Did some good work. My boss made a mini exam for me. I was making hookahs. I am pretty confident even though I am still learning, still in the process. I started to do this job for only 1,5 months, so I am still nugu. But I feel more confident in my skills and it's making me be proud of myself and my journey.
I also learnt some of new words in Japanese. My new favorite phrase is 私はビーフストロガノフが大好きです. Means That I like beefstroganoff lol
I felt at peace after my work. Felt connected to my body and with the Universe. Feel like I am coming home. And that's a pleasent feeling
And we're so back. Want to start this challange all over again :3
Today I:
Worked. Work went smoothly. I did a hookah for myself with my own tabacoo. It turned out pretty good but it burnt pretty fast, so I needed to watch it closely and control the temperature pretty quickly. Proud of myself that I am learning new things
Read a book. I am reading "No longer a human" by Dazai. I read it pretty quickly in my spare time on my work. But the themes are dark and make me realize something new about myself. Would recommend to read this book tbh.
Was learning Japanese. I got a new app for practicing hiragana and kanji. Called Kanaorigin. Proud of myself for trying and memorizing new words. Hopefully I don't stop doing it.
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What's aespa's new comeback like? They made a spoiler with a guardian angel and number 48. Is it connected to dreams come true alien robot cause in the lyrics he said he is the guardian of earth as well. Or is the new comeback = naevis comeback into aespa's lore?
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I got so much cards about choice in this mini-reading. I could say that maybe the main thing about their new comback gonna be about making a choice and chaising their dreams. It's hard to say anything rn but it might be more of a slow paced song, it has an earthy vibe to it, maybe it's gonna be similar to dirty work because I got a 2 of coins, which can indicate something being said\done\shown about work or money.
Yeah, probably this spoiler with a guardian angel is connected to dreams come true.
Is the new comeback means naevis comeback? No, probably not. They might be thinking about that. But I am sensing they leaining more into no.
Hmmm, it's intresting. I got 2 of coins, Emperor and 7 of swords.
I think they're having some sort of disagreements inside the stuff and company and financial problems, that's why it's taking so long to release it.
But if I try to pin name the season with these cards I would probably go for autumn\winter, maybe December. But I think the cards more indicating that it's still a hard project and they are having doubts to even make it. Chances that they could never release it are pretty high lol
Will Lee Sooman and Yoo Youngjin come back to SM to produce for aespa? Cause I miss vocal production of YYJ and his hard vocal technique in aespa's discography...
Hi darling! Thank you for questions!
I asked about in general will Lee Sooman and Yoo Youngjin come back to SM and then asked specifically for their work with aespa.
Sooman probably is gonna come back to SM as some sort of leader or man in power. There is a good opportunity for him to do so. Or maybe he could become some sort of consultant or someone like this. He might work with aespa but on some sort of "quick" jobs. I can't tell what it is, but maybe he's gonna write lyrics or make a few changes, but it's not gonna be large. More like a few songs, not the whole album or something like that. And it's gonna be related to communication or words, that's why I am sensing something about lyrics.
About YYJ, he might come back in SM too. But with someone else, there is maybe 3 people including him who's gonna come back and write music together. But unfortunately he's not gonna work with aespa, there is some sort of betrayal and heavy energy is going on. Some kind of lies or secrets are lying there. Maybe he was not paid enough or corrupted and tricked somehow while he was working with them, so I think he's gonna work on other projects and not with them.
As for when it's gonna happen, I mean, when their going come back to SM, probably soon. But they need to talk it out with some type of person (I think it's Lee Sooman's nephew) and I am sensing that this might happen in autumn this or next year.
Hi, guys! I was really shocked to hear the news about Wendy's and Yeri's departure from SM, so I thought I need to do some reading about their future. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: it's just for funzies. Don't take it seriously. And never ever make your life choices based on readings. Also I am asking permission to do readings before even starting them in the first place.
What's going on with a group right now?
