Suicidal Idiot @an1m3l0ver - Tumblr Blog

I have to remake my password, and pray my new phone will let me sign in

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I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe.

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Distractions;

Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts.

-Draw something

-This website translates the time into colours.

-Create your own galaxy.

-Play flowing.

-Make a 3D line travel where ever you like.

-Listen to music.

-Calm.

-Ocean mood, do nothing for two minutes.

Sleep issues;

- 8 hour sleep music.

-Rainy mood.

-Meditation.

-Coping with nightmares.

-How to cope with nightmares, 11 steps.

-Calm

-Foods that can affect your sleeping, both positive and negatively.

Uncomfortable with silence;

-Rainy mood.

-10 hours of rain and thunder.

-3 hours of rain and thunder.

-Human heartbeat.

-Rainforest.

-Sound of rain on a tin roof.

-Autumn wind.

-Rain on a tent

-Traffic in the rain.

-Soft traffic.

-Fan.

-Train.

-Simply noise.

-My noise.

-Rainy cafe.

Anxiety;

-How to stop worrying.

-Tips to manage anxiety and stress.

-The 10 best ever anxiety management techniques.

-Self-help strategies for anxiety.

-Helping a friend with anxiety.

-All about worrying.

-8 myths about anxiety.

Sad, angry and depressed/depression;

-“I’m always sad”

-Feeling sad.

-Going through trauma.

-“I’m always angry”.

-Anger management.

-All about anger.

-National helplines and websites.

-Self-help strategies for depression.

-Dealing with depression at work.

-Dealing with depression at school.

Isolation and loneliness;

-Pets and mental health.

-All about loneliness.

-“I feel so alone”

-10 more ideas to help with loneliness.

-How to deal with loneliness.

Self-harm;

-Alternatives to self-harm and distraction techniques.

-146 things to do besides self-harm.

-More alternatives to self-harm.

-Self-harm alternatives.

-How to take care of self-harm wounds/injuries.

-Getting rid of scars.

Addiction;

-How to help a friend with a drug addiction.

-What is addiction?

-All about alcohol and addiction.

-The facts about drug addiction.

Eating disorders;

-Helping a friend with an eating disorder.

-Eating disorder treatments.

-Support services for eating disorders.

-Self-help tips with eating disorders.

-Eating disorder recovery.

-Recovering from an eating disorder.

-100+ reasons to recover.

-Understanding and managing eating disorders.

Dealing with self-hatred;

-3 ways to ease self-loathing.

-How to turn self-hatred into self-compassion.

-Self-hatred resources.

-10 step plan to deal with self-hate.

Suicidal;

-International suicide hotlines (1) (2)

-Preventing suicide.

-Reasons to stay alive.

-Dealing with suicidal thoughts and feelings.

-Coping with suicidal ideation.

Schizophrenia;

-All about schizophrenia.

-Helping a person with schizophrenia.

-Understanding and dealing with schizophrenia.

-Delusions and hallucinations.

OCD;

-Managing your OCD at home.

-Overcoming OCD.

-How to cope with OCD.

-Strategies for dealing with the anxious moments.

Borderline personality disorder;

-Helping someone with BPD.

-All about personality disorders.

-Treatment for BPD.

Abuse;

-Healthy relationships VS abusive relationships.

-Emotional abuse

-Overcoming sexual abuse.

-Hotlines services.

-5 ways to escape an abusive relationship.

-Domestic violence support.

-Signs of an abusive relationship.

-What do to if you’re in an abusive relationship.

-Surviving abuse.

-What you can do if you’re sexual harassed.

-Sexual assault support.

-What to do if you’ve been sexually assaulted or abused.

Bullying;

-How to stand up against bullying.

-How to protect yourself when it comes to cyber bullying.

-How to help stop people bullying you.

Loss and grief;

-How to cope with a suicide of a loved one.

-Grieving for a stranger.

-Common reactions to death.

-Working through grief.

(Other loss and grief)

-Moving away from friends and family.

-Coping with a breakup.

Getting help;

-Seeking help early.

-All about psychological treatments.

-Types of help.

-All about age and confidentiality.

Things you need to remember;

- Don’t stress about being fixed because you’re not broken.

