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My love story with a "straight" guy

Me being who I am I love to see the good in someone even if its not worth it I always feel the need to fix something. So I decided to befriend a guy I knew who was absolutely know good for me. Things were great for the 1st few months even though he had a girlfriend.. they always say if he’ll cheat with you he’ll cheat on you I found out the hardest way possible I was that Bitch I was probably the most ride or die Bitch you would ever meet I was there for him when he was in an out of jail .. spoiled his ass he was in love with me as much as I was in love with him so I thought !! He showed it in good ways in other ways he just shit on it like he didn’t give a fuck .. you would think I’d be smart enough not to put myself in a situation like that but I was blinded by love like a muthafucker !! When he left me the 1st Time it broke me to my fuckin soul I did nothin but drink fifths of whiskey straight by my damn self couldn’t tell me shit !! But I was hurting on the inside it hurt like hell to be in love for the first time an then him just leave like I was nothing. But like a dummy I took him back more than once more than twice !! Ladies you know what I’m talkin about, he just can’t do know wrong no matter what he does you always find yourself taking him back, I did just that he was my drug lol real talk I was dickmatized !! But I had to break that hold he had, like they say everything happens for a reason and he was put in jail yea like any real Bitch would do I accepted them COLLECT phone calls everytime he got locked up I was the first one he called, the same shit repeated itself for 2 full years and after it kept happening my tears quit coming I had hit my end of the bullshit so when he got locked up the last time I really couldn’t feel sorry for him after all he did to me I was over it. but this time this very last time he got locked up the longer he was gone the more I felt free of him and it was summer but thats besides my point lol I was free !! Meeting new ppl guys everything I felt like I had finally got him out my heart and honestly I did yea I still will always love him reguardless of what he did to me he was my very 1st love my advice to you If your a gay guy/girl refrain from fuckin wit straight ppl lol its for the better and to you Ladies involved with a dude who just does you wrong and you don’t know what to do, you’ll get threw it you just Gota know you a strong individual and what he ain’t doin for u the next muthafucka will

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Coming out 1/15/09

As if you couldn’t tell by the title, this is my coming out story or just a brief overview of it . Well let me start by saying I’m an only child, and my family was is still very protective of me. I was 17 years old when I had my moment taken from me I was in an online “facebook official” relationship. I had been talking to a few friends about how I was finally going to come out to my mom, I mean shit I figured she would have already known without me saying much I had completely changed my appearance tighter jeans fitted shirts the “typical” gay apparel eyeliner just made me feel more comfortable with myself cause I gave two fucks who didn’t like the fact that I wanted some D*** lol !!! But anyway I remember the say very clear who can forget there coming out ?! I was getting ready for work at the time my mom got a phone call .. she said she’d be right back she was guna walk next door to my uncles house. Well I say not even a good 10mins flys by before she literally fell thru the front door saying my name in a tone that most mother’s hardly use my body was actually cold from her saying my name I was like oh shit now wtf have I done lol .. she said is there something you need to tell me an I was like no… I couldn’t think of anything at the time after all I thought my ass was in trouble !! Then she said those 3 words Are you gay … My heart fuckin dropped to my stomach I didn’t kno wat to say cause o mean I had a pretty good idea she already knew but I just wasn’t prepared for that randomness. I was hesitant then she didn’t even let me say yes before she asked me who my then boyfriend was and I’m just thinkin to myself how in the hell do u kno that !! Then all at once your uncle told me I had never been soo fucking livid in my life !!! How could he take my moment that should have came from me away !!! It just didn’t sit well with me I just recently about a year an half ago almost two years just started talking to him again I’m now 21 when I came to the realization that it probably was for the better that she did find out it mad it much better for me I guess my family an friends love me the same as if I had never said I was gay and that’s how it should be well that’s my story and I love my LGBT community .

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Them Secret gays !!

Let me start off by sayin I’m a 21 year old gay male who is very out spoken an opinionated. And I can’t stand a muthafucka who can’t come to terms with their sexuality!! Do half you males no most disease come from u fuckin a male ON THE LOW !! Then turn around an fuck a Bitch !! Come on now have a little bit of decency to tell us u bi sexual !! Hell please don’t keep that shit a secret.. that brings me to somethin else most my girls date black men .. I can’t fuck with it let’s be honesty ladies most n****s will fuck anything an won’t have a second thought lay up with a boy an eat ass all night and then come home to u an kiss you in your mouth like nothin didn’t happen that night think about it next time, you think he layed up wit another Bitch like who is she hahaha let me tell u girl she is a he !! they’ll never change, and I maybe wrong it could be a bitch but its 2013 most females is leaving they dudes for pussy over night !! but anyway let me stay on topic I’d love to date someone of my own race but hell now a days you never no who the hell you related to !!! Don’t know who’s fuckin who !! It’s just a mess. That’s why I fucks wit a nice Caucasian man lol love me some pink meat !! Don’t get me wrong they ain’t no better than a black man, keeping secrets an shit. Let’s face it a majority of Caucasian men are comfortable with there sexuality and not to mention they will treat you better than a black man. And if you feel different then I suggest you take that up with a counselor cause I Don’t give a damn . That’s just my fuckin a opinion :-)