit back and just watch the events unfold, helplessly, is something which most involved struggled with around that time.

[andhungry]

richard siken sentence starters.

quotes are all taken from various poems out of richard siken’s poetry book crush.  feel free to change pronouns/etc if needed.

❝  tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.  ❞

❝  tell me we’ll never get used to it.  ❞

❝  there are so many things i’m not allowed to tell you.  ❞

❝  i swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.  ❞

❝  i want it back now, baby. i want it back.  ❞

❝  i’m sorry. we know how it works. the world is no longer mysterious.  ❞

❝  that’s a nice touch.  ❞

❝  i like him and i want to be like him.  ❞

❝  i’m sure you remember, i was on the phone with you, sweetheart.  ❞

❝  history repeats itself.  ❞

❝  there are many names in history, but none of them are ours.  ❞

❝  you could drown in those eyes.  ❞

❝  but damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.  ❞

❝  sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine.  ❞

❝  i couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but i wore his jacket for the longest time.  ❞

❝  you wanted happiness, i can’t blame you for that, and maybe a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy but tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.  ❞

❝  there is no way to make this story interesting.  ❞

❝  i want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, without having to say that i ran out into the street to prove something.  ❞

❝  tell me we’re dead and i’ll love you even more.  ❞

❝  you will be alone always and then you will die.  ❞

❝  i’m sorry i came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing.  ❞

❝  who am i? i’m just a writer. i write things down.  ❞

❝  i take it back.  ❞

❝  here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.  ❞

❝  you still get to be the hero.  ❞

❝  what more do you want?  ❞

❝  love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. it’s like a religion. it’s terrifying.  ❞

❝  no one will ever want to sleep with you.  ❞

❝  you know that recently we have had our difficulties and there are many things i want to ask you.  ❞

❝  you had not expected this.  ❞

❝  walk a mile in my shoes.  ❞

❝  a man takes his sadness down to the river and throws it in the river but then he’s still left with the river.  ❞

❝  you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore.  ❞

❝  hush, my sweet. these tornadoes are for you.  ❞

❝  that sounds overly valorous.  ❞

❝  do you love yourself?  ❞

❝  i don’t have to answer that.  ❞

❝  you wanted more.  ❞

❝  i had a dream about you.  ❞

❝  there’s nowhere to go. there’s nowhere to go.  ❞

❝  in these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.  ❞

❝  will you love me even more when i’m dead?  ❞

❝  you didn’t show up. i kept waiting.  ❞

❝  i swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass and you’re dead.  ❞

❝  i don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.  ❞

❝  you can sleep now, you said. you can sleep now. you said that. i had a dream where you said that. thanks for saying that. you weren’t supposed to.  ❞

❝  hello darling, welcome home.  ❞

❝  please keep him safe.  ❞

❝  i just don’t want to die anymore.  ❞

❝  you want to die for love, you always have.  ❞

❝  you didn’t think you’d feel this way.  ❞

❝  you saved my life. i owe you, i owe you everything.  ❞

❝  please, just for one night, will you lie down next to me, we can leave our clothes on, we can stay all buttoned up.  ❞

❝  you’re all i ever wanted and worth dying for, too.  ❞

❝  drive into that tree, drive off the embankment. ______, make something happen.  ❞

❝  we are not dirty.  ❞

❝  you keep singing along to that song i hate. stop singing.  ❞

❝  here is the sink to wash away the blood.  ❞

❝  this is not harmless. you are not breathing.  ❞

❝  i will come back from the dead for you.  ❞

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YOU ARE A RAY OF SUNSHINE ☀ SEND THIS TO EIGHT PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT! 💕

fights u.  ||  @bulletlocked

    uhh returns this to you ??

[hnamura-deactivated20180822]

aardvark pays off. - torbjörn lindholm.

[bwussy]

*emits a Soft Glow*

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    when you return 500 years later  &  don’t know what threads to continue ,,

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                                                *:・ﾟ indie. private. selective.  *:・ﾟ

                                                     ★ JESSE MCCREE ★

HISTORY IS WRITTEN IN BLOOD AND THE FUTURE IN STARS. Free  is your soul , o child of the earth. Howl to the moon your praises of tarnished morning wanderings. For nations vague as weed,  for nomads among stones, small-statured cross-faced tribes, and cobble-close families In mill-towns  on  dark  mornings. Life  without   adventure  is   accursedly  moribund.  So  are  their separate  ways off building,  benediction,  measuring  love  and money, ways  of slow dying. The  day  spent  hunting  glory  venerating  false  saints, hours  giving  evidence  or birth, advance on death  equally  slowly.  And  saying  so  to  some  means  nothing; others  it leaves nothing to be said. Only stories remain where old bones wither away. 

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omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiruomae wa mou shindeiruomae wa mou shindeiruomae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiruomae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiru omae wa mou shindeiruomae wa mou shindeiru

tfw hamzo’s broken  ||  @yosuru

    “  —— NANI !? ”

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let 👏 genji 👏 be 👏 nakey

when did i get this  ||  @anonymous 

    but then how would he naruto run efficiently  ??

[agnikai-moved]

genji + nomad

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very late munday bc I just remembered I took the left pic & the right is ... uhh

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    genji vc, distantly:  MERRY CHRISTMAS

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Hi there! I'm sorry to bother you but the music on your blog is absolutely gorgeous and I can't seem to find the name of them on any of your pages? If I've missed them anywhere I apologize, but could you tell me what the song names are?

random enquiry.  ||  @anonymous 

    it’s no bother at all. i’m asked this every once in a while,  &  the songs are low-key named just  …  the ap skin i chose is awkward and doesn’t show it lmao. i’ll link the songs below and tag it for reference !

RUDE  -  eternal youth.

lowkey  -  yakuza.

rin’  -  innocence.

overhertz  -  zen.

jia peng fang  -  silent moon.

rin’  -  tenka.

RUDE  -  falling sky.

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    self-indulgent hc but genji definitely used to feed stray animals in his youth, despite those around him saying it’s best not to encourage them;  the same with birds, and maybe even rodents. this habit is one which he carried into his later years,  &  continues to exhibit. this behaviour was not entirely uncommon during blackwatch, either;  if he happened upon a stray creature with food in hand, he would instinctively share  /  offer it over. genji is charitable, but also just very fond of animals. it’s a bonus if they let him close enough to pet-

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HOW MUCH OF A SINNER IS YOUR MUSE ?

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