I'll have strength. Some day.

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Day w/e

So tired I don't even care. I'll be back tomorrow! <3

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Day 7

Already day 7 -- or have I counted wrong? So tired I may have as well done that. Breakfast: oatmeal with nuts Snack: small sandwich Snack/Lunch: Strawberry smoothie Dinner: green beans with parmesan, chicken risotto Went to run even tho I felt like passing out. I felt so good while I was running and now just meh. Bed. Even taking a shower seemed overwhelming!

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Day 6

Omnomnom my oatmeal! I really recommend to try it out, gonna post some links later! Breakfast: oatmeal with turkish youghurt, cinnamon, pecans and banana Lunch: rye sandwich with ham and mozzarella Snack: carrots, youghurt-mango-strawberry smoothie Dinner: stew with chicken, salami, brown rice and various veggies And shitloads tea and water! Arm workout today, had a trouble hanging laundry afterwards :D Over and out.

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Day 5

Breakfast: see pic below Lunch: rye bread with ham Dinner: porck chops and feta cheese salad I just made an overnight oatmeal to wait me tomorrow morning 4.30am. Don't you just love morning shifts.. I went to run first thing this morning, felt good afterwards to get something done so early. Pushed myself with my core routine today! Abs, sides and back done <3

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Taking a walk with my lady friend. Dina <3

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Quark with mashed blackcurrants! High in protein, low in fat!

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Day 4

Breakfast: banana pancakes (just eggs and banana mixed and fried) Snack: mango lassi Lunch: prawn salad and apple juice Dinner: smoked salmon, carrots and cucumber Today is my candy day, so ate a few jellybeans and a licorice (?) stick. Running: 25min Workout: Legs I'm wondering am I really doing this for myself..

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Day 3 -- part 2

I love the way running cures everything. But it only lasts for a while and I'm even more sick, so had to skip working out.. Today's breakfast: oatmeal with banana Lunch: rye sandwich with ham Dinner: mashed potatoes, tofu and steamed broccoli Snack: rye bread and buckwheat pancake Didn't drink enough water and now my head hurts :( oh well, bedtime <3

[arthlete]

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Day 3

I’m 180cm tall and weigh around 60kg, so I’m not overweight by any measure, and I know it.

Still I lack confidence. I don't feel good about my body and I don't know how to change that.

Maybe there's a perfectionist in me too?

[fyeluveitie]

When I reminisce about all those years of tribulation, I mostly remember our songs. We died, and our blood seeped away on the battlefields; but our songs survived, together with those of us that returned. And as they too will die one day, our songs will live on, and will be sung by our children and by our children’s children. This is how we will be remembered. This is who we were. Helvetios.

Epilogue, Eluveitie. (via fyeluveitie) ...and then the beginning of Helvetios and I go asdfghjkl <3 Do people get this kind of epic chills from mainstream music?

[ammoniacwitch]

Simone Simons Beautiful

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<3

[red-lipstick]

GorchakovArtem (Kazakhstan) - Inside, 2012      Traditional Media: Paintings http://gorchakovartem.deviantart.com/art/inside-320240673

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Busy day at work, ate half of a sandiwich as a snack.. It's a good thing to write down what you eat and so, but feels kinda stupid tbh. Maybe I should start taking pics as well :o

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Day 2

Chilling at work, shift starting soon! Breakfast: rye oatmeal with raisins and banana Lunch: Chicken salad, coffee with non fat milk and a youghurt Had an arm workout in the morning, but I have no time to go running after work, and my mom is making pancakes and I'm gonna have too much calories and aaaaargh. I'm not in the state yet where eating a bit more than you should is fine...

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Personal

I can see how low my self-confidence is -- ONE person doesn't like me and I get upset. Like, I don't even know him and still I feel like shit. Or maybe it's just me hating disappointments..