heybigeyes

gabs. he/him. 24 year old homosexual man. see, i'm not an economist, but i do know that your best defense against financial ruin is a side ponytail.

[julstrice]

𑙕ྀི𓈒ੵ. ݂ .𓈒 ᩙ𑁬ཾ ♪⃝𓐇ᩧ ͜𓈒 ࣪ and i know, when i go ๑‧̥̥♡︎𓈒ֺּໃ all my particles disband and disperse and i'll be back in the pulse ⑅ ୨00% ✧𓏽ཾ ଓ

welcome to the blog! my name is gabriel, or gabs, i am a 24 year old brazilian cis gay man of color who uses he/him pronouns. i see this blog as me taking space and trying to make friends and find the community i sometimes miss irl. i speak portuguese, english and have been trying to learn spanish. my mbti is isfj/SiFe. my enneagram is probably 9w1. sag sun pisces moon pisces asc. some of my favorite hobbies include listening to music, meditating, reading, crochet, listening to podcasts, physical exercise and journaling. some of my personal interests are mindfulness, pop, rnb, indie and alternative music, mlm romance novels and movies, psychology, drag duos trixie & katya and bob & monét, leftist politics including socialism and communism, the tv show gilmore girls, and cats.

a little bit about me is i love to work, i go through hell working at my job, i am a shy people pleaser of sorts and try hard not to be any of those things. you'll usually find me meditating on a park bench during lunch time. you'll also commonly find me rotting in bed scrolling on my phone in my free time unable to do the hobbies i so love and make me, me, because of my mental health being in shambles. but other than that i'm very optimistic and friendly.

disclaimers: i don't reblog nor post explicit nsfw content at the moment, i don't know if that will change in the future. mdni, please. asks are always welcome, so are inbox messages. spamming is okay. i am not new to tumblr but i am relatively new to posting frequently or openly and i'm a bit unsure of how to express myself sometimes, so there's that. the tags are a mess, just like an old lady i'm puzzled by some of the features a tumblr blog can have. i hope you like some of it.

last.fm|letterboxd|tiktok

[grapplewrestlefight]

[harucreates]

kelela and pinkpantheress for 'the bridge' — 2026

[cozyvu]

via baileyycooper

[one1tap]

[medievalthymes]

how it feels to read 85 pages of a book in one sitting

[ryebreadgf]

once I snorted a fat line of nuance and everything started depending. watch out

[transjudas]

never take for granted the moments when you’re not nauseous

[iamheavymeta-lll]

[achillesinhighheels]

[sadbeautifutragic]

i don't know how it gets better than this you take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless. i don't know why but with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless

[gazehaven]

hgrfully_

[loveridden1999]

[stuckinapril]

I’ve been thinking a lot ab this

[haverst]

Michelle in Truck Cab, Beaufort West by Mikhael Subotzky (2006)

[grisgrimoire]

[stuckinapril]

Just try your best, get off your phone as much as you can, honor your hurt feelings and also the hurt feelings of others, favor sincerity over nonchalance whenever it’s appropriate to, reach out to people you miss, let go of people when it’s time, operate from a deeply rooted self respect rather than from a lens of what people think, try your best to read the room, sit in the sun on overcast days (with sunscreen on), drink lots of water, pursue everything you want aggressively, accept that your timeline will be different, welcome detours if circumstances call for them, hold both yourself and others accountable, try to move your body as much as you can and you will be okay diva