A card: Fool
It's a start over for a group. The sansara circle made a whole 360 degrees and they are starting over again. They are feeling like newbees, like newborn babies. Management probably doesn't know where to start and what’s going to happen, it's pretty hard to predict right now, but also I don’t feel a heavy energy here. I think that company is probably viewing things optimistically, that it’s gonna be fine and that they’re going to make things work for them. It’s a good sign.
Are they going to add new members into group?
A card: Chariot
Probably, yes. They are thinking about that. Maybe they even want to add some foreign member or members to a group. I think they’re gonna plan this, discuss the possibilities and try to test it out how the public is going to react. Maybe they’re gonna do a survival show or something like that.
Are there going to be a comeback with all girls together?
A card: Queen of Wands
Probably yes! The chances are there, but I am sensing that this decision needed to be made by some woman, like, maybe it’s some sort of boss in SM, who needs to give them a green flag, or maybe it’s Irene (cuz wands are an indicator of fire signs and Irene is an aries), but someone need to work hard for that and make it true.
Should we wait for a full comeback this year?
A card: 10 of coins
Oh, yeah! Wow, I am surprised, but the chances are really really high! And it’s probably gonna be a cute song about their relationships? The track might feel like a family maybe? Something with a really cute lyrics about them being always together and not breaking up lol Maybe I am imagining things hahaha
How's Wendy feeling right now?
A card: Lovers
She’s in love with her freedom, I guess hahahah She’s really happy and hopeful, she was probably thinking about that decision for a pretty long time and now she finally made it! Good for her, I am really happy!
What's going to happen in Wendy's solo career in the future?
A card: World
Her dreams are gonna come true. I think she’s gonna be satisfied with the outcome of her efforts. Concerts, worldwide tour, loved fans, interviews - everything is gonna be just like she wished them to be. I think that she’s gonna be really surprised as things might turn out even better than she’s imagining! I think that her solo might give her all the art freedom that she was hoping for all these years. I sense it’s going to be something unusual and something in a really different style.
Is Wendy going to be famous with her solo career?
A card: 7 of wands
She has this chance, yes, but she might need to work really hard for that. Even fight for that! Someone might try to make her feel miserable and she’s gonna need a lot of confidence to put everyone in their place! So… “Unnie, fighting” as they say lol
How's Yeri feeling right now?
A card: Magician
Super confident and powerful! She’s full of life and confidence to make her ideas work for her and create her ideal life! She believes in herself and thinks that she’s the queen of her own world! Super enthusiastic energy, way to go!
What's going to happen in Yeri's solo career in the future?
A card: 7 of aces
Oh… Betrayal? Someone might do something to sabotage her career. She needs to be very careful about her surroundings and about herself! Someone might lie to her or even steal her money or do something negative to her career. The evil might come to her, unfortunately.
Is Yeri going to be famous with her solo career?
A card: Blank card
Cards don’t know the answer… Oof, it might be super dangerous. Right now is not the best time to try to talk to cards about that.. Damn
How did Irene feel about Wendy's and Yeri's end of a contract?
A card: Higher Empress
She knows, and I know she knows ~~ She knew it for a very long time and she’s pretty mature about that. She’s a wise woman and she knows that everything is going on right now for the better. She’s pretty chill and thinks about that as a new opportunity for herself and other girls. I think she hopes for the best and wishes them luck.
How did Seulgi feel about Wendy's and Yeri's end of a contract?
A card: Hanged man
She’s upset. Aw, our pookie bear is really sad about this whole situation. She might be too pitiful or regretful for her own good. She’s trying to accept the truth but just can’t for right now. She might cry for a long time and hold the grudge. For her it might be really personal. She might be thinking that Wendy and Yeri stabbed her in the back or that they might not get through it ever without them. She misses them dearly and just hopes that they come back. She just wishes for everything to turn back in time and become as it was in the past, all 5 of them together.
How did Joy feel about Wendy's and Yeri's end of a contract?
A card: 5 of wands
Lmao, she’s jealous. Maybe she wanted to quit the company too, but she can’t do that for whatever reason. She sees them as her competitors now. But it’s a good and healthy kind of competition. It might motivate her to try harder and maybe she’s working on her departure right now. I think she wants a good solo career for herself too.
