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Maybe Iโve reached the point where Iโm wondering if Iโm actually the shitty friend and just donโt realise it.
I know I disappear sometimes. I know I take days to reply. I know I should communicate better. But if I tell a friend Iโve been in a really dark place, and their first response is โwe need to talk about communication because that upsets me a little,โ all I hear is โyour struggles are inconveniencing me.โ
I understand that everyone has different communication needs, and Iโm not saying people arenโt allowed to be hurt. They are, and I know theyโre going through their own shit too. I can take criticism, and I know I have things I need to work on.
But sometimes it feels like thereโs no room for what Iโm going through because the conversation immediately becomes about how my pain affected someone else and it becomes about everyone elseโs needs.
Maybe thatโs why I isolate myself. Not because I donโt care, but because Iโm exhausted by feeling like Iโm failing everyone while Iโm already trying so hard just to keep my own head above water.
๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: 18+ only mdni, smut obvi, these are all with an x waitress reader once again, more dom leaning abby, oral sex, fingering, strap on sex, dacryphilia if you squint, overstimulation, daddy kink, public sex, biting, hair pulling, condescending abby and uhh strength kink?
๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐: by popular demand, here are the not so safe for work line cook abby headcanons. if I missed any warnings please let me know and Iโll fix that asap. but I hope you enjoy, these were so much fun to write <3
line cook!abby loves to crowd your space, especially after the two of you start dating. itโs never anything over the top, especially if you both are on the clock. but she just loves watching you have to go out on the floor after, breathless and flustered all because of her.
line cook!abby who throws around pet names like itโs no big deal.
โbaby, table sevenโs refire is up.โ
โbehind ya, sweet thing.โ
โhereโs those fries, pretty girl.โ
and the first time someone else hears her calling you one of the many pet names she seems to keep tucked away in her back pocketโitโs like a nuclear bomb goes off in the kitchen and everyone is shell shocked.
because when did abby anderson ever call someone sweet thing?
line cook!abby absolutely uses her strength to her advantage, especially when she realizes just how flustered it makes you. at work sheโs always offering to carry heavy things for you, moving you out of the way.
but when the two of you are alone?
sheโs lifting you up onto counter tops to kiss you breathless, easily manhandling you into whatever position she wants (especially if youโre being a brat), doing all the work for you when your legs are weak and shaky from one too many orgasms. she likes being strong for you.
line cook!abby thinks it so sexy when you use her biceps as your own personal chew toy. she loves seeing the indents your teeth leave behind afterwards.
line cook!abby lovessssss overstimulating you. to the point where thereโs tears in your eyes and your legs are trembling violently around her head. and when you think sheโs finally satisfied, sheโll just crawl back up your body, pressing soft kisses everywhere she can reach mumbling something to the effect of, โsorry baby, youโre just so fucking pretty like thisโฆcouldnโt help myself.โ
but a few heated kisses later and sheโs begging you to cum just one more time on her fingers.
line cook!abby wore her harness under her work clothes once during a shift when she knew sheโd be taking you home after. safe to say the two of you didnโt actually make it out of the parking lot before you were eagerly tugging down her sweats and gagging on her silicone cock.
line cook!abbyโs stamina and strength are totally unmatched to any partner youโve ever been with before. she could be running off 4 hours of sleep after just working a double and sheโll still be able to go for hours.
โarenโt you tired?โ youโd ask, laughing breathlessly as she starts kissing on your neck the moment you cross the threshold into her apartment.