-Remember to remind yourself of your accomplishments. Tell yourself that you’re proud of yourself, even if you’re not.

- This is temporary. You won’t always feel like this.

-You are not alone.

-You are enough.

-You are important.

-You are worth it.

-You are strong.

-You are not a failure,

-Good people exist.

-Reaching out shows strength.

-Breathe.

-Don’t listen to the thoughts that are not helping you.

-Give yourself credit.

-Don’t be ashamed of your emotions, for the good or bad ones.

-Treat yourself the same way as you would treat a good friend.

-Focus on the things you can change.

-Let go of toxic people.

-You don’t need to hide, you’re allowed to feel the way you do.

-Try not to beat yourself up.

-Something is always happening, you don’t want to miss out on what’s going to happen next.

-You are not a bother.

-Your existence is more than your appearance.

-You are smart.

-You are loved.

-You are wanted.

-You are needed.

-Better days are coming.

-Just because your past is dark, doesn’t mean your future isn’t bright.

-You have more potential than you think.

- Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.

Please remember to look after yourself and know that you are more than worth it and you deserve to be happy. Keep smiling butterflies x

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thanks bud

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You all need this

aru

Tumblr Code.

geekishchic

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

always reblog tumblr identification

hobbinch

This is an absolute tumblr relic. I feel like an archaeologist right now. This is incredible that this is on my dash.

squided

this is from an era long passed

buttercupbi

this is from 3000 BV (before vine)

an1m3l0ver

Found it again!

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They are going to pass all of their finals

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who?

sudjjfkflflfkahabsbdi-deactivat

the student reading this ❤️

zaynschickens

I mean thanks for the support but idk…

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an1m3l0ver

I fuck up all my exams, so.idk yet

tinyrev

stop scrolling!

this is absolutely urgent.

we’ve only got 20 days until the repeal of net neutrality goes into effect! do not forget about this issue! it will affect every single person who uses tumblr and other social media!

Now, there is a bill that would reverse the FCC’s decision to repeal net neutrality. We only need one more vote to make it happen! Get to calling your senators, folks! Don’t let these greedy, laizzes-faire assholes take away the web that connects us all, provides coping mechanisms, and platforms that inform the people.

feyariel

Since this will get shared forever,

THE REPEAL GOES INTO EFFECT APRIL 20TH!

gloomyypeach

So I actually have a story behind this gif….when I was still new to the fandom side of the internet I saw this exact gif post and I though “why does anyone even care about these so called Internet friends? There is NO WAY you can be close to people you have never met…how can you even trust them?” But now, many months later, I have a close Internet friend who means more to me than many things in life and I don’t know where I’d be without her….I hope someday I will be able to hug her and tell her how much she means to me…

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I want to meet my internet friend @maliussparkle someday- I fricken love and care for her with all my heart and nothing could ever make me think otherwise-

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I want to meet @questbendyfangirl / @questcupheadfangirl @ask-thebendyboy

detroitconnorfanboy

Oh my God… Thank you, Shadow…. I’m freaking crying! @tashadow @ihaileysenpai @theakwardtoast @jazzym768 @bendy-the-cold-side-of-ink @broart13 @blogthegreatrouge I wanna meet we people. If I do, I’ll hug them for, like, an hour. My friends(and idols) are some of the only reasons I have to live. Otherwise, I’d either be insane, or dead. So thank you all! I love more than I love my own family. ❤❤❤

jazzym768

Really! YAY I want to meet @questbendyfangirl @ihaileysenpai @askcupandmugsy @iendersenpai @phoenixmeeka @kkbendy @lunathehedgehog @kiara-ann @dangelademon-deactivated2017111 @jazzyposts @stormyrae1987 @wolfieskies25

yuk-io

I wanan meet @kingofdrawing @brokensans @thepleasantjellybean @blueflame092-deactivated2018021 (cri) and @beta10 (I might be able to do that XD Idk)

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@gemstoneblitz @galactic-cookie14 @randomfandom1987 @ryudrawingblindofficial

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@animaster888 @kkbendy @phoenixmeeka @arty-ozzie @ask-the-seer-of-shade-ub @ahrifoxtailgoddess @inudathefox