What's going to happen to Red Velvet in the near future?
Cards: 9 of cups, 6 of coins
Solo activities. As it was announced that Seulrene got their new sub-unit album, it’s pretty self explanatory. They are gonna make a lot of comebacks as solo artists now. And I think it’s gonna be successful! They had pretty good cards, indicating a good success and reasons for a happy celebration. They’re gonna make a good amount of money and someone in the industry is gonna sponsor them and help them out. They’re gonna be supported and loved ^_^
Chaeyoung and her relationship with other girls in Twice
Hi again! This is the next part after a long break, because Chae didn't want to talk to me lmao But here I am! Today's post about Chae and her relationship with her bandmates in Twice. Let's get it started :)
Disclaimer: it's just for funzies. Don't take it seriously. And never ever make your life choices based on readings. Also I am asking a permission to do readings before even start them in the first place.
Chaeyoung x Nayeon
A card: Knight of wands
So Chae sees her unnie as someone who's really passionate about things in life. She cares deeply for her loved ones and that's something Chae appreciated the most in her unnie - her inner fire. In Chae's eyes Nayeon is a leader, she's motivated, she's impatient and commanding. It could be entertaining and sometimes tiring for those around her at the same time. But I think it's more on the bright side for Chae. She sees her as someone bold, egoistic, powerful woman who knows what she wants and she's gonna get it. It's not a super mature card. I sense that Nayeon might be childish and too stubborn from time to time. But hey, she's super energetic. I think it's fun to be around her. They might like to go out and go to the parties. It feels good and super fun. Great chemistry and friendship full of sparks!
Chaeyoung x Jeongyeon
A card: 8 of wands
Something is going on between them. It's odd. I think they are trying to talk out through their problems right now. Lots of messages, information around them going on right now. Or it's just how Chae feels near Jeongyeon all of the time. Their relationship is always changing and flowing. Lots of plans, meetings, the energy is overall chaotic and unpredictable. It could be both stimulating and thrilling and tiring. I think that Chae sees Jeongyeon as someone who's all over the place, I feel some kind of clumsy and anxious vibe overall (as I am myself an anxious person, so I can see when I am sensing it lmao)
Chaeyoung x Momo
A card: Queen of swords
Well, as I was telling here Momo sees Chae as a mess, and in Chae's eyes Momo is a therapist lmao She likes to vent to her about her problems, maybe even too much for Momo's liking. It's a kind of parental relationship kind of friendship. When the one is a bratty and unhealthy child (Chaeyoung) and the other is more like a cold mother (Momo) lol
Overall it's a logical, more practical bond. They would like to talk about ideas, world, psychology, beliefs and dive deep into society's problems or their personal problems. But emotions are not there for whatever reason. Momo's hiding them (really strong ones, I could say) deep down. Or maybe it's just a projection, it's how Chae sees Momo, not who Momo is in reality. So maybe that's all this coldness and unemotional side only in Chae's head. Maybe Momo is really trying to help Chae and not get hurt in return for her own pain and they are triggering each other in some type of way. But I could say for sure that their relationship is pretty heavy and hard to understand lol
Chaeyoung x Sana
A card: Lovers
Aw, how cute ~~ Chae adores Sana! I think that's because she's the only one who's really trying to understand her. For Chae it's the most meaningful and wholesome relationship in a group. I think they are pretty lovely together, their time together might feel like a date even lol I could picture them together going on cute dates or having a candle light dinner together. Something super cute and lovely. Chae might feel at home near Sana, like she's her other half, friend who's also a soulmate even. Super deep and meaningful friendship for Chae. She might be thinking to herself that they were meant to be together, to be in one group and become friends. She just loves her, that's all I can tell! She might be taking this bond super seriously and I think she's choosing Sana over anything or anyone else. Super loyal friendship, Chae's gonna be Sana's friend for a really long time I think :)
Chaeyoung x Jihyo
A card: 5 of wands
Lmao, Chae wants to beat up her leader? Jokingly, I mean. They are playfully competing against each other in Chae's eyes, I think. They like to banter and play pranks maybe. I also think that Jihyo for Chae some sort of role model and she's trying to outscore her somehow in her own eyes. That's cute ahahha It's a fun friendship full of energy, sometimes I think Chae might be sulky and pitiful, if she sees Jihyo winning her over and over again, but hey, she's motivating her to do better and work harder, that's for sure. I think they would like to go out, because their vibe is more on the extravert side. The feeling of jealousy and some sort of resilience is the norm in this relationship. Also I think that Jihyo might be too demanding for Chae’s liking, making her rush and be more quick. But I think it’s not always a bad thing, because Jihyo’s demands can make positive changings in her life. Overall it’s a fun, playful and exciting friendship, but it has its own ups and downs.
