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[istillbleed]

poorly cropped hoodies are my expertise

[sammyxjooo]

why do you like eating a girl out?

the sounds. the way she whimpers. the way she brings it up back to my mouth when i stop. the broken moans. hearing her breathing get harder & feeling her legs shake. when she looks down at me as i look up at her and she bites her lip, my gosh. the way her back arches. the way she grinds her clit on my tongue. the death grip on my head right before she cums and her legs give out. the way she pulls me back up & tastes herself on my lips.

[mostd0pee]

Fuckkkkkk.

THIS.

[yes-h0mo]

forever my favorite post

[justagayhockeyplayer]

Still wishing I had never sold this, was my most priceless and prized possession. Sold it at desperate time in my life when my partner and I needed money. Got it right before twenty one pilots got big. Now they are huge and I’ll never afford to buy it back 🥺🥺

[justagayhockeyplayer]

When you’ve spent over a year and 13 grand on a certification that your not even sure you want as a career and now you’re at the end of it having to test. Finding the Will and desire to not only take the test but study is astronomically brutal

[justagayhockeyplayer]

1 year ago today I took this picture of my love my beautiful girl. I would never in my wildest nightmares think 1 year later all I’d have is this picture of you and a whole in my heart to remember you. You will alway be on my mind and in my heart. I love you Izzy girl forever and always 💜💜

[justagayhockeyplayer]

I’m so tired of feeling these emotions, these mental pains, these overwhelming feelings I fight everyday. Why is cutting seen as something bad that leads to suicide. I don’t want to die. I just want physically feel all these emotions and pain in my head, on my skin. Be able to truly and physically touch, feel and see this pain. Feel the burn on my skin from the blade. Watch as little dots of bright red blood slowly appear. Then finally that wave crashes into you, the wave is calming and peaceful. You’re finally actually feeling the pain in you’re head. You can breath easy for now, till the next time the need to feel the pain boils over and out of your head.

[anotherdepressedteenx]

[hidingfromitall19]

[toxic-stella]

“oh how i wish i could crush the haunting thoughts in me, the burning feelings in me. oh how i wish i could stand for myself and not give up on myself. rebel against my inner demons. fight against myself for myself. myself against myself. oh how i wish i could”

— KANZ - its dark here // excerpt from a story i ll never write 

[satanschildsblog-deactivated202]

i swear to god, if i had a chance to meet my old self, i’d slap that bitch so hard 

[thoughtsintorhymes]

“this is the kind of sadness that nestles itself into your bones and refuses to come back out this is the kind of sadness that weighs your heart down heavy and engulfs you like a cloud this is the kind of sadness that fills you till there’s no space left but still cannot be found this is the kind of sadness that will still be here tomorrow without a single doubt”

— this sadness // r.w

[thoughtsintorhymes]

“who can I talk to when I hardly understand the maze of thoughts inside of my mind? who can I talk to when tomorrow seems so far but so close at the same time? who can I talk to when words just aren’t enough to represent the pain? who can I talk to when I’m falling again?”

— who can I talk to // r.e.s

[kristensnotebook]

“we didn’t end in a sonic boom you slowly slipped away like an echo eventually lost to a canyon brimming with night and somehow that was worse”

— Kristen Costello

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[valentina-poem]

[justagayhockeyplayer]

I don’t even know why I bother to exsist anymore everything in my life has turned upside down and pulled out from under me. Left with the feeling of impending doom and the question of what else can get fucked up in my life.