âOf course I understand.â It left a bitter taste in her mouth, the idea that her profession caused so much trouble. It was certainly not news, of course - she had seen enough of the reality to understand it, seen enough young women and men come back from meetings with clients or walking on the street bloodied and bruised, heard the vicious slurs thrown at them, and experienced it all herself. She knew realistically that even if it would hurt Eliseâs reputation, it would hurt Olivia in probably far worse ways if it were discovered - a reality she wasnât sure Julian understood, but it wasnât the time or place to share that particular truth. In any other moment, she might have been indignant that he seemed to be trying to explain the dangers of her own work to her, but she tamped down on it with nothing more than a bitten off smile and a quick interjection.Â
âEscort, if you donât mind.â Said in a tone that showed she didnât really care if he minded or not. âNot prostitute. Or whore.â She mulled over his offer, the smile she offered him still a bit cold tinged, but not so deeply as it was before. âAnd as kind as your offer is - I donât need help with money. Iâm doing well enough.â Certainly not wealthy, but she was getting by fine.
She let him finish, looking at him evenly. It was a loaded truce, to say the least, but one that even if her pride got the better of her more often than not, itâd be stupid not to accept.Â
âDiscretion is my business.â She said simply. ââŠI wouldnât put her in danger, knowingly or otherwise. Iâve known her for years. And yes - all that is the reason I kept quiet. She deserved to hear the truth sooner, and in a better way, Iâll admit that.â It was something that took a lot of doing for Olivia - admitting she had made a mistake - so she could only hope that signaled her sincerity in the situation.
She let her words hang a minute before she continued. âBut - let this be my request in this truce. Donât treat me like Iâm someone you have to pity. Iâm not any different than the woman you knew a few months ago. A work a job that I know most people donât want, that most people donât choose. I didnât, at first. If weâd had this conversation ten years ago, I might have taken your money. But I donât just do it because I have to. I just want to make that clear.â
âMy apologies,â he says, monotone. It's yet another one of those times where sincerity lacks, but his voice and expression leave just enough room to wander on which side of the moral field he stands. Sometimes, it's a mystery to even him. âEscort.âÂ
Pity. As if Julian could ever muster such a feeling.
"That does help with my worries." Not only for himself, there was a need to tend for his wife's image. If the media got ahold of this information it would hurt him, yes, but Elise might just be driven to the point of no return. Best friends with a whore â one might just wonder what that says about her, too. Drowned in rumours and speculation, a fact as simple as this has the power to ruin one's name. Elise Berkeley could not afford that.Â
"I look forward to seeing you around the house again, Liv." Julian uses the old nickname, a makeshift white flag taking shape into the word. "The girls missed you."