I don't want to be alone

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

So recently I've been making an large effort to stop my habit due to some recent motivation and there is some things ive found helpful in stopping my dermatillomania

Turn off the activity status on Instagram I dunno if this is on other social medias but when I text someone and they dont reply even if they're active it stresses me out causing me to pick so just turn off the ability to see if theyre online.

An app called quitzilla. Basically it tracks how long you've quit and gives motivational quotes. And you can put your reasons. Along with giving you achievements for certain things like if youve quit for a day or a week or a year. Its great.

Wear a ring. Whenever you feel the urge to pick just fidget with the ring take it off spin it around mess with it I dont care just dont pick.

And whatever you do don't give up. Yes I know you'll relapse you'll be doing well and then all of a sudden mess up but thats okay the most important thing is that you're trying.

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

Yesterday I was fine

Today I feel like a giant depressed burden on people.

God knows what I'll feel like tomorrow.

[smeliot-deactivated20220528]

i remember in 6th grade public school one of my friends in the class used the word “bungalow” as often as possible and every time he needed to say “house” or “home” he swapped it for “bungalow” and me and the rest of the class thought it was so fucking funny.

so everyone in the class started using it too like saying “I brought my lunch from the bungalow today” or whatever and the teachers HATED IT.

it started getting out of hand when we were learning about the presidents and we often needed to say “the White House” so of course we would say “the White Bungalow” and the teacher was so furious and then there was a ban on the word and if anyone said it they were sent to the office and I remember the kid who started all the bullshit one time got in trouble for something petty like sharing his homework and the teacher said that she was going to call home to him mom and he just stood up and cried out “No, ms_____! Please don’t call home!”

and there was this huge silence because he just raised his voice at the teacher

and then a huge smile spread across his face and he said

“call bungalow instead.”

and I swear the whole class rioted it was amazing

[thedarkperidot]

Signs you grew up lonely

- Chasing people who don’t want you

-Making up lots of stories and worlds

-Overtalking whenever there’s someone to talk to

-Excessive reading

-Daydreaming

-Clinging emotionally to others

-Being the ‘disposable’ friend in the group

-Excessive baths

-Talking to oneself

-Obsessive friendships

-Excessive helpfulness

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

I just wanted to say this because people seem to have this thing against white conservative males. I act very tomboish and very just different. So today my dad pulls me aside and he told me "if you ever came home with a girlfriend or dressed and acted like a boy you will always be accepted in this family no matter what. Yes I would be uncomfortable but I dont care your my daughter and you mean more to me than anything." And this is coming from the most conservative most religious male. I'm so happy.

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

I have no clue what to do with my life. I know I know join the club. But I'm scared I've always had some idea of what I want to do but recently I have no clue and its scary. I always thought I wanna be a wildlife photographer but I feel like that'll fail. And it doesn't help that my dad loves to remind me how broke photographers are. My anxiety just triples this fear to the point that it's 3 am and I'm sitting here looking up high paying careers that I would hate. What is life?

[sadlesbianclown]

am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me

[garysinises-deactivated20160402]

am i lazy or horribly depressed: the sequel

[captainkirkmccoy]

does everyone hate me or am I just very insecure: the completion of the trilogy

[growasmileforawhile-deactivated]

[imm0bulus-blog]

I started following this girl and her whole dash ended up these. And her last post. I can’t even say words. Anons took her life. If that okay with you, then carry on with your day. If you agree this is unacceptable and okay, then reblog and spread the word. What you say can actually change a persons life! So help out

I don’t care if this makes your dash look ‘ugly’, no matter what type of blog you have you should reblog it.

[gr9--gatsby]

If you can’t reblog this, I pity you as a human being.

[sockiepie-deactivated20170426]

;~;

[ask-doctor-jadusable-deactivate]

[blood-blossom]

This is sickening. This is why I fuckin hate most anons. Most are just pure assholes. Bullies. But I realized something. They only hate on others cause their life is miserable. So they make others miserable to try and be happy. They need something to vent their pain on

[bongsausage]

No…..I will always Reblog this….This just isn’t right

[rayyyyofsunshineeeee]

if you don’t reblog shame on you..

[circasim]

So honestly think twice, and even actually think way moooooore than twice before sending anon hate and ending up being a cyber murderer…

[pixelunivairse]

[ladyhayny]

Okay, I never reblog things, but this? people have no excuse to be treating others like that, nothing can justify your terrible actions, you horrible people, I feel so mad at those assholes.. I mean come on! The world would be a better place if you kept your shitty opinions for you, it’s not my fault if you’re an asshole but at least you could keep it for yourself instead of making the world an ugly place….

[ask-ghost-feli]

//This is awful. Why would you do something like this? How can you be so fucking cruel  to other person that didn’t do anything to you? This is just… Horrible and you’re a horrible person, you have no excuses.