Chaeyoung x Mina
A card: 2 of swords
Hmmm, well, Michaeng is going through some sort of problems right now, I see. As I was telling here Mina is uncertain about that friendship right now and I think it’s mutual right now for Chae. She’s trying to make a choice based on her logic and not on her emotions. I don’t know what type of choice it is, between two people or career and friendship, staying with Mina or not, I just know it’s there and Chae thinks that both options are quite bad and not to her liking. I think she might even try to stay away from making a choice, she’s trying to think that it’s gonna be over on its own. But it’s not gonna be easy like that, she’s gonna do that sooner or later and I don’t know how it’s gonna end for them.
Also it’s strange that both Chae and Momo feeling the same about Mina, Mochaeng are both trying to make their minds toward Mina, I guess. Hope that this is going to end more on the positive side of things for their friendship ^_^
Chaeyoung x Dahyun
A card: 3 of cups
Awww, cute pt. 2 haha Chae feels loved and cared for. Card might be implicate that there are a trio of friends (I think it’s a school meal club union) It’s a super fun card, it’s representing that when she’s with Dahyun, it’s always full of laughs, bubbles and maybe champagne lol I think that this kind of friendship feels for Chae as a reason to celebrate, be alive and grateful for such bond! Super sweet, harmonious and kind relationship. She is happy and sound, that’s for sure. Her emotional needs are met and she’s feeling like the happiest person in the world. It’s a bond full of trust and care. I am super happy for them :)
Chaeyoung x Tzuyu
A card: 9 of cups
Another cute card! Chae feels the happiest near Tzuyu. It’s the feeling of being like you’re on the top of the world. They are happy and trust each other. Chae might feel like she’s fulfilled and that she can be just herself, indulging in some sort of unhealthy habits. That’s the negative side of this story. Maybe that’s about some laziness and stillness as I was reading such things for Tzuyu in this relationship. But overall it’s a great feeling and a good vibe. I think that Chae might be a little bit narcissistic and think about herself more, but it’s her safe place, I guess. Her space where she can be who she is and be accepted and happy about that. I think that it’s quite okay and the feeling of happiness is the only thing that matters. Good for them! Babies of Twice are feeling good with each other and that’s a good news for me ~~
Phew! That's all, folks! It was quite hard but so interesting to understand their complex relationships between each other! I'm planning to do reading about Red Velvet, I want to take a break from Twice for some time.
Tzuyu and her relationship with other girls in Twice
Hi again! This is the next part after a long break, because no one wanted to talk to me lmao But here I am! Today's post about Tzuyu and her relationship with her bandmates in Twice. Let's get it started :)
Disclaimer: it's just for funzies. Don't take it seriously. And never ever make your life choices based on readings. Also I am asking a permission to do readings before even start them in the first place.
Tzuyu x Nayeon
A card: 9 of wands
The first pair and I am already sweating and confused. So while Nayeon is treating her maknae as a queen she is, our maknae wants to distance herself from unnie lmao Tzuyu might want to build some sort of resilience between them, she feels like she needs to protect herself, what true to her near Nayeon. Maybe Nayeon is being too pushy and giving her unnecessary advices, so that's why Tzuyu is feeling this kind of feeling like "Hey, get off me, step back!" It's a fire and feisty kind of relationship. They might like to bicker over and get all snappy towards each other. Or she's really acting like an emo child near Nayeon and saying things like "omg, you just don't get it!" (lol it's so funny to me) Anyway I think their bond is quite good even though Tzuyu wants to step back from this relationship, it's just natural and this kind of dynamic can come and go. Nothing too extreme here, just fun, playful and sister-like bond.
