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ooc;; this is a wip.

NSFW 18+. PRIVATE. CANON DIVERGENT. SEMI-ICONLESS. SARAH LYNN. LOVED BY TRASH.

RULES. BIO. HEADCANONS. PERMANENT STARTER CALL.

@ebcnylead

Rubbing the remaining coke against her gums. ❝ It's just a little pick me up, ❞ She SHIVERED, humming softly. ❝ I'm still goin' ta AA an' shit. ❞ She mutters, stuffing the LITTLE BAG back into her purse.

ebcnylead

Ebony didn’t pay it much mind. She didn’t yet know the long time side affects drug use left on humans. “If you say so sweetie. What is AA though?” She asked before taking another sip of her wine.

junkiebcrn

Sarah Lynn GROW UP being JUDGED by EVERYONE, so being DEFENSIVE && HOSTILE towards people ( even if they hadn't said anything yet ), it was INGRAINED in her very CORE. She blushed, feeling STUPID for OVERREACTING. ❝ Oh, uh, it's were addict's go take get help or whatever. ❞ The brunette felt SHAME coil in the pit of her stomach, brushing a hand through her hair. ❝ Sorry about freakin' out on you, I'm tryin' ta work on that too... My name's Sarah Lynn and that's my daughter. ❞ She points the Little pony girl playing in the SANDBOX a few feet away.

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 in character 」#☹ ▓┊╳ 「 v;; if i could be myself i’d be n o b o d y 」#ebcnylead

@ebcnylead

Rubbing the remaining coke against her gums. ❝ It's just a little pick me up, ❞ She SHIVERED, humming softly. ❝ I'm still goin' ta AA an' shit. ❞ She mutters, stuffing the LITTLE BAG back into her purse.

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 in character 」#☹ ▓┊╳ 「 v;; if i could be myself i’d be n o b o d y 」#ebcnylead #//hope this is okay if not lemme know #tw;; drugs

rpmusings-galore

I will choose her happiness over mine

———- EVERY TIME.

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 in character 」#☹ ▓┊╳ 「you've got a beautiful brain but it's disintegrating from all the m e d i c i n e 」( sarah lynn )#harper tag tba

ooc;; this song ( HERE ) reminds of both Bojack and SL and also Steven and Connie. @bojackkills @lostinyourfacade

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 out of character 」

"I relate to bojack a lot! I have some of the same habits as him! So if he's a bad person who can't change then that means it's the same for me. It means I'm awful just like him. I don't want to be that person sarah."

She FLINCHED, anxiety spiking at the mention of her TV DAD. Sarah Lynn would have to be TOTALLY BRAIN DEAD to not see the SIMILARITIES of Steven && Bojack ( along with herself... ) && she knew if he kept up this life he'd end up DEAD. She shivered, remembering the feeling of her body SHUTTING DOWN- numb && cold, the sound of Bojack's voice ECHOING in her DRUG RADDLED MIND. She wasn't going to lose Steven. Not like that. ❝ You are far from bein' anythin' even close to him... You're young and you still have time to change. Not to mention you got that girlfriend of yours ta help you that's more than either me or him had growin' up. ❞ Sarah Lynn moves closer to him, softly resting a hand on his SHAKING shoulder, a warm smile reaches her lips. ❝ Not ta mention you got me and I'm not goin' ta let you end up like that. ❞

She HOPED.

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 in character 」#☹ ▓┊╳ 「 v;; if i could be myself i’d be n o b o d y 」#lostinyourfacade #//idk why I replied w/o reposting but still this was fun... sad but fun

junkiebcrn

@lostinyourfacade / @shining-stxrs random starter for Ally <3

❝ I'll never understand why you hang out with Bojack even though you know he's an asshole... So enlighten me Peanut Butt. ❞

shining-stxrs

The dog chuckled nervously before rubbing the back of his neck. “Well the short answer is I want him to like me but it’s more complicated then that. I really looked up to him back when I was on mister peanut butter’s house. He was my inspiration. Then when I found out he didn’t like me when everyone else loved me I just wanted to find a way to make him like me. Even a little bit.”

junkiebcrn

❝ Whoa, and I thought I was pathetic... ❞ The brunette plops down next to Mr. Peanut Butter, picking at her nails, she needs to REPAINT them soon. ❝ Bojack'll only like you if you're fuckin' him or inflatin' his fragile little ego. Or I guess in your case I'm not sure he'll ever like you. ❞ She paused, Ugh ! He's STUPID SAD DOG EYES are making Sarah Lynn feel uncomfortable, sadness swells in her chest. ❝ ...But ❞ She sighs, a bit to DRAMATICALLY. ❝ If you want him to at least tolerate you maybe chill out with the happy act. He doesn't do the whole happy go lucky shit. ❞ It was hard to EXPLAIN Bojack to people who didn't understand the SADNESS that runs through him, his SELF DESTRUCTIVE nature && need to push people away.

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 in character 」#☹ ▓┊╳ 「 v;; if i could be myself i’d be n o b o d y 」#lostinyourfacade #shining stxrs #//this is poop sorry

@lostinyourfacade / @shining-stxrs random starter for Ally <3

❝ I'll never understand why you hang out with Bojack even though you know he's an asshole... So enlighten me Peanut Butt. ❞

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 in character 」#☹ ▓┊╳ 「 v;; if i could be myself i’d be n o b o d y 」#lostinyourfacade #shining stxrs

@lostinyourfacade / @shining-stxrs asked: "I have to make him like me! Cause I like him so much. Everyone else likes me so why doesn't he? It bugs the hell out of me."

❝ Why ? He’s an asshole. ❞ She cocked an eyebrow, if this was anyone other than MR. PEANUT BUTTER she would have LAUGHED in their face. But he was to soft. To easy to MESS with. ❝ Why waste your time and energy. He only likes you if he can get somethin' from you. ❞ Sarah Lynn LOVED him but even she can ADMIT that he's a total JERK. But she wasn't any better- she's making PROGRESS, slowly changing her life && trying to be a better person, unlike Bojack. But she also understands that it's so fucking hard, she's RELAPSED && she's not PROUD of herself but the DIFFERENCE between her && Bojack is that she doesn't let her FAILURES consume her. ❝ Is this because you wanna fuck him or whatever ? Because lemme tell ya' he's shitty in bed and you can just taste his sadness. ❞

#☹ ▓ ╳ 「 in character 」#☹ ▓┊╳ 「 v;; if i could be myself i’d be n o b o d y 」#lostinyourfacade