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@theniceprincess-tnp-revived @asktazzieandfriendsreboot @ihaileysenpai @cryariu @marshmellowmarshybunny @errorcrazygirl13-a

NOT RISKIN’ IT

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@rainbow-blossom247 @watermelonpita @trojixlegion

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awww @artfullyinnocent @ironic-ken @iron-ice-the-last-elemental @ask-sky-and-the-crew @beta10 and more

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(Special ones: @kitty-dragon @jittermuffin @dumkeycomics and @conterric-comics @rto2comix @ouremomemelord and @rosilina-goldaria ) And anyone else who wants to meet me X3

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Friendly reminder that Dan and Phil originally met online

ninjago2020

@whatwashernameagain @justabitsleepy @ts-random-pictures I would love to meet y'all cause then id proactive have more actually good friends

whatwashernameagain

That is my secret dream! To someday meet all of you guys and sit in a cafe and be nerdy in real life!! @virgil-sanders6 @impatentpending @my-happy-little-bean @royallyanxious @mirror2thespirit @ninjago2020 and so many more who meeting would just be amazing! I love all the people I get to talk to!

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@awkward-anonymous PHHHAAAAANNNNNNN

leslushel2

@ciel-reveur @apparentlynotthatone @shadow-queens-blog @zytheral- i wanna meet ya’ll !! you’re the greatest cerealsly

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@potatolikesyou @bitterblueskies @partydadfrnk @xanniies

happy-theatre-anon

I love @petal-anon and I can’t risk not meeting her 💛💛

cart-anon

I’m all alone and have no internet friends but I want to meet @funky-earth-anon and @the-broadway-anon because I feel like we’d have fun and get along well 😊

alex-does-things

Hnnn yes!!! @sax-anon and @sweater-anon also!

robot-anon

I wanna meet @hamburger-anon @i-just-love-writing-crap @sun-anon @wine-anon @blowin-shit-up @gaymur @sunny-the-sunglasses-kid and everyone else!

sunny-the-sunglasses-kid

I wanna meet all of you. So much.

cartercorn

@interwebseriesfan24 @beaniefeldstein you guys are lovely.

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@onemorebookidontneed lol no I’m not

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@princey-must-slay (my lovey)

@silly-aesthetic-me

@virgils-anxiety

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@fandomsandanythingelse

@kickthenavi

@silly-aesthetic-me

@introverts-assemble

@mydogsaresofuckingstupid

@ilovemygaydad

<3 <3 <3 <3

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@dasjansel 💜

zoodie-spagootie

Its a long list but I wanna meet

@quinintheclouds

@anxiety-has-anxiety

@warnadudenexttime

@what-even-is-thiss

@logically-asexual

@anduplex

cuz they all post awesome content. some of them are really REALLY good editors that i learn so much from for my own edits and others are really good users in general. you are all an inspiration

quinintheclouds

awww you just made my day! I wanna meet you too :D

@koalaaquabear @yt-memes / @actually-al @iamsilentwolf @flufffandomtrash @thetravelingthunderbird @thesocialbookwormishere @lindesensate @imperialjadeite @ a dozen other people I can’t think of right now bc I have no energy lol - but I love you ALL <3

a-demonic-presence

Are you KIDDING I’d love to meet people!! Omg!!

@wandering-scarecrow @thecrimsoncodex @neko-ereri @ebony-wolf @ocotopushugs @demongirl20 @wellheyproductions @gentlemanraven @quinintheclouds and anyone else I talk to!!

poppysanders

Can’t risk it my dudes.

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Love to me @ghosttcryptids

@toujours-fidele

@oddxiety

But can’t risk it

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asdljkalszdjlkdasj thank you!!!!! i wanna meet you, @i-can-explain-really, @chemically-imbalanced-romance, @cloudchaser7, @milomeepit, @phlying-squirrel, @satanskatze, and so many more <3

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I really wanna meet @thecrimsoncodex and my boyfriend in real life

blushygigglee-mess

I’ll start the tagging later

goog-ler-iplier

I want to meet soooooo many online friends, that I probably wouldn’t be able to remember them all! Here’s a few

@robbie-lee-zombie @lappyisgaming @anti-and-darky @anti-switch-glitch @darklespark-ler @jackleeboy-man @bright-light-mark and anyone else I forgot. Love you all!

