(( -&&. Jude; ))

--- "He began to think of people in a NEW light, how everyone’s just little m o r e than that frightened, fragile brain stem surrounded by m e a t and physics, too TERRIFIED to r e c o g n i z e the sum of { their parts }, insulated in the shells of their skulls and lower middle class h o u s e s, AFRAID of change, a f r a i d of decisions, { afraid } of pain, stuck in traffic listening to terrible m u s i c."         * jude backersfeld ;

[dawsontheo-blog]

@judebackersfeld

“Look, I don’t need you rubbing it in my face that you got a higher grade. You and I both know my research paper was much better, you only got that grade because your mommy’s the principal.”

[judearchive-blog]

“Oh, please --- we both know that my paper was more thorough than yours and that I actually deserved the grade I currently have. Unlike you, I actually work for my ass off for school instead of just manipulating people. And, quite frankly, my mom has nothing to do with that nor will she in the future.”

[miss-sophiaparker-blog]

I haven’t met her, but she sounds amazing. You deserve all the love, Jude, I’m super happy for you! [she smiles] Yeah, that really sounds like something he’d do. I should call him. After we, you know—kissed, I haven’t seen him as much… Maybe also because I’ve been so caught up with school, but still. I miss him. 

[judearchive-blog]

“Oh, she really is amazing --- I bet you’d like her. Thank you, Soph, but you certainly do, too.” Jude nodded as if he understood. “I get that, but I’m sure he’d be happy to be with you no matter how little you see one another. I mean, I’d rather see Chanel once a week than not at all, y’know? Like, if you love someone they’re worth the wait. But, erm -- did you tell him about your secret?” 

[c-hendrix]

Dude, I really hope that you will keep that as a promise.

[judearchive-blog]

“Of course I will! Y’know, you just have to call me or something like that and I’ll be there in a heartbeat.”

[judearchive-blog]

c-hendrix:

“Yeah.. I mean it, really.” He spoke, raising a brow and biting down his lip.

“You do?” Jude asked once again as he smiled brightly. “Thanks, mate, I’d definitely look out for you, too.”

[judearchive-blog]

c-hendrix:

“Really? Thanks, mate, that’s actually kinda sweet. Y’know, I’ll definitely look out for you, too.” 

[endtochange]

[judearchive-blog]

endtochange:

November 28th.

[judearchive-blog]

natebackersfeld:

“mate, lighten up would ‘ya??”

Jude looked up, obviously recognizing his voice as his heart skipped a beat. “Nate? Wha-- when did you came back?”

[judearchive-blog]

dantexjackson:

“I’m protecting your ass here, little ungrateful shit. Now shut up and just tag along, yeah?” he said inbetween his slightly parted lips.

“I can take care of myself,” Jude mumbled before he decided to keep quiet and walk further, feeling slightly scared to have Dante leaving him right there. “Why did we decide to go here in the first place?”

[judearchive-blog]

oopscallumlloyd:

Noticing the boy smile causes Callum to smile back, playfully shoving the male while laughing as he mentions zoning out. “you can’t zone out in QESA mate, people will totally get the wrong idea in their head. plus you worried me, i was you was sad and all!”

“Wait,” Jude started, as he pretended to be surprised, “you mean that me zoning out doesn’t equal me looking like a mysterious and troubled troubled artist who’se wondering about the meaning of life whilst all the girls are secretly swooning over him?” He pouted for a second before he smiled again, realizing what Callum just said. “You were worried about me?” he inquired in awe as his voice was filled with disbelieve. “Like, can I hug you for a sec?”

[judearchive-blog]

dianna-backersfeld:

“It has been a long way, without you my friend…”

Jude couldn’t help but chuckle. “So, I mean, after not seeing you for a couple of months I was kinda expecting a hug instead of song lyrics, y’know?”

[harrehmadness]

[judearchive-blog]

harrehmadness:

Oct 27, 2015

[judearchive-blog]

raspar-coss:

“Oh, trust me, I wouldn’t purposefully give you a bad grade. You could just do better.”

“But, like, I worked on it for a good two weeks and I reread the paper at least a million times. I promise I really did the best I could. I mean, I’m just disappointed in myself, y’know?”

[judearchive-blog]

dianna-backersfeld:

“Hello, how are you guys doing?”

“Di, is that really you? When did you came back? And how have you been? It’s been forever since I last saw you.”

[judearchive-blog]

dajo42:

“bro. bro don’t talk that way. bro you’re totally unique in the universe. there’s nobody else like you bro. bro seriously you mean so much to me bro. bro. you’re a special broflake”

[judearchive-blog]

oopscallumlloyd:

“mate, you okay?” He speaks with a gentle tone, his arm snaking around Jude’s shoulder.

“What?” Jude asked, looking up before a small smiled tugged on his lips as he realized it was Callum. “Yeah, I’m fine. I mean, I was just zoning off a little, I guess. How’re you?”

[judearchive-blog]

dantexjackson:

“I think we better go…” Dante said chuckling as he tried to pull the other person with him by placing his hand where their neck ended.

“Could you, like, let go of me please?” Jude semi-whispered as he hoped nobody else had heard him.

[judearchive-blog]

&&. Play Date || Junel

[judearchive-blog]

martin-chanel:

Jude assumed that her reaction was positive --- even though he had felt a bit embarrassed to ask such a question --- and a smile tugged on his lips when Chanel told him he could go ahead. There was something about her voice (or perhaps it was simply because she was so close to him) that drove him utterly mad and made him kiss her again. “M’gonna make you feel good, yeah?” he hoarsely whispered, and Jude was surprised by how low his own voice had sounded. With that, his lips traveled from her jaw to her neck, leaving a trail of kisses until he finally got to her lower belly. With rather ease, the boy was able to slide her pants down and before he let his nerves take over him, he kissed her inner thigh gently. “You can -- erm, put your hands in my hair? I mean, if you want to?” he hesitantly offered before looking up at her as he still was feeling slightly uncertain what to do.