โnah,โ sheโll murmur, teeth nipping at every bare inch of skin she can find which pulls a low whine from your throat. โbeen thinking about touching you all day.โ
line cook!abby always holds your hand when sheโs eating you out.
line cook!abby likes to act like sheโs in charge all the time but the second you start kissing on her neck and telling her how good she is to you? sheโs a fucking goner. immediately sheโs all too willing and pliable beneath your soft hands and plush lips. and youโll work her over and over with your tongue until she nearly crushes you with her strong thighs. but rest assuredโyouโre exactly where you want to be.
line cook!abby uses the dry storage room to sneak you away for a quick make out sessions during long shifts. strictly because the last time the two of you made out in the walk-in, she was barely able to function the rest of the night after seeing how your nipples hardened and strained against the thin cotton of your shirt like they were practically begging her to wrap her lips around them.
line cook!abby is loud as fuck in the bedroom. she cannot be quiet to save her life, and the first time she sleeps over at your place is also the very first time youโve ever received a noise complaint from your building manager. but she wears it like a badge of honor.
line cook!abby absolutely loves it when you call her daddy.
line cook!abby is an ass girl through and through. she loves touching your ass on any and every occasion she can. again sheโs not big on public displays of affection, but sheโll absolutely slip her hand in the back pocket of your jeans when the two of you are out together. and sheโs absolutely checking out your ass from behind the expo line every single time you walk by. sheโs constantly burning her hands on shit because of it too, which manny roasts her for on the daily.
line cook!abby can be so condescending when sheโs talking dirty, and it only gets worse once sheโs aware how much you like it.
โaww, you wanna eat me out, sweetheart? need to hear you beg for it.โ
โgod, look at how wet you are, sugar. ruining my fucking jeans.โ
โall that kissing got you this worked up? you need me that bad, baby?โ
line cook!abby likes the excitement that toys bring to the bedroom but she much rather prefers using her fingers and her tongue to make you feel good. itโs a far more intimate experience for her to be able to feel that sheโs making you cum. and most times sheโs far too impatient to get her hands on you.
line cook!abby has a whole private album on her phone full of pictures and videos of the you two having sex, and all of the tasteful nudes you constantly love to send her on your days off. one of her favorites is one she took of your sucking your own cum off her fingers. sheโd make it her screen saver if she could.
line cook!abby has definitely fucked you in the parking lot after a closing shift because her jealousy finally got the better of her. but she can only stand to watch so many sleazeballs flirting with her girl right in front of her before she finally snaps. and sheโs instantly pulling you onto her lap in the bed of her truck, lips bruising and wet against your neck as her fingers eagerly reach to unzip your jeans.
โyouโre mine. fuck, need to hear you say it, baby.โ
line cook!abby prefers having you on all fours when sheโs strapping you down because she just loves watching how your ass ripples with every thrust of her hips. but when itโs her turn? she wants you underneath her so she can look you in the eyes as she rides the ever living hell out of you, which you obviously donโt mind in the slightest because she looks so fucking good doing it.
line cook!abby loves having her hair pulled, especially when youโre the one fucking her. sheโs always guiding one of your hands up into her messy braid as she moans desperately into your mouth.
line cook!abby who was completely unaware when one of the new girls tries to flirt with her, as she isnโt even a blimp on her radar. but abbyโs quick to discover that your jealousy is much worse than hers because youโre louder about it. you leave marksโhuge splotches of red and purple left to bloom along her jaw and down the column her throat. amongst many other areas that are only visible beneath her clothes, ie. her inner thighs and breasts.
sheโs not even the slightest bit embarrassed by it though, and in fact she sometimes encourages it just to feel your lips, tongue and teeth marking up her skin afterwards.
i donโt even know what to say besides the fact that these headcanons fundamentally changed me as a person ๐ญ the line cook abby concept already had me in a chokehold, and then i got to the nsfw headcanonsโฆi had to put my phone down and stare at the wall for a minute. you absolutely COOKED!!! thank you for your service ๐ซก
these are all with a x waitress!reader in mind just an fyi! the headcanons are all sfw, but I can always do some nsfw ones later if anyone is interested. enjoy babes xx.
line cook!abby is scary. at least, thatโs what youโd heard before you even stepped foot in the kitchen of the point bravo bar & grill. majority of the front of house staff are terrified of her, and honestly? you can absolutely see why. coming in at five foot nine and built like a ox, abbyโs sarcastic, brutally honest and intimidating without even trying.