[ask-angel-romano-archives-deact]

I’m sorry but why the fluff do you do this? Does it bring you some sick joy to see someone break down? To be the reason why an actual person kills themselves? Not only in it just plain wrong but you can be given fines and even be arrested for that. And don’t think you’ll never be caught because you’re on anon. The police can easily trace your I.P address and track you down. Please, a little bit of constructive criticism is fine, sometimes even asked for. But this is horrible.

[ask-angel-romano-archives-deact]

Oh~ And I’ve found something for these anons. If this happens actually anyone can find you with an easy search.

Here is a Tumblr post that tells people what to do.

[ask-aph-belarusian-figure-s-blog]

That’s the most disgusting thing possible. Why would anyone encourage someone to commit suicide? If anyone’s sending those messages to you, ignore them. You are good, you are brave, you are beautiful. It might not feel that way at the minute, but wait. Hold on a little longer, and I swear it will all work out.

[ask-alien-usa]

This is disgusting. Please know that you are all worth it. You are all needed in some way and that you matter. Don’t let anyone damper that.

[thegreatficmaster-deactivated20]

Well, we see all this shit going about…

Here’s an example of why u DON’T send hate…

Stop with that shit and go find something that’s gonna give u some sort of joy, cos spreading this hate isn’t gonna do shit for u, or anyone else.

Stop…and move on with ur life…

[leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid]

See this right here is part of what almost killed me last summer. I had other stuff going on mentally but seeing in my inbox over and over again negative things the monsters in my head were saying too just pushed. Pushed so far I was ready, made a plan, and waited for my family to leave the house so I could be alone to go through with my plan. Kind people saved me from myself but there are too many unkind people out there who are pushing and pushing those already on the edge. Stop pushing before you cause someone to go over that edge. It doesn’t solve anything, it just causes problems for people you don’t even know about.

[magicmadiplier-deactivated20191]

This really puts things into perspective. To anyone who may be facing this: I believe in you.

[zombii-pandaa]

Humans can be so cruel, this actually breaks my heart. Spread love, not fear, hate and pain. We are all in this world together, and deserve to be here, there isn’t a good reason for us to hate one another so much

[magicmadiplier-deactivated20191]

While I’d rather not dwell on the situation too much, as I believe we can put this behind us until further notice, @zombii-pandaa makes a beautiful, poetic point.

[an1m3l0ver]

I’m not gonna lie, people like these are pieces of shit

[k-p-p-d]

[k1mjongdaely]

No one should do this and get away with it. No one should die because they are hated on. Karma will catch up to you, and when it does, I hope it’s so much more painful than what you put these innocent people through. You won’t get away.

[heart-baek-bleed-deactivated201]

@puellamagialexmagica1993, @chiseikumo

[haelohyuck-deactivated20200515]

I needed to reblog this! They took her life….

[robinteacheskorean]

This is absolutely horrible.

[jimins-belly-button]

I honestly have no words.

[minnina22]

I’m in a bad mood rn and seeing this made me speechless. How tf can people like that exist and still carry on with their life?!?!?!

[szeptac]

[adrenaline]

by Emma Morch

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

What happened?

I remember a time before dermatillomania, high school, and just plain unhappiness. I remember a time when my biggest worry was if a VHS tape was rewound so I wouldn't have to deal with it. Remember feeling hopeful feeling excited about growing up. I remember not wanting to take naps out of fear of missing out, instead now it's I want to take naps I want to avoid everything. I remember when schools weren't being shot up all the time. I remember being happy. I remember not wanting to just stop existing. I remember I remember a time when life was simple flip phones were awesome. Friends were an easy occurrence. What happened? Why can't we go back?

[30-minute-memes]

Deer must be Canadian

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

Dermatillomania

Moving your shirt strategically so you don't bleed all over it

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

I didn't know what I had until like 3 years ago. For some reason my parents didn't think to tell me so I wouldn't feel alone. Eventually I got curious enough and I did some research and I came to the conclusion that I have dermatillomania/excoriation disorder. It was especially scary since I found out I won't grow out of it.

[t-snickerdoodle-deactivated2021]

Dermatillomania Awareness

Hey this could be a bit triggering for some people with anxiety or OCD or whatever, so tread carefully. I want to raise a bit of awareness here about a subtype of OCD I struggle with called Dermatillomania, or Excoriation Disorder. Thanks for reading and understanding!

Keep reading

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

I went to therapy to try to help with my dermatillomania once like 5 years ago. He was inexperienced with this disorder so instead of helping he made it worse. He would say "well why do you do it? Doesn't it hurt?" Yes it hurts but if you knew ANYTHING you'd know that with this disorder it sort of numbs the pain because all you want is to pick so your mind numbs it. He said "what should we give you a potato to walk around and pick at instead?" I felt so humiliated. My mom laughed and I just wanted to die in that moment. So if you're going to go to therapy for derma find someone with experience. I'm pretty sure the same goes for trich.

[justanotherdermateen-blog]

okay so I'm curious, when and how do you tell your friend you have dermatillomania? like soon after you meet, or late into the friendship? and how? like what do i just say i pick at myself? no so how?