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It's super great that I've been drinking so much water lately, but I'm getting really sick of having to keep getting up to go to the bathroom every like half our. And I'm pretty sure I'm just peeing pure water at this point. My bladder has become a water tower... but inside me... what
just kissing my water bottle because we're in love~
(also don't judge my shirt, it's my boyfriends and i wear it when i miss him a bunch)
I was talking to my soon-to-be roomies earlier and asked who was going to be my gym buddy because our building is literally like 50 feet from the gym at our complex and they all said they'd go with me! I hope they really do because that'd be awesome. I hate working out when it's just me and a dudebro muscleshirt in there.
My dash is completely dead. Reblog this if you’re active. Fitness only, no thinspo.
i just got bored and baked blueberry muffins and then ate TWO of them after already eating half of my mom's leftover chicken wrap (that had ranch in it) and french fries
this is why i don't make progress
I NEED TO LEARN PORTION CONTROL
I had such a bad day yesterday because of my weight gain combined with my depression that's been a lot worse than usual lately...
But today I feel SO good. I got a great nights sleep last night and coffee this morning and I'm just happy with myself and excited for the future. I know things are hard for me right now but I just have to remind myself that my life will go back to normal in just three short weeks.
This summer has FLOWN by so I know these last few weeks will pass quickly and I'll be back to my apartment in the city living with my best friends, being busy and active with band, eating healthy, and seeing the love of my life every day!
I'm not going to let my depression win. I'm also not going to let my weight decide if I'm allowed to be happy or not.
Where the hell do you live that people would make fun of you for exercising?! :| that's so obnoxious!! Hearing that made me so angry...
I live in a small town in West Virginia, which explains a lot. This entire state is filled with rude, judgmental people that think anyone that's not their version of "normal" is less human than they are and thus become something to poke fun at. I've dealt with it my whole life growing up here, unfortunately. I can't even count the number of times I've gone to the track to run and had someone yell "fatty" at me. It's just normal here. And it's not just the teens here either, it's the adults too. Everyone I know here that's trying to lose weight goes across the river to Ohio to do it to avoid getting made fun of, but I don't drive so I can't. :/ Long response, sorry!
I've avoided the scale all summer because I knew I had gained weight. It was so obvious to me. But I never wanted to actually see the number... until today.
I weighed myself. I gained weight. And what makes me the most upset is that I gained 9 pounds since May, taking up to the number I said I'd NEVER let myself get to: 200.
I'm so upset with myself. It's been so fucking hard though. I'm living at my moms until the first weekend of August and so far this summer there hasn't been a single fruit or vegetable in the house, our water in nearly undrinkable so I don't drink enough water, she refuses to buy healthy foods while I'm home.
There's nothing I've been able to do about it because I have no money and no one would hire me around here so I've just been eating what she prepares. A slice of pizza one night, pasta the next night...
I know I'll lose those 9 pounds and hopefully even more as soon as I get back to my own apartment where I have money and the ability to buy my own groceries. But for these last few weeks I'm just going to sit here, hating myself.
I want to work out. I want to go run. But my town is so judgmental. Not ONE time have I been able to go jogging or even WALKING in this town without at LEAST one person laughing at me or yelling something rude from their car. And I know, I shouldn't let it ruin going out for me, but it does. It does because this is a small town and I know every single person here and so I know exactly who it is that makes fun of me each time it happens and it hurts.
Ugh. I can't do this.
