So this is some more omega and alpha. There is a mentions of eating disorders, so please watch for that.
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Things had been getting better, and he didn’t think that it was ever going to, so things were looking up. Things were looking better, and him and his dad were figuring things out. He even got to know Sweet Pea, which was the greatest part of it all, it made things so much better, he made things better. At first it was rough, he couldn’t seem to swallow any food for weeks, and every time he did, he ended up throwing it back up. His body became weaker with each day, and it got to the point where FP had to bring him to the hospital where they gave him a IV, which was about the only way he could get some nutrients. It was hard, but he finally started eating again, and he was able to go back to school again, which is when he got to know Sweets.
He was the kindest alpha Jughead ever meant, and he made this feeling surge through Jug, he was something else. Usually all the alphas at school just gave him a look and tried to get him to mate with him, being an omega, they all knew that Juggie was easy to cave. They all knew that he was easy to corrupt and make theirs, but that didn’t make him feel any better, it broke his heart, and his self-esteem.
He was a sensitive person to begin with, but when he knew that he was an omega and he went through his first heat, everything got so much more intense, and the things that set him off seemed to be growing. It was tiring, but he got use to that, and then he meant Sweet Pea. He was kind, caring, and he gave soft smiles rather than growling when he walked by. It made him feel like he was worth something, and it made this soft warmth go through him when he looked at the alpha. He felt like he was worth something, and that was more than he could asked for when it came to an alpha. He knew that he would have to mate with someone at some point, and it was scary until he meant Sweets. He made Jughead feel like he could calm down for once, it made him feel like he was able to relax around him, and he felt comfortable. Sweet Pea made him feel again.
When the eating disorder started, he didn’t mean for things to get so bad, it was supposed to be a one time thing. It was supposed to happen once, but it kept going and going. At first, he just stopped eating, he stopped eating and he ignored the pains in his stomach. But then he got to the point where he’d eat and eat, and shove something down his throat to make it come back up, he knew then that something was wrong with him, that he needed help. He didn’t get that help though, cause he was scared, and his dad was overwhelmed with work again. He didn’t want to make things worse than he already had made them when he found out that he was an omega. He didn’t want to be the cause of anymore pain, but that’s all he ever seems to be, so it got worse and worse, until he finally passed out on the bathroom floor one night. His dad found him in the morning and took him to the ER, where they said that he needed to get help. He fought and fought, but his dad sent him to a therapist, making him talk about everything that was making him do this to himself. No one understood why the hell he would do this to himself when he was already skinny, but that wasn’t it at all. He just wanted to have control over something in his life, because he knew that being an omega meant that he didn’t get to have that control again,and that he would never have it again when he mated with an alpha. It was scary and he thought the best thing to do would to be to find some sort of control. The eating disorder gave him that control and made him feel alive, until he almost died of course, and then he knew that he had to stop. It took forever before he was able to eat, or look at himself in the mirror, but he got there, and he went back to school. He meant Sweet Pea and things got better from there on out. Him and Sweets decided on mating awhile ago, but they hadn’t acted upon it, and they weren’t going to until after high school, but they would get there, and they wanted to so badly. They loved each other and nothing was going to change that.
Things were so good, so amazing. Jughead was so so happy, and he couldn’t be more blessed than he was right now. Sweet Pea made him so happy, so fucking happy. Tonight made him remember that.
It was movie night, and although Sweets got to pick the movie, it was still good, because they weren’t really watching much. Jughead had his face nuzzled into the taller boys chest and was dozing off slightly while his boyfriend was running hands through his hair. He was so tired, which was of because he was coming up on his heat, so he shouldn’t be tired, he should actually be really horny right now. But, he didn’t feel like having sex tonight which was already weird. Sweet Pea knows when he has his heat, and when he does, he is all over him. He doesn’t mind or anything, Sweets loves having sex with his boy. It was a blessing and it was amazing every single time. It never got old, and it was really weird that he didn’t feel up to it tonight. They haven’t had sex during Jughead’s heat yet, because the boy wasn’t really ready for that ever, not for the alphas knot. It was understandable, and he wasn’t going to push the omega. Usually Sweet Pea got him through it by holding him, letting him rut against his thigh, or fingering, because God, Jug was a sight when that happens.
