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[relatably-depressed-n-anxious]

[minnina22]

back in tumblr since i’ve been feeling like shit

[babydollgrunge]

[aesthetic-ravenclaw]

playlists for different moods

staring at the ceiling long after everyone has gone to sleep, thinking about how things seem less real at night, listening to the rain falling gently outside your window

feeling a little enraged? neat, me too! fuel your anger for the low-low cost of $0.00

it’s ten pm and you’re on a bus to faraway places; change is happening and you can’t wait to see what it brings

you know sometimes you just gotta let yourself feel some existential dread and that’s what this playlist is all about

folk music to remind you of the little things you see every day. perhaps it’s the faerie circle you found last week or the coins that mysteriously appeared in your pocket a few days ago, but there’s clearly magic in the air

songs that are either from or remind me of the 80s because i am both gay and predictable

just some sexy bops ;)

[minnina22]

binges after 10pm are coming back

[i-wrote-you-a-poem]

grief, i’ve learned, is really just love. it’s all the love you want to give but cannot. all that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and the hollow part of your chest. grief is just love with no place to go.

-1:25am

[minnina22]

we had to put my dog to sleep this thursday, 10th of june, and i feel like shit

[huitunkuutti]

Grainy Comic About Grief

[minnina22]

we had to put my dog to sleep this thursday and what can i say, i feel like shit

[marmalade-mir]

silly you, always chasing ghosts long after they’ve stopped chasing you. this is what it means to be haunted. will you ever catch up?

[minnina22]

just googled some stuff and found out i could be repressing my emotions? that would literally explain so many things-

[minnina22]

i’m still a mess inside ig just learnt to hide it better and tell myself i’m doing great

[minnina22]

and today he texted me out of the blue (after not contacting me for some time) that this “relationship” isn’t going to work because of him (/his parents not letting him meet up with anyone) and if we “could just forget everything”

like YES that’s just GREAT to text me without actually TALKING

[minnina22]

lots of stuff happened since my last post

[minnina22]

lol yesterday i met up with some friends (crush was there too) and we kissed

often

whoops

[minnina22]

my crush literally asked me yesterday evening (13.02.) if I wanted to meet up some time next week to catch up on what one would normally do today (valentines day) 😳 oh damn

[minnina22]

(down moment rn)

so I don’t want to tell anyone how bad I’m doing bc “oh noo but don’t worry it’s all gonna get better again” is making my blood boil and not helping in any fucking way

:)

[minnina22]

kinda feel like gradually losing it