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How ADHD Shapes My Creative Process (and Sometimes Wrecks It)

Living and Writing Creatively with ADHD If you’ve ever felt like your brain runs on caffeine, chaos, and a thousand browser tabs—congratulations, you might relate to my ADHD-fueled creative process. As a writer with ADHD, I’ve learned to embrace the unpredictable ways my brain works. It’s not always easy, and it’s definitely not linear, but it’s mine. Here’s how ADHD shapes (and sometimes…

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Thresholds and Ghosts: A Glimpse Inside Designer Death

So. This is the part where I introduce the world of Designer Death—but honestly, I’d rather just let you walk into it the way Celeste does: tired, underpaid, and one minor moral crisis away from rebellion. This book started as a thought experiment: what if death became optional—but only for the powerful? The result is a story full of undead administrators, quiet resistance, and questions about…

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Finding Time for Creativity When Your 9-to-5 Eats Your Soul

Let’s be honest: trying to make space for creativity when you work full-time feels a bit like trying to keep a candle lit during a wind tunnel test. You start with good intentions. You block out a Saturday afternoon for writing or sketching or whatever lights you up—and then the laundry glares at you, the dishes start multiplying, and suddenly it’s Monday again. I work full-time as an…

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THE QUIET UPGRADE

By J.P. Rowan At first, it was just… quieter. The city didn’t hum anymore. No sirens. No car horns. No shouting matches bleeding from apartment windows. Even the birds, it seemed, had dialled it down a few notches. People smiled more. Walked straighter. Avoided conflict with robotic efficiency. Dr. Elise Marrick noticed the change in the canteen queue. She worked for HALO Systems, after all —…

THE QUIET UPGRADE

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I write dystopian horror that explores power, survival, and what makes us human