Jughead fell asleep pretty quickly, and Sweets wasn’t far after him, but he turned off the TV and let FP know that he would be staying the night, which he got the response of NO SEX. he chuckled and closed his eyes, pulling his boy very close to him and kissing his temple.
Jughead woke up with strong cramp in his stomach, and he felt like someone was kicking him. He huffed and walked into the bathroom, looking into the mirror, lifting his shirt to see if something was wrong or maybe if there was a bruise there for some reason. Nothing. With a sigh, he walked out into to living room, feeling really sick. He sat on the couch, trying to breathe through it, but one more stabbing pain to the stomach cause him to cry out. He heard Sweet Pea wake up with a growl, and then his heavy walking down the hallway.
“Baby, what’s going on? God, baby are you okay?”
Jughead whimpered and reached for his alpha, curling up into his arms and wrapping himself around with his limbs.
“It hurts…alpha it hurts. Please.” Sweet Pea picked the boy up and walked out to the truck, not hesitating to bring him into the hospital. He sped down the street and rushed his boy into the ER, calling out for help, glaring at anyone that dared to look at his boy the wrong way.
Sitting in the waiting room was the hardest thing that he had to do, but since he wasn’t family and hadn’t mated with him, he wasn’t allowed in the room. It made him pissed and he nearly started a fight with one of the nurses. But, he sat down and tried to breathe through the anger.
After nearly three hours, the nurse called him back, saying that his boy was asking for him. Before entering the room, he told Sweets to be gentle with the boy and hear him out, that he was in a bad place right now. Sweet Pea was worried now, worried that this was something far worse than he thought that it would be.
His boy was curled up on the bed, blankets wrapped around him.
“Hi baby boy, what’s going on love?” The boy perked up and reached out for his mate, letting the taller boy take him into his arms and lay with him. The omega didn’t say anything for awhile, and he just shook, tears streaming down his face. Sweets needed to know what was wrong, he couldn’t do it anymore.
“Jug, baby boy, please tell me what’s going on?” The boy sniffled and looked at him in the eyes.
“My, the eating disorder, it made something go wrong with my heat. It, I don’t really know what’s wrong, or what it is called….but I can’t….I can’t get my heat anymore, Sweet Pea.”
He was confused right away, because he really didn’t know that it that could happen. He didn’t know that it was a thing, and he didn’t know what this meant for mating, or having pups. Because, this was really against everything that he was taught throughout school. An alpha wasn’t really supposed to deal with this, and he could smell the fear coming from Jughead, the fear of what might happen.
“I…. I get it if you don’t…don’t wanna be with me anymore. I understand if you don’t wanna mate with me anymore, cause I can’t…I can’t carry your pups or anything. I’m so sorry that this happened, I’m so sorry. This is all my fault and I deserve this, but you don’t, you deserve to mate with someone that can have your pups, not me. I am so sorry Sweets.”
Jughead was sobbing by now, tears streaming down his cheeks, his whole body shaking.
Sweet Pea needed to stop him right then, knowing that his boy thought that he was going to leave him, but that wasn’t happening. He loved his boy, he loved him so so much and this wasn’t going to change a thing. He couldn’t stop loving his boy. Jughead was his life, and he loves him so so fucking much. He cannot imagine the pain that he was going through right now, he can’t imagine what he’s dealing with and the amount of pain that he was going to have to deal with. But, he was going to be there to help him through it.
“My love, sweetheart, this wasn’t your fault and you do not deserve this. No one deserves this, I love you so much baby boy, so so much. Nothing will ever change that love. I am here, right with you, I am always going to be right here. We’re going to figure this out, and you’re going to be okay, we’re going to make you okay again my love. I love you so much baby boy. So much, and I promise, I’m right here my baby boy.”
The night was spent in tears and small whispers of love until the sun started to rise and his boy fell into a deep sleep. He only fell asleep when he knew that Sweet Pea would be there when he woke up.
He would always be there. He would always be right here.
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