Hi! I absolutely love the way you describe Julianâs character. And as often as heâs a sub I was wondering if youâd be willing to write female mc + julian first time? Only for mc it really is her first time and sheâs very insecure about herself and that someone is seeing her naked etc. And wishing Julian would take the lead? Idc if you got the idea, but I just love that flirty and sultry voice and attitide Julian sometimes takes and it just makes me melt. Love you â¤ď¸hope youâre having a great day
ahhh i hope youâre having a great day as well!! once again, if this in any way pertains to you or if anyone reading this is feeling insecure about themselves,, i love you guys so much and yâall are so so so beautiful to me!if i could shower you in compliments and affirmation 24/7,, i one hundred percent would!! each and every one of you are beautiful and perfect in your own ways and donât you dare let anyone tell you otherwise, or elseiâll come over there and beat them up lolol thank you so much for supporting the blog, and i hope you enjoy!!!_________ julian and (y/n) had just arrived at her comfortable shop, both giggly and happy from a wonderful date around Vesuvia. that night, he had set up a perfect area in the middle of one of the secluded gardens near the castle, just far away enough to enjoy some peace and quiet together. so simple, yet so intimate.
the night had gone so beautifully. and even in the comfort of her own home, away from the intriguing sights of the stars and nature around them, julians presence still kept that spark of electricity hidden deep within her.
âahh,â julian sighed happily, gently shrugging off his heavy coat and closing the door gently behind him. âi had such a wonderful time,
(y/n) smiled and nodded her head happily as julian walked towards her to gently embrace her in his warm arms. he sighed lovingly and nuzzled his face into hers, beginning to pepper kisses around her face and neck.
âmmmm, (y/n), you really are something else. you do things to me that i canât even explain,â he murmured, the tone of his voice dropping very low.
the mood had switched, and both of them could feel it in the air. especially when julian subtly pushed himself closer against her body, and began kissing her with just a little more fiery passion, the sense of both excitement and nervousness was so thick, you could cut it
julians hands left (y/n)âs shoulders and began trailing down her body. one stopping to intertwine his fingers gently with hers, and one resting on her hip, nudging her closer against his. his lips softly moves down her jaw and stopped on the side of her neck, softly kissing and sucking on the area.
âjulian..wait,â (y/n) said, gently taking julians shoulders and coaxing them away from her. âiâm, ah.. um, julian⌠iâm-iâm nervous,â
julian seemed slightly taken aback, and there was a small pause before he took both of her soft hands in his own. he tilted his head to wordlessly ask why
âjulian, this is, um.. this is going to be my first time.â she muttered, lowering she eyes, not meeting his glance. âand , donât get me wrong, i want to do this with you, more than anything in the world right now.. im just.. nervous.âÂ
(y/n)âs eyes lifted up as she felt julian squeeze her hand, âtalk to me, darling, what is it thatâs bothering you?âÂ
âits just that.. im nervous about you seeing me, i guess, fully revealed for the first time,â (y/n) wrapped one of her arms around herself, hunching over ever so slightly, as if to hide her body in her own grasp, âIm- im not beautiful, julian, im not perfect, you know? i donât want you to be..disappointed.â
there was a small silence, almost like julian didnât comprehend what she had just said, before he stepped forward and wrapped (y/n) in his arms almost desperately.Â
he sighed a deep sigh as he held her closely in his grasp. â(y/n),â he began, slowly loosening his grip around her to take her hands in his once more, âlook at me, love, look me in the eyes and tell me that you arenât the most astonishing being to ever walk this earth,â julian squeezed her hands gently before slowly sliding down to his knees. his hands found their way to her hips and he grazed his cheek on her stomach. âeverything about you⌠amazes me.â he continued. âevery curve, every part of youâŚis perfect. and you canât let anyone tell you anything otherwise,â his hands trailed up and down her sides, and he closed his eyes, almost to savor the feeling of her body against him.âand me? disappointed? everytime i look at you, my mind goes blank. i just canât comprehend how a man like me could be with someone as angelic as you. it baffles me,â he smiled against her shirt, âit really, really does.ââlet me show you how beautiful and important you are to me, (y/n), he whispered softly, gently gazing up at her, âeven if you canât yet see it for yourself, let me show you. will you let me?â(y/n) softly smiled and coaxed julian back up tohis feet. engulfing her once again in his arms, they both let out a collective sigh, before she murmured a soft, âyes,âwith his caring words and loving touch, he made sure to help her feel his love at all times. his promises of demonstrating her worth and beauty over him were going to be kept for as long as they lived. for nothing, nothing was more important or brought so much joy to him, than her.