an1m3l0ver

There's too many to @

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parskis

i swear to god, men raising their voice is the most terrifying thing in the whole world. they dont understand, like its an immediate panic response, game over

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I actually had no idea women found this so scary

periwinklepromise

my downstairs neighbors fight on a regular basis, and every time he starts yelling i’m a little afraid he’s going to kill her. i have no reason to think this except that he is a man and he is angry

thewonderfulthingaboutfish

My math teacher has a loud voice and a temper and he scares the living shit out of me almost everyday. He’s made me and other kids cry more than once and he and his teacher buddies make a joke out of terrifying students.

diamondsamura1-deactivated20220

this was women in general? i knew my gf didn’t like it but I was unaware if this affected most women

survivor-surviving

Yes, it does

pandora-ness

As a woman, I had no idea it effected other women like this. I was too afraid to even talk about it. I thought I was weak. Thanks for bringing attention to this.

kaldraws8280

My dad thinks it’s funny that I used to cry when he raised his voice. I freak out whenever some one does. Once my director did, and I started crying I couldn’t stop. I’m glad to see I’m not alone…

suicunesrider

This is so important– seeing how common this is– and I also want you all to know that this is not normal. It isn’t something instinctively ingrained into women, to be afraid of men. There is no natural state of men being a threat that women constantly have to be afraid of. This is cultural. So many women and girls here have a mutual understanding of this feeling, and I think it really shows an unsettling truth about our society, particularly about how men are raised to act and how so many women have this defensive reaction gradually develop. It’s so important that these people have their voices heard, because it teaches us about problems that we just can’t deny the existence of any longer.

shidoninoure

I’m glad I’m not the only one

anexperimentallife

My fellow men, pay attention. I didn’t realize how scary this could be until one of my exes explained it to me, and it’s heartbreaking.

Also, when we move too much during an argument, or lean forward, it’s scary, and I never knew. I was even a little insulted at first, because surely she didn’t think I would hurt her. But see, that doesn’t matter. It wasn’t a sign that she mistrusted me specifically; it’s a conditioned response. (Although if you keep doing it once you realize it scares her, she SHOULDN’T trust you.)

Not every woman has been physically harmed by a man she trusted, but every woman KNOWS a woman who has.

I used to be horrible about this, because I didn’t realize how intimidating it was. I didn’t understand why the woman I was with clammed up or tried to tell me what she thought I wanted to hear, and I only got angrier, and acted even more like an asshole. It was wrong. It was abusive. It didn’t matter if I INTENDED it that way; it was still emotionally abusive. And it was inexcusable.

I get that when passions are high, and when you’re frustrated, it’s a natural tendency to let your voice get louder, to shout and gesture and lean forward. But you can train yourself to do better. You can train yourself to keep more of an even tone, to refrain from large and fast gestures, to not lean into her personal space. I did. I’m not perfect at it yet, but goddamn it, I WILL be.

Don’t tell me it’s too hard, that you just can’t do it, or that you “shouldn’t have to.” I’m 53 years old and just now getting the hang of it, and if this old dog can learn something new, so can you.

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God, my dad nearly gives me panic attacks when he yells at me. When he’s yelling in another room or at his girlfriend (probably both at the same time) it makes me wanna run outside/away

natotwin

If you are my tumblr friend and you think we should all live together, reblog this so i can get a headcount!

Writing a story where me and my tumblr friends meet irl and end up living together and i need a headcount for whos in

ticklee-ivy-xo

Aww that sounds nice may I? :)

natotwin

YAS

an1m3l0ver

Even though we're not friends, I think your blog is cool, a d this idea is awesome

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The Google Gang

requested by @an1m3l0ver!

Before I go (showering)

I'm feeling a little outgoing today, SO, send me some songs you'd like to hear me sing, and I'll choose a couple when I come back!

Tootles!

bullletproof-love

do you ever want to check up on someone but it’s just not ur place anymore

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Yup

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bruh.

an1m3l0ver

Woah

raddical

risky asks

1. “@” people you want to be friends with

2. screenshot the tabs you have open

3. the last text you sent to someone?

4. do you have a nsfw blog?

