Just a Person

The universe doesn't know what to do with me

[justadogmoma]

I'm alive

lots of shit happened since I last frequented here.

I'm not the same person. I'm sure none of us are.

Changes happening on this blog will reflect that.

[rederiswrites]

Turns out the horsemen of the Apocalypse now prefer to go by Shareholder Profit, Private Equity, Corporate Personhood, and Workforce Optimization.

[jottingprosaist]

Shareholder Profit: War (the casus belli for attacks on workers' rights)

Private Equity: Pestilence (they are parasites that voraciously strip the value out of a healthy business until it withers and dies)

Workforce Optimization: Famine (cutting hours and employees until the business is starved of staff, barely functioning)

Corporate Personhood: Death (a hollow, shambling mockery of a human with rights and needs)

[rederiswrites]

Yeah I can work with that.

[justadogmoma]

*Fanart summoning noises*

[johnnysilverhandssuitcasenuke]

[alnitaks]

starry.eyed.stitcher

[justadogmoma]

Ok I'm going to risk the universe conspiring against me for the sake of digital accountability.

I have 3 years and 3 months from now to finish writing a complete story/novel(whatever). Beginning, middle, end. Not a fanfic. OG world and lore from scratch in my mind.

I don't have to worry about publishing or crap I just need to finish it. Make it cohesive, make sense, and get it out of my head and into the physical realm before my 40th birthday.

I'm a few days into world building. I have my premise. Next is the culture and religion(s). And I'm doing this old school without AI.

Wish me luck 🙏

[justadogmoma]

Weeee finished 2 out of 3 paintings I'm doing as my last acrylic paint projects (I'm downsizing supplies)

The last one is the biggest one but hopefully will go faster than the first 2

[bff0f7]

so can we start hunting down white liberals now or what

[adamtheredbeard]

The full picture is even more heart breaking after you open the uncropped version. Just a heads-up, it's rough

“The Roman Catholic Parish in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan was just grafitted.”

[afronerdism]

Nah let’s post it. Let’s feel it. Don’t look away.

[doobiebenson]

[butch-bakugo]

I notice alot of my followers on here skipping these posts just to mess with my lgbt ones, suspiciously the white popular ones.

Heres a not so friendly reminder, as an lgbt metis person, i dont give a single fuck what your blog is themed or if this is too painful for you to look at. Reblog this post. Reblog this post with the sources of the 751 children who were found.

Your compliance and silence as well as the compliance and silence of your ancestors is what allowed these schools to open and kill first nations children. The children of MY people.

Dont follow me if you cant reblog this post or the one with sources to your political blog or your most popular blog. Add trigger warnings if you must but if your political blog is only focused on the harms you personally face like being lgbt then you need to see some bigger pictures and stop being afraid of angering your racist mutural or actually saying some shit about racism. If you can reblog some antifa graphics or add blm to your bio to be a surface level ally, you can reblog some sources on the genocide first nations people faced and still face today.

They were CHILDREN.

They were murdered in cold blood.

[churchoftheconfusedchicken]

I’d like to add this photo I took last night in Victoria of the statue of Captain Cook. Though I myself am not indigenous, I 100% agree that these murderers, kidnappers and rapists shouldn’t have huge statues and plaques that decorate them and say how “great” they were.

Here’s another photo of the legislative assembly from yesterday. Later on there were more items, candles and signs at the memorial, as well as a big poster with 1505 painted on it but I didn’t get a picture

People need to see this. Not just quickly glance at the photos and keep on scrolling. They need to see this.

Reblog this or just stop following me

[ifiknewiwouldtellyou]

I had seen the first picture of the church, but not the second.

I went to a “Cancel Canada Day” event and burst into tears - not because I was surprised to learn of the unmarked graves (survivors told us they were there. Our government pushed it aside, and we let them), but because seeing all the people gathered in mourning drove it home: They. Were. Children.

This is my country’s legacy - and it’s not history. The last schools closed during my lifetime. My Father went to school with students who lived at the local residential school, after it was changed to a boarding house (read: holding centre) for indigenous youth who went to local schools.

They were all children, injured, abused, and killed in my country’s attempt to erase them. I want the world to see this and hold the state accountable to *active* reconciliation> I mean we could at least truly adopt UNDRIP in action instead of words for god’s sake.

[gayvampyr]

here you can read an article about a survivor of the church and some of the things he experienced to help put into perspective how awful and just how recent it was

[nothingweirdhere]

this is the memorial at the vancouver art gallery. 215+ pairs of children’s shoes (as well as stuffed toys and flowers) cover the steps…

[justadogmoma]

I need to stop hoarding art supplies I don't enjoy using simply because "it's not empty yet"

It will always stay the amount of full it is if I don't constantly reach for it leaving it in purgatory till it gains sentience.

I need to force myself to either finish the damn project and let them go or trash it all and start again.

[quakerjoe]

[wykart]

what do you mean my disability disables my abilities? what the fuck

[justadogmoma]

Mood

[justadogmoma]

Heat sickness is so rude.

Like, I've gotten out of the heat several hours ago. Can the migraine and nausea stop please? No, it has to continue for 2-3 business days? Fuck you.

[justadogmoma]

So, it's been 7 years.

I traveled overseas

Found out I'm AUDHD

Gained and lost friendships

Lived alone

Tried and failed to start 3 small business

Taught myself how to draw again

Had Therapy

Been peoples therapist

Moved several times

Gone through bankruptcy

Got official diagnosis(s) for my chronic pain

Had a kpop phase (still love the music just don't collect anymore)

Gone to live shows/concerts

Been to pride (asexual btw)

Detached myself from Christianity completely

Found my personal fashion/makeup style

Started writing my own stories (offline)

Drank till I threw up (once)

Stopped drinking alcohol (regularly)

Sang karaoke

Turned 35 at some point

And I still don't know what my life purpose is or if I even have one. So F*ck it! I'm done chasing purpose. It can find me where I am if it cares. I'm just going to vibe.

[justadogmoma]

Made some custom paintings for a themed Pokémon binder I'm making for myself. Can you guess the theme?

[justadogmoma]

The winner is the Mint sleeveless dress! Thank you everyone for voting in my Battle Royale! My order has been made! I’ll be sure to make a haul video when everything arrives. 💜 #kstyle #helpmeshop #vote #battleroyale #youchoose #fashion https://www.instagram.com/countitalljoi/p/Bvla6wRD6Qt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qw10ot2o6me3

[justadogmoma]

Thank you again to everyone who voted! My online order has been made! I’ll be sure to make a Haul video when everything arrives 💜 https://www.instagram.com/countitalljoi/p/BvlZ9b-j_-O/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cmuw5dw3mkzr

[justadogmoma]

Very important package arrived today 💜 My snail mail blessing me today 😊 #kpop #vixx #tiawanesalbum #kpopcollection https://www.instagram.com/countitalljoi/p/BvkgrHWDHP1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6479kknx49ug

[justadogmoma]

The Semifinals are Here! Finalists have moved on and a final challenger has entered the ring! Voting will be on my Instagram story until midnight to help me decide what special item I’m going to add to my haul! Let the Battle Royale continue! Only one item will be left standing at the end! #kstyle #helpmeshop #vote #battleroyale #youchoose #fashion https://www.instagram.com/countitalljoi/p/BvgSudxDIgG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1aiyta234mmr3