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I’m so hungry… I forget how hard the first few days of not eating are. But every time I look in the mirror I hate the way I look. I can’t even stand to look at myself.

#depression #depressed #im hungry as fuck but it doesnt matter

Trying to remember to take deep breaths. My chest hurts- I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. I know it’s about to happen and the wait is killing me.

#anxiety #anxious #depression #depressed #lonely #afraid

Drunk working at home. Trying to control the urge to spiral. Need to stay sober enough to answer the phones.

#depression #depressed #maybe suicidal #who knows

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I want to be loved

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Tell me why I was about to post the same thing again. Some things never change.

#what’s wrong with me #depression #depressed

I want to be loved

#alone #sad #depressed #what’s wrong with me

It’s like I’m suffocating all day. Everything is overwhelming and everything is on fire. And then I come home and drink and it’s like I can finally breathe for a second.

#alcohol #drinking #drunk #depressed #depression

Even after all this time, i still wake up crying about you. I remember how I fell in love with you and you tore me down piece by piece

#depressed #depression #suicide #suicidal #lonely #hurt

I just can’t stand it.

Never enough.

For you.

For him.

For her.

For me.

Never enough.

#suicide #suicidal #depressed #depression #overwhelmed

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15.02.21

Sometimes I think about dating again. Until I remember the last guy I liked sat me down and told me he liked me a lot but I wasn’t his type. And when I asked what that meant he looked me dead in the face and said skinnier girls.

At the time I had a big problem with disordered eating and hadn’t eaten in two days so I would look good for him. I still wasn’t enough. I was 150 pounds at the time and 5’7”.

And then I decided I’d rather be single.

#depressed #depression #single #disordered eating tw

I’m having a bad day.

#depression #depressed #sad #lonely #unloved

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Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid Stupid stupid stupid

Just So fucking stupid..

Why is it I have to be perfect, when you can make all the mistakes you want?

#unfair #depressed #suicide #suicidal #love #boyfriend problems #not my boy