5. i dare you to _____

6. screenshot the first page of your search history

7. tell an embarrassing memory or story

8. how often do you take showers?

9. what was your first blog URL?

10. if you draw or write, show some of your really old work

REALLY risky asks (watch out!!! super Risky)

1. if you had to hug anyone who would you hug

2. whats your favorite flavor of ice cream?

3. whats your favorite color?

4. if you have pets, what are their names?

5. do you like a warm bed or a cold bed?

6. whats a really good memory you have?

7. favorite song you cant stop listening to?

8. do you drink water with or without ice in it?

9. do you like to use correct grammar when you type or just type all lowercase?

10. whats something thats made you laugh recently?

switchyglitch

Been a while since I’ve tried to do an ask thing. Ask away!

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Egg-citing Ideas

(Alternative title: “I am the eggman, Coo Cootchie Coo” - It’s a Beatles reference, I’m not just making shit up)

Ah, Easter weekend. A lovely bit of spring-time fun. And a 4-day weekend regardless of your beliefs, which is superb. As with any holiday, games are a must and nothing spells out “Easter” more than an egg hunt! Normally a game for children, I’ve decided, seeing as Spring has graced us with some more palitable weather, to host an egg hunt just for you. But with a bit of a twist.

As opposed to hiding chocolate eggs around the garden for children to exictedly find and let fuel their belief in a 6-foot tall anthropomorphic rabbit, I’ve decided on a subject matter of exploration far more interesting. Depending on how interesting you might view nightmarish giant man-rabbits, of course.

Plastic eggs, colourfully decorated lay hidden all around the house. Some in obvious places, some requiring a bit more of a keen eye and explorer’s tenacity to find. In each of these eggs is a little note. The note contains 3 pieces of information:

A spot on your body.

A time.

A tool.

You gussed it. Egg each is a little gift of ticklish torment. 22 in total. Some with instructions of light and teasy tickles with soft touches. Others demand torture for hours and hours. All at the whim of the egg.

Now, you might ask, “But what if I just don’t search for the eggs? Surely then I get away scot-free?”. I’ve thought of every contingency. There’s another little rule I may have concocted. If you find all the eggs, you get to decide when each of the delightful tickly torments happen. At your call, when the mood takes you, you could enjoy soft strokes along your legs or sides as you fall asleep, or being made to laugh and giggle and scream until it all becomes a haze. Of course, that’s IF you find all the eggs. But miss one. Just one. And the power to decide when your body becomes my ticklish playground is all mine.

Anytime I want, I’ll break out one of those egg’s idea and drive you insane. Make you beg and plead. Make you laugh like the adorable ticklish little thing you are.

So, to recap. 22 eggs. 22 tickly treats. Get all 22 and you can keep them and use them as you see fit to make me, your tickle monster, do my job. Miss even 1 and your basically done for. You have, let’s say… an hour?

Run fast, little bunny.

an1m3l0ver

FUUUUUUCK OOOOOOOFF

an1m3l0ver

Tummy Teasing

So, let’s get that tummy of Yours. why don’t we restrain you, i’ll tie those lovely hands over your head, Can’t escape? perfect. Now then, let’s left this shirt and see that tummy of yours. As I lift your shirt, I’ll purposely drag my nails against the sensitive skin. Was that a giggle I heard? let’s try to do it again. I’ll drag my nails around and around, oh, but look at your cute belly button, I’ll drag a nail all around your belly button, ooo, I hear more giggles, I’ll dip a finger into your belly button, Oh, looks like I found a bad spot, I’ll start ticking the inside of your belly button as fast I can, awe look at that smile, as soon as I got you wrapped around my finger, I’ll stop, are you hungry?, Yes or no it’ll happen anyway, I lean down and blow a big fat raspberry right on your belly button, lookit you, you’re turning red, I’ll start my nibbling around your belly button while scribbling all over your tum, had enough? I’ll blow another raspberry before getting up. Now wasn’t that fun?

@ellie-tickles @beario @shiraw @herecomestrouble98 @mockingjayforanons @yangire-valkyrie @wolflovestummytickles @amazingleealice @peachy-galaxy

@everyone else

an1m3l0ver

Why does this have so many notes?