but to make matters worse, sheโs ridiculously hot.
which seems incredibly unfair considering she spends most of her shifts sweaty, mildly irritated and covered in grease. her shirt sleeves are always rolled up past her broad shoulders, dark ink and muscles on full display. but itโs not even her physical physique or devastatingly pretty face that rendered you speechless that first day.
no, it was how she looked you in the eye after you royally fucked up an order half-way through the dinner rush. how you were fully expecting the hostility that everyone had warned you about, only to receive a soft, โhey, relax. itโs no big deal.โ before she quietly remade the order without giving you any grief for it.
line cook!abby has two different modes during a lunch or dinner rush: weirdly calm and terrifyingly competent or one minor inconvenience away from burning the entire restaurant down.
line cook!abby works the grill and flat-top primarily, usually alongside her roommate (and best friend) manny. the two of them argue like an old married couple most of the time, which you find hilarious.
line cook!abby has a personal beef with ticket machine. she had broken at least 5 in the entire time sheโs worked there, and marlene tells her that the next one is coming out of her paycheck. but it never actually does.
line cook!abby who says things like, โbehindโ, โmoveโ, โcornerโ like a drill sergeant.
line cook!abbyโs work uniform consists of an array of oversized band tees or cut off tees, cargo shorts or sweatpants and a bleach stained apron. she wears her hair in a neat braid down the middle of her back, or in a messy bun. but if her hair is pissing her off that day sheโll throw it into a low ponytail, put on a backwards dad hat and call it good enough.
line cook!abby apparently โhas a thing for pretty waitressesโ according to manny. but the only waitress sheโs ever been soft on is you.
line cook!abby is addicted to caffeine. she cannot go a whole shift without pounding at least two energy drinks or an extra large iced coffee.
line cook!abby constantly checks to make sure youโve eaten during your shift. and if you try to tell her youโre too busy or you forgot? suddenly a basket of fries or a grilled cheese will appear next to you while youโre ringing in an order at the kiosk. and sheโll mumble a stern, โgo eat. now.โ before disappearing back behind the line like itโs no big deal.
line cook!abby who runs extremely hot. if sheโs not on the line you can usually find her in the walk-in trying to cool herself off and grumbling about how, โmarlene needs to fix the damn air conditioner already.โ
line cook!abby is always in control of the aux in the kitchen when sheโs working and is not afraid to smack anyone who tries to change the music. you and manny can usually tell what kind of mood sheโs in by what genre of music sheโs playing. so if creed, matchbox twenty or theory of a deadman is blaring when you clock in, you already know sheโs been having a rough afternoon.
line cook!abby wears her irritation and annoyance plainly on her face. sheโs snarky and short with almost everyone, but the minute you ask for something? she visibly softens, and does whatever you asked for without question.
โabs, can I get another basket of fries, please?โ and with a soft flutter of your lashes or a warm smile, sheโs folding immediatelyโdumping a fresh batch of fries into a basket and sliding them into the expo window without uttering a single complaint.
โchrist, you are so fucking whipped, cariรฑo.โ
line cook!abby keeps a bandana in her back pocket or a clean towel draped over her shoulder to be able to wipe the sweat from her face throughout her shift. the one time she didnโt seem to have one and had to use the hem of her t-shirt, you nearly dropped an entire tray of food.
line cook!abby has the biggest praise kink. you tell her something she made was delicious? instantly bashful, ears turning pink as she ducks her head and tries to pretend you didnโt just turn her insides to mush. and youโre absolutely tucking that information away for later.
line cook!abby gets weirdly possessive over kitchen tools. she once threatened manny that sheโd scrub their toilet with his toothbrush if he ever touched her knives again.
line cook!abby absolutely cannot flirt like a normal person. so she shows her affection in subtle ways like: not complaining or giving you shit when you mess up an order, carrying the ice bucket up to the bar for you because itโs โpainful to watch you struggleโ, staying late to help you roll silverware after she finishes her own closing duties, playing paramoreโs entire discography during a shift that youโre both working together just because she heard you tell leah that theyโre one of your favorite bands.
line cook!abby always walks you to your car if the two of you are scheduled to close together. even if she finishes her closing duties faster than you.
line cook!abby absolutely despises remakes or substitutions on orders, and sheโs not afraid to let someone know just how much it annoys her.
