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@ sun_keep
full of hay
I canāt tell you the last time
I slept through the night
peacefully.
My mind never rests
Whether awake
Or asleep.
Just please,
For the love of God
Please
Make the thoughts
Stop.
Nightmares.
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I just had an epiphany. I was taking a number of love language quizzes and got a different result each time, but after answering so many questions something clicked. I donāt need a quiz to tell me, I know exactly what my ranking is and more importantly, WHY. Will be sharing this with my therapist in a few days.
Acts of service - parents relationship was based on each doing their part. Dad always told me I was stupid and couldnāt do anything right or on my own, so I depend on others to help me.
Gifts - they spoiled me because I was an only child, they were emotionally & physically unavailable and probably felt guilty.
Quality time - never got this as a kid because parents always worked. For us quality time was watching tv together at night.
Words of affirmation - never got this but the opposite. Dad would also never say ILY and when mom would it was physically cringey for me to say it back. I would just say āme tooā never āI love you too.ā
Physical touch - never got or gave hugs, mom would force kiss my face and i fucking hated it. Only physical touch I ever got from dad was when he would pull my ears to the point of them ripping a little and bleeding, or the occasional smack across the face.
As for communication styleā¦Iām judgmental, critical, verbally abusive, have a short temper, and am bossy/entitled as fuck. Not usually in the beginning of relationships, but once we get to a certain point of comfortā¦.yeah. Itās bad. My dad was just like this to both me and my mom.
I refuse to be in another romantic relationship until Iām no longer like this. I havenāt been single in 10+ years, jumping from one toxic relationship to the next. I finally feel strong enough to take on these issues on my own. Iām ready. I canāt wait until Iām on the other side of this.
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