Tzuyu x Jeongyeon
A card: Knight of pentacles
They are definitely compatible as friends. Such an earthy vibe, I like it ahahah Definitely intellectually stimulating for both of them. Tzuyu feels appreciated, seen and understood in this relationship. She's learning a lot, they can talk pretty straight forward and openly with each other and no one is gonna be offended. Good teammates and colleagues. They probably could talk a lot about work, projects, education, since and physiology. Tzuyu can trust Jeongyeon, she can count on her and rely on her in the most hard times. In Tzuyu's eyes Jeongyeon is a good friend, she's a caring and loveable bean for her. But from time to time I think Tzuyu is thinking that her unnie is too slow for her own good, can't make up her mind on things, she's too anxious and needs a lot of time to feel prepared and change something in her life. I think that's why Tzuyu is good advicer for her.
Tzuyu x Momo
A card: 2 of wands
So, our trickster maknae is playing with Momo's feelings? lol They are definitely not that close. For Tzuyu, Momo is another option. Like if she's bored she might hang out with her, but most of the time she's not paying too much attention to her. She's fun and might be an interesting person but that's not enough for Tzuyu's liking, I guess. Maybe it's because she prefers other people or maybe they don't click off well but it is what it is. Fun, but at the same time boring relationship for Tzuyu. I would say they are more of good old buddies, not even friends or sisters. A little bit more than colleagues, maybe something like that. Momo might got used to that and just distance herself. Good for her, it's a right choice lol
Tzuyu x Sana
A card: 8 of pentacles
Ah, so I was sensing it right. They are good colleagues after all. I think we should wait for them to collaborate in the future lmao It's a good kind and open relationship, but it requires some work for Tzuyu. It's a mature approach for friendship, like she knows that they are different and she needs to put an effort for their communication and she's willing to do so. I think that's why Sana appreciated Tzuyu. It can be too robotic or too boring from time to time, like Tzuyu might like to talk about work and projects with Sana, but I think that's okay for both of them. Overall it's a beautiful, solid and grounding force. They are definitely a good kind of friends and even better colleagues.
Tzuyu x Jihyo
A card: The Chariot
Yeah, as I was saying here while Jihyo is having these fears inside her head and feeling trapped, Tzuyu is enjoying her life with her leader lmao For Tzuyu this relationship is always moving, changing. She might like to hang out with Jihyo a lot, go on trips together. For Tzuyu this friendship is motivating and pushing her to work harder, look around wider and open up her eyes to the new things in this world. It's funny because I'm sensing that the true leader in this relationship might be Tzuyu and not Jihyo, which could be an odd and strange feeling for the second woman. Overall Tzuyu feels confident and great near Jihyo lol She's making plans and emotionally getting involved in this relationship.
Tzuyu x Mina
A card: The Devil
That's interesting. So Tzuyu is having the most deep and twisted relationship with 97 line, I see... Tzuyu sees Mina as some sort of bad influence in her life? Or maybe someone who's codependent and unhealthy for her. She's sensing some sort of dark energy from Mina. She might be feeling like Mina is trying to seduce her to some bad stuff, or Mina might be an energy vampire, feeding off Tzuyu's energy. Or Mina might be struggling with balance in her life. Tzuyu sees her right through and might be afraid of her lol It's a scary and dark kind of energy for Tzuyu even though for Mina it's one of the good relationships in the group. It's the most alluring and charismatic bond that could ever be between two people, they are drawn to each other. They might like to gossip with each other or get involved in some sort of trouble together. Maybe like to drink or smoke or do drugs together lmao (it's my imagination, I don't know them, so I am just saying, don't come for me) It can be unpredictable and unhealthy for Tzuyu's liking and I think they definitely need to talk about that. The energy is an odd one between them for sure.