โthe menu says no substitutions, canโt people fucking read?โ
โabby, theyโre literally allergic to onions.โ
โsounds like a personal problem.โ
line cook!abby always has a toothpick or pen shoved behind her ear, or stuck in between her teeth. sheโs also constantly chewing gumโmostly because she knows it annoys the hell out of manny but baby girl has a oral fixation. she just doesnโt want to admit it.
line cook!abby will absolutely complain about having to close, but itโs secretly her favorite shift to work. especially if youโre on the schedule.
line cook!abby takes a lot of pride in her work, even when sheโs slammed and is glaring at every new ticket that comes through like they personally insulted her. but even then she never lets a plate go out on the floor looking like a damn mess.
the one exception she ever made was the time your ex came in and made it their personal mission to make your night a living hell. so when she found you crying in the walk-in not long after, she โaccidentallyโ let that burger burn to a crisp before sending it out with a satisfied smirk.
line cook!abby who always seems to smell like a combination of fresh citrus, old spice and smoke from the grill, no matter how often she washes her clothes.
line cook!abby is constantly burning her hands on something. half the time she doesnโt really react anymore besides cursing under her breath or mumbling a barely audible, โyeah that was fucking dumb, abigail.โ to herself.
but if you are in the back when it happens? youโll insist on helping her bandage it until she finally relents with the most adorable scowl.
line cook!abby is terrible at hiding her jealousy. while she doesnโt cause a scene, or become overly possessiveโif she sees a customer flirting with you, she absolutely makes it everyone elseโs problem.
sheโs slamming pans harder than necessary, muttering constant curses under her breath at the grill, shouting for โsomeone to run this fucking food already!โ the second it appears in the expo window. lev finds it a little too hilarious and is always roasting her when heโs bringing clean dishes up from the pit.
line cook!abby is extremely sentimental. you wrote her a little thank you note on the back of a discarded receipt once before you two started dating and she still has it taped to the inside of her locker.
line cook!abby isnโt big on pda, but when she realizes how much her touch seems to affect you, she makes any and every excuse to get her hands on you when youโre working together. whether itโs a hand against the small of your back as she passes behind you in the kitchen, curling a finger into the loop of your jeans to pull you out of the way when another staff member is dashing around the corner, sneaking up behind you to rest her chin on your shoulder when youโre ringing an order in.
she thinks sheโs being subtle most of the time, but abby is about as subtle as a bull in a china shop.
BESTIE!!!!! Who gave you permission to cook this hard??๐ญ literally chewing on the walls right now omg. This is literally everything to me ๐ญ๐ซถ๐ป
LANNAAAAAAA I miss seeing you here but i hope you are doing welll
sending you some love and pretty flowers ๐ฅฐ
HIIIII HELLO!!! I will cryyyy this is so sweet omg ๐ญ๐ญ
Thank you so much, youโre an angel ๐ฅบ Iโm doing okay for the most part! Depression kicks my butt sometimes but Iโm hanging in there. Iโve been going through my photos of Abby and itโs inspiring me to start taking photo modes again soooo hopefully Iโll be posting again soon!!
How are YOU doing though? Iโm sending you lots of love and flowers in return!!๐ค
if weโre mutuals just know that while i probably will never ever message you iโll still kick my legs and twirl my hair around my finger and let out a longing sigh like a crushing schoolgirl whenever i see your url in my notes