determined

Erin•27•South Africa🇿🇦

[siratonin]

"I CANT HANDLE THIS" *handles this*

[siratonin]

"I CANT TAKE ANOTHER DAY" *takes another day*

[loveridden1999]

i hope something good happens to me. i hope something good happens to you too. i hope something good happens to all of us soon

[anxietyproblem]

[shutinthenutouse]

[onlysaneman]

If we mutually follow each other on here there’s at least a 20% chance I’ve referred to you in a real life conversation as “someone I know”

[adventures-in-therapy]

“Have you been practicing self-care?”

[actualrulerofdead]

All these mechanisms and none of them are coping

[just-erin]

A sort of an update

Happy new year and all that stuff. New year, same shit?

I went to an intensive outpatient program for two weeks in December. It truly lived up to its name, it was intense! I felt the worst I’ve ever felt in the first week there but the second week was a bit better. I’ve decided to continue seeing the psychiatrist from there who we’ll call Dr J. I’ve been so upset because Dr C is immigrating to Australia and she was the first psychiatrist I ever truly liked and felt like she really helped and cared about me. Anyways I was unsure about Dr J at first but she grew on me. She suggested a new diagnosis to add to the current ones and helped me understand why. The one thing I really liked about the two weeks there was that we got to do a Rorschach test and then got the results.

Things aren’t great at the moment but is it really good for anyone right now? Between covid and my mental health, my mood isn’t great and I find myself dissociating a lot but we continue anyways.

I hope everyone is doing okay or at least the best that you can in the current circumstances xx

[michaelgovehateblog]

I would like to wish everyone an uneventful new year

[primarybufferpanel]

May we live in very uninteresting times

[thebookquotes]

I am someone who thinks and feels much – more than is reasonable. And that is all.

— Virginia Woolf, from Moments Of Being: Unpublished Writings

[lifeinpoetry]

A Coworker Asks Me if I Am Sad, Still

& I tell her,

grief is not a feeling but a neighborhood.

this is where I come from. everyone I love still lives there.

someday I hope to raise a family in a place you could not mistake for any home I’ve ever been in.

Brenna, she says,            there’s no such thing                        as an unhaunted house.

— Brenna Twohy, from swallowtail

[a-bright-ray-of-sunshine]

Keep fighting even if you don't know exactly why or what you're fighting for.

[fattypanc4kes]

brains say, "I know a spot" and take you to a traumatic memory from 2011

[conscious-love]

[quotemadness]

“You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will.”

— Stephen King

[asstroids]

Strugglin from the womb to the tomb

[harmony-is-happiness]