Tzuyu x Dahyun
A card: 4 of pentacles
Aha, so while Dahyun feels like a poor kitten near Tzuyu, she in return feels all grumpy, jealous and greedy near Dahyun lmao It's an odd situation, I originally thought that they are in this struggle together, but with this card, I think it's not mutual for Tzuyu. Their friendship might be unbalanced right now. Dahyun being the giving one and Tzuyu the selfish receiving one. She's protecting her energy and doesn't want to get involved in this friendship and work on it right now. I don't know why, maybe it's because of Dahyun's pessimistic vibe in their relationship, maybe it's something completely different. But the thing is that they are unbalanced and Tzuyu is the greedy one for now. I hope it's gonna change pretty soon.
Tzuyu x Chaeyoung
A card: 4 of swords
They're chilling? Meditating? Are they dead? lol sorry
It's hard to tell, but I think that for Tzuyu this friendship is a safe place to take a deep breath and rest. They are out of drama, they are not fighting or arguing that's for sure. For Tzuyu this is a great opportunity to let go and just calm down. They definitely like to hang out under the closed doors of apartments. Tzuyu might even likes Chae's home or go to her. They could literally be lazy together and relax, doing something or doing nothing at all. It could feel like this relationship might be stagnant and boring, like they are not doing and just being lazy. But, hey, with their crazy schedule, I think they deserve to let go and just chill with each other. Everybody deserves a rest. And you too 💕
That was an interesting reading. I was surprised to get such an earthy vibe cards for her tbh. I got a vibe of a materialistic, pragmatic and analytic woman from this cards. She knows too much and she thinks too much (not that much as a Mina but still lol) I am gonna do Chae next. Stay tuned ~~
Watched a movie with my friend, called "Boys don't cry"... Made me cry. Ironic. I think we are gonna make a podcast about these two queer films that we watched soon
Went on the walk with my ex collegue. I made 18k steps, my legs were hurting lmao. Made a few photos of little China garden. It was super cute.
Read a book on my way back home.
Felt recharged and pretty good. It was a good kind of tiredness.
🎧 Song of the day - Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar, Yseult
📚 Book in progress - Before you turn 30
It was one of the most intresting days so far lol I did some intresting things and managed to stay calm and collected despite some personal things. Proud of myself
I did the usual - stretched, did some Japanese, I hit my 60 days of strike, yoohoo! I also was journaling :)
I went on literature lecture with my bff. We were talking about The Brothers Karamazov and Demons by Dostoevsky. One of my favourite authors, the lecture were hosting my ex literature teacher in college. It was super exciting to meet her again :)
After that I was having some insights and did some personal check up through my bff's eyes lol The meeting was super productive mentally and intellectually!
Yesterday was kind of a lazy day hahah Or maybe I am just making myself to feel little, Idk, how to have a balance sometimes hahah
Did the usual - practiced Japanese, stretched, was journaling. I am writing down this 150 questions, want to know myself better hah
Also I weighed myself and turned out that I made - 5 kg, was really surprised about that, even though I didn't do much about that.
Wrote an internship report in my uni, but still needed to edit it and send it tomorrow
Responded to some vacancies, felt proud of myself but got rejected :(
Meditate for an hour, my personal record. Was meditating while walking, this was an intresting experience and then was meditating in classical way. But I had problems with focus, can't concentrate for long
It was... An intresting and once again a tiring day. Did a lot of stuff, feeling proud of myself:
Woke up early, did a breakfast, was journaling, stretched - all as usual
Was practicing Japanese. My strike gonna hit 60 days soon hehe
Studied IT, yay! I passed the exam, scored 94/100. Come on, baby, yeah! Feeling good hehe
Then went for a walk in a rain. It was refreshing and wet lol I fed the stray cats and was eating lolly, listening to TED podcast while walking in the rain. I even went to the playground and layed there on the swings, while droplets of rain were running down my face. It was super romantic lol
Then I was having deep and uncomfortable conversations again, but I managed it. Feeling super proud of my emotional intellegence. I am training to overcome issues and adress them directly!
Was having a spa day and watched some series of The amazing world of Gumball
