me, trying to make sure my friends are safe and happy: *zones out and takes a deep breath*
my cousin: em, what?
me: life
my cousin: chill out
me: I act like a thirty year old
my cousin: are your problems really That Bad
me, thinking: I mean if you've texted with many people in the past day, 3 of which are suicidal, while simultaneously trying to manage your own declining mental health and instead isolating yourself from any talk about mental health, while also ignoring all your eminent breakdowns from pent up anger, especially misophonia anger, while talking to your homophobic conservative grandparents who don't like you as much because you're a liberal arts person and not sports and generally dealing with a lot more than most year old are dealing with, I think my five second deep breath was warranted
me, in reality: yeah lol *